GUEL
I watched him as he went about his business, my eyes following everything he did, but more importantly, it was fixed on his arse. That damned tight flesh was making it difficult for me to keep my hands to myself. I ached to have him backed up to a wall, to feel his delicate body press into mine as I reached behind to knead the soft globes, but I knew I had to keep calm. It wasn't time to make my desires known, or else it might scare him.
If only he knew what I had planned for him, the room I had gotten ready for the man who stole my heart 8 years ago. I fell for him, harder than I would have expected. He was clueless back then and still is, but I intend to make him remember.
I didn't expect to get the job. With the qualifications I got, just to keep up the facade I planned to use, to seduce him, I was the least qualified for it. I had almost given up taking the work route to get the man I love, only to get a call from them, asking me to show up for the last interview.
My nerves had sparked up when I heard the CEO would question me. I died and returned to life, almost losing my shit when I walked into his office. I had always admired him. Asher Grey Reed, the most handsome self-made billionaire. Though I fell in love with his smile at first, over the years, his determination to succeed despite his background endeared him to me. It made my heart tighten each time I watched him on TV. Not just my heart, though.
When I saw him in person, for the first time in years, it took all my willpower not to get down on my knees and worship the ground he walked on. The man was deviously handsome, so pretty. I ached to have him lean on his table, as I showed him just how handsome I thought he was.
His eyes were as dark as the night, beautiful, just like the rest of him. He had his beautiful brown hair up in a neat man bun, which made him look more rugged.
Asher didn't disappoint me. He lived up to everything I had imagined, and I couldn't hide my thrill at the thought of working for him.
Throughout the interview, I had tried to keep my admiration locked up, to look the part of a shy worker, even though I wanted to reach out and touch him, to feel the warmth of his hand and to be certain I wasn't daydreaming. It was so good to be real until I signed the contract and got a worker's tag. It was then that I knew it was solid.
When I finally left, I regretted not inhaling enough air in there, to keep his scent in my lungs.
“If you need any help settling in, don't hesitate to reach out to me, okay?” Benny, his secretary, smiled at me. She was just as kind to me as she was on the first day I came for the interview. She had helped me get settled down for the first interview and gave me her warm support.
“Thank you.” I returned the gesture.
“Anytime.” She winked and was gone, leaving me alone in the office. The rest of the workers had their faces down as they worked away on their systems. The only time they looked up was when Benny introduced me to them. After that, they all returned to their tasks, leaving me to my thoughts.
I didn't let it bother me. I didn't come for them…the only reason I showed up here, was just to get closer to the man I love.
…
The day moved faster than I wanted it to. I had only seen Asher thrice since I left his office and couldn't help but wish he would step into our office like he had done three times in a row, but I didn't get any luck.By the time the clock rolled to five, an hour to the close of work, I had given up hopes of seeing him. To keep my mind sharp, I took a coffee break. I was planning on having a drink and returning to my desk when the boss came in. I stilled, my breath hitching in my throat.
I gripped the cup tightly, not wanting to scare him by being too straightforward. I had to remind myself that I was playing the part of a shy 20-year-old man. I was nowhere near shy. The age is right, but the nature isn't. I just had to adopt a character that would put him at ease around me.
“Having a coffee break?” He arched a brow, closing the distance between us. It seemed, just like me, he had just left his office for a coffee break.
“Yes, sir,” I nodded, glad my voice didn't come out louder than I intended it to. “I had nothing to do, so I wanted to clear my mind,” I said before I could stop myself.
“I see.” Nodding, he strode to the espresso machine and made a cup for himself before I realised I should have asked to make one for him. “I do that too. Having coffee during your breaks helps clear your mind.” He lifted his mug towards me before he took a sip. “God, I needed that.”
I stared, mesmerised.
So, this is how he drank his coffee? So neat and alluring, hypnotising even. There was this way he carried himself that made me wish to stare for a tad longer. Especially at his Adam's apple.
I would have reached out to press on it had I not caught myself in time. Gulping down the liquid and ignoring the burn, I disposed of the cup. “I will be on my way now, sir,” I said to him before I rushed out, not waiting for him to acknowledge my words.
I had to leave there fast. The longer I stayed, the more impossible it would be to keep my hands to myself.
GUEL Was I moving too fast? I saw the opportunity and took it. I didn't plan on requesting to see the collar on him. Hell, I thought he would reject it, throw it on my face while spewing insults at me for thinking he was a dumpsite for everything my so-called lover rejected. I had prepared for the worst, but just a look at him, and I couldn't help it. The way he stared at the choker with that poker face of his made me want to stretch this. I knew I shouldn't, but...Well, I had done it, gotten him to agree to take me to his house so I could see the choker on him. Gulping, I leaned on the wall and closed my eyes. The hallway had never smelled so good. It was the same flowery scent of the passive scent diffuser, but it smelled wonderful together. "Mr Lee?"I snapped my eyes open, the small smile on my lips turning into a frown as I stared at Rose's smiling face. Fuck. Why does she have the worst timing ever?I pushed away from the wall and folded my arms. "Yes?" "Where have you b
I froze, my heart stilling for a second before it started beating fast. I lost all coherent thoughts, my grip tightening hard on the leather. Did I say those words out loud? "I... It's just... I don't think I will get a refund from the store, and I bought it with the money I earned in my last part-time job." He peered down, his cheeks colouring. "You don't have to accept it."Why won't I when he looked like he might cry if I don't? I turned the leather in my hand, loving the feel. Though I wasn't happy he got it for someone else, I couldn't refuse it. I'd always wanted to get something like this from my dom, a sort of ownership claim. It was a dream I'd had for as long as I could remember. Now that I had gotten one, I couldn't bear to give it back. I wouldn't, even if he asked. "I will take it." I gripped it tight, afraid he might change his mind and ask it back. It was mine now. "Really?" His face lit up like a kid on Christmas morning. "Yeah." I opened my top drawer and placed
ASHERI shouldn't have given in to him, should have put my legs down and refused, but I couldn't resist those cute eyes that had no business in a body like his. He made it impossible for me to back down, to refuse him, and now, staring at the bouquet of roses on my table, I wondered if it was too late to take my words back. I ran my fingers through my hair, letting out a sigh for the sixth time that day. Sitting back in my chair, I rang his office. As if he knew I was looking for him, Guel picked up. "Hello?""Come to my office," I said, disconnecting before he could say anything. My gaze returned to the flowers as I recalled how much my stomach had flipped when I saw it, only for my mood to dampen when I realised he liked someone else. I wasn't the lady he had pinned over for eight years, the one he looked so in love with. Eyes don't lie. I had seen the admiration in his eyes as he spoke about her, like she put the stars up in the sky. He looked so in love, I couldn't hide my jeal
GUELHe's jealous... I really hope he is. I'd seen him watch me for a week, always fuming whenever I was with Rose, but I never realised he was jealous until today. The way he kept mentioning Rose to me, hinting that we were together, made me want to tease him. I still didn't know if he was gay or just furious I was talking to another employee. If it were the latter, it would mean he wasn't jealous, but if it turned out to be the former…. I looked down at him and smiled. It would make this so much enjoyable. I knew I had the appeal, not been narcissistic. I'd heard compliments from women, and had more than my fair share throw themselves at me. And there's also a mirror...When I told him about the physical characteristics of the one I liked and saw him touch his hair, I couldn't help but tease him some more. “It's such a pity she doesn't like me back.”“She?” He looked up sharply, dropping his hand back. “Oh. I guess… Just give her some time.” He reached for the file next to his wo
“Yeah.” I bit back, glaring at the two as Guel turned, his eyes meeting mine like it was destined. No, it wasn't. He has someone with him, Rose. A woman who could give him kids and make a happy home. The most annoying part? They only have a 4-year age gap between them. It wasn't enough for people to lift their brows, unlike our 15-year age gap. “Boss.” He approached with a smile, the same one he had given Rose. I didn't like it one bit. It irked me, making me ache to punch him hard on his face, just for thinking he could look at me the same way he did to others.“Let's go,” I said to Benny, hurrying down the hall, without sparring him a glance. Halfway, I realised I had pressed the button for his floor instead of mine, like I had been doing since he joined the company. It was an unconscious act. Cursing under my breath, I whirled around, drawing my steps back to the elevator.“Boss,” Guel called out, running after me when he saw me returning. Benny, who, I thought, was behind me, wa
ASHERThey are together. Rose and Guel. I had seen them together countless times, seen the way they grinned at each other. A bitterness I'd never known took hold of me, gripping me so tight, I feared I might do something disastrous. I didn't like the way she beamed at him, touched his chest, the one I'd been dying to lay my hands on after I felt just how hard it was. I wouldn't lie. I'd contemplated getting her transferred to another branch, but feared Guel might leave with her. If that happened, I wouldn't have anyone to gawk at, or fantasise about. But more importantly, I would know for real that I had no chance with him. One thing I'd learned in all my years of living is that straight men aren't worth it…“Sir? Excuse me, sir” I blinked, forced back to the present. “Uhm…” I cleared my throat. “What were you saying?” I sat up in my armchair, pushing thoughts of Guel and that damned Rose to the back of my mind. I was in a meeting and had to keep my focus on my work instead of thi