GUEL
I watched him as he went about his business, my eyes following everything he did, but more importantly, it was fixed on his arse. That damned tight flesh was making it difficult for me to keep my hands to myself. I ached to have him backed up to a wall, to feel his delicate body press into mine as I reached behind to knead the soft globes, but I knew I had to keep calm. It wasn't time to make my desires known, or else it might scare him.
If only he knew what I had planned for him, the room I had gotten ready for the man who stole my heart 8 years ago. I fell for him, harder than I would have expected. He was clueless back then and still is, but I intend to make him remember.
I didn't expect to get the job. With the qualifications I got, just to keep up the facade I planned to use, to seduce him, I was the least qualified for it. I had almost given up taking the work route to get the man I love, only to get a call from them, asking me to show up for the last interview.
My nerves had sparked up when I heard the CEO would question me. I died and returned to life, almost losing my shit when I walked into his office. I had always admired him. Asher Grey Reed, the most handsome self-made billionaire. Though I fell in love with his smile at first, over the years, his determination to succeed despite his background endeared him to me. It made my heart tighten each time I watched him on TV. Not just my heart, though.
When I saw him in person, for the first time in years, it took all my willpower not to get down on my knees and worship the ground he walked on. The man was deviously handsome, so pretty. I ached to have him lean on his table, as I showed him just how handsome I thought he was.
His eyes were as dark as the night, beautiful, just like the rest of him. He had his beautiful brown hair up in a neat man bun, which made him look more rugged.
Asher didn't disappoint me. He lived up to everything I had imagined, and I couldn't hide my thrill at the thought of working for him.
Throughout the interview, I had tried to keep my admiration locked up, to look the part of a shy worker, even though I wanted to reach out and touch him, to feel the warmth of his hand and to be certain I wasn't daydreaming. It was so good to be real until I signed the contract and got a worker's tag. It was then that I knew it was solid.
When I finally left, I regretted not inhaling enough air in there, to keep his scent in my lungs.
“If you need any help settling in, don't hesitate to reach out to me, okay?” Benny, his secretary, smiled at me. She was just as kind to me as she was on the first day I came for the interview. She had helped me get settled down for the first interview and gave me her warm support.
“Thank you.” I returned the gesture.
“Anytime.” She winked and was gone, leaving me alone in the office. The rest of the workers had their faces down as they worked away on their systems. The only time they looked up was when Benny introduced me to them. After that, they all returned to their tasks, leaving me to my thoughts.
I didn't let it bother me. I didn't come for them…the only reason I showed up here, was just to get closer to the man I love.
…
The day moved faster than I wanted it to. I had only seen Asher thrice since I left his office and couldn't help but wish he would step into our office like he had done three times in a row, but I didn't get any luck.By the time the clock rolled to five, an hour to the close of work, I had given up hopes of seeing him. To keep my mind sharp, I took a coffee break. I was planning on having a drink and returning to my desk when the boss came in. I stilled, my breath hitching in my throat.
I gripped the cup tightly, not wanting to scare him by being too straightforward. I had to remind myself that I was playing the part of a shy 20-year-old man. I was nowhere near shy. The age is right, but the nature isn't. I just had to adopt a character that would put him at ease around me.
“Having a coffee break?” He arched a brow, closing the distance between us. It seemed, just like me, he had just left his office for a coffee break.
“Yes, sir,” I nodded, glad my voice didn't come out louder than I intended it to. “I had nothing to do, so I wanted to clear my mind,” I said before I could stop myself.
“I see.” Nodding, he strode to the espresso machine and made a cup for himself before I realised I should have asked to make one for him. “I do that too. Having coffee during your breaks helps clear your mind.” He lifted his mug towards me before he took a sip. “God, I needed that.”
I stared, mesmerised.
So, this is how he drank his coffee? So neat and alluring, hypnotising even. There was this way he carried himself that made me wish to stare for a tad longer. Especially at his Adam's apple.
I would have reached out to press on it had I not caught myself in time. Gulping down the liquid and ignoring the burn, I disposed of the cup. “I will be on my way now, sir,” I said to him before I rushed out, not waiting for him to acknowledge my words.
I had to leave there fast. The longer I stayed, the more impossible it would be to keep my hands to myself.
Guel poked his head in, smiling. My heart, which had been seeking excuses to jump out of my chest, picked up from where it stopped as he stepped into my office, looking more handsome than I had ever seen him. The purple button-down shirt he wore had three buttons open, going against the rules in the office about the number of open buttons allowed, but my eyes weren't complaining. My eyes ran down to his dark blue slacks and office shoes before they returned to his face, my cheeks heating when I realized he was staring at me.I coughed to ease the awkwardness. “What are you doing here?” I tried to sound as professional as I could without giving out my flipping stomach with restless butterflies flapping around, seeking an escape route. I rose, grabbed the bouquet, and looked around for the place I would keep it before dropping it back after I realized I didn't have much better options. Awkwardly, I stood there, looking at him.He grinned. “I came to see you. Thought we could go through
He was taken aback by that. Blinking, he glanced at the choker I had given him, his brows furrowed. “Why? Didn't you say you liked it?” He stared at my hand without moving to take what I was offering. Yeah, I loved it, a little too much. If only it were mine. He bought it for the lady he liked. He didn't have me in mind when he purchased it. It wasn't for me, else I would have shown my appreciation in ways he would have loved.I shook my head. “I don't like it. I only accepted the choker because you wanted me to do that, nothing else.”I knew I was lying, but that was the only way to keep my feelings hidden from him. I strode to my couch, with the choker still in my palm. It hurts, thinking of parting with it now that I'd felt the thrill, the rush that comes with getting gifted something I had always wanted, even if it wasn't meant for me.“But —”“Just give it to the woman you choose. I'm certain they will appreciate it.” Even at that, I didn't let the choker go. I gripped it hard,
He smiled, shook his head if what he was about to ask was absurd. I stared hard at my feet, embarrassed by how readily I was to do whatever he asked. If only he weren't so innocent, he would have known my love for him. I didn't need to stare long at the mirror to know the face I had while staring at him. When I looked up, I noticed he was still warring with my mind and had to step in. "What's it?"I was practically begging with my eyes for him to tell me what it was. I was far gone, eager to know what it was and hoping secretly that it would be something thrilling. Since he had just asked to see the choker on me, surely, he would ask for something along that line. Right?"Can I... Can I..." He rubbed the back of his neck and averted his gaze. I stared, waiting for him to tell me what it was before my stupid mouth blurted something absurd out."I know this is too much to request, but I've decided." He held my gaze this time. I wondered if his eyes had looked so green as they did at
Not for the first time I wondered if he had a thing for me, staring at me like that as if he couldn't get enough of me, but I knew it was all in my mind. There was no way someone like him would actually like me. It was impossible.He got up from the couch and stalked towards…Okay, he didn't stalk towards me. It was just my deranged mind believing otherwise, despite knowing it was no use.“You look good,” he breathed, his gaze not leaving my neck as he advanced closer, practically in a slow-mo. My cheeks heated, and I averted my gaze to hide the flush on them. I liked how he sounded, almost like he was enthralled by me. “What do you like more, the choker on me or…?” I bit back those words before my desperation could make me say them out loud. I wasn't that desperate. Or am I?“I was right. It fits you perfectly,” he continued, having not heard my question. I should have been glad about that, grateful he didn't catch those remarks, but I wasn't.“Can you turn so I can see how it looks
Guel's look of awe didn't ease even when we stepped into my apartment. That it was the penthouse made him almost lose his cool. He couldn't stop admiring the place, his eyes sparkling like a kid who had been nowhere in the city but the company.“Have a seat,” I gestured to the couch, walking over to my minibar to get a drink, before I paused. “What would you like to have? I have practically any drink you want.”“Do you have a beer?”I almost did a double-take at his request. I was expecting him to request water, juice, or something. Isn't that what an innocent twenty-year-old would ask for?“Mr Asher?”Blinking, I forced a smile to hide the nerves, “Yeah, I do. I will get it for you. Just relax.” I changed my course since he didn't order for wine, and went to my fridge to get the beer for him. Returning to the parlour, I placed the can of beer on the table, my hands shaking at his stare. I stood back, the nervous smile still on my face. “Enjoy.”He flashed a smile and picked up the
ASHERDamn it, Ash, you need to stop thinking Guel has a thing for you. Just because he asked to see the damned choker on you doesn't mean he likes you. He has a lady he's madly in love with, one he wants to please. He's straight, not gay! I tried to tell myself, but it seemed like my body only knew how to react to his name, and my damned heart seemed to have fallen deeply in love with him. 'No, this isn't right.'I had lived longer than him and hadn't fallen for anyone. I loved being free, but…. Okay, I'd always dreamt of being loved, of having the perfect daddy, a Dom who would take the reins. Guel just isn't the man. He's too soft, younger than me, and knows shit about intimacy. I wouldn't be surprised if he's still a virgin. He's just as clueless as fuck, wouldn't even know what to do with his dick if a woman is naked…Right? So why do I always feel bad when he speaks to women? I shouldn't, right? Someone as clueless as Guel wouldn't be the perfect daddy for me. Even though he