LOGINIt's obvious that we all can't enter the office. Sasha would find it hard to wedge himself in the room solo.
"I'll bring the paperwork to you," my mom says, her face flushing. She hurries to gather it up, dropping sheets on the floor, kneeling to retrieve them again. Her anxiety is putting my own nerves on edge.
Sasha crosses his arms over his broad chest. The gold cufflinks on his suit jacket glint in the lights. Suddenly, I'm reminded of the gun.
"You look pale," he says. "Do I frighten you, ptichka?"
"No. And stop calling me that. I have a name."
"Forgive me," he chuckles dryly. "I forget the names of people I don't need to remember."
Fuming at his brazen comment, I bite my tongue.
"Here we are!" Mom blurts. Handing the stack to Sasha, she links her fingers at her waist like she's waiting for a compliment. I hate this whole situation. But above all, I hate the amount of hope Mom's gaze betrays when she looks at Sasha. I want to shake her, to yell at her, and to ask if this place means nothing to her.
If Dad's memories mean nothing to her. But I can't. Because for the first time in a long time, I do see something in her eyes—an emotion that she might've forgotten over the years.
Hope.
Muttering to himself, Sasha flips through the papers. He scans them one by one, scrutinizing them closely. "Not surprising," he sighs.
"What?" I ask.
"This place is burning money like a furnace. No wonder you need me."
"We don't need you—"
"It doesn't matter," he cuts me off. "I don't need it to be successful as a studio. The location is what I'm buying."
"What are you saying?" I ask warily, heart hanging in my throat, terrified of what his answer is going to be.
Handing the papers to my mother, Sasha rakes his eyes over me from head to toe. "I'm turning it into a hotel. Five star."
And just like that, my heart plummets into my heels. "You can't be serious!"
"I very much am."
"But you said it was too small! A hotel, here? Impossible."
"I'll tear it all down." He shrugs. "And once everything is gone, I'll rebuild."
Tear it all down. My chest twinges painfully. There's not enough room in my ribs for how fast my lungs are expanding. My knees suddenly feel rubbery, and my hand twitches to grab something to steady myself, lest I risk collapsing to the floor at how easy and unconcerned he sounds about destroying my childhood.
"I won't sell it." The words slip out of my lips before I can stop myself.
His eyes darken at my insolence, and my mother's mouth drops open.
"Katerina!" she exclaims. But I'm beyond the point of trying to be polite to this asshole. Someone has to care about this place!
"I won't let him, or anyone, ruin what we built! What you and Dad worked so hard for!" Shaking my head violently loosens my bun. I square off with Sasha. He's far bigger than me, but I refuse to let his size intimidate me. "We won't sell to you."
He's judging me with fresh curiosity. I can't help but imagine him as a shark circling me in the open ocean. Mom's hand touches my elbow lightly.
"We will be selling," she says flatly, doing her best to keep her voice even.
"Mom! No!"
"Sasha ... Mr. Ivanovsky. If your offer is serious, the contract can be signed right now."
Deflating at her unwavering statement, I inch backward, away from both of them.
Sasha's face beams with delight as a grin curls on the handsome face that I've come to detest in such a short time. "It's regrettable that your daughter has such misgivings about my plans."
"Because you're destroying my childhood!" I shout.
My mother cringes. But Sasha just lets his grin transform into a sneer. "I'm turning something broken into something new. Rebirthed, repurposed, whatever you want to call it."
I curl my lip in disgust. "I call it greed."
"Do you think I'm taking advantage of the two of you?" he asks, lifting a hand to stroke over his dark hair.
That's when I see it.
The small orbs dance under the lights in the same way hundreds of ballet dancers have spun in this place over the years. There's no doubt in my mind. I know exactly what I'm looking at.
It's a Rolex watch.
The same one that I saw last night!
Blood suddenly rings in my ears; it drowns out Sasha as he continues to speak. "It's awful that you have such a low opinion of me, ptichka. Allow me to change that. After all, we're going to be seeing a lot of each other as the details of the contract come together."
He's the one.
He killed that man!
I stumble slightly. I can't breathe. Sasha narrows his eyes, and I have an awful, unreasonable fear that he's reading my mind.
Dropping his hand to his hip, my eyes follow his wrist down. He watches me do it. Shit ... Does he recognize me from last night? I ran away as fast as I could ...
He didn't see my face ... did he?
"Mr. Ivanovsky is right, Katerina," Mom says. "Let's keep the peace. This will work out for all of us, even if it doesn't seem that way now. It's a chance to have a fresh start in life. Please, sweetheart."
"Listen to your mother, ptichka," he agrees with a sideways smirk. "Don't let your own selfish wants stop you from giving your mother the chance that she deserves."
"It doesn't matter what I want," I whisper. "Mom already agreed to the deal."
"I'm aware," he notes, "but I prefer everyone to go away happy from a deal. I don't like misgivings; they complicate things. And I prefer that at the end of every deal, I walk away with the opposing party as friends. And in my experience, the road to intimate friendship begins with a drink."
Is ... is he asking me out?
The audacity of this guy!
But at the same time, his words intrigue me. He wants to convince me that the deal is good. Which means there's still a chance I can convince him that it's bad.
But can I accept this? I'm sure he's the guy who I saw kill a man last night. I turn to look at my mother, and she implores me silently with her eyes.
She has no idea who this man is ... or how dangerous he might be.
I'm being paranoid. He doesn't know I was there last night. He can't know; he'd have said something by now.
If nothing else, maybe a drink will at least get me closer to the truth of who he is. And if I manage to convince him to back out of the deal, so much the better.
So, I give a curt nod. "Fine. Drinks under the pretense of business, that's all."
"I wasn't aware that this was anything else other than business," he teases. "Or is there something else you think I want from you, ptichka?"
His smile makes him more handsome, and the sight of it causes my body to betray me. A new spark of heat drips from my belly and settles in my inner thighs. It's unfair for a man this awful to be this good-looking. It's a wicked joke; it has to be.
"Where do you want to meet?"
Sasha gently rakes his teeth against his lower lip, almost as if he's hinting at how he'd use those teeth on me. But whatever arousal he's growing in my core evaporates when he speaks.
"Chucky's Lounge." His smile shifts, and the playful glint in his eyes is replaced with something else. "But we should go before it gets too dark. Terrible things are known to happen around there after midnight near the docks, especially to people who go poking around where they shouldn't."
He extends his hand to me. Realizing that I have no other choice, I take it. And at the shocking warmth of his grip, a surge of electricity dances its way along my arm and straight into my heart. His smile locks me into place, but there's no warmth in his eyes.
Instead, there's only something predatory and dangerous. His pupils widen slightly as our hands remain locked, and I see myself reflected in their infinite dark depths—like a gazelle on the savannah trapped in the gaze of a starving lion.
And that's when I know I'm screwed.
EPILOGUEKaterinaThree years laterI'M GOING to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Sasha in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Sasha.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of
KATERINAHE LEAPS ACROSS THE ROOM, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Ruslan faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Ruslan!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Ruslan has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawle
SASHAI'VE BEEN lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Katerina outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Katerina tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because
KATERINAI WAKE up to the sun in my eyes. Grimacing, I throw up my arm to shield myself. What time is it? I didn't bother to charge my phone. I've been trying to be 'present' on this trip, leaving my mother instructions to call the resort if something is wrong instead of me directly.Sitting up on the bed I stretch until my joints crack in a satisfying way. Then I freeze, noticing Sasha isn't beside me."Sasha?" I call uncertainly. Sliding my legs over the edge of the bed I walk in my bra and underwear—I was too tired to change into anything else when we got back—and explore the bungalow. Finding no sign of my husband, I step out through the French doors to our private beach.Sasha is standing ankle deep in the ocean. He's wearing his forest green swim trunks and nothing else. With him facing away, I'm able to see his glorious tattoos. It's my first time seeing them in the sunlight, they've always been something shared behind closed doors. The things struck me as a grim secret. But he
KATERINAThe band changes the tune they're playing. Two men blast on tubas, another on a sax. It sounds like the type of music Sasha put on when we were driving to the safehouse. His eyes flash, a vibrant energy coming over him. "Ready?""Sure," I half-laugh. "You don't need to look so intense."He smirks ear to ear, one hand gliding down my arm, over my elbow, leaving pleasant ripples everywhere he touches. He ends by gripping my lower back, just above my ass. Suddenly it's harder to draw a full breath.I was wrong. He's not great.He's incredible.Sasha spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his m
KATERINAIt's crazy to realize we've been living together for over nine months. I tried to convince Mom to move in with us, explaining the mansion had the space, but she stubbornly resisted. The one concession she made was to stay there and help with Steven while we went on our honeymoon.Steven. I rub my belly. It's a hard habit to break. My baby is happy and healthy and real, but he isn't with me. I wish he was. It's okay to have fun with your husband. That, too, is real now. Sasha had gathered the documents, and we signed them with my mother as a witness the week after Steven was born. I didn't care about the papers, Sasha had felt like my husband for months, having it documented was incidental.But having my mother there to be part of the event, small as it was, meant everything."Katerina?"I sit up; Sasha is standing in the doorway. He's replaced his robe with a loose button down the shade of palm-bark and long shorts that stop at his calves, showing off the thick muscles. He lo







