LOGINMy steering wheel is damp from my clammy palms.
Breathe, Katerina. Just breathe.
Lowering my head, I shut my eyes and listen to the air moving through my lungs. This is my third time doing this in the last ten minutes. It hasn't worked to calm me down yet, but I don't have any better ideas.
I could drive off instead of meeting Sasha face to face. That sounds nice, actually. Loosening my fingers from my steering wheel, I push my car door open. As nice as ghosting this guy would be, it's wasting my only opportunity to keep my studio.
I have to be brave.
I can do that.
Adjusting my jean jacket over my knee-length, tan sweater dress, I tuck my phone with its attached wallet into my pocket. I'm not sure it will help, but I've made sure my emergency number is set to call Fabiola and not my mom. God, no, she'd have a heart attack if I was in trouble and she found out. The police would also be a waste of time.
My best friend, though, would figure out something if I panic-called her. And then she'd make Josh move heaven and earth to help me out.
I hope it doesn't have to come to that.
Locking up my car, I take long strides in my ankle-boots, moving in a straight line toward Chucky's Lounge. Unlike last night, there's no crowd of drunks loitering outside. That's one less hurdle for me to deal with.
Shoving the heavy front door open, I sweep the lounge, looking for Sasha. I'm a few minutes late for our meeting. I wasn't going to show up early; that would make me seem desperate and pathetic.
He should be here already. Why don't I see him? It's not like he doesn't stick out. The man is a walking fridge, for crying out loud!
Chucky's Lounge keeps the lights low, but it isn't that dark. What corner could he be hiding in? Plus ... it's oddly quiet tonight. I clock maybe five patrons at the bar, another sitting alone in a booth.
"Excuse me?"
Turning, I see the waitress who served Fabiola and me last night. She's dressed exactly as she was the last time I saw her, but her hair is wound up in space buns tonight.
"Oh! Hey!" I reply.
Her smile twitches at the corner, like she's on edge. "He's waiting for you over there."
I don't have to ask who she means. I follow her gesture, spotting the VIP section. It's tucked away nicely in a section of the lounge with its own two-step roped-off entry. I've never been there before. It's reserved for people who like to show off by blowing their money.
Of course that's where he is.
"Thanks," I sigh. "How long has he—" I trail off, watching as she retreats away from me like I'm infected or something. It's extra unsettling since she was so friendly to me last night.
What changed?
The nerves from earlier grip my heart again. Forcing my head high, I walk stiff-legged into the VIP area. There's a thin curtain covering the door. Through the gap, I see a large, rounded, black leather couch. In the nexus of it is Sasha.
His legs are spread wide, muscular arms thrown over the back of the cushions. His pose screams royalty. This is a man comfortable in his control. He didn't have to sit in his car, building himself up before coming inside, like I did. He's dressed in a crisply ironed pair of ashen slacks with a matching suit jacket. His shirt, which pulls across his broad chest, is a rich sienna. If someone snapped his photo now, they could sell it to GQ magazine for a spread about cologne and make millions from the royalty rights.
He spies me peering through the curtain. "Hello, Katerina."
"Hi," I say coldly. He just chuckles, like my distaste amuses him. Dropping the curtain, I move toward him cautiously. "You didn't need to pay for the VIP. We're just talking business."
"Business requires the right setting."
"Or you just want to show off how rich you are."
Lifting a dark eyebrow, he sits forward, elbows resting on his knees. "Money is like the wind. You only feel it when it moves. Everything I do has a reason. You'd do well to learn that." His posture shifts, the friction making the prayer beads on his wrist slide into view.
If everything he does has a reason, then why did he kill that man? Forcing myself to look at his eyes, not the beads, I sit on the couch across from him. "Let's just get this started."
"So eager." He reaches toward the low table to his right. There's a silver bucket on top. He throttles the neck of the champagne bottle inside, tipping it to pour the bubbling liquid into two glasses. "Why don't we share a drink before we get to the grit?"
"If you're trying to woo me with your generosity, there are better ways."
Passing me the glass, he holds his near his lips. "Such as?"
"Tell my mom you changed your mind and that you won't be buying the studio."
"That would be the opposite of generosity."
"Not to me."
Narrowing his eyes, Sasha gives me a curious stare. "You'd let your mother end up homeless? And for what? Your pride?"
I jerk forward, spilling a few drops of champagne on my dress. "I'd never let her end up on the street. You've got a massive opinion of yourself if you think you're our only option."
"I am your only option," he says sharply. "You won't find anyone better than me to rescue you from the mess you've gotten yourselves into."
Curse you Sebastian, wherever you are. My indignation simmers into a full-blown inferno of disgust. "Anyone would be better than a murderer."
It's as if all the air has fled the room. Sasha is immobile, focusing on me with his eyes so intently that I can feel the angry heat emanating from them.
"Oh, ptichka." There's a silky danger in his voice now. "That was the wrong thing to say."
Not wanting to show any weakness, I push my jaw out defiantly. "Back out of the deal, or I'll call the cops on you."
"Is that a threat?"
"I'm not afraid of you."
"Clearly." Settling into the cushions, he takes a swallow from his glass. "But if I am, as you say, a murderer," he sets the glass down, "then agreeing to meet me in person tells me that you're either very brave, Katerina, or very stupid."
Something in his demeanor has changed. It seeps from his pores, a black, insidious cloud that fills the room until I'm struggling to breathe. Sasha isn't worried about my promise to call the cops. In fact, he's practically daring me to do it. Coldness grips my heart. I'm in over my head. Setting the champagne down, I will my legs not to tremble when I rise. "I'm leaving."
His smile is cruel. "Are you?"
EPILOGUEKaterinaThree years laterI'M GOING to be late!It's the one thing I was dead set on avoiding. I'd looked Sasha in the eye this morning, kissing him as I climbed into my car, and assured him I would definitely be on time for our date.How arrogant of me.It's not my fault, the Nutcracker performance is in just two weeks. It's our biggest show and it has to be perfect. It's baffling that in just a few years my studio has blown up to be recognized as the top ballet studio in the state. Maybe the entire coast, though I try not to let my ego get wind of that.But none of that matters. Today is about celebrating my three-year anniversary with Sasha.Which is why I should NOT be late. Ugh.Driving through downtown, I take a familiar road that I'd be able to navigate in the dark. Street lamps being out because someone busted the glass with a rock for fun wouldn't be strange—in the past, that is.Big globe lights propped on black poles dot the entire sidewalk, glowing like a row of
KATERINAHE LEAPS ACROSS THE ROOM, his reflection copying him in the floor to ceiling mirrors. One spin, a second and a third, before he bends forward, arms stretching long enough they give him the illusion of being taller than he is.When he finishes his last pirouette, Ruslan faces me with his eyes ablaze. Some of his dark hair is stuck to his forehead.I clap enthusiastically. "That was wonderful, Ruslan!"His smile deepens his dimples. There's pride on his face, but his voice still has the fragility of an unsure child. "Thanks. But I keep messing up on the pivot.""You'll get it, just keeping trying."Cocking his head, he frowns to himself. Looking in the mirror he does a few quick half-bends, like he's testing my theory. "You're sure that's enough?"Putting my hands on his shoulders from behind, I study our reflections. Ruslan has changed in a short amount of time. It began the night he was forced to witness his father's death. The kindness that was always in his heart has crawle
SASHAI'VE BEEN lucky enough to see many beautiful things in my lifetime. Expert oil paintings, hand crafted statues, flowers that took years to cultivate into a special shade of maroon.Katerina outshines all of them.I'm knuckle deep inside of her, my other hand cupping her left breast and teasing her hard nipple. She's mewling beneath me, the sound of it making me wild. My cock is hard enough that it hurts. A moment ago, she was jerking me off through my trunks, but she's too busy coming to do anything but quiver.Turning her brain and body into mush is addicting. She's the strongest, most intelligent woman I've ever known, but in my touch she falls apart. The power of that... it thrills a dark part of my soul, a hungry, primal piece of me that wants to conquer.Katerina tries to look at me—her sunglasses are gone, and her face is scrunched up in the sunlight. I lift an arm over her head to create shade, lowering my face to hers in a passionate kiss. This works even better because
KATERINAI WAKE up to the sun in my eyes. Grimacing, I throw up my arm to shield myself. What time is it? I didn't bother to charge my phone. I've been trying to be 'present' on this trip, leaving my mother instructions to call the resort if something is wrong instead of me directly.Sitting up on the bed I stretch until my joints crack in a satisfying way. Then I freeze, noticing Sasha isn't beside me."Sasha?" I call uncertainly. Sliding my legs over the edge of the bed I walk in my bra and underwear—I was too tired to change into anything else when we got back—and explore the bungalow. Finding no sign of my husband, I step out through the French doors to our private beach.Sasha is standing ankle deep in the ocean. He's wearing his forest green swim trunks and nothing else. With him facing away, I'm able to see his glorious tattoos. It's my first time seeing them in the sunlight, they've always been something shared behind closed doors. The things struck me as a grim secret. But he
KATERINAThe band changes the tune they're playing. Two men blast on tubas, another on a sax. It sounds like the type of music Sasha put on when we were driving to the safehouse. His eyes flash, a vibrant energy coming over him. "Ready?""Sure," I half-laugh. "You don't need to look so intense."He smirks ear to ear, one hand gliding down my arm, over my elbow, leaving pleasant ripples everywhere he touches. He ends by gripping my lower back, just above my ass. Suddenly it's harder to draw a full breath.I was wrong. He's not great.He's incredible.Sasha spins me in a circle, and to my personal horror, I stumble. Catching myself, I narrow my eyes, my competitive nature roaring to life. I haven't made a mistake on a dance floor since I was a child. "You're alright," I tell him lightly.His chuckle is razor sharp. "Just alright?""Were you trained?" I ask, my feet tapping around his, matching his pace. His palm smooths over my hip, grazing my thigh as he lifts my leg to hook onto his m
KATERINAIt's crazy to realize we've been living together for over nine months. I tried to convince Mom to move in with us, explaining the mansion had the space, but she stubbornly resisted. The one concession she made was to stay there and help with Steven while we went on our honeymoon.Steven. I rub my belly. It's a hard habit to break. My baby is happy and healthy and real, but he isn't with me. I wish he was. It's okay to have fun with your husband. That, too, is real now. Sasha had gathered the documents, and we signed them with my mother as a witness the week after Steven was born. I didn't care about the papers, Sasha had felt like my husband for months, having it documented was incidental.But having my mother there to be part of the event, small as it was, meant everything."Katerina?"I sit up; Sasha is standing in the doorway. He's replaced his robe with a loose button down the shade of palm-bark and long shorts that stop at his calves, showing off the thick muscles. He lo







