I found myself answering Kian's fiery kisses. And I feel weird as I savor his kisses and caresses. My heart is beating fast. Butterflies were flying in my stomach. My body aches for his touch.
Damn!I was relieved when he gently stroked my chest. His hand was already inside my dress as he gently caressed my chest while my bra is still on."Aahh," I muttered. It’s like I want to be ashamed of myself. Why do I feel this way? Why do I enjoy his caresses and kisses? We’re not even on good terms, for Pete's sakes!He leaned me against the wall of his room. We gasped for air as he let go of my lips.He stared into my eyes for a moment then grabbed me again with a kiss. He quickly took off all my clothes, I was naked in front of him. He watched my nakedness.I can see lust and excitement in his eyes. Never thought that I can be in a situation like this with Kian."Turn around," he commanded. I swallowed and slowly turned my back on him.He parted my legs. My heartbeats quickened. I was sweating and felt scared at the same time. This is my first time and he should take it gently.Is he going to take me from behind?"W-Wait, ahmm..." What I was going to say was cut off and replaced with a growl in response to what he was doing to my womanhood.He was on his knees as he caressed my ass while one of his hands caressed and played with my womanhood."Oh... " I moaned when I felt his tongue on my bud. He is flickering it with his tongue while his finger is slowly sliding inside my core."Ah!" It hurts. It's just a finger but it hurts.He suddenly stopped what he was doing. I felt him stand up and face me to him. Not a word was heard from him. He stares at me with mixed emotions and I can't explain what are those.Is he wondering why I'm still a virgin?"You're a virgin, huh?" he said. There was no sarcasm in his tone. Not like when we were at school, teasing or bullying me.He gently pulled me onto his bed and laid me down. He parted my thighs. He started to lick me again down there."Ah!" He was so good at romancing that I cried a lot. I rubbed my hips as I tugged his hair to give him even more pressure."Like it?" he asked. He was looking at me. I nodded and I moaned even more as he inserted his hardened tongue into my womanhood."Aaah." I didn’t know where I was going to hold because of the extravagant feeling caused by the sensation he was doing to me.He expertly licks, nips, and flickers his tongue. He slowly slides one finger inside my womanhood again. It was a bit painful but soon enough it gives me a pleasuring feeling."Ahhh, I'm c-cumming." I met every thrust of his finger as I convulsed with great pleasure.I felt satisfied and at the same time, a bit exhausted. I wanted to close my eyes and sleep but I was again aroused when Kian starts to shower my skin with feathery kisses.He kisses and licks me from my thighs, my belly till he reaches my breast. My womanhood started to get wet again.He licks and sucks my breast. My nipples hardened. He then started to suck my nipples like a baby."Aahh, so good, Kian," I moaned.He alternately sucks the peaks of my breast. He hugged me and then kiss me on my lips again.I answered his kisses aggressively."Ready?" he asked between our kisses."Hmm," I answered him with a moan.I can feel the tip of his manhood on my wet entrance. It tickles.He slowly thrust his shaft trying to be gentle. But it didn't help at all. It was so painful."Argh." I was devastated by the severe pain. My tears dripped, I almost sobbed at the pain like my womanhood got torn apart."Be patient. Inhale," he ordered which I immediately did. I gripped his back tightly as he thrust again and buried the entirety of his penis.I sobbed."Ssssh... I will not move until the pain subsides," he said softly. He kissed me on my forehead, on my nose, and my mouth.He kissed me slowly, passionately like we were lovers. He caressed my body, my chest. He played with my nipples which gradually relieved the pain I was feeling."Ohhhh." The pain has subsided. I have aroused again.It was great.I barely moved my hip. He looked at me silently so I did it again.That was my signal. He started to thrush in and out. Gentle and slow."Ohh, yes!""Ah! So tight, baby," he groaned. That's when he started to thrust deeper."Ahmm..." I gasped. He groaned and started to move even faster.I moaned and screamed in pleasure as I convulsed for the second time. Few more deep and hard thrusts, he reached his climax. There was a minute of silence until I realize something. I barely pushed him away. He looked at me with surprise as I covered my mouth.No!"We didn't use protection!" I looked at him. He was shocked when he realized what I said."You can't get pregnant especially when it's your first time," he said. I was quiet and deep in thought.What if I get pregnant?"Tsss. Trust me," he said. Should I trust him? He was my bully. Plus he blackmailed me to have sex with him.I heard him sigh. He got up and went to the bathroom here in his room. I fell silent. Thinking of the miracles that happened today.When he came out of the bathroom, I also went to the bathroom to clean up and get dressed.I sighed and faced the mirror. I gasped as I saw the red marks on my neck, on my chest, and stomach.After cleaning my body and putting on my clothes, I quietly went out of the bathroom. Kian sat on the bed and looked straight at me.He motioned for me to approach him. I was hesitant but I still did.“I ordered food,” he said.Is this how he treats his woman? It was as if he's not my number one bully and had suddenly become kind to me.I stayed in his house overnight. We stay awake late at night having fun and moaning each other's names. I think we fell asleep in the morning.The next morning we went to university together. He accompanied me to his car. He opened the car door for me as we reached the university parking lot.Other students looked at us as we walked. Frowning and there was astonishment on their faces as they stared at us. It seemed wrong in their eyes that Kian and I were together now.That's really wrong.This day doesn't seem normal to me either. No one tried to bully me. Especially the cheerleaders who often stone me with crumpled papers. I smiled to myself. Not that bad either. The perks of being Kian's woman.Kian drove me to the door of my first subject. We won't be in the same class in my major subjects because we have different courses.My classmates fell silent when they saw me. They did not laugh at me and did not say insulting words. The class was quiet until lunch break came. I went to the
I fell silent and bowed my head as I sat here on Kian's couch. I am sitting in between my mother and father."My daughter is a girl. I can't accept that Kian isn't responsible for her," daddy said.Mommy caresses his arm to calm him down. I was crying and there was only one thing in my mind. Daddy wanted Kian to marry me. I will be Kian's wife. But Kian, will he agree? I know he will deny everything. The worst is if he runs away.Kian's parents fell into silence. I can’t predict if his daddy is angry. But her mommy was just smiling and calm. We heard the arrival of Kian's car. My heartbeat quickened and my palms are sweating.When the door opened I bowed my head even more. I can't look at Kian. Yes, he did wrong against me and I am angry with him. Today's case has been overshadowed by the new problem we are facing. Unlucky, isn't it?Kian sat down on the single couch. I heard Daddy clear his throat."You have a relationship, why are you keeping it a secret from us?" Kian's mother aske
I didn’t get much sleep overnight because of what happened. I can't believe Kian and I are married. We didn't even go through the courtship or boyfriend-girlfriend stage.My eyes remained closed. I just want to sleep the whole day. It's weekends now, I don't have classes.I felt the door open, and next thing I hear some footsteps of him. My eyes remain closed and pretend that I was still asleep. I can hear the sound of the metal when he put it on the table that is just beside the bed. After that, he sat down next to me. I ignored him, but suddenly I can feel his finger tips on my cheeks. "I know you're awake," he softly said.When will I get use on seeing his face everytime I wake up in the morning? And his very manly and sexy voice that would wake me up each day. I opened my eyes slowly and I saw him smiling. His smile was so sexy. He even bit his lower lip. Then he lean closer and gave me kisses me on my head. I close my eyes when he kissed my nose. When he was about to kiss me o
We made the most of our whole day at the resort. We tries almost all of the activities that the resort offered. Island hopping, scuba diving, para sailing, we ride on a jetski and etc. I enjoyed it a lot. This is our first ever date together. He promised that he will take me out on a date more often.And I am alreading looking forward on it. For the first time I feel so alive. I feel like a human. For the past years due to my issues I forbid myself going out and enjoy my life. I don't have friends. Didn't have a big family since I was an only child and my parents were also very busy. I love being with Kian. He really makes me so happy. Looking forward for more happy days together. Sunday afternoon we traveled back to the city. Back to reality, I guessed. I temporarily forgot that we were students after all. I lost that in my mind. I thought we were really adults. We are of legal age now but still, we needed to finish our studies for our future.He took off his shoes and his t-shi
"Hmm... how many children do you want?" he suddenly asked.I don't know if it's still early for planning or talking about this kind of thing. I shifted on my seat to face him. Okay. He was serious. I sighed and shrugged."Since I was an only child, wanted to have a big family. I like to have a big and happy family."I grew up lonely. I wasn't like the other kids who stay most often outside their house. Playing with other kids. I stayed mostly at our house. Playing alone. I don't have someone to tell my secrets to. Don't have someone to share my toys with.Kian was also an only child, but we are totally different. He's friendly.People like to be friends with him. He gets along well with others. While I prefer to be alone. I just don't want to be judged.Childhood memories and trauma made me this way. I fear socializing. I don't want people to be nice to me while I'm in front of them, then, later on, will say ill things behind my back. So, why bother to be nice and to please people if
"Beth, are you coming?" my classmate Macy asked.I smiled timidly at her. I know she understands what I mean by it. The hope in her eyes faded. She sighed and nodded her head later on.Our group had the highest score so they were happy and decided to celebrate. There is a KTV bar near here and they plan to there. I don't like to go out so I refused. And besides, I already I am already married. It’s not nice to see me outside and having fun while I have a husband waiting at home.I left the room to go to the canteen. Kian texted me that he was already there. When I arrived at the canteen, their group grabbed my attention. They're having fun.When Kian noticed me he immediately stood up. He put his arm around me and kissed my cheek. His friend's eyes are on us. I raised an eyebrow at them. Kian guided me to sit next to him. He already ordered food for us. Their silence made me confused. Until I had eaten my meal half of it, they cleared their throats simultaneously."Beth." One of his f
I raised an eyebrow at Kian's friend. Again? I looked at Kian."It's okay if you don't want me to go," Kian said.While his friend made puppy eyes at me so that I could let Kian go to his birthday party."Who's birthday it will be next month?" I asked them. Like last time, almost all of them have the same reactions— scratching their napes and having this look on me. Last year, they didn't invite Kian and Kian also refused to go. I sighed."Where are you going?" I asked another question. I remember Raul's birthday last time. They say it will only take place at Raul's house but I found out from Macy that they went to a bar."Just at home. All boys just like Raul's birthday," Kian replied while his eyes are busy roaming around. He can't look straight in my eyes 'cause I'm staring hard at him. Liar! I know where these guys went."Please, allow him. It's our last year in college. When we graduate we might not be able to meet again."I sighed once again. "Okay. Make sure you don't take my h
I woke up alone in bed. It's only six-thirty in the morning. It's Saturday so we don't have to go to the university.I stayed still before being forced to get up and look for Kian. I found him in the kitchen. There is a frying pan on the stove. Looks like he just started cooking.The kitchen was a bit messy. There are ingredients and foods on the countertop. When he notices my presence he glances at me. I leaned against the kitchen door and looked at him with a smile."I guess you got up early and cook." He just smiled sparingly. He turned down the heat on the stove before taking a few steps toward me. He kissed me on the lips."Sorry about last night. I came home late due to traffic," he explained seriously. I nodded."It's okay. I just hope you have texted me. Your wife was so worried." I sighed."Sorry." He kissed me again. It lasted for just a few seconds because if he doesn't stop, the pan will burn."While I'm cooking, pack our clothes good for two days," he said."Why?" I asked