I stayed in his house overnight. We stay awake late at night having fun and moaning each other's names. I think we fell asleep in the morning.
The next morning we went to university together. He accompanied me to his car. He opened the car door for me as we reached the university parking lot.Other students looked at us as we walked. Frowning and there was astonishment on their faces as they stared at us. It seemed wrong in their eyes that Kian and I were together now.That's really wrong.This day doesn't seem normal to me either. No one tried to bully me. Especially the cheerleaders who often stone me with crumpled papers. I smiled to myself. Not that bad either. The perks of being Kian's woman.Kian drove me to the door of my first subject. We won't be in the same class in my major subjects because we have different courses.My classmates fell silent when they saw me. They did not laugh at me and did not say insulting words. The class was quiet until lunch break came. I went to the cafeteria.Maybe I can eat peacefully now. I didn't make my lunch this morning like I used to do.I always eat alone under the Mahogany tree. I don't have any friends to eat with. When I eat in the canteen, no one wants to share a table with me. I feel like a virus to them.I was able to buy food without anyone trying to talk to me. I was also free to sit at a table to eat there.The surroundings are quiet. Only the noises of the spoon can be heard. But after a few minutes, the canteen became noisy. A group of cheerleaders will enter the canteen. I gasped especially when they looked in my direction."How were you yesterday?" one of them asked me when they were in front of me. I didn't answer instead I continued to eat my food."Is it fun?" I don’t know what they're talking about. I breathed heavily, relieved when they left and sat at the other table.I was finishing my meal when Kian's group entered. His friends looked in my direction. My heart beats faster as they smiled at me. They stepped over to where I was."How are you? Did Kian make your body sore?" A friend of his asked me.The other students gasped when they heard what this man asked me. Others who were curious and wanted to gossip even approached us. My eyes widened and I looked at Kian who was just silent and looked at the others."I still thought you wouldn't hit Kian because you're conservative. I lost the bet," he said and laughed softly.My eyes dimmed because of the tears that are starting to pour out of my eyes. I can’t believe what I've just heard and looked at Kian. I stared at him with questions in my eyes."You blackmailed me so that you can bed me. For what? For money?" I bravely asked him.The video of Dave and me kissing is not a big deal, but I and Kian was a big hit! It will definitely spread throughout the university that Kian got me.I approached Kian. "The video is mine, delete the video!" I shouted at him."There's no video," he replied and making me shocked even more.I quickly placed my palm on his cheek for a slap. I looked at him sharply and then marched out of the canteen. I can’t believe I fell so easily into his trap."I like you. Ever since in high school, I like you. You're so weird that I'm teasing you so you can notice me."Those words.I believed.I believed in his lies.I restrained myself from sobbing. When I got out of the gate, there was already a taxi. I can't go in anymore in my classes. I can't endure this any longer. I don't know but I thought maybe Kian and I had a sex video. I can't really stand the embarrassment if there is and it will spread throughout the university.When I got home I saw Mom and Dad's car parked outside the house. I wiped away the tears first and made sure I looked good before I entered the house."Mom, Dad," I greeted them warmly. I kissed their cheeks. I can't see any happiness in their eyes so I felt worried."Ahm, I feel bad so I went home." I excused myself even though they hadn't asked me."Who was the man who came here yesterday," Mom asked seriously. Dad was just quiet but you could see on his face that he was angry."D-Dave please," I replied. What scares me is if Kian just fooled me by saying we didn’t have a video of Dave. Then that video reached already to my parents.I feel I'm going sick."Okay, so why did you go to Kian's house and sleep there? Do you have a relationship? What did you two do? How long have you been doing such a thing?" Mom asked simultaneously as her tone got higher and higher.She almost had to strike me with whatever she could pick up."M-Mommy," I called to her in a tearful tone. How can I tell them?"Answer me, Beth," Mommy's authoritative voice made me feel fear even more."L-Last night was the f-first time," I replied scared. I close my eyes in embarrassment. My God!I waited for them to say more, but Mom said nothing. I turned my gaze to Dad in shock as he stood up violently. I was terrified of what he might do to me, because I can see his reaction now.“I can’t allow my only child to be aggravated,” he said. My eyes widened.What does Dad mean? Will he imprison Kian? But I am nineteen and no longer a minor. I was not raped. And if I say that he blackmailed me but I thought I don't have any evidence. The victim's statement is stronger when he or she is a minor.We followed Dad as he left the house. I thought he was in the car straight away but he went to Kian's house.Oh no!I fell silent and bowed my head as I sat here on Kian's couch. I am sitting in between my mother and father."My daughter is a girl. I can't accept that Kian isn't responsible for her," daddy said.Mommy caresses his arm to calm him down. I was crying and there was only one thing in my mind. Daddy wanted Kian to marry me. I will be Kian's wife. But Kian, will he agree? I know he will deny everything. The worst is if he runs away.Kian's parents fell into silence. I can’t predict if his daddy is angry. But her mommy was just smiling and calm. We heard the arrival of Kian's car. My heartbeat quickened and my palms are sweating.When the door opened I bowed my head even more. I can't look at Kian. Yes, he did wrong against me and I am angry with him. Today's case has been overshadowed by the new problem we are facing. Unlucky, isn't it?Kian sat down on the single couch. I heard Daddy clear his throat."You have a relationship, why are you keeping it a secret from us?" Kian's mother aske
I didn’t get much sleep overnight because of what happened. I can't believe Kian and I are married. We didn't even go through the courtship or boyfriend-girlfriend stage.My eyes remained closed. I just want to sleep the whole day. It's weekends now, I don't have classes.I felt the door open, and next thing I hear some footsteps of him. My eyes remain closed and pretend that I was still asleep. I can hear the sound of the metal when he put it on the table that is just beside the bed. After that, he sat down next to me. I ignored him, but suddenly I can feel his finger tips on my cheeks. "I know you're awake," he softly said.When will I get use on seeing his face everytime I wake up in the morning? And his very manly and sexy voice that would wake me up each day. I opened my eyes slowly and I saw him smiling. His smile was so sexy. He even bit his lower lip. Then he lean closer and gave me kisses me on my head. I close my eyes when he kissed my nose. When he was about to kiss me o
We made the most of our whole day at the resort. We tries almost all of the activities that the resort offered. Island hopping, scuba diving, para sailing, we ride on a jetski and etc. I enjoyed it a lot. This is our first ever date together. He promised that he will take me out on a date more often.And I am alreading looking forward on it. For the first time I feel so alive. I feel like a human. For the past years due to my issues I forbid myself going out and enjoy my life. I don't have friends. Didn't have a big family since I was an only child and my parents were also very busy. I love being with Kian. He really makes me so happy. Looking forward for more happy days together. Sunday afternoon we traveled back to the city. Back to reality, I guessed. I temporarily forgot that we were students after all. I lost that in my mind. I thought we were really adults. We are of legal age now but still, we needed to finish our studies for our future.He took off his shoes and his t-shi
"Hmm... how many children do you want?" he suddenly asked.I don't know if it's still early for planning or talking about this kind of thing. I shifted on my seat to face him. Okay. He was serious. I sighed and shrugged."Since I was an only child, wanted to have a big family. I like to have a big and happy family."I grew up lonely. I wasn't like the other kids who stay most often outside their house. Playing with other kids. I stayed mostly at our house. Playing alone. I don't have someone to tell my secrets to. Don't have someone to share my toys with.Kian was also an only child, but we are totally different. He's friendly.People like to be friends with him. He gets along well with others. While I prefer to be alone. I just don't want to be judged.Childhood memories and trauma made me this way. I fear socializing. I don't want people to be nice to me while I'm in front of them, then, later on, will say ill things behind my back. So, why bother to be nice and to please people if
"Beth, are you coming?" my classmate Macy asked.I smiled timidly at her. I know she understands what I mean by it. The hope in her eyes faded. She sighed and nodded her head later on.Our group had the highest score so they were happy and decided to celebrate. There is a KTV bar near here and they plan to there. I don't like to go out so I refused. And besides, I already I am already married. It’s not nice to see me outside and having fun while I have a husband waiting at home.I left the room to go to the canteen. Kian texted me that he was already there. When I arrived at the canteen, their group grabbed my attention. They're having fun.When Kian noticed me he immediately stood up. He put his arm around me and kissed my cheek. His friend's eyes are on us. I raised an eyebrow at them. Kian guided me to sit next to him. He already ordered food for us. Their silence made me confused. Until I had eaten my meal half of it, they cleared their throats simultaneously."Beth." One of his f
I raised an eyebrow at Kian's friend. Again? I looked at Kian."It's okay if you don't want me to go," Kian said.While his friend made puppy eyes at me so that I could let Kian go to his birthday party."Who's birthday it will be next month?" I asked them. Like last time, almost all of them have the same reactions— scratching their napes and having this look on me. Last year, they didn't invite Kian and Kian also refused to go. I sighed."Where are you going?" I asked another question. I remember Raul's birthday last time. They say it will only take place at Raul's house but I found out from Macy that they went to a bar."Just at home. All boys just like Raul's birthday," Kian replied while his eyes are busy roaming around. He can't look straight in my eyes 'cause I'm staring hard at him. Liar! I know where these guys went."Please, allow him. It's our last year in college. When we graduate we might not be able to meet again."I sighed once again. "Okay. Make sure you don't take my h
I woke up alone in bed. It's only six-thirty in the morning. It's Saturday so we don't have to go to the university.I stayed still before being forced to get up and look for Kian. I found him in the kitchen. There is a frying pan on the stove. Looks like he just started cooking.The kitchen was a bit messy. There are ingredients and foods on the countertop. When he notices my presence he glances at me. I leaned against the kitchen door and looked at him with a smile."I guess you got up early and cook." He just smiled sparingly. He turned down the heat on the stove before taking a few steps toward me. He kissed me on the lips."Sorry about last night. I came home late due to traffic," he explained seriously. I nodded."It's okay. I just hope you have texted me. Your wife was so worried." I sighed."Sorry." He kissed me again. It lasted for just a few seconds because if he doesn't stop, the pan will burn."While I'm cooking, pack our clothes good for two days," he said."Why?" I asked
Kian and I never talk in the morning because my class was an hour earlier than his. I just heated up the food I cooked last night. The cake I baked was just in the fridge.After I got dressed, he woke up. He was quiet and I knew he was watching me. I have a lot to say and I have things I want to ask him but I don’t want to start this day with a fight. With the annoyance I felt last night and until now I am sure it will lead to a quarrel.As much as possible I want to be calm. I don’t want to mess up my mind especially since we have quizzes that I have to prepare for this week.My chest tightens. I hardly slept. I was irritated as I listened to her snore. He was under the influence of alcohol so he slept very soundly.He didn't know or it is more correct to say that he doesn't care about his wife who is irritated and resentful towards him."I'm going," I coldly said goodbye to him.He stood up immediately and approached me. He kissed my head."Remember, Moo, I love you. See you later."