Twenty

“Sorry for asking this stupid question but if you regret marrying dad, why did you marry him then in the first place?” I asked him with all the strength that I owned for a second.

Now that it makes sense, I can't help but have questions in my head. Why?

“Because I was already pregnant with your brothers,” she answered as she wiped her tears off.

I couldn't even tell if she's saying the truth. All I could feel is her, lying. 

“Then why did you committed another mistake again?”

“What mistake?”

“Having me.”

“No. You're not a mistake and all of you will never be a mistake.”

I laughed. “Cut the drama Ma. So why? Why having us when you did not love dad? I know he committed a lot of mistakes but he's still our daddy.”

“Because I had no choice! My parents were nowhere to find and he raped me. He raped me. Your father raped m