I woke up on the cold, bare floor.
I opened my eyes and saw that I was still in the dark room. I had been in here long enough that I didn't know the time. If it was still nighttime or morning already. The closet walls were all lined with shelves and huge storage spaces. There was no window in sight. The air conditioning is extremely high.
The entire room was far too cold. How long was I asleep for? My head hurt like hell. I could feel my body throbbing. I'd cried for a while until I saw that he really wasn't coming back. I'm well used to sleeping on the cold floor down in the basement back at home. It isn't something I hope to continue with Nathan.
I sigh wearily. Everything felt hot and sweaty, it was painful to breathe. I held my face in my hands and closed my eyes tight. There was no way this was happening. I really shouldn't have brought up the girl.
I slowly got up from the cool floor and walked towards the doors. Rubbing my arms and trying to get some sort of feeling back into my skin, I tried to open the door and realized that it didn't want to budge.
Still locked. Shit! I really hoped he hadn't forgotten about me. Leaning against the door, I tried listening to hear any sounds from the other side. Everywhere was deathly silent. Suddenly, the doorknob turned, and the door pushed open as I scrambled back, tripping on my own feet. Almost landing on my ass, my body stopped mid air as Nathan's arm caught and held me.
He pulled me up and into his arms, staring down at me. I stared at the man who now held me, saying nothing. I didn't know what to say or do. My words stuck in my throat. I didn't know if it was fear or caution that made me swallow the words on the tip of my tongue. How hurt I was by how he'd treated me. I looked away. His gaze burned into me and I couldn't look back.
"You okay, beautiful?" he finally asked, not letting go of me.
I swallowed, not sure how to answer that question."I'm... okay." It came out more like a question than anything else, and I couldn't believe that I said it. I wanted him to let me leave me alone, but I also didn't want him to go. I was hurt, but I'd still missed his presence.
Nathan took a deep breath, releasing me from his grasp, and then led me out into the bedroom, sitting me on the bed. Opening all the windows and turning on the lights. I took in a burst of fresh air, glad to be out of the dark closet with its chilly air conditioning. I looked out the glass windows; it was already morning.
Nathan stood over me for a moment, looking down at me. I watched him quietly, wondering what was going through his head. I leaned back against the headboard, watching Nathan. He sat next to me, reaching over and taking my hand. He squeezed it gently, pulling me closer to him. "I apologise for the way I behaved last night. I don't know what came over me. You mentioned the girl, and I lost it. I was worried about you. You can't let in strangers, Faye."
I nodded mutely as he spoke.
"I know I hurt you, my darling. You can hate me all you want."
My heart rate sped up even more. Why did this man always make my heart beat faster? He made me feel safe. I shook my head quickly, giving his hand a squeeze of my own. "No, I don't hate you." How could I? He was the only one who had ever cared about me. The only one who cares.
His gaze hardened on mine again. "And you shouldn't believe everything anyone says. Faye, if you'll be with me, then you have to trust what I say. And do what I say."
He paused and sighed heavily, squeezing my hand lightly. "It'll be okay, Faye."
I smiled at him weakly and nodded. This man really knew how to reassure me. I didn't want to be on Nathan's bad side, that's for sure.
"Good," Nathan replied, leaning down to give me a gentle kiss on the forehead. "Now, let's get you cleaned up. I have something planned for you."
"Something? Like what?"
"Well, I can't say now. It's supposed to be a surprise. Something to cheer you up." He pulled me up, brushing my hair out of my face.
I washed up and dressed in the outfit Nathan had made ready.
I headed downstairs, where we had a late breakfast, and walked outside together.
It was my first time out of the house and on the grounds. The air was fresh outside, the trees around providing cool shades.
The black Ferrari parked in front. He opened the front door, letting me in and buckling my seat belt, and then crossing over to the driver's side.
He entered the car but didn't buckle up. Driving out onto the road that lead to the highway, I saw we were far away from other people.
Flat stretches of trees and scrub stretched on both sides of the road, and the blast of cool air coming through the car's open windows whipped feathery strands of hair against my cheeks.
Keeping my voice determinedly pleasant, I finally broke the silence. "Will you tell me where we're headed now?"
He looked over at me." To the spa. I'm dropping you off there. You're going to get a full body massage and, well, any of the things that seem to please females. And I'm picking you up much later. We have an appointment with a wardrobe designer back home. You need more clothes." He replied.
My mind whirled with excitement as I considered what he was saying. Not just the visit to the spa. The shopping for clothes too. I was going to live with him now. I wouldn't go back to my father. I grinned happily at the thought, settling further into my seat. More miles ticked by, and signs of civilization grew increasingly.
"Where will you go when you drop me off?"
"I have to go into the office, but I'm going to be back early." He said, glancing over at me.
I wanted to ask what he did, but I couldn't. I was afraid to ask too many questions. I couldn't destroy this opportunity now that I'd finally gotten it.
We pass designer store fronts and swanky restaurants that line the bright streets. Everything about this area screams luxury.
“We’re here,” Nathan murmurs in a low, gravely voice.
He parks in a designated spot and turns the car off. We make our way to the elevator, riding up a few floors.
The elevator doors opened, and we stepped out. I'm shocked to see an impeccably dressed middle-aged woman standing before us. She has three younger women with her, all dressed in the same uniforms. The older lady greets us and leads us through the opulent lobby to an inner space.
It was obvious Nathan had told them beforehand that we were coming.
I marveled at the reception we got. No one ever took notice of me anywhere. Maybe they weren't even taking notice of me now, but of Nathan.
"Elise, this is Faye." Nathan said, as soon as we sat on a plush sofa in what looked like the woman's office. Elise Nathan called her.
"She's someone who's precious to me." He said casually.
"Of course Mr Carver. She'll receive our best spa treatments and I'm quite certain she'll enjoy it. Will you be waiting?" She asked, and I assumed she meant if he'd remain with me.
"No. I'll be on my way now." He turned to me with a warm look on his face. "Enjoy your day here, beautiful. I'll be back for you."
"Yes." I nodded, blushing as he dropped a kiss on my lips. I'd gotten no sort of affection freely. To have a man show me affection in public was something I was definitely not used to. A tingle went through me, and I decided I could get used to this public display of affection.
Nathan promptly took his leave, and I felt myself shrink into myself a little. I'd never been in this sort of environment before. It felt too opulent and luxurious for me. I got a full body massage, deep cleansing, facials, a pedicure and manicure. The massage relaxed me some, but I loosened up a little more right before the full body wax, which was helpful because it turned out to be more than I expected. There was a lot of chatter among the girls and I relaxed.
By the time they led me to the salon to style my hair, my whole body felt as soft as a baby's skin and I'd never felt more pampered in my life.
"Here."one of the girls said, offering me a seat in front of the full floor to ceiling mirrors. It was a lush swivel chair and I sat down, ready for a transformation.
"You have such beautiful black hair." The girl said.
I smiled at her, "Thank you," I'd always had such pride in my hair, and I took great care of it.
"It's black. Which is kinda different. The girls Mr Carver brings here are usually blond… uhhh, never mind." She stuttered to a halt.
My expression falters as I realize what she was about to say. I'm dark haired but the other girls are blonde. The girls Nathan brings to the spa. I shook off the descending gloom, deciding that even though I'd been thinking a little while ago that I must be special for Nathan to bring me here, it didn't matter if he'd done it with other girls. He was a man. Extremely good looking at that and obviously wealthy. Of course, he'd had other girlfriends.
I glanced at the mirror in front of me, looking to distract myself from my thoughts. I could see the TV In the mirror from where I sat. It was directly behind me, so it was reflected in the mirror.
I forced myself to relax and pay attention to the TV even if it was just a news flash currently on it.
I gasped as I saw a familiar face on the screen. I pushed the swivel chair around to fully face the TV, startling the girl doing my hair. I stood up to get a closer look at the picture, my palm flying to my mouth to stifle a shocked scream.
My picture was on the screen. With the full bold caption of 'missing person' underneath it.
NATHAN I stared hard at Carol. Wondering what I'd do with her. We were in the pack meeting room. And she was standing a few feet in front of me, a stubborn pout on her face as she sulked in the middle of the large study. I leaned forward in the huge chair I was sitting in, just in front of the fireplace. I dropped my forearms on my thighs, stapling my fingers together as I observed her grimly. She'd gone and done it again. "Carol." My voice is barely above a whisper. Nothing. No movement or reply. Just the sound of her laboured breathing. She didn't even twitch. It was like she had turned into stone. "Look at me when I talk to you." Her head snapped up to look at me. For the first time since she arrived in the room. "Now explain yourself." I ordered, sending her a hard look. She straightened out her shoulders and huffed with an incredulous tone, like she couldn't believe I was doing this. "I only went to see what the girl looked like, Nate. Nothing else." I leaned back in
FAYE I moved forward slowly, staring at the TV. The girl was standing behind me, but I no longer felt her as I struggled to breathe.“He’s looking for me.” It’s all I muttered as I stared at the paused screen of the news report.“Who?” the girl questioned from a million miles away as I stumbled and walked in uneven steps across the room, closer to the TV.I reached out my hand as I neared the image that can’t be true, but is. My fingers trembled when I slowly pressed them onto the screen. My breaths fractured and filled the room.If my father was looking for me so publicly, would Nathan still want me with him? And if they found me with him, wouldn't they make me go with my dad, since he was my biological parent?I shook my head. I didn't want to go with him. I didn't want to go back. And I was eighteen already. That meant I could make my own decisions free of parental control or permission. A rush of panic seized me again as I realized I was considering the matter too simply. My
FAYE"The look on your face as you say that. You believe I'd give you back?" Nathan looks at me quizzically, jaw locked and expression cool. I lowered my eyes, not knowing what to say in answer to his question.He strolled towards me in long-legged strides. He bent to pull me up, standing with his arms around me. I gulped as I breathed in his spicy masculine scent, already feeling tongue-tied. He pulled me with him upstairs, bringing us to a standstill in front of one of the full-length mirrors in the closet. He pulled a box out of his slacks and I watched in stunned silence as he pulled out a diamond necklace and held it to my neck. Flipping my hair tenderly to the front as he pulled the necklace round my neck and clasped it. I let out a shaky breath as I fingered the exquisite necklace. It was a solitaire diamond necklace. I only knew what it was because I'd seen it when my step mom had requested it from my dad."It's beautiful." I whispered, turning around to look at him. He w
NATHANI opened my eyes slowly, my eyes immediately getting used to the shadows of the room. Glancing over at the window, I could tell it was almost dawn. Time to get a move on if I would make it back to Manhattan early enough for the pack meeting. I could hear Faye's soft breathing beside me. Heard her heart thudding softly. I couldn't sense her wolf or smell anything that said she was one. Weird. I knew she was latent, but this was truly horrible. I had to wake her wolf.I went to get out of bed, glancing over at her bare skin. The sight of tiny stripes of whip marks on her pale skin made me growl in furious anger. He'd almost ruined all of her skin. I refused to think of what the marks on her skin reminded me of. I got up, my hard on reminding me of the night before. Faye was truly mine now. In every sense. I'd had to be softer than I knew myself to be capable of. That had surprised me. And I hadn't taken my pleasure. Also, something I'd never have done.I walked into the ensuit
FAYE We're back at the glasshouse the next day and I can tell that something is different with Nathan. He seemed less attentive and his face had lost all warmth. He didn't give me any soft smirks, nor did we talk much on our drive back to the house. Something happened while he was out the other day, I could tell. I wanted his attention and his touch badly. I needed some sort of assurance. After I'd seen that picture frame, my whole mind was in turmoil. Nathan didn't wear any ring on his hand, and maybe that meant he wasn't married anymore. Despite that, I realized how little I know about him. The pain I'd felt when I'd seen that picture frame. My chest hurts just remembering it. I love him, and yet I don't know him. In fact, if I thought hard about it, I only knew his name and now, I knew he was married before. I sat up on the bed as Nathan emerged from the bathroom. "There's an award ceremony tomorrow night. It's supposed to be an honorary event." I nodded, listening to wha
FAYE The portrait of the black rose hanging in Nathan's study was not nothing. It was definitely not for mere aesthetics. The black rose was the black saints symbol. I tried to shake off everything, but my head was pounding and I still couldn't breathe properly. The air in here was stifling. I stood up on watery legs, turning to go get some fresh air outside. I heard Lannon ask something, but I ignored his questions as I walked shakily out of the large hall. Immediately I stepped outside, I took In a burst of fresh air, my throats clearing up as I swallowed. I immediately felt better, out in the open area. The number of reporters had reduced. They were probably inside now, making sure they didn't miss any juicy moment. I walked towards the parking lot, wanting the privacy the cars would give by shielding my form. I stood in between a couple of them, not daring to lean against one, before it would start to horn loudly in warning. I breathed in deeply for a few more minute
FAYE"It's always a pleasure helping old friends, Joseph."My brain dulled down to a slow whir. After years of being called dumb by my father and his little family, I was finally considering that I really must be dumb.I stared stupidly at the both of them. Trying to make sense of what was going on.What the hell was going on here?A disgusting grin spread across my father's face as he nodded."In the future, I hope we can continue to work together, Joseph. And if you're ever in a bind," he paused, chuckling without a trace of humor, " reach out to me. I'll certainly help in any way that I can."I was work? "And the girl? What will you do with her?" He asked again, and I sagged like a limp noodle in my father's grip, my wails growing louder. He was supposed to save me. He was supposed to shield me from my father. That's what he promised me. "For the troubles, I'll have to punish her. Such willful disobedience and lack of respect are what I hate. She is everything I detest and abho
NATHANI watched Rhea from across the table as she made more flirty remarks, all but naked in her deep plunging neckline dress. I sat back, expressing interest in whatever the heck she was saying. I needed her to keep talking. Which she did. A lot of endless chatter. And not once did she let slip what I needed her to. Rhea worked as a bar attendant just for the fun of it at night. Her father was a highly respected councilman, but she'd never taken to any other means of earning a living. She lived off a plush trust fund, and worked at the underground bar, Phantasm, where our kind hung out, mostly for the free drinks.The bar was a playground for creatures of the night. And it was one of the special ones. You only got in with special access. Our investigations on Jordan's death had yielded the tiniest bit of information. Some witches had messed with the packs around. Newly turned wolves precisely. I hadn't cared when I'd heard witches were causing trouble for the other packs, but