Eighteen

Chapter 18

Loving someone and keeping it's a secret is though. 

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I was pacing up and down in the room thinking about what just happened between me and Mr Charlie, my crush. I felt suffocated in the room but couldn't go out. I don't want to have any encounter with Mr Charlie, not after what transpired between us. I know I shouldn't have given in, I don't know what to think again because I feel like Mrs Vivian is going to find out about what we did in this room. I wished I could just leave because I betrayed the trust Mrs Vivian had for me. I just wished I could take the hand of clock backward then I wouldn't have Charlie had his way with

I went into the toilet and bath. Maybe I will feel a little bit at ease but no I felt nothing like that. Rather the scene just keeps replaying in my memory as if it's just happened now. That means I have ruined everything between me and K