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The remaining bite of my pancake suddenly tasted a lot like victory. I chewed slowly, my eyes locked on Damian as he finished the last of his coffee. The man drank it black, obviously. No sugar, no cream, just pure, bitter energy to fuel whatever dark empire he ran when he wasn’t busy lurking in the shadows of this mansion. He set the porcelain cup down with a soft, authoritative click that seemed to punctuate the end of our conversation. The rigid, unyielding armor he wore so effortlessly was back in place. The tiny, almost-invisible twitch of his lips from a few moments ago was gone, buried beneath a layer of ice so thick you’d need a blowtorch to get through it. He slid his iPad into a sleek leather sleeve, his large hands moving with a practiced, lethal efficiency. Then, he stood up. God, the sheer height of him was an occupational hazard. Even in a simple cream polo shirt and jeans, he managed to make the high-ceilinged dining room look small. He adjusted his watch, a heavy, expensive silver piece that caught the morning light, before his dark eyes snapped back to mine. "I am off to work," he stated. It wasn’t an explanation. It wasn’t an itinerary. It was a formal notification, spoken with the exact same low, gravelly cadence he used when he told me my school fees had been handled or that I needed to eat more vegetables. He turned on his heel, ready to stride out of the room and leave me in a cloud of dust and unresolved tension. But I was feeling bold. The cold shower had apparently done nothing to wash away the lingering adrenaline from last night, and finding out that I could actually rattle the great, untouchable Damian was a drug I wasn’t ready to quit just yet. "Bye, darling," I called out, my voice dripping with an exaggerated, syrupy sweetness. I leaned my chin in my hand, batting my eyelashes at his retreating back. "Have a good day at the office. Don't work too hard." I sounded exactly like a doting suburban wife sending her husband off to a 9-to-5 corporate job. It was ridiculous. It was a complete farce. Damian froze mid-stride. His broad shoulders went completely rigid beneath the fabric of his shirt. For a glorious, breathless three seconds, the entire dining room fell into a suffocating silence. I held my breath, a thrill of pure, unadulterated mischief dancing in my chest. I half-expected him to turn around, march back over here, and use that terrifyingly calm voice to put me in my place. Maybe even threaten to lock me back in the red room. Instead, he didn't say a single word. He didn't even turn his head. With a subtle, sharp exhalation that might have been irritation or absolute disbelief, he started moving again. His long legs ate up the distance to the foyer, and a moment later, the heavy, distant thud of the front door echoing through the mansion signaled his departure. I let out the breath I was holding, a massive, unbothered grin splitting my face. I picked up my glass and took a triumphant sip of orange juice. *Beverly: 1. Batman: 0.* Once I finished eating, I left the dining room and made my way back up the grand floating staircase. The house felt entirely different now that he was gone. The heavy, magnetic pull of his presence dissipated, leaving behind a sprawling, hollow luxury that still felt a bit surreal to inhabit. I walked into my bedroom and closed the door, leaning against it with a heavy sigh. Today was a rare, beautiful miracle: a completely blank canvas. I had no classes scheduled at the university, no grueling biology lab reports due, and no heavy genetics assignments hanging over my head. For the first time in months, I was entirely free. My original plan had been to simply laze around, sink into the massive duvet, and scroll through my phone until my brain turned to mush. But as I walked over to the large glass doors leading out to my private balcony, the view changed my mind. The morning sun was completely showing off. The sky was a brilliant, cloudless blue, and the aggressive Nigerian sunlight was hitting the estate’s perfectly manicured gardens just right, turning the dew on the leaves into sparkling diamonds. The pale streaks of silver moonlight from last night were replaced by a warm, golden glow that made everything look vibrant, alive, and impossibly beautiful. It was the kind of morning that practically begged me to create something. A familiar, restless itch kindled in my fingers. Painting had always been my escape, my sanctuary. When my father died and the world became too loud, too empty, and too painful to process, I had turned to color. It was the one thing I could control when everything else was falling apart. I walked over to the deep walk-in closet, bypassing the normal clothes until I found my favorite, most battered piece of clothing: my painting jumpsuit. It was an old, oversized denim utility suit that had seen better days. It was stiff, thoroughly broken in, and covered from collar to ankle in a chaotic galaxy of dried acrylics—splatters of deep burgundy, smudges of black, streaks of gold, and faint remnants of blues from a phase I had gone through a year ago. It was ugly, it was comfortable, and it guaranteed that none of the expensive clothes Damian had bought for my closet would get ruined. I stepped into it, pulling the heavy denim over my shoulders and zipping it up to my throat. I pulled my long hair out of the collar, making sure my high ponytail was tightly secured. Next, I dragged my heavy wooden easel out onto the balcony, the legs scraping softly against the stone floor. I set up a fresh, large canvas, the stark white surface gleaming under the sun, waiting for a story. I brought out my heavy wooden palette, my tackle box of premium acrylic tubes, and a jar of water that immediately caught the reflection of the blue sky. Finally, I pulled my over-ear Bluetooth headphones out of my pocket and slipped them on, completely shutting out the quiet hum of the mansion. I opened my phone, swiped past the blocked notifications from Dylan without a single ounce of regret, and pulled up my absolute mess of a playlist. I needed something that matched the strange, electric energy buzzing under my skin. I pressed shuffle, and the loud, heavy beat of a Korean rap track immediately exploded in my ears, the rhythm commanding, aggressive, and fast. Perfect. I squeezed a massive dollop of deep, velvety crimson onto the palette, followed by stark ivory, midnight black, and a rich, shimmering gold. My taste in aesthetics had always leaned dark and cinematic—I liked colors that felt heavy, dramatic, and full of secrets. I grabbed a thick, flat-briltle brush, dipped it into the water, and went to work. The moment the first stroke of crimson slashed across the white canvas, the rest of the world completely faded away. The cheating ex, the confusion of the move, the heartbreak—it all dissolved into the heavy bass thudding against my ears. I moved with a fluid, thoughtless rhythm, my body swaying slightly to the music as the track shifted from the aggressive rap to a sweeping, dramatic French ballad, then into a vibrant Japanese pop song. My playlist was a total disaster of languages and genres, a chaotic melting pot of moods that had absolutely no business existing together. But to me, it made perfect sense. It was a reflection of my own brain—loud, unorganized, and feeling everything all at once. Hours bled into one another, completely unnoticed. I lost myself in the texture of the paint, the way the acrylic built up on the canvas, creating deep, shadowy ridges. I wasn't painting the landscape in front of me. I wasn't painting the gardens or the tall security gates. Instead, my hands seemed to be taking orders directly from my subconscious. A silhouette began to form amidst the sea of crimson and black. A tall, imposing figure bleeding into the dark background, defined only by the sharp, dramatic lines of his shoulders and the faint, golden highlights catching the edge of a severe jawline. It was abstract, messy, and entirely consuming. Every time I dipped my brush into the black paint, I thought about the way the shadows in the living room had seemed to bend around Damian’s frame. Every time I dragged a streak of gold across the canvas, I thought about the intensity in his dark eyes when he took me to that room. The memory of his voice from last night floated through my mind, overriding the music for a brief second. I bit my lower lip, a sudden rush of heat warming my face that had absolutely nothing to do with the hot sun beating down on the balcony. I stepped back, wiping my sweat-slicked forehead with the back of my forearm, leaving a faint smudge of gold paint near my temple without realizing it. The painting was fierce. It was moody. It was entirely unhinged, if I was being completely honest with myself. If anyone walked up here right now, they’d think I was a girl possessed. But as I stared at the dark, powerful figure dominating the canvas, a slow, wicked smile spread across my face. Damian wanted me to forget what happened last night. He wanted me to go back to being the quiet, compliant girl who just accepted his charity from a distance. He wanted his walls back up. But he had underestimated me. I had spent two years falling in love with a ghost, and now that the ghost had a face, a name, and a chest that felt like solid marble when I was pinned against it? I wasn't going anywhere. I dipped a finer brush into the gold paint, leaning back over the canvas to add the final, sharp highlights to the silhouette's hands. Strong hands. Capable hands. The kind of hands that could lock you to a bar or keep you perfectly safe from the rest of the world.BEVERLY The adrenaline from the confrontation with Dylan faded quickly, leaving behind a strange, empty quiet that the professor’s monotonous lecture completely failed to fill. Up at the podium, Dr. Amadi was droning on about chromosomal mapping and genetic linkage, his laser pointer dancing across a complex slide of DNA sequencing. Under normal circumstances, I would have been typing furious, detailed notes. I was a top student; I had fought like hell for this placement. But today, my fingers remained completely frozen over my keyboard. My eyes were fixed on the screen, but I wasn't seeing base pairs or double helices. Instead, my mind was trapped in the dark, high-ceilinged corridors of Damian’s mansion. Specifically, that heavy, biometric-locked door on the third floor. The playroom. A sudden, sharp shiver ran down my spine, completely unrelated to the lingering dull ache in my pelvis. Ever since I had stumbled upon that room—ever since I had seen the dark leather, the polish
BEVERLY The miracle happened exactly fifty-five minutes after Damian left the room. I was lying on my side, the plush pink heating belt strapped firmly around my waist, sending a steady, blissful wave of high-intensity warmth vibrating directly into my lower abdomen. I had already demolished half a bar of the dark chocolate, the rich, bitter sweetness working wonders on my mood, and had washed it down with the warm chamomile tea he’d provided. Slowly, almost imperceptibly, the sharp, daggering claws in my pelvis began to loosen their grip. The constant, exhausting throb in my lower back dissolved into nothing more than a faint, distant whisper. I let out a long, dramatic sigh of pure relief, sinking deeper into the mattress. For a while, I just lay there, enjoying the simple, beautiful sensation of not being in excruciating pain. My mind inevitably drifted back to the image of Damian—the formidable, untouchable billionaire—standing awkwardly at the edge of my bed with a wicker ba
BEVERLY I lay in bed, curled into a tight, pathetic ball, not even trying to move an inch. I was terrified that if I so much as shifted a millimeter, the invisible hand twisting my insides would tighten its grip. But no matter how hard I tried to stay completely still, I could still feel the sharp, daggering pain pulsating through my pelvis. Oh, the absolute joy of being female. A dull, rhythmic throb settled into my lower back, making me squeeze my eyes shut and press the pillow even harder against my stomach. I was officially trapped in my own personal purgatory, silently cursing Mother Nature and wondering what crime I had committed in a past life to deserve this monthly torment. Suddenly, a soft, deliberate knock sounded at my door. I blinked, my eyes snapping toward the dark wood. Before I could even wonder if I had imagined it, a deeply familiar, low voice drifted through the panel. "Are you awake?" It was Damian. How nice. I let out a weak, breathless puff of air
BEVERLY Damian didn’t come down for dinner. The massive, polished mahogany dining table was set for two, but the head of the table remained glaringly empty. A quiet, older maid had served me a rich, spicy plate of jollof rice and grilled chicken with an unsettling politeness, murmuring that “Master Damian is caught up in some urgent matters in his study.” Urgent matters. Right. He was definitely hiding out in his office like the Batman billionaire that he is, probably staring at computer screens or signing death warrants, anything to avoid having to look at me across a dinner plate after what happened by the stairs. I chewed my chicken slowly, a smirk tugging at the corner of my lips. Let him hide. Let him think that a heavy oak door and a code lock could protect him from me. He had spent two entire years playing the role of a ghost, a comforting voice in the dark, and an untouchable guardian. He thought he could just slide right back into that role whenever the tension
BEVERLY By the time I finally set my brushes down, the blazing sun had begun its slow, lazy descent, painting the horizon in bruised shades of purple and burnt orange. My lower back ached from leaning over the easel for hours, and my fingers were stiff, but the restless, chaotic energy that had been buzzing under my skin since last night was finally gone, transferred entirely onto the canvas. I stepped back to look at my work. The painting was heavy. Dark. A towering, abstract silhouette of a man emerging from a storm of deep crimson and midnight black, highlighted by sharp, jagged slashes of shimmering gold. It looked dangerous, beautiful, and completely unhinged. It looked exactly like Damian. "Get a grip, Beverly," I muttered aloud to the empty balcony, wiping a stray streak of black acrylic off my thumb. Slipping off my headphones, the heavy bass of the music died out, replaced by the profound, stifling silence of the estate. The mansion during the late afternoon felt like a
BEVERLY The remaining bite of my pancake suddenly tasted a lot like victory. I chewed slowly, my eyes locked on Damian as he finished the last of his coffee. The man drank it black, obviously. No sugar, no cream, just pure, bitter energy to fuel whatever dark empire he ran when he wasn’t busy lurking in the shadows of this mansion. He set the porcelain cup down with a soft, authoritative click that seemed to punctuate the end of our conversation. The rigid, unyielding armor he wore so effortlessly was back in place. The tiny, almost-invisible twitch of his lips from a few moments ago was gone, buried beneath a layer of ice so thick you’d need a blowtorch to get through it. He slid his iPad into a sleek leather sleeve, his large hands moving with a practiced, lethal efficiency. Then, he stood up. God, the sheer height of him was an occupational hazard. Even in a simple cream polo shirt and jeans, he managed to make the high-ceilinged dining room look small. He adjusted his watch,







