Ethan's pov
Six years later.
New York City looked brighter on the outside than it ever felt on the inside. Gleaming glass towers, cabs rushing through intersections, people with earbuds tucked in and their coffee cups clutched like lifelines. Everyone here seemed to be on their way to something important. Everyone except me.
I adjusted the strap of my satchel, smoothed down the creases on my secondhand blazer, and stepped into the waiting room of yet another company. Seventh this month. Seventh rejection-to-be. I told myself this time would be different. This time they’d actually look at my résumé, see the potential, and maybe even give me a chance.
The HR manager, a sharp-boned woman with a bun pulled so tight I wondered if she ever smiled, motioned me in. She took the folder I held out with both hands like it was already a waste of her time. My heart pounded as she flipped through the first page, then the second. For a second, I dared to hope.
Then she laughed. Laughed.
The sound was like nails on glass. She tossed the papers aside, and they scattered across her desk before one slipped right off the edge and fluttered to the floor.
“I’m sorry,” she said, though her tone was anything but apologetic. “But there’s no vacancy here.”
I blinked at her. “What do you mean there’s no vacancy? Your website literally listed a vacancy this morning. I saw it. I even checked right before I came up.”
She pursed her lips, leaning back in her leather chair as if my presence annoyed her. “Well, there isn’t anymore.”
Something in me snapped. “You’re going to regret that.”
Her brows rose in mild amusement. “Excuse me?”
“You’re going to regret not hiring me. I’m one of the smartest computer engineers you’ll ever meet. I’ve built systems and projects that most of your current employees wouldn’t even understand.” My chest burned, but I stood taller, refusing to let her see me crack. “So yes, you’ll regret throwing my résumé across the room.”
Her cold smile never wavered. “Mr. Banks, I’ll be honest with you. Someone with your level of experience—zero—isn’t going to find a job in New York. At least, not in tech. This city eats fresh graduates alive.”
The words hit me like a slap.
She turned her chair slightly, already moving on to whatever was on her computer screen. “Thank you for your time. Next candidate, please.”
I walked out of that office in a daze, my satchel heavier than ever, though the folder inside was gone. The city outside buzzed with life, but none of it seemed to touch me. Seventh rejection. Seventh time hearing the same damn thing in different words: not enough. Not ready. Not worthy.
Was this really what New York was? A city that dangled opportunity like a carrot only to snatch it away the moment you reached for it?
I pressed a hand to my chest, forcing the air into my lungs. No. I wasn’t going to break. I wasn’t going to crawl back home to Bay City with my tail between my legs and let my parents and Connor swoop in like heroes to rescue me.
Connor already had two companies under his belt—two companies that were thriving, with investors practically throwing money at him. He’d sent me no less than five emails in the last two weeks, each one with some variation of: Come home, little brother. I’ll make you COO. You won’t have to worry about a thing.
But I couldn’t do it. I couldn’t be the baby brother who only succeeded because someone handed him the keys. Connor had always been the golden child, and I’d always been the one they coddled. No one ever took me seriously.
That was going to change.
I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked, letting the city swallow me whole.
By the time I climbed the narrow, creaking stairs to my apartment, the adrenaline had drained out of me, leaving only exhaustion. I unlocked the door and stepped into the one-bedroom space I called home.
If my parents or Connor ever saw this place, they’d smile politely and say it was “cozy.” In truth, it was barely livable. The walls were thin enough that I could hear the neighbor’s arguments through the plaster. The kitchenette was so small I couldn’t open the fridge and the cabinet at the same time. The bathroom light flickered when it wanted to.
But to them—to the family who believed I had it all together—I described it differently in our phone calls. It’s standard, I’d said once. Nice little place. Keeps me close to work. And I let them believe I had a great job, let them picture me thriving in New York City.
They didn’t know I was living hand to mouth. That the only reason I wasn’t completely broke was because of the part-time gigs I’d hustled through college—repairing laptops, coding apps for startups that vanished before they launched. If not for that, I’d already be broke, hungry, and alone.
And, truthfully, I was already two of those things.
I dropped my satchel on the floor, collapsed into the worn chair by the window, and dragged my hands over my face. My body ached from disappointment, a heaviness that was becoming too familiar.
I need this, I thought. I need one chance. Just one. If someone gave me an opening, I’d prove myself in a heartbeat.
My phone buzzed. I fished it out of my pocket and unlocked the screen. Notifications cluttered the display, but one stood out, bright and new.
Vacancy. Warner Industries.
I sat up straight.
Warner Industries wasn’t just any company. It was the company. The kind of name professors whispered with reverence, the kind of place where getting even an internship was a golden ticket. Back in school, my classmates used to dream about Warner like it was the promised land. None of them ever got in. Not one.
My thumb hovered over the link. What chance did I really have? A boy from Bay City, Texas, with no experience worth bragging about, going up against the sharpest, most cutthroat graduates in the country?
I almost laughed.
But then again, what choice did I have? I’d already knocked on nearly every door in this city. And each one had slammed in my face.
“You never know unless you try,” I muttered to myself.
With a deep breath, I clicked the link. The page loaded, crisp and professional, the Warner logo gleaming across the top like a seal of destiny. My pulse quic
kened.
This was it. My shot.
And no matter what, I wasn’t going to waste it.
Ethan's POVI tugged at my shirt collar and undid the first three buttons, gasping for air. The office was too quiet, the air too still, and my head seemed like it was spinning in circles. My screen stared back at me with all the progress of an empty grave. I had the title. I had the general idea. That was it.It was now 7:13 p.m. and I'd achieved nothing concrete.I sighed in frustration and rocked backward in my chair, pinching the bridge of my nose.Why did it feel like Aaron Warner was in my head, tapping his finger against the inner wall of my skull and whispering, You can't do it. You're going to fail.Like hell I would.I’d give him something so polished he’d have no choice but to respect it — or choke on it.There was a soft knock at the door.I didn’t even bother lifting my head, just grunted, “Come in.”It had to be security or someone who forgot their badge. Everyone else had gone home hours ago.The door creaked open and a small voice said, “Um… hi?”I looked up.Mandy
Ethan's POVHe was a goddamn dick, and I'd be damned if he would be the rain to my sunshine.He needed a project review?Fine. I'd give him a project review that would blow his stupidly beautiful hair right off his arrogant head.I pushed all thoughts of him — of us — aside. I didn't need them. I didn't want them.He didn't need me.So I wouldn't want him.My throat was scratchy from the amount of times I'd swallowed through that meeting, the amount of times I'd looked at him and locked eyes with him, which he ignored, pretended not to have seen.He disappeared. He vanished. And it wasn't that there wasn't effort put into finding him. I made those telephone calls, knocked on those doors, begged for information — he chose to vanish.I was not going to pretend that seeing him had not stirred something inside me, had not opened a box that I had taped shut a long time ago. I was not going to pretend like his voice, his eyes, his obnoxious commanding presence didn't mess me up all over ag
Aaron's POVWhat the fuck.What the actual fuck.It was going to be easy.I just had to just ignore him — pretend he wasn't even standing there, stuff all of those memories back in that locked little box I'd been pounding shut for six years.But since when has Ethan Banks ever been the kind of guy you can ignore?I sat across from him behind the conference table while he listened to Maxwell, one of my shrewdest analysts, talk about Q4 expectations. He was focused, nodding, pen tapping against his pad.I wished I could despise him for how intent he was.But I couldn't.Not when my heart was pounding out of time in my chest just for having him in the same room.Not when he looked like that.God, how was he even in New York?When he had crashed into me three weeks ago in the lobby, coffee spilling everywhere, it had taken every bit of myself not to grab him there, not to slam my lips into his like I used to.Things have changed.I am no longer the foolish young man that I used to be.I a
Ethan's povI woke up smiling.No, scratch that grinning.For once, the weight that had been resting on my chest was gone. Today was the day. My first day at Warner Industries. My first move towards making something that was mine, not Connor's, not my family's, not a handout.This was going to be a good day.I sprang out of bed and yanked the curtains wide open, drenching the room in morning sunlight like some soap opera movie montage. I caught a look in the mirror — hair flying out in every possible direction, eyes gleaming a little too hard with nerves — and just laughed out loud."Pull it together, Banks," I snarled at my own reflection.I dressed in the outfit I had set out the night before — clean white shirt, black trousers, black tie. I even took out the gel and smoothed my curls back, trying to look more sophisticated, more. corporate.But as soon as I caught sight of myself, I stopped dead in my tracks.That wasn't me. That was a person who was too willing to fit in somewhere
Three weeks.That's how long it had been since the humiliating event outside Warner Industries. Since Aaron Warner had looked at me with those cold eyes and spoken to me as if I was nothing more than dirt on his thousand–dollar boots. Since the coffee seared through the pristine lines of his suit and through whatever strand of hope I'd been foolish enough to hold in my chest.Three weeks, and still nothing.Not from Warner Industries. Not from any of the other firms whose clean glass doors I'd walked through with tidily stapled résumés clutched in my hand. Silence.I despised it. Despised the way every unreturned email, every rejection, reminded me of him. Of Aaron.I shattered my heart every time his face surfaced in my head, uninvited. The strong cheekbones hardened now into something unforgiving, the jawline carved from stone, the seriousness that had replaced the goofy smile I remembered from highschool. Six years ago, he was a boy still shedding his skin, laughing too loudly at C
I blinked once. Twice. Three times. As if, by sheer force of will, the man in front of me could blur into a stranger, fade into the crowd, disappear back into the years where I'd last laid eyes on him. But no. Aaron Warner was there, standing, unyielding, like he had every right to be in my now. His jaw was chiseled, his black hair cut into a harsh something, his suit fitted to within an inch of its life. And on his feet—Balenciaga. Real ones. He used to always mock brands, call them superficial. Now he was wearing them like they'd been stitched into his flesh.But the shoes didn't gut me. It was the look. The same gray eyes I used to memorize in the dark, the same ones that gentled for me six years ago, now slid over me like I was something vile on the bottom of those designer shoes.Then he spoke, and his words destroyed whatever fragile hope had started to build in my chest."What the hell are you doing?" His voice snapped like a whip. Cold. Unrecognizable. "Walking around with a h