LOGINMIGUEL'S POV
Screw me.
For fuck's sake, why him? Why of all people was it Seth? My stomach twisted with a nervous curl as chills ran down my spine. My eyes met Seth's, and there, within his gaze, lay the condescending look that made my blood boil every time.
The hatred was one thing, but now. fuck. My life was in his hands. I couldn't think, couldn't speak. My mind kept racing in a circle, repeating the complete humiliation of him finding out about the video. Breaths started to turn shallow and erratic, and before I could stop it, a tear cascaded down my cheek. I wiped it away quickly, livid with myself for the show of weakness. The truth was, though, I was scared-scared as I had never been.
“Wow,” Seth drawled, the word dripping with mockery, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. He was enjoying this—relishing it. Of course he was.
I fumbled with my phone, slapping off the video as quickly as I could, cutting off the sound of my moaning. That had been a stupid mistake to save that clip of Zed and me. It was perfect when I needed a quick release, but now? Now it felt like a loaded gun pointed at my head. And Seth was holding the trigger.
I hated that smug smirk on his face, the way he seemed to savor my discomfort. Seth had loathed me since the moment we met, and I couldn't even blame him. He was always stuck in second place, always just behind me. But this wasn't the time for petty rivalries. My world was hanging by a thread, and he held the scissors.
"Don't ever go through my things!" I snapped, my voice coming out sharper than I had meant. The words came out in a firm tone, but even I could hear the tremor in it.
Seth's laughter was echoing off the empty locker room, jarring, mocking. It was like fingernails on the chalkboard, screeching against the fragile thread of control I was clinging so desperately to. I wiped my face again, forcing myself to stand tall, even though my knees felt like giving out.
“You fag,” he sneered. Each word was a dagger. “You suck cock and let it fuck you in the ass. The golden boy’s a fucking whore for dicks.”
My stomach wrenched hard, and his words clung in the air, choking me. I wanted to say something, anything, but my tongue was a slab of lead. Again I looked at him, and I saw his expression: triumph laced with malice. That crazed, wild gleam in his eye made my blood boil but it also made me feel sick.
I tried to think, to form a plan, but my brain was short-circuiting. Every part of me was screaming to run, get out of here, but I couldn't. Not yet.
"The school would love this update," he said, his voice low and slicing. He turned as if to leave and something inside of me snapped. I grabbed his arm and slammed him into the lockers, pinning him with my elbow against his throat.
"Don't you bloody say a thing," I hissed, low and cold. I hoped it sounded threatening, but Seth merely smirked, unaffected.
"Why not?" he sneered, his voice dripping with sham sympathy. "The school loves you, right? Letting them know you enjoy fucking dicks won't make that change."
His words lashed like a slap, and I tightened my jaw to prevent myself from reacting. I couldn't let him see how much this was getting to me. To him, this was a game-some kind of devious, sadistic game.
But then, he took it to the next step.
"What would Daddy say?" he said with a casual, almost bored tone of voice. "Your sweet, sweet daddy, who just loves bragging about his perfect son.what would he say about his son getting fucked?"
My vision blurred with rage. I struck without another thought, my fist connecting to his face. The sound echoed around the room as Seth stumbled back, blood trickling from his lip.
“Bloody fag! How dare you?” he growled, swinging back and catching me with a fist. The blow hit my jaw with a loud crack, and I reeled; however, I stayed on my feet. My body coursed with a wave of adrenaline as I struck him in the neck, driving a kick into his side. Then he grabbed a fistful of my hair, yanking me toward him. In the chaos of that, my towel slipped off, leaving me exposed.
I felt the cold metal of the locker against my chest as Seth pushed me, the weight of his body pinning me against it. The handle hit my face, and I swore under my breath.
"Fucking let me go-I need to breathe!" I spat, struggling against him.
But he didn't let go. Instead, his grip tightened, his body pressing harder against mine, pinning my arms behind my back. His breath was warm against my ear as he leaned in close.
"Why should I?" he purred out, his tone mockingly sweet. "I bet you like it rough. Isn't this a kink for fags?"
His words sent a shiver down my spine, my cock twitching involuntarily. The smell of his soap was woodsy and warm and filled my nostrils, clouding my brain. No. Not here. Not now. I couldn’t let this happen.
"I'm beginning to think you know me better than I do," I said, forcing a smirk. "I feel your cock pressing against my ass, Seth. Do you want to fuck me? Is that what this is about?"
His hands tightened around my neck, and for a second, I thought that he would snap. Instead, he slammed me harder against the locker, his lips crashing onto mine in an unexpected, rough, and demanding kiss.
And worse? I kissed him back.
His hands wandered over my body, searching out every inch of skin that was available to him. His fingers located my nipples, twisting them just hard enough to catch my breath. My cock throbbed against his palm as he wrapped his hand around me, stroking with a precision that left me breathless.
“Fucking good… feels so good,” I moaned, my voice breaking.
He didn't stop. His strokes grew faster, more deliberate, until I was on the edge of release. My breathing was ragged, my thoughts a jumbled mess.
“Not so hard—Seth, stop… I’ll… I’ll cum!” I gasped.
"Then bloody do it," he growled, his voice low and commanding. And I did. My body jerked forward, spilling onto his hand as my release left me trembling. He didn't stop, didn't pull away, until he'd finished stroking himself, his own release mixing with mine. We just stood there, panting heavily, as reality began to set in like a ton of lead.
“Forget this,” Seth said suddenly, drawing away.
“This shit never happened. If you tell anyone, I’ll fucking murder you.” I swallowed hard, speechless, and my hands were quivering at my sides. I reached to him, and he slapped my hand away.
“Don’t touch me, faggot,” he snarled, his eyes afire in anger.
“This didn’t happen. Get it through your head.” And then he was gone, leaving me to myself in the empty locker room. For the first time in years, I saw fear in Seth's eyes. But that didn't make the knot in my chest loosen. If anything, it made it worse.
SETHS POV.he was already out by the time i closed the door, not a care in the fucking world, like he didn’t just rip my goddamn heart out six months ago and mail it back to me in pieces.Miguel.in my bed. tucked in like he never left. like he hadn’t ghosted me. like he hadn’t vanished and made me think he was dead. and now he was telling me to calm down?fuck that.I stood outside my bedroom door too long. just… breathing. trying to remember how to fucking move, how to exist now that he was here again. The scent of him still clinging to my hoodie like it had claws. My hands smelled like him too. my lips. Every part of me was buzzing with some leftover static from that kiss, from the weight of his body slamming into mine like he’d been starving, like it was the only meal he wanted.God.but I had to leave.i had to move .so I shoved myself forward, one foot after the other, dragging my ass down the hallway. thinking maybe i’d hit the kitchen, grab coffee, scream into a mug or som
MIGUEL'S POV.I didn't mean to kiss him.i didn’t mean to find him like that, his voice behind that door, that laughter echoing from someone else’s house, like he’d already moved on, like i was just a fucking fever he’d sweated out six months ago the second i saw him—God. i fucking broke.Seth.he looked exactly the same and nothing like i remembered. hair longer, cheeks sharper, older somehow, jaw clenched like he’d been clenching it through the whole year just to keep from falling apart. I knew because I did the same.and his eyes.the second they met mine it was over.I slammed the door open and I kissed him like a man gone mad. like a plane crashing into a mountain, like a knife through a goddamn heart, i grabbed him by the face and i took his lips like they’d ever been mine to take.he didn’t pull away.his breath caught like a choke, his mouth opened against mine, and for one fucking second, the world stopped turning. My bones stopped aching.I had him .Then I pulled away a
SETH'S POV I kissed him at the fucking door like I was starving. Like he was my first breath after drowning. His mouth opened easy for me, tongue slick and sweet like he’d been waiting for it all day—like his whole body had. Byron made a low noise in the back of his throat, like something torn out of him, and then he fucking came . Right there. Pressed up against me, barely touched—just my kiss and his need. I felt the warmth soak through his sweats and into my jeans and I damn near lost it. My hand stayed on the back of his neck, my breath dragging between us, heavy with the weight of everything that had just shifted between us."Tomorrow," I said, forehead pressed to his, voice rough. "After class. I'll come by. We’ll go on a date, an actual one. I’ll plan it. All of it. Something stupid and normal so you can sit across from me and let me watch you fucking glow."His eyes flickered wide, boyish and stunned. That bright flush crept up his throat, painting his cheeks pink as he t
SETH'S POV.I didn’t even feel my legs carrying me. Just one minute I was on the ice, adrenaline still clinging to my skin, that fucking voice still crawling down my spine, and the next I was half-running down the locker room hall, heart hammering against my ribs like it wanted out.I needed to wash this off. All of it. His voice, my own shame, the sticky patch in my boxers I could feel cooling against my thigh.The second I hit the stall, I kicked the door shut behind me and yanked my hoodie over my head. My fingers were still trembling. I fumbled with the zipper of my jeans, swearing under my breath as it snagged once—twice—then finally gave way. My hands dove inside and—Fuck.I winced.The dried mess clung to my skin, uncomfortable and humiliating, a smear of what the hell just happened all over me. I pulled everything down—boxers and jeans in one shove—and stepped out of them like they were a crime scene.There it was. The proof. My cock half-soft, glistening at the tip, streaks
Seth’pov I felt better todayNot good. Not clean. But better.Sleep hit different when you cum hard enough to forget your own name. Still, I didn’t look at my sheets when I got up. Just peeled out of them like they were crime scene evidence and tossed them in the corner. My body was sore in places I didn’t want to admit. I didn’t think too hard about what that meant.The drive to school was quiet, at first. Jeremy scrolled on his phone, legs kicked up on the dashboard like he owned the car. He always acted like that—like he had nowhere to be and everywhere to go.I was the one gripping the steering wheel like it might float away.“You know,” I said eventually, eyes still on the road. “I told you last night… there’s no harm in trying.”He looked up. Smirked. “Trying what, exactly?”I glanced at him. “Byron.”His eyebrows jumped. “You mean, like—”“Yeah.”“You’re gonna hook up with him?”I shrugged. “Just once.”Jeremy let out a dramatic oohhhh , followed by a snort. “You’ll be tapp
SETHS POVI slammed the door hard enough that the whole frame shook and something clattered off the wall behind me. My breath was stuck somewhere between a ragged sob and a fucking scream, jaw clenched tight enough I thought my molars would crack. My fist was still balled up from shoving Byron off me, from watching that damn smirk on his face when he told me I was hard like it was some punchline. Like he hadn’t planned the whole damn thing from the start.The house was dark, too quiet. Not even the usual flicker of the TV or Jeremy’s laptop lighting up the living room with some dumbass horror movie. Just thick, pressing blackness and silence that felt way too heavy to be empty.I hit the light switch and it lit the room like an interrogation. I froze.Jeremy was there. Sitting in the chair. Elbows on his knees. Hands clasped tight. His eyes lifted to meet mine like he hadn’t moved for hours. Just wait.We locked eyes and something in me flinched.“What’s wrong?” he asked quietly, his







