LOGINMIGUEL'S POV
Screw me.
For fuck's sake, why him? Why of all people was it Seth? My stomach twisted with a nervous curl as chills ran down my spine. My eyes met Seth's, and there, within his gaze, lay the condescending look that made my blood boil every time.
The hatred was one thing, but now. fuck. My life was in his hands. I couldn't think, couldn't speak. My mind kept racing in a circle, repeating the complete humiliation of him finding out about the video. Breaths started to turn shallow and erratic, and before I could stop it, a tear cascaded down my cheek. I wiped it away quickly, livid with myself for the show of weakness. The truth was, though, I was scared-scared as I had never been.
“Wow,” Seth drawled, the word dripping with mockery, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. He was enjoying this—relishing it. Of course he was.
I fumbled with my phone, slapping off the video as quickly as I could, cutting off the sound of my moaning. That had been a stupid mistake to save that clip of Zed and me. It was perfect when I needed a quick release, but now? Now it felt like a loaded gun pointed at my head. And Seth was holding the trigger.
I hated that smug smirk on his face, the way he seemed to savor my discomfort. Seth had loathed me since the moment we met, and I couldn't even blame him. He was always stuck in second place, always just behind me. But this wasn't the time for petty rivalries. My world was hanging by a thread, and he held the scissors.
"Don't ever go through my things!" I snapped, my voice coming out sharper than I had meant. The words came out in a firm tone, but even I could hear the tremor in it.
Seth's laughter was echoing off the empty locker room, jarring, mocking. It was like fingernails on the chalkboard, screeching against the fragile thread of control I was clinging so desperately to. I wiped my face again, forcing myself to stand tall, even though my knees felt like giving out.
“You fag,” he sneered. Each word was a dagger. “You suck cock and let it fuck you in the ass. The golden boy’s a fucking whore for dicks.”
My stomach wrenched hard, and his words clung in the air, choking me. I wanted to say something, anything, but my tongue was a slab of lead. Again I looked at him, and I saw his expression: triumph laced with malice. That crazed, wild gleam in his eye made my blood boil but it also made me feel sick.
I tried to think, to form a plan, but my brain was short-circuiting. Every part of me was screaming to run, get out of here, but I couldn't. Not yet.
"The school would love this update," he said, his voice low and slicing. He turned as if to leave and something inside of me snapped. I grabbed his arm and slammed him into the lockers, pinning him with my elbow against his throat.
"Don't you bloody say a thing," I hissed, low and cold. I hoped it sounded threatening, but Seth merely smirked, unaffected.
"Why not?" he sneered, his voice dripping with sham sympathy. "The school loves you, right? Letting them know you enjoy fucking dicks won't make that change."
His words lashed like a slap, and I tightened my jaw to prevent myself from reacting. I couldn't let him see how much this was getting to me. To him, this was a game-some kind of devious, sadistic game.
But then, he took it to the next step.
"What would Daddy say?" he said with a casual, almost bored tone of voice. "Your sweet, sweet daddy, who just loves bragging about his perfect son.what would he say about his son getting fucked?"
My vision blurred with rage. I struck without another thought, my fist connecting to his face. The sound echoed around the room as Seth stumbled back, blood trickling from his lip.
“Bloody fag! How dare you?” he growled, swinging back and catching me with a fist. The blow hit my jaw with a loud crack, and I reeled; however, I stayed on my feet. My body coursed with a wave of adrenaline as I struck him in the neck, driving a kick into his side. Then he grabbed a fistful of my hair, yanking me toward him. In the chaos of that, my towel slipped off, leaving me exposed.
I felt the cold metal of the locker against my chest as Seth pushed me, the weight of his body pinning me against it. The handle hit my face, and I swore under my breath.
"Fucking let me go-I need to breathe!" I spat, struggling against him.
But he didn't let go. Instead, his grip tightened, his body pressing harder against mine, pinning my arms behind my back. His breath was warm against my ear as he leaned in close.
"Why should I?" he purred out, his tone mockingly sweet. "I bet you like it rough. Isn't this a kink for fags?"
His words sent a shiver down my spine, my cock twitching involuntarily. The smell of his soap was woodsy and warm and filled my nostrils, clouding my brain. No. Not here. Not now. I couldn’t let this happen.
"I'm beginning to think you know me better than I do," I said, forcing a smirk. "I feel your cock pressing against my ass, Seth. Do you want to fuck me? Is that what this is about?"
His hands tightened around my neck, and for a second, I thought that he would snap. Instead, he slammed me harder against the locker, his lips crashing onto mine in an unexpected, rough, and demanding kiss.
And worse? I kissed him back.
His hands wandered over my body, searching out every inch of skin that was available to him. His fingers located my nipples, twisting them just hard enough to catch my breath. My cock throbbed against his palm as he wrapped his hand around me, stroking with a precision that left me breathless.
“Fucking good… feels so good,” I moaned, my voice breaking.
He didn't stop. His strokes grew faster, more deliberate, until I was on the edge of release. My breathing was ragged, my thoughts a jumbled mess.
“Not so hard—Seth, stop… I’ll… I’ll cum!” I gasped.
"Then bloody do it," he growled, his voice low and commanding. And I did. My body jerked forward, spilling onto his hand as my release left me trembling. He didn't stop, didn't pull away, until he'd finished stroking himself, his own release mixing with mine. We just stood there, panting heavily, as reality began to set in like a ton of lead.
“Forget this,” Seth said suddenly, drawing away.
“This shit never happened. If you tell anyone, I’ll fucking murder you.” I swallowed hard, speechless, and my hands were quivering at my sides. I reached to him, and he slapped my hand away.
“Don’t touch me, faggot,” he snarled, his eyes afire in anger.
“This didn’t happen. Get it through your head.” And then he was gone, leaving me to myself in the empty locker room. For the first time in years, I saw fear in Seth's eyes. But that didn't make the knot in my chest loosen. If anything, it made it worse.
JEREMY'S POV I didn’t think it’d be this easy to like him.That was the problem.I kept telling myself he wasn’t Zenya, but he looked like him. He moved like him. Talked with that same deep, deliberate voice. Same tilt of the head when he asked a question, same half-lidded gaze that always made my pulse tick faster. But Viktor smiled more. He let me talk. He listened. He didn’t crowd me like Zenya did, didn’t hold the silence like a noose, didn’t make me earn every crumb of affection.I knew I was supposed to be careful, supposed to draw some line in the sand, but I didn’t. I listened. I laughed. I even fucking encouraged him. I told him Miguel would love him once he stopped flinching at the idea. Told him family finds its way. Told him it wasn’t his fault, that Miguel just didn’t know what to do with someone new yet. Told him everything I shouldn’t have, because the whole time I was thinking—what the fuck am I doing? And still, I kept talking.We ended up walking through the
SETH'S POV I stared down at the phone like it’d grown fangs. The video was still paused, black screen taunting me with everything I couldn’t unsee, couldn’t unhear. My grip tightened around the beer bottle in my other hand, the glass slick with condensation. Miguel didn’t say anything, just leaned back against the counter like he hadn’t just set a fucking nuclear bomb off in Zenya’s chest with that little digital delivery. I handed him the phone silently, still reeling.Jeremy’s laugh drifted in from the porch—light, stupidly sweet. Like nothing was wrong. Like he hadn’t just cracked reality open with a kiss that wasn’t meant for Zenya but felt like it still was . Viktor was out there with him now, "catching up." That was what Jeremy had called it, like they were old friends, not two pieces of the same fucked-up puzzle suddenly fitting way too well.I rubbed the back of my neck, nerves prickling under my skin. “You sure that was… not a bit much?” My voice came out too soft. Careful
ZENYA’S POV. Steam clung to my skin as I stepped out of the bathroom, bare feet sinking into the cold marble like it owed me comfort. It didn’t. Nothing fucking did. I wiped a hand down my face, over my jaw, through my hair. The silence of the room was deafening, the kind of silence that made you want to scream just to prove you weren’t dead yet. I didn’t scream. I’d done enough of that today—with bullets, not words. Christ, it was past two in the goddamn morning. I hadn’t even had time to think, not really. They’d sworn me in hours ago—Pakhan. Official. Locked in. A title that had been looming since I could form a fist and make someone bleed with it. And today, I used it. Used it like a goddamn guillotine. Blood on the rugs. Blood on my shirt. Eyes wide. Mouths begging. Betrayers buried. Benito should’ve been there.Benito should’ve lived.But he hadn’t. Grade one tumor. Slow kill. A death I saw coming for months and still—still—it fucking broke me. And yet, it wasn’t his de
JEREMY’S POV What?No—no, what?I blinked hard, staring at the man in front of me, then back at Miguel, hoping like hell someone would laugh, slap me on the back and say just kidding . But no one did. Because no one was kidding.Zenya’s twin.The words hit me like a shovel to the back of the head, except there was no pain. Just white noise. Thick, oppressive confusion slamming through my skull like a migraine I didn’t see coming. I felt the blood drain from my face. My hands hung limp at my sides. And my dick—God help me—my dick didn’t get the memo, still half-hard, twitching like some stupid animal that couldn’t tell the difference between danger and desire.“What—” I started, voice raw, cracking. “What the fuck?”Miguel didn’t speak either. He just stood there, eyes locked on the man in the doorway, shoulders tense, jaw clenching harder with every breath.The man—adjusted the cuff of his sleeve, like none of this was new to him. Like barging in with a face that could break pe
MIGUEL'S POV I was going to combust.Straight up set the fucking couch on fire from how hard I was gripping the throw pillow like it had personally wronged me. My leg bounced like I was jacked up on coke, and my thumb kept dragging down my phone screen, refreshing the damn tracking app I swore I wasn’t going to check. Again.Still at Byron’s.Still.That same fucking house on that same quiet street where Seth used to go just for “training.” Now he was probably curled up under some too-expensive throw blanket with that clean-cut fucker, giggling like some Disney Channel couple while I sat here dry-mouthed and losing my fucking mind.I knew I shouldn't have left that tracker in his car.I knew it. But what the hell else was I supposed to do? Sit back like a chump and hope he'd pick me when Byron's already two years ahead in the whole good-boy, stable life race?"You're gonna blow a gasket, papi," Jeremy muttered from the corner of the couch, legs slung over the armrest like he l
SETH’S POVI should’ve known the second the door shut that it wasn’t gonna be a clean goodbye.Zenya hadn’t even been out of the house for more than a minute and already my heart was scraping itself raw in my chest, thudding like it was trying to rip out of my ribs and beat itself to death on the floor. The silence that followed after he left wasn’t peaceful, wasn’t gentle—it was screaming. It was that kind of silence that made everything feel louder.I ran a hand down my face, fingers trembling against my cheek. I hadn’t even turned fully before I heard Miguel shift behind me.That bastard had been waiting.Leaning against the wall like a fucking magazine ad, arms folded, expression unreadable, but his mouth already twitching into something bitter and knowing.I didn’t want to start a fight. Not today. Not when my whole body already felt like it had been gutted and hollowed out.But of course Miguel opened his mouth.“So,” he said, voice too casual to be real. “What now, Mallory? Gon
MIGUEL'S POVI'd parted my lips to argue, chills lined down my skin as I listened to his words. He'd shoved his cock straight against my lips, thrusting his hips forward, using my awestruck state as an opportunity.I gagged, my eyes bulging almost out of their sockets, feeling his already hard cock
.SETH'S POVUnlocking the door, I slid through the terrace and headed straight into the house, releasing a huffed breath, glancing around. I knew how bad I'd fucked up.My fingers raked through my hair, my teeth dug into my lower lip at the clean sight of the room. Jeremy had ended the party, clea
SETH“Your new captain would be Seth Mallory!” Coach cheered in the hall. Claps, whistles, and sneers came amongst the boys as I received the jersey from him, pulling it over my head, the huge "C" and my number behind the vest gleaming.A smile tilted up my lips as the boys stormed toward me, ruffl
SETH'S POV“Fuck no!” I cursed, swinging the door open only to see the room filled with people and decorations.“Surprise!” they all chanted, bursting into loud murmurs and laughter as music went on in the room. Scrunching up my nose, I glanced around in search of my sister to no avail.“Birthday b







