LOGINI hated Seth Mallory with everything I had. He hated me just as much. If he drove a knife through my heart, I’d probably thank him. That’s how it’s always been—fire and ice, rivals to the core. Until the day he found out my secret. I’m gay. He’s not. End of story, right? Except it wasn’t. Seth Mallory, my worst enemy, wasn’t just angry. He was obsessed—with me. With teasing me, taunting me, and tempting me in ways I couldn’t resist. It was all fun and games, playing with the enemy, until it wasn’t. Because Seth isn’t who I thought he was. And when the game we started spirals out of control, I’m not sure either of us will survive the fallout—on the ice or off.
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“You'll be captain this year, Miguel, and please. for the nationals, I want to see you both work together. If one of you starts a fight on the ice again, I'll bloody bench the both of you,” the coach threatened. He was pissed-four years of putting up with our crap, and I'd never seen him this worked up.
Bloody hell. Just kill me now.
I fought off every urge to roll my eyes. I bit the inside of my cheek, holding back every sarcastic comment bubbling in my head. This wasn't the time to be a smart mouth, especially after our fight cost us the first game of the season.
I hated Miguel.
It wasn't new. I hated always being second to him. I hated being stuck behind him. For all these high school years, from the first to this last one, I was second fiddle. Coming in second in everything while the golden boy with his rich daddy basked in first place. Absolute bullshit.
"Do you both hear me?" Coach asked again.
“Crystal!”
“Understood, sir!” Miguel and I chorused.
"You're both dismissed," Coach barked without so much as sparing us another glance. I grumbled, making sure to shove my shoulder aggressively into Miguel's as I headed to my locker to get ready for a bath.
My eyes followed him as he walked over to his stall. He stopped and turned around, glaring at me, his eyes wide with irritation. I didn’t look away. If he wanted to play a staring game, fine.
For some reason, amidst our dumb competition, my eyes caught his stormy blue eyes. They were the most chaotic yet captivating shade of blue I had ever seen.
He was perfectly built. We were both six-foot-four—I knew, because today was the first day of our last year, and Coach had mentioned it just that morning during roll call. Miguel had a perfect eight-pack, which wasn't surprising since he was always working out. After all, he was *captain and perfect.*
I didn't know why, but I couldn't stop staring. My eyes trailed lower, to his briefs. Of course, sharing a locker room meant I'd seen him naked plenty of times before. But why did it feel like he'd grown even more. impressive over the holidays?
He was beautiful-I had to admit it. Not just handsome, but beautiful in a way that made me uneasy. Masculine, but almost delicate. There was a mole on his thigh that made me wonder how many more were hidden… yet.
Seth, shut up. For crying out loud, relax.
My eyes darted back to his face, and there it was-a smug grin plastered across his lips.
“Done eye-fucking me, Seth?” he asked, his voice oozing with sarcasm.
"Bloody bastard. you wish," I snapped, storming into my stall. My ears were burning at the tips, embarrassed to be caught ogling. I turned on the shower and heard him do the same. My hate for him spiked by the second.
But I just couldn't get him out of my mind.
I told myself it had nothing to do with him. That it was only because I hadn't had sex in months. Heather and I'd split over the holidays; she'd met someone else and declared they were soulmates. I didn't care. I dove headlong into practice and studies, keeping busy.
Yet, here I was, my cock semi-erect, my mind flashing back to Miguel’s perfect form.
A low groan escaped me as I pumped my length, convincing myself it was only because I'd been celibate for so long. But my thoughts betrayed me—images of him filled my mind: his packs, his smooth skin, the outline of his dick in his briefs.
"Fuck… oh my fucking god," I groaned, spilling into my palm. As I leaned back against the stall door, shame washed over me.
I needed sex. And fast. There was no way I'd just jerked off while thinking about *him.*
I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around my waist. His was still running. I couldn't help but hope he'd slip, maybe crack his head or choke on bathwater.
As I went past his locker, his phone buzzed loudly. A smirk tugged at my lips. I could take his phone and mess with him-make him sweat for a bit. I grabbed it and quickly dressed.
The phone buzzed again. I let out a frustrated sigh at the incessant beeping and unlocked it; I had seen him put in his password a thousand times.
The messages caught my eye.
“Babe, coming yet?”
“Taking forever, babe.”
“I am at your house; your roommate grilled me before allowing me in.”
I don't know why, but it annoyed me. He had a lover? I'd never seen him with anyone. Of course, the golden boy would keep his personal life squeaky clean for the public, while secretly having someone. But why was I agitated?
Then I saw the next message.
“I’m hard.”
What?
A picture popped up, and I froze. There was a man's arm wrapped around a cock, balls cupped, the mirror reflecting everything but his face.
My heart was racing. I scrolled further, and more messages, more pictures appeared. My chest tightened as the realization dawned on me.
The voice in one of the clips stopped me cold. It was Miguel. He was moaning and groaning and whimpering.
"Why the bloody fuck do you have my phone?" Miguel's voice boomed as he stormed toward me. He sna tched it from my hand, his glare sending chills down my spine. Finally, the expression I’d longed to see—shock, panic, vulnerability. Six years of knowing him and I'd never seen him look so undone. The Adam's apple bobbed nervously as the sound of his moans echoed from the phone.
“Miguel…” I drawled, shocked but pleased. “You’re a bloody fag. You’re gay!”
SETH’S POV“He’s here!” Miguel screamed. As soon as he’d heard the screeching of tires right outside the rink, my blood boiled from rage and fear as I yanked his arm backwards, slamming his back against the wall, my palms covering his mouth.“No… you keep your voice down until I see it’s him,” I warned sternly, my eyes narrowed back towards the entrance.“Miguel?” Zenya’s curt voice called out, although still sounded just as cold and irritating to me. I sure wouldn’t miss the fact that it had a hint of fear to them!“It’s you,” I responded, pulling my palms off Miguel’s lips.He rushed towards Zenya, eyes scanning through his entire body slowly and gently as though searching for any trace of injury.“You… were you hurt?” Miguel asked, his eyes bulging out of their sockets as I approached them, holding my breath as well.“I’m not. But there’s a little trouble—let’s get outta here first,” Zenya asserted hastily, eyes darting around as though waiting for someone to jump out in the shadow
MIGUEL’S POV I’d barely escaped home without Zenya—my half-brother—noticing. I’d been locked up, my phone had been confiscated. He’d been watching me like a bloodhound all day. The only reason I’d been able to escape was none other than the fact he was on some sort of sneaky snappy call that he’d decided to take in his car, and then he’d driven off to Lord knows where.I tried searching for my phone but realized pretty quick it was a waste of time. I’d rushed to meet my so-called boyfriend, and what was I getting? A view of his best friend pecking him… on the bloody lips, and him pulling Jeremy into an embrace like his bloody life depended on it.“Miguel?” he called out, rushing towards me, only to keep his stride calm, getting to five steps by my side… oh, I almost forgot—we were still enemies to everyone and apparently, he was still straight.“I’m leaving, Seth,” I deadpanned bitterly, trying to keep my voice flat and my face straight as I turned away from him. I was bloody seethi
.SETH'S POV.It started when Miguel didn’t show up to morning drill.I woke up in a haze, dragged myself to school like every other day, still trying to shake off the guilt of the night before. My body moved on autopilot, but my mind? My mind was glued to Miguel. To what I’d done. What I’d said. What Jeremy had said. What I couldn’t take back.I kept checking my phone, fingers trembling every time I unlocked the damn screen. Nothing. My last message was delivered. My last call? Ignored. He’d blocked me. I felt it. Something in my gut twisted every time I stared at that blank profile picture. Miguel had blocked me.He wasn’t in class either. I sat in the back, jittery, my eyes flickering toward the door every five seconds like some desperate idiot. But he never walked in. Not the first period. Not second. Not even for practice.Coach kept pacing, muttering about how our star runner had gone ghost. The rest of the team cracked jokes, some even wondering if Miguel had finally snapped. I
JEREMY’S POVI didn’t know how long I’d been sitting there.The bottle was half gone. My shirt stuck to my back. The pizza next to me had gone cold two hours ago, maybe more. I didn’t care.My eyes burned. But I hadn’t cried.Not yet.I just… sat. Sat in Ethan’s guest room, lights off, just me and the silence and the heavy weight in my chest that wouldn’t let me breathe right.He chose him.Seth fucking chose Miguel .After all the years. After everything we’d been through. After every time I picked him up when he fell. After every night he called me crying. After every time I held him and never said the words that were chewing holes in my throat.I never said it. Because I thought he knew .Because I thought maybe, deep down, he felt it too .But he didn’t.Because if he did—he wouldn’t have chosen him .I swallowed hard and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand.Felt sick. My chest ached like someone had taken a hammer to it.I opened that damn app. The hookup one. The one I s
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