LOGINI hated Seth Mallory with everything I had. He hated me just as much. If he drove a knife through my heart, I’d probably thank him. That’s how it’s always been—fire and ice, rivals to the core. Until the day he found out my secret. I’m gay. He’s not. End of story, right? Except it wasn’t. Seth Mallory, my worst enemy, wasn’t just angry. He was obsessed—with me. With teasing me, taunting me, and tempting me in ways I couldn’t resist. It was all fun and games, playing with the enemy, until it wasn’t. Because Seth isn’t who I thought he was. And when the game we started spirals out of control, I’m not sure either of us will survive the fallout—on the ice or off.
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“You'll be captain this year, Miguel, and please. for the nationals, I want to see you both work together. If one of you starts a fight on the ice again, I'll bloody bench the both of you,” the coach threatened. He was pissed-four years of putting up with our crap, and I'd never seen him this worked up.
Bloody hell. Just kill me now.
I fought off every urge to roll my eyes. I bit the inside of my cheek, holding back every sarcastic comment bubbling in my head. This wasn't the time to be a smart mouth, especially after our fight cost us the first game of the season.
I hated Miguel.
It wasn't new. I hated always being second to him. I hated being stuck behind him. For all these high school years, from the first to this last one, I was second fiddle. Coming in second in everything while the golden boy with his rich daddy basked in first place. Absolute bullshit.
"Do you both hear me?" Coach asked again.
“Crystal!”
“Understood, sir!” Miguel and I chorused.
"You're both dismissed," Coach barked without so much as sparing us another glance. I grumbled, making sure to shove my shoulder aggressively into Miguel's as I headed to my locker to get ready for a bath.
My eyes followed him as he walked over to his stall. He stopped and turned around, glaring at me, his eyes wide with irritation. I didn’t look away. If he wanted to play a staring game, fine.
For some reason, amidst our dumb competition, my eyes caught his stormy blue eyes. They were the most chaotic yet captivating shade of blue I had ever seen.
He was perfectly built. We were both six-foot-four—I knew, because today was the first day of our last year, and Coach had mentioned it just that morning during roll call. Miguel had a perfect eight-pack, which wasn't surprising since he was always working out. After all, he was *captain and perfect.*
I didn't know why, but I couldn't stop staring. My eyes trailed lower, to his briefs. Of course, sharing a locker room meant I'd seen him naked plenty of times before. But why did it feel like he'd grown even more. impressive over the holidays?
He was beautiful-I had to admit it. Not just handsome, but beautiful in a way that made me uneasy. Masculine, but almost delicate. There was a mole on his thigh that made me wonder how many more were hidden… yet.
Seth, shut up. For crying out loud, relax.
My eyes darted back to his face, and there it was-a smug grin plastered across his lips.
“Done eye-fucking me, Seth?” he asked, his voice oozing with sarcasm.
"Bloody bastard. you wish," I snapped, storming into my stall. My ears were burning at the tips, embarrassed to be caught ogling. I turned on the shower and heard him do the same. My hate for him spiked by the second.
But I just couldn't get him out of my mind.
I told myself it had nothing to do with him. That it was only because I hadn't had sex in months. Heather and I'd split over the holidays; she'd met someone else and declared they were soulmates. I didn't care. I dove headlong into practice and studies, keeping busy.
Yet, here I was, my cock semi-erect, my mind flashing back to Miguel’s perfect form.
A low groan escaped me as I pumped my length, convincing myself it was only because I'd been celibate for so long. But my thoughts betrayed me—images of him filled my mind: his packs, his smooth skin, the outline of his dick in his briefs.
"Fuck… oh my fucking god," I groaned, spilling into my palm. As I leaned back against the stall door, shame washed over me.
I needed sex. And fast. There was no way I'd just jerked off while thinking about *him.*
I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around my waist. His was still running. I couldn't help but hope he'd slip, maybe crack his head or choke on bathwater.
As I went past his locker, his phone buzzed loudly. A smirk tugged at my lips. I could take his phone and mess with him-make him sweat for a bit. I grabbed it and quickly dressed.
The phone buzzed again. I let out a frustrated sigh at the incessant beeping and unlocked it; I had seen him put in his password a thousand times.
The messages caught my eye.
“Babe, coming yet?”
“Taking forever, babe.”
“I am at your house; your roommate grilled me before allowing me in.”
I don't know why, but it annoyed me. He had a lover? I'd never seen him with anyone. Of course, the golden boy would keep his personal life squeaky clean for the public, while secretly having someone. But why was I agitated?
Then I saw the next message.
“I’m hard.”
What?
A picture popped up, and I froze. There was a man's arm wrapped around a cock, balls cupped, the mirror reflecting everything but his face.
My heart was racing. I scrolled further, and more messages, more pictures appeared. My chest tightened as the realization dawned on me.
The voice in one of the clips stopped me cold. It was Miguel. He was moaning and groaning and whimpering.
"Why the bloody fuck do you have my phone?" Miguel's voice boomed as he stormed toward me. He sna tched it from my hand, his glare sending chills down my spine. Finally, the expression I’d longed to see—shock, panic, vulnerability. Six years of knowing him and I'd never seen him look so undone. The Adam's apple bobbed nervously as the sound of his moans echoed from the phone.
“Miguel…” I drawled, shocked but pleased. “You’re a bloody fag. You’re gay!”
JEREMY'S POV I didn’t think it’d be this easy to like him.That was the problem.I kept telling myself he wasn’t Zenya, but he looked like him. He moved like him. Talked with that same deep, deliberate voice. Same tilt of the head when he asked a question, same half-lidded gaze that always made my pulse tick faster. But Viktor smiled more. He let me talk. He listened. He didn’t crowd me like Zenya did, didn’t hold the silence like a noose, didn’t make me earn every crumb of affection.I knew I was supposed to be careful, supposed to draw some line in the sand, but I didn’t. I listened. I laughed. I even fucking encouraged him. I told him Miguel would love him once he stopped flinching at the idea. Told him family finds its way. Told him it wasn’t his fault, that Miguel just didn’t know what to do with someone new yet. Told him everything I shouldn’t have, because the whole time I was thinking—what the fuck am I doing? And still, I kept talking.We ended up walking through the
SETH'S POV I stared down at the phone like it’d grown fangs. The video was still paused, black screen taunting me with everything I couldn’t unsee, couldn’t unhear. My grip tightened around the beer bottle in my other hand, the glass slick with condensation. Miguel didn’t say anything, just leaned back against the counter like he hadn’t just set a fucking nuclear bomb off in Zenya’s chest with that little digital delivery. I handed him the phone silently, still reeling.Jeremy’s laugh drifted in from the porch—light, stupidly sweet. Like nothing was wrong. Like he hadn’t just cracked reality open with a kiss that wasn’t meant for Zenya but felt like it still was . Viktor was out there with him now, "catching up." That was what Jeremy had called it, like they were old friends, not two pieces of the same fucked-up puzzle suddenly fitting way too well.I rubbed the back of my neck, nerves prickling under my skin. “You sure that was… not a bit much?” My voice came out too soft. Careful
ZENYA’S POV. Steam clung to my skin as I stepped out of the bathroom, bare feet sinking into the cold marble like it owed me comfort. It didn’t. Nothing fucking did. I wiped a hand down my face, over my jaw, through my hair. The silence of the room was deafening, the kind of silence that made you want to scream just to prove you weren’t dead yet. I didn’t scream. I’d done enough of that today—with bullets, not words. Christ, it was past two in the goddamn morning. I hadn’t even had time to think, not really. They’d sworn me in hours ago—Pakhan. Official. Locked in. A title that had been looming since I could form a fist and make someone bleed with it. And today, I used it. Used it like a goddamn guillotine. Blood on the rugs. Blood on my shirt. Eyes wide. Mouths begging. Betrayers buried. Benito should’ve been there.Benito should’ve lived.But he hadn’t. Grade one tumor. Slow kill. A death I saw coming for months and still—still—it fucking broke me. And yet, it wasn’t his de
JEREMY’S POV What?No—no, what?I blinked hard, staring at the man in front of me, then back at Miguel, hoping like hell someone would laugh, slap me on the back and say just kidding . But no one did. Because no one was kidding.Zenya’s twin.The words hit me like a shovel to the back of the head, except there was no pain. Just white noise. Thick, oppressive confusion slamming through my skull like a migraine I didn’t see coming. I felt the blood drain from my face. My hands hung limp at my sides. And my dick—God help me—my dick didn’t get the memo, still half-hard, twitching like some stupid animal that couldn’t tell the difference between danger and desire.“What—” I started, voice raw, cracking. “What the fuck?”Miguel didn’t speak either. He just stood there, eyes locked on the man in the doorway, shoulders tense, jaw clenching harder with every breath.The man—adjusted the cuff of his sleeve, like none of this was new to him. Like barging in with a face that could break pe
Seth’s POVI was breathing too hard.Was this right?I couldn’t fucking tell. I couldn’t think. My brain was shot, buzzing, torn in two. But my body—my body was on fire. Starved.Miguel.I needed Miguel. I needed something. Anything. Someone who looked like him, moved like him, fucking breathed lik
The air in the rink was cold as hell, but it didn’t matter. Seth's mouth was hot on mine.It started the second I slammed the locker room door shut. No words. Just hands. Teeth. I grabbed the collar of his jacket, pulled him into me like I was starved and he was the last fucking breath I’d ever tak
SETH’S POVI woke up with my face shoved deep into Miguel’s neck, our legs twisted, my cock still half-hard against his thigh, and his arm locked around my waist like a goddamn shackle.And just like always, it was all fucking good… too good.Too easy to fall into.I shut my eyes again, then opened
JEREMY'S POVIt fucking hurts too much, my body had grown stiff, cold to the touch. Whatever painkiller or whatever drug was given to steer off my total numbness was gradually fading away as the doctor stitched me up, and my head was a bloody mess. It banged. Like it had been split open with a fuck
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