25. This isn't him

Noah's p.o.v

I couldn't sleep the whole night because of fear, her cries and words were piercing my heart like a knife over and over again, I knew I had hurt her, I was the jerk, asshole, bastard that deserved to die, I really wanted to talk to her, to tell her how much I was regretting ever hurting her, she was a good person, I was so surprised when she striped off my clothes to help me bath,  and when she looked at my cock in a shy way I couldn't help but notice how beautiful she was, I tried not to show it at all. 

I was so afraid of her request, she wanted a divorce from me when I didn't want that, yes at first I married her because of the guilt I felt but now I really wanted her to stay by my side, I wanted her, not as someone who wanted to redeem himself, but a