LOGIN“I will be back, Raffy. And I hope that by the time we see each other again, you will have already made the smartest and best decision. And you already know what that is.”
Raffy's hold on his fork had tightened as he kept remembering those words Andrew had said before he left.
'Who does he think he is to tell me what to do? Make the smartest and best decision? I already did it by not letting him buy our land and telling him to leave!'
He shook his head. It'd been ten years, and he thought Andrew would have already changed for the better, especially after everything he'd been through. But disappointedly, that wasn't the case at all.
Andrew was still the same arrogant and self-centered alpha.
"Are you okay, Dad?"
Raffy got pulled out of his deep thoughts after hearing his son's voice.
He looked at Lance, whose forehead had turned into a knot.
"You seem out of it, Dad," Lance added, then asked him again, "Is it because of that stranger a while ago? What did he tell you?"
He smiled at his son and patted his head. "I'm fine. And don't worry about that stranger. He won't be back."
But Lance could tell he was lying. "Is he a bad guy?"
When he couldn't answer, Lance asked once more. "Is he asking us to leave?"
The sadness and fear in his son's voice were very clear, and it made Raffy's heart clench in pain.
He hated that he let Lance feel that way. He hated that he couldn't assure his son that everything was going to be okay, hated that his words weren't enough to make Lance feel safe and at ease.
He hated feeling like he was not good enough to be a good father.
'You will be a good father, Raffy.'
He smiled bitterly at that thought.
He wanted to believe those words. After all, it came from someone who has never and will never lie to him—Lancy, his son's mother.
But with everything that was happening in their life at that moment, and upon seeing Lance's reaction, believing that he was a good father was hard for him to do.
"Do we have to leave our house, Dad?"
"No," he answered instantly. "We are not leaving. No one in this place is leaving, son. This is our home, and no one will take it away from us. I won't let that happen."
Hope started to fill Lance's face, and it made Raffy's heart swell in happiness.
"Promise?"
Raffy let go of the fork he was holding to touch his son's cheek, gently caressing it. He smiled at the boy and replied, "Promise."
Lance smiled at him, finally content with the answer he gave.
His son continued to eat heartily after that, while Raffy still couldn't stop thinking about Andrew. Remembering the alpha's smug expression made him want to punch something.
Eating with his son has always been his favorite thing to do. But at that moment, he couldn't find it to enjoy himself because all he could ever think about was Andrew.
After what felt like an agonizing dinner—he never thought a day would come where he would describe a dinner with his son as agonizing—Lance finally went to his room to sleep, while Raffy stayed to do a deep cleaning, which he usually only does every Sunday. But because he needed to do something to get his mind off of Andrew, he decided that it's never wrong to clean the house thoroughly at eight in the evening.
But no matter how much he tried to occupy his mind with something else, it always went back to Andrew, and it was frustrating the hell out of him.
Even while he was showering, and even when he busied himself with inventory and bookkeeping, Andrew had always found a way to pester his mind. Until he finally gave up and decided to head to bed instead, thinking that a sleep would probably fix his brain's obsession with Andrew.
But no, it did not. In fact, it was what made him unable to sleep.
After tossing and turning so many times, Andrew sat and screamed in silence while also tugging his hair out of frustration.
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Get the fuck out of my head, you stupid, arrogant, motherfucking alpha!"
He heaved, then went back to lying down again in a rough manner, making his bed shake a little.
He scowled at the ceiling, still cursing Andrew in silence.
Why did he have to come back? Why now when he's already doing alright? Why now when his life was already back on the right track?
Why did Andrew have to show up again when he'd already moved on from their past, when he's got Lance now to think of and take care of?
In the past, being near and being connected to Andrew had always put him into jeopardy. It made him and his life miserable. And it seemed that Andrew was about to do it again.
So, before Andrew destroys him for the second time, he needed to put a stop to it already. He wouldn't allow Andrew to have power over him again.
He will do everything he can to drive Andrew out of his life.
He was the one who walked away before. This time, Andrew would be the one giving up and leaving.
It has been two weeks since Andrew decided to leave Maplewood District and go back to the city, living again in his original home.There were so many times that the words coming out of his mouth were totally different from his actions. But this time, he was determined to fulfill what he had said to Raffy.It was hard, especially after he finally got a little closer to Lance. There were instances that he almost got tempted to go back to the district, but with great determination, and with Sally's intervention, he never made it.But the time has arrived for him to face Raffy once again.They were on their way to the same hotel in the Maplewood District for a formal negotiation meeting, and yes, Raffy will be there.Andrew was nervous. He was restless. He couldn't stay still. He was trying not to look like he was, but he was failing completely.Sally, who was sitting in the passenger seat and was looking at him through the rearview mirror, couldn't take it anymore."Will you please relax
After a deep and peaceful sleep, Raffy finally awakened.The dimly lit room greeted him the moment he opened his eyes. He turned around and laid his back on the soft mattress, causing him to groan. His entire body was in pain. It felt like he had been run over by something huge and heavy.It was a familiar pain and scenario, one that had been resurging in his memories since he met Andrew again.Speaking of Andrew, Raffy wasn't feeling his presence next to him anymore. When he opened his eyes, the alpha was nowhere to be seen inside his room as well.He had a hangover. His head was aching alongside his body. And yet he could not pay attention to it because all he could think about was the stupid mistake he had committed last night with Andrew.Several curses flew inside his head. He kept blaming himself, calling himself stupid and reckless. He wanted to drive himself over the wall, hoping it would change what already happened. But that was beyond impossible.So the only thing he did w
One hour. That was how long Andrew had been staring at Raffy, who was still deeply asleep.It had been more than twenty minutes since Andrew woke up. And from the moment Andrew opened his eyes and saw Raffy beside him, Andrew never took his eyes off him.Memories of what happened between them played inside Andrew's head like a broken record. All the words they had said to each other, all the moaning and the screaming, the caressing, and every single movement Andrew had made; he remembered it all.From Raffy's face, Andrew's eyes went down to Raffy's neck and to his chest. Although half of Raffy's naked body was covered with the sheet, Andrew knew it was in the same state as the beta's upper body. It was filled with bite and suction marks.Andrew swore he felt guilty. But at the same time, the fucked-up side of his head was turned on by how many marks he had left on Raffy's body, and proud of how many times he had made Raffy cum.Andrew finally took his gaze off Raffy and softly cursed
Raffy's drunk ass couldn't comprehend what exactly he was doing.He was only supposed to get Andrew to be quiet. But as time passed by, the longer their lips were against each other, his reasoning started to get blurry.He was kissing Andrew now, simply because it felt good......Or maybe it could be because he was drunk. It was probably just the alcohol acting up. After all, he was not a big drinker of alcohol, as it always made him do embarrassing things. And he also has a very low alcohol tolerance. Five glasses were enough to make him forget his rational thoughts and morals, making him lose his inhibitions.In fact, the reason why he got caught up with Andrew in the first place was because he got his stupid ass drunk.After the last time he saw Andrew, he vowed to himself to never put himself into that situation again. And yet, here he was, doing the exact same thing he did years ago.He was giving himself to Andrew again.A quiet voice was telling Raffy that he would surely regre
It was eight in the evening when heavy rain began to lash against the glass window of Andrew's office.Andrew leaned back in his swivel chair, tossing the folder that was filled with financial reports onto his desk.He should have been done reviewing the financial reports a couple of hours ago, but his mind wasn't on the numbers.'Have you tried questioning yourself about how you really feel about me? Because the way I see it, it seems like you are already on the borderline of being obsessed with me... again.'Raffy's words were replayed inside his head for what felt like a hundredth time.He hated that they bothered him.More than that, he hated that they weren't entirely wrong.He had bought the building beside Raffy's bookstore. He had relocated his office to Maplewood. He kept finding reasons to see Raffy.Obsession?Andrew refused to call it that.He was simply...Andrew sighed roughly.In the end, he still couldn't find the right word to call whatever he was doing.A flash of li
Raffy felt like he was dreaming.Hell, even in a dream, it still felt and sounded unreal.Andrew apologizing? That was a scene he never thought he would ever get the chance to see in this lifetime. And yet, it was exactly what was happening right now.Andrew frowned. "What's with that reaction? You make it seem like I don't apologize.""But you don't," Raffy immediately answered. "I never heard you say those words.""Just because you haven't seen me do it doesn't mean I don't do it.""So, when have you done it? When have you ever apologized to someone you wronged?" he asked in a challenge. "Was it when Maximino and his family—"Raffy stopped when he realized what was about to come out of his mouth. That was a very sensitive topic for Andrew.Even if he loathes the guy, he wouldn't do a cruel thing such as reminding him of the most painful and the darkest part of his life.Andrew was an asshole, and he was not like him. He was not that kind of person."Yes. I apologized to Maximino. An
Despite telling himself so many times that he needed to stop thinking too much about Raffy and instead think of what he should be doing for his project to finally start, Andrew couldn't take his mind off of Raffy. Even after busying himself, the moment he wasn't occupied, even if it was only for
Andrew felt like his world had stopped spinning. It's like time has been paused. He was lost for words, and his gaze zeroed in on the man in front of him—the one he had so many memories about and had tried to bury.“Andrew…” he heard Raffy, looking equally shocked, utter.It had been so long since
The present...Raffy grinned, leaning against the counter as he watched and listened to the group of elementary-schoolers arguing over which book was better.One of the four children, a young boy, asked one of the girls, "How did you know that book is better than this one when you haven't even read
Ten years ago...Raffy didn't know how long he had been just staring at his reflection in the mirror. What he knew was that it had been too long, that he had to stop now, or else he was going to be late for his flight.He glanced at his wristwatch. His flight was at three p.m., and it was already t







