Selena’s POV
Friday. September 22, 2022.
‘’Congratulations, Mrs. Henderson. You’re three weeks pregnant.’’
My mind instantly blanked out as the doctor stretches his hand forward with the pregnancy report.
‘’Mrs. Henderson?’’
‘’Y-Yes...’’ A shaky breath leaves my lips as I answer with a stutter, snapping out my daze. My eyes zone on the paper and my fingers trembles slightly as I take the pregnancy report.
My gaze lower to the paper where it indicated my pregnancy and truly, I am three weeks pregnant. A wave of strong emotions clashes over me as I tear up at the glaring evidence.
I have been with a child for three weeks.
‘’Are you alright, Mrs. Henderson?’’ The doctor calls out with uncertainty. Perhaps to him, my reaction to the pregnancy was not what he expected from a married woman.
‘’Y-Yes, I’m fine, doctor.’’ I sniff up my pooling tears, and raise my head with a forced smile. ‘’It’s just....shocking to hear.’’
Indeed, quite a shocking one.
‘’I can understand.’’ The doctor offers a consoling smile and did not ask further question to my reactions which I appreciated.
For the rest of my time in the gynecology unit, I half-heartedly listened to the advice of the doctor, and also about my next appointment before leaving the hospital in a daze.
‘...Pregnant...’ The word echoes in my mind again and again. I was pregnant with a child...Jared’s child....my mate.
A mate who loathed my existence.
‘’.....’’
I let out a quiet sigh, staring up at the blue sky at the entrance of the hospital.
‘’Mother will protect you, my child.’’ I mumble under my breath with my hand gently over my lower belly. Just the thought of my mate hating this child’s existence because of me heightened my protective instincts.
Although, I still had second thoughts that Jared may soften his heart at the announcement of his unborn child. Even my family and the pack members....I truly hope they could soften their hearts from the past and move forward with this child as their future Alpha.
Growl
‘’Haha...’’ I release a small chuckle at the growl in my head. My sudden smile attracted some weird glances but I paid no heed to them when my werewolf who rarely growled, finally announced her existence.
Her protective feelings aligned with mine, and I instinctively knew that she also would protect our unborn child from any harm.
‘’I should go back to the university for my evening class.’’ With that, I left the hospital in a fairly good mood with the pregnancy report in my bag.
****
‘’So...I assume you’re ready to spill the beans, Lena.’’
In the car with my two friends, I sat in the back seat with one in passenger seat and the other in the driver seat.
‘’.....’’
‘’The perfect A student and fav of all lecturers came quite late to class.’’ The one in the driver seat, Stephanie Wallace, glances at me in the rearview mirror. ‘’ Are you going to remain quiet or should I force it out from you?’’ She arches an eyebrow with a look that said she was not backing down from this.
‘’Steph....’’
‘’Zip it, Logan.’’ She clips back at her boyfriend on the passenger seat, and focus her hazel eyes on the traffic light that still shone red. ‘’Lena has been acting quiet weird for a long time now, and she’s not telling us anything. This is the first time you came late to class and I just want to know if my best friend’s doing okay.’’
These two were Stephanie Wallace and Logan Finnes.
Two friends who have been with me from the beginning of our first year as business majors. Stephanie was the very outgoing yet mischievous type. She has a sharp yet blunt mouth and very strong headed.
Logan was the opposite. Quite a nerd and very reserved just like me. When these two opposites announced their relationship at the end of first year, I was very shocked because they were like fire and water, always arguing and picking on each other.
Enemies to lovers.
That popular trope was the fitting label of their relationship as friends yet not friends.
‘’...I found my mate.’’ I announce to them, and the car remained silent for a moment before Stephanie spoke up.
‘’Really? Congrats, Lena! This is good news!’’ She turns her head to me with a wide grin. ‘’I’ve been wondering how to ask since you’re past eighteen and twenty now.’’
‘’Congrats, Lena.’’ Logan also offers his congratulations with a small smile.
That’s right.
These two knew that I am werewolf. To be more accurate, Stephanie is half-werewolf; born to a human and a werewolf, and her mate is Logan, a human boyfriend.
Werewolves have been discovered to have human mates, so a very small percentage of the human population can be said to be aware of the existence of werewolves.
‘’I just found that I am pregnant and my mate hates me.’’ I reveal everything in one breath and did not have the courage to look at their expression. My eyes remain on the neighboring car through the window, but clouded with some past memories.
I did not want to see my best friends’ pity for my situation.
‘’.....’’
‘’.....’’
‘’Wait, Wait, Wait....’’ Stephanie tries to laugh at my words as though it was a joke. ‘’Repeat what you said Lena. You’re pregnant and your mate hates you? Logan, honey, I did not hear gibberish right?’
I remain quiet, not answering the question.
‘’Selena Monroe, look me in the eye and tell me you are not joking, sweetie.’’
‘’.....’’
‘’Selena.’’
I let out a sigh, knowing that I have to talk, especially with Stephanie around.
‘’I found my mate two years ago on my birthday, but he hates me.’’ I turn my gaze to my best friends, though avoided their curious eyes, and recite some minor part of that incident. ‘’You two know that I’ve been throwing up for quite a while and suggested I should go to a hospital. Well, I did after our morning class and found out that I’m pregnant with my mate’s child.’’
‘’....Your mate, is he a normal werewolf?’’ Stephanie carefully ask with concern eyes.
‘’He’s an Alpha.’’ I immediately reveal in a dull tone. ‘’You both know that I’m a beta female.’’
‘’......’’
‘’......’’
My gaze remained lowered, feeling the stares of my two best friends. Perhaps they expected more of the story, but I wasn’t ready to tell them yet. I didn’t want to them to blame for a crime I did not commit like my family, Jared and the pack member had done.
‘’Can you...’’
*Beep*
‘’Hey! The light has turned green already!’’ My ears twitch at the man screaming from behind Stephanie’s car.
‘’Oh, shut up.’’ Stephanie growls under her breath as she sits properly on the driver’s seat. This time, I hear the sound of the gear and realized that Stephanie had parked the car on the busy road before the traffic light.
Yup, this was definitely Stephanie Wallace.
‘’We’ll talk when you’re ready to tell us.’’ The car accelerates forward along with her words. ‘’Your mental health and the baby are our main priority.’’
‘’......’’
‘’Just know that I and Logan are here you and the baby, alright? If things get hard, you have the key to our home, don’t you?’’ I sense Stephanie’s glances, probably from rearview mirror and my eyes tear up at her words.
‘’Hm....’’ My voice chokes with sobs, and I wipe my fallen tears with the sleeves of my wool sweater. My ears prick up at a ruffling sound and then, I feel something light on lap.
When I lower my teary gaze, a colored handkerchief entered my sight, and I didn’t need a guess that this was the action of the quiet Logan.
‘’Thank you...’’ I whisper in sobs, appreciating them deeply from my heart. I couldn’t imagine how hard it could have been if I was alone with no one to share my problems with.
The taxi rattles along the empty road, headlights cutting through the darkness as we left the city behind. My phone buzzes on my hand, and I look down to see more messages from the wild rogue.‘’Keep heading north on county road 86.’’ I read out the messages to the taxi driver. ‘’There should be a new turn somewhere, take it.’’The taxi driver glances at me through the rearview mirror, his eyebrows furrowing slightly at my words, but said nothing.Minutes stretch like hours before a new turn appears on the way, the road barely lit by a single streetlamp.*Where to next?*I send another message to the wild rogue as the taxi driver found the new turn, the vehicle jolting over potholes and the sound of gravel crunching underneath the tyres.After sending that message, I go over my chat with Jared, still finding no reply from him yet. He had requested for the phone number the Rogue Alpha had used to communicate with me, the same number I have been using to communicate with the wild rogue n
‘’Selena wait.’’Right after the call ended, I did not waste time in leaving the Alpha’s office. Jared tried to stop me on the way out, but I ignored him.Outside the pack house during the sunset, he quickly blocked my path.‘’Out of my way.’’ I glare at him.‘’You can’t go to him without a plan.’’‘’Seriously?’’ I scoff at his words. ‘’Our pup is either dead or alive and all you care about is some stupid plan!’’‘’What if he kills you?’’‘’Then I die as long as the two omegas bring Lucian back alive.’’ I tell him without hesitation. Lucian’s safety was all that mattered to me and nothing else.Not even my own life.‘’What if no one makes it back alive, Selena?’’ He carries on.‘’Stop being negativity here, Jared.’’ I nearly yell because his words were becoming more and more infuriating. ‘’This is our son’s life we’re talking about.’’How could he say that Lucian might not make it back alive?‘’I am trying to be rational here.’’ He defends his words.‘’Well, your so-called rationality
‘’Have you gotten anything yet?’’ On the edge of my seat, I ask Jared for the umpteenth time in the alpha’s office of the pack house. It’s been thirty minutes since I arrived at the office, and it’s almost 6:00pm on the dot. Lucian’s circumstances were still unknown and that made me very anxious to the core.‘’...Nothing yet, Selena.’’ He replies from his own seat.‘’Well, are you trying enough?” I was already frustrated that Jared has been telling me nothing yet for the past hours.‘’I have informed the elder council and other packs, Selena.’’ He tells me. ‘’No one has called back, yet.’’‘’Then we should just do nothing and wait?!’’‘’......’’I let out a small scoff at his silence that pretty much answered my question. I was very upset that we were doing absolutely nothing, and just waiting for any call, while Lucian was somewhere goddess knows where.Before now, the pack members had called for Jared under my orders, and I explained everything to him starting from Lucian’s school b
Fortunately, the house wasn’t too far from the pack’s elementary school. Gazes and whispers poured my way from the pack members as usual, and some of them stepped forward to ask Evelyn if everything was alright like I was threatening her or something, but I just didn’t care about them at the moment.*Knock**Knock*Evelyn knocked a door to one of the houses here. A moment later, the door swings open and a familiar face comes out.Tiffany?I was a bit taken back to know that this was her house.Was the sick classmate her son?But it does not seem like she’s marked, judging from her clear neck.Tiffany glances my way for a moment.‘’How can I can help you?’’ She asks Evelyn.‘’Miss Tiffany—‘’‘’Is Lucian here?’’ I cut in, not patient enough for the pleasantries. ‘’Miss Evelyn says the future Alpha came here with a sick classmate and I want to know if he’s still here.’’Tiffany holds my gaze for a moment.‘’He left some time ago.’’ She replies.What?Lucian left some time ago?Why did I f
Tears blurred my vision as I clutch the letter in my trembling hand, shaky breath escaping my lips. I read these four letters over and over again with the papers getting soaked from my tears.Sienna did this?She did this to me?That Sienna betrayed me this much, and not only me, everyone in the pack!She lied that night, and I actually thought she was the innocent one out of this. I never expressed my hate once for her because I felt she did not deserve the unjustified hate. I might have expressed my complicated feelings towards her, but never hate.And now, I get this?I get this for not doubting her?These heart-shattering secrets from her?!Mine wasn’t even the least of it. She had deceived everyone in the pack and worst of all, Jared.Their pup, or rather Sienna and the Rogue Alpha’s pup.Jared didn’t even know the pup wasn’t his. I am certain he has never suspected once. Even I never suspected she could have done something like this.The night passes on, but I remain awake, readi
*I sensed him outside the border during a sleepover and I secretly went there. I was very disappointed to find that he was a rogue at first, but I didn’t mind, Selena. He was my mate, the one I have been dreaming of for many years.I even planned to migrate from the pack to the human society with him after school like other pack members with their rogue mates. I knew our parents would support any decision of my choice.If you remember, I had sleepovers at Emma’s or Blaire’s many times at some point. I was meeting him secretly in the forest under the guise of sleepovers.A border warrior was my accomplice because I told him about my rogue mate. He promised to hide my secret until I told everyone and helped me in meeting my mate.We talked. We laughed. We explored the forest in our werewolves together. Everything was perfect and so magical like a dream come true, Selena. I told him everything about myself and family, and he told me about himself. A rogue born from another rogue, and wor