LOGINKOOKIE:
I wake up with the worst bellyache, and I already know what it means. It has been a month since that night with Levi, and as a doctor, I do not need a test to confirm that I am pregnant, but I find myself in front of the bathroom mirror, clutching the pregnancy test kit in trembling hands, praying I am wrong.
Peeing into a cup, I dip the stick in and wait, my heart hammering against my ribs. The seconds stretch endlessly, and when I finally gather the courage to look, my stomach drops as two bold lines glare back at me.
My legs give out, and I crash onto the floor with my hands still clutching the stick. Tears spill down my cheeks as I beat myself up for not taking a pill. I was too shaken after that night to even think of taking one. But this is worse, and I wish I could go back to prevent it.
Maybe he will change and call off the engagement when he hears this. The thought slithers into my mind, and I try to shake it off, but the reality of raising a child alone as an eighteen-year-old clouds my mind, and it sounds worse.
Levi has to know, I say to myself, summoning the last of my strength to get up.
I throw on casual clothes and head downstairs.
My parents have been giving me space ever since Levi got engaged, thinking I need time to heal. Little do they know, they are about to become grandparents. My mother has barely let me lift a finger—laundry, meals, even errands have been handled for me, but today, I have to face Levi myself.
By the time I reach the Alpha’s mansion, I am almost suffocated by anxiety as I wonder how Levi will react. I imagine him throwing me out, or worse, denying he had anything to do with me. My thoughts are taken aback by the decorations littered everywhere. It is like there has been a celebration as there are golden banners, floral arches, empty champagne glasses lining the tables.
I feel a bit hurt, as the Luna would usually invite me to a feast, but I push it away from my mind and try to focus. Pushing through the front doors, I make my way toward Levi’s chambers, but the moment I turn down the hallway, two guards step into my path.
“Ma’am, we are sorry, but you cannot go any further,” one says, standing firm.
I narrow my eyes. “That’s ridiculous. I need to see Levi.”
Neither of them moves, and I exhale sharply, thinking of the best way to get past them.
“Well, that’s strange, since he sent for me.”
They exchange glances.
“I’m a doctor, and he asked me to check something—discreetly.” I lower my voice just enough to sound convincing. “Unless you want to be the reason the Alpha’s condition gets worse?”
The second guard shifts uncomfortably. “He didn’t say anything about—”
“Oh, of course he didn’t.” I scoff. “It’s private. Do you think he announces every little thing to his guards? He specifically told me to come alone.” I fold my arms, tapping my foot impatiently. “Now, are you going to let me do my job, or do I have to explain to Levi why I was denied entry?”
That is all I need, as they lose focus, letting me slip past them. I sprint toward the door.
“Hey!” they shout, but I am already reaching for the handle.
Before my hand can get to it, a sharp pain tears through my body, knocking me to the floor.
“ARRRRGH!!” I scream, clutching my stomach, my body writhing as the pain digs deep into my bones and into my soul. It is unlike anything I have ever felt. My wolf howls inside me, clawing violently, trying to let me know something is terribly wrong.
The door swings open, and through the haze of my suffering, I see Levi standing before me, and my breath hitches in horror. His scent is polluted. My gaze finds his face, and my skin pales as I see his neck and his fangs dripping with blood.
He marked her, and she marked him back. Then it all hits me like a truck—the decorations were not just for any feast. Levi got married, and he just sealed the bond with another woman.
A wounded growl rips from my throat as the betrayal burns deep. My wolf is furious, trying to break free, probably to rip him to shreds, and I know I cannot stay here. With a strangled sob, I push myself to my feet and run.
Levi calls my name, but I do not stop. I stumble down the hall, my vision blurred with tears as my body barely holds itself together.
As I get to the living area, which was probably the main arena, my breath hitches as I take in the sight before me. It is my parents with the Luna and Alpha. They are laughing, probably congratulating themselves for a job well done.
I watch my father raise a toast, and the pain in my chest intensifies as the memories of the Luna’s promises of Levi and me getting married crush me.
“I hope they are working on getting my grandkids,” Luna Jasmine says, and I let out a growl as my fangs force themselves out, my claws growing with each second.
This gets their attention, causing their smiles to falter as they take in my disheveled form.
“Kookie?” my mother says, stepping forward. “What’s wrong?”
I want nothing more than to rip off her face. If anyone betrays me, not my mother. Why didn’t she tell me he was getting married today? She probably planned this for a month, coming home to me like it was nothing.
“Stay away from me, Liar.” My voice trembles as they all rush toward me, but as my father reaches for me, I slash his hand with my claws.
“Kookie, I know you are angry, but—”
“But what?” I roar, then fall on all fours as I fight with my wolf, clutching my chest.
“She is in so much pain. Something isn’t right,” Luna Jasmine says, and in that moment, Levi gets to the landing of the stairs, and they turn their gaze to him.
They do not need a soothsayer to tell them I am Levi’s fated mate, and he has been lying about Amber.
“What have you done?” Alpha Luke yells at Levi, who stands there without a word.
“Why, Levi?” Luna Jasmine asks, and before anyone can do anything, Alpha Luke lurches forward with a punch to his face. Then he grabs him by his collar, flinging him into a wall.
My mother rushes toward me, reaching out to calm me. “Kookie, please—”
They are all supporting me, but that does not change the fact that they have betrayed me, and my wolf is not buying it. She keeps struggling, and then my control slips. The crackling of my bones echoes through the room as the wolf takes over.
It does not wait for anyone as it pushes past the chaos, running as fast as its limbs can carry it.
“Stop her!” the Alpha commands, and as soon as I am outside, the guards lunge at me, but I knock them aside effortlessly. I tear through the gates, running through the roads until I make my way into the forest.
I have no clue where I am headed, but then and there, I vow never to return to this betrayal..
KOOKIE:The craziest thing I have heard is Elias waging war against the Diamond Moon Pack. He knows that Moon Candy is one-fourth of the population in Diamond Moon, so why the hell does he think it is a good idea?“If this is about me, then I would like you to withdraw your statement,” I say to him as the doctor checks my vitals.“It is what the pack wants. I was disrespected, and I have been for a very long time. You do not need to feel bad about it.”“Elias, this is crazy!”“I know, but I have made up my mind. I am a man. If I die, then let it be so,” he says, and fear crosses my chest.Levi is quite strong, and I know he will surely kill Elias in an open war. He has never asked for a better opportunity.“Are you fucking insane?” I yell, springing up from the bed, ignoring the reading BP machine fastened to my hand.“Ma’am, please, I need you to be calm to—”“I do not bloody care!” I yell, with my veins popping out.Elias takes a deep breath, sitting on the bed. His hand reaches for
LEVI:The first thing that greets me on the morning of the next day are the elders from the council. They have Amber and her son in the living room waiting for me.“What am I looking at?” I ask with my voice laced with sleep.I know I have to fucking play along, but I cannot stand Amber. Knowing all this is a plan, and I fucking fall for it. Yes, I am a kid, and Kookie tries to make me forgive myself, but, fuck, I cannot. I can never take away the kind of pain and hurt I cause. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, Amber will regret ever knowing me in her lifetime.“We know that the activities of yesterday are stressful, but we conclude that your son should be moved into this house. He will be the next alpha. He is already six, and he needs to begin training,” … says.My brows wrinkle as I glare at him.“He is yet to pick up any skill. Blue can draw, and she will be taking piano lessons soon. That is very fitting for an alpha princess. As a prince, he needs to learn the ways of
KOOKIE:My eyes widen at once as Elias staggers to the ground. Levi grits his teeth, turning to me. He looks at me with his reddened eyes. I do not even know how to begin explaining because my fate is sealed.“If this is what you wanted all along, then you could have fucking said it, Kookie.” His voice cracks. “I hope you are happy with him.”I rush towards Elias, attempting to help him up. He gets to his feet, spitting out blood from his mouth.“You never deserved her, and the fact you chose not to be with her at this crucial moment shows I was right all along. You will forever be her mistake!” He yells, and Levi crushes his hand.I stand between them. The tears I have been holding back come crawling down before I can stop them.“My mistake was allowing my baby to know you in this life. We were happy just the way we were, but you came back, promised everything good to me, and I fucking believed you.” I walk up to him. “I do not fear you, Levi, and I know I can make Moon Candy better.
KOOKIE:There is no telling Levi has dug my grave by admitting my infidelity in front of an elder.“I am not taking meetings, Elder…” Levi says to the man and attempts to leave, but he clears his throat.“If there has been a case of infidelity carried out in the house of the Alpha, then a panel has to be set up to judge the…”“I beg to differ!” Levi says in a loud voice. “What happens in my home remains in my home, and I will treat it the way I like.”My heart remains in my throat, knowing his defiance will not save me this time. Once the man speaks about my infidelity, then it is over. I will face the council and a judge. This is probably the end, and I am fucking pregnant. Tears form in my eyes, but I try to keep it down.“Please, goddess. Do not allow this happen to me,” I mutter a short prayer to the goddess, hoping she will come to my rescue.“You are Alpha, but you cannot override all the rules. The Luna must remain faithful to you, and if she does not, she has defied the throne
KOOKIE:A scream tears through my lips as I open my eyes to find myself on the bed, fucking naked. It wakes Elias up too, and he jumps out of bed to find himself in his underwear. My heart pounds really hard, and my breathing becomes rapid. I try to recall what happened the previous night, but the memory is just blank.I cannot remember getting drunk or high, because I cannot do that while pregnant. It will affect my baby, and…Levi!My eyes widen as he crosses my mind. I jump out of bed, searching for my clothes hurriedly. I do not know what the hell is going on, but if Levi meets me in this condition, then it is about to get fucking worse.Just as I am about to throw on my shirt, the door of the room swings open.“I do not care what Kookie says, Elias, I want you gone…” Levi stops the moment his eyes land on me in my underwear.His body freezes up, and I
KOOKIE:I spend the rest of the afternoon angry. I do not know who I am angry at the most, but the feeling just won’t leave my mind. The number of times I have cried is unhealthy, and it makes me worry I will give birth to an unhealthy baby, but does it really matter?Levi’s actions in the afternoon still baffle me, and I just do not want to believe it is real. Here I am, putting my life on the line for him, just to make sure his mistakes do not catch up with him, and he is angry I got a visit from Elias. If he only got a visit from Amber, then it wouldn’t be this bad. She came with a whole child — one that stands a chance of robbing our baby’s future.I cannot imagine the chaos that would unfold in the future for Blue, and how long can we fucking hide this? One day she will know the truth. She will realize how cruel the world is, and how much her mother has suffered. Thinking of her little smil







