Mag-log inKOOKIE:
I wake up with the worst bellyache, and I already know what it means. It has been a month since that night with Levi, and as a doctor, I do not need a test to confirm that I am pregnant, but I find myself in front of the bathroom mirror, clutching the pregnancy test kit in trembling hands, praying I am wrong.
Peeing into a cup, I dip the stick in and wait, my heart hammering against my ribs. The seconds stretch endlessly, and when I finally gather the courage to look, my stomach drops as two bold lines glare back at me.
My legs give out, and I crash onto the floor with my hands still clutching the stick. Tears spill down my cheeks as I beat myself up for not taking a pill. I was too shaken after that night to even think of taking one. But this is worse, and I wish I could go back to prevent it.
Maybe he will change and call off the engagement when he hears this. The thought slithers into my mind, and I try to shake it off, but the reality of raising a child alone as an eighteen-year-old clouds my mind, and it sounds worse.
Levi has to know, I say to myself, summoning the last of my strength to get up.
I throw on casual clothes and head downstairs.
My parents have been giving me space ever since Levi got engaged, thinking I need time to heal. Little do they know, they are about to become grandparents. My mother has barely let me lift a finger—laundry, meals, even errands have been handled for me, but today, I have to face Levi myself.
By the time I reach the Alpha’s mansion, I am almost suffocated by anxiety as I wonder how Levi will react. I imagine him throwing me out, or worse, denying he had anything to do with me. My thoughts are taken aback by the decorations littered everywhere. It is like there has been a celebration as there are golden banners, floral arches, empty champagne glasses lining the tables.
I feel a bit hurt, as the Luna would usually invite me to a feast, but I push it away from my mind and try to focus. Pushing through the front doors, I make my way toward Levi’s chambers, but the moment I turn down the hallway, two guards step into my path.
“Ma’am, we are sorry, but you cannot go any further,” one says, standing firm.
I narrow my eyes. “That’s ridiculous. I need to see Levi.”
Neither of them moves, and I exhale sharply, thinking of the best way to get past them.
“Well, that’s strange, since he sent for me.”
They exchange glances.
“I’m a doctor, and he asked me to check something—discreetly.” I lower my voice just enough to sound convincing. “Unless you want to be the reason the Alpha’s condition gets worse?”
The second guard shifts uncomfortably. “He didn’t say anything about—”
“Oh, of course he didn’t.” I scoff. “It’s private. Do you think he announces every little thing to his guards? He specifically told me to come alone.” I fold my arms, tapping my foot impatiently. “Now, are you going to let me do my job, or do I have to explain to Levi why I was denied entry?”
That is all I need, as they lose focus, letting me slip past them. I sprint toward the door.
“Hey!” they shout, but I am already reaching for the handle.
Before my hand can get to it, a sharp pain tears through my body, knocking me to the floor.
“ARRRRGH!!” I scream, clutching my stomach, my body writhing as the pain digs deep into my bones and into my soul. It is unlike anything I have ever felt. My wolf howls inside me, clawing violently, trying to let me know something is terribly wrong.
The door swings open, and through the haze of my suffering, I see Levi standing before me, and my breath hitches in horror. His scent is polluted. My gaze finds his face, and my skin pales as I see his neck and his fangs dripping with blood.
He marked her, and she marked him back. Then it all hits me like a truck—the decorations were not just for any feast. Levi got married, and he just sealed the bond with another woman.
A wounded growl rips from my throat as the betrayal burns deep. My wolf is furious, trying to break free, probably to rip him to shreds, and I know I cannot stay here. With a strangled sob, I push myself to my feet and run.
Levi calls my name, but I do not stop. I stumble down the hall, my vision blurred with tears as my body barely holds itself together.
As I get to the living area, which was probably the main arena, my breath hitches as I take in the sight before me. It is my parents with the Luna and Alpha. They are laughing, probably congratulating themselves for a job well done.
I watch my father raise a toast, and the pain in my chest intensifies as the memories of the Luna’s promises of Levi and me getting married crush me.
“I hope they are working on getting my grandkids,” Luna Jasmine says, and I let out a growl as my fangs force themselves out, my claws growing with each second.
This gets their attention, causing their smiles to falter as they take in my disheveled form.
“Kookie?” my mother says, stepping forward. “What’s wrong?”
I want nothing more than to rip off her face. If anyone betrays me, not my mother. Why didn’t she tell me he was getting married today? She probably planned this for a month, coming home to me like it was nothing.
“Stay away from me, Liar.” My voice trembles as they all rush toward me, but as my father reaches for me, I slash his hand with my claws.
“Kookie, I know you are angry, but—”
“But what?” I roar, then fall on all fours as I fight with my wolf, clutching my chest.
“She is in so much pain. Something isn’t right,” Luna Jasmine says, and in that moment, Levi gets to the landing of the stairs, and they turn their gaze to him.
They do not need a soothsayer to tell them I am Levi’s fated mate, and he has been lying about Amber.
“What have you done?” Alpha Luke yells at Levi, who stands there without a word.
“Why, Levi?” Luna Jasmine asks, and before anyone can do anything, Alpha Luke lurches forward with a punch to his face. Then he grabs him by his collar, flinging him into a wall.
My mother rushes toward me, reaching out to calm me. “Kookie, please—”
They are all supporting me, but that does not change the fact that they have betrayed me, and my wolf is not buying it. She keeps struggling, and then my control slips. The crackling of my bones echoes through the room as the wolf takes over.
It does not wait for anyone as it pushes past the chaos, running as fast as its limbs can carry it.
“Stop her!” the Alpha commands, and as soon as I am outside, the guards lunge at me, but I knock them aside effortlessly. I tear through the gates, running through the roads until I make my way into the forest.
I have no clue where I am headed, but then and there, I vow never to return to this betrayal..
KOOKIE:A scream tears through my lips as I open my eyes to find myself on the bed, fucking naked. It wakes Elias up too, and he jumps out of bed to find himself in his underwear. My heart pounds really hard, and my breathing becomes rapid. I try to recall what happened the previous night, but the memory is just blank.I cannot remember getting drunk or high, because I cannot do that while pregnant. It will affect my baby, and…Levi!My eyes widen as he crosses my mind. I jump out of bed, searching for my clothes hurriedly. I do not know what the hell is going on, but if Levi meets me in this condition, then it is about to get fucking worse.Just as I am about to throw on my shirt, the door of the room swings open.“I do not care what Kookie says, Elias, I want you gone…” Levi stops the moment his eyes land on me in my underwear.His body freezes up, and I
KOOKIE:I spend the rest of the afternoon angry. I do not know who I am angry at the most, but the feeling just won’t leave my mind. The number of times I have cried is unhealthy, and it makes me worry I will give birth to an unhealthy baby, but does it really matter?Levi’s actions in the afternoon still baffle me, and I just do not want to believe it is real. Here I am, putting my life on the line for him, just to make sure his mistakes do not catch up with him, and he is angry I got a visit from Elias. If he only got a visit from Amber, then it wouldn’t be this bad. She came with a whole child — one that stands a chance of robbing our baby’s future.I cannot imagine the chaos that would unfold in the future for Blue, and how long can we fucking hide this? One day she will know the truth. She will realize how cruel the world is, and how much her mother has suffered. Thinking of her little smil
KOOKIE:Elias pulls out his phone, showing me the supposed text from him. I read it aloud.“Elias, I need you. Levi has betrayed me once more. Amber has a son , and I am pregnant again. I do not know what the hell to do, and I do not know if the baby is his or yours.”My blood runs cold as I see the text. The number isn’t even saved on his phone, so how the hell did he think it would be me?“How did you think or believe that was me?” I ask, and he shrugs.“It sounded urgent, and I was thinking. I called, and you were crying. You insisted I come visit, saying I should call your actual line when I get here,” he says, and I am about to speak, but he beats me to it. “You know logic is out of the box with you, Kookie. I do not trust him one bit, and I will always be here in a heartbeat if you need me.”A huge lump forms in my throat as my eyes
LEVI:“I cannot ascertain the real birthday of this child. Therefore, I do not recognize him as my own,” I say with brows drawn down.I know how patriarchal the elders are, and it is my duty to stand up for Blue. She is my only recognized heir, and she will rule with or without a husband. Kookie is doing a great job. I do not know how I would have held it down without her, and I hate that she has to go through all this. The test of fate is a bit on the high side.“Then maybe this will help jog your brain a little.” Amber marches into the room, holding another paper with a smug smile on her face.She walks up to me, handing it to me. I stare at it. It is a birth certificate. It states her son was born in March, and I know Blue’s birthday is April. This makes him a month older than her. Everything about this is fucking fishy, but what evidence do I have? All this has been meticulously planned out, and I am losing my mind.My jaw tightens as I slam the paper onto her chest.“The news is
LEVI:Throughout the night I couldn’t sleep. A part of me is certain the child is not mine, and the other part is scared I may have made a mistake I cannot quite remember. It scares me. Like it fucking scares me because of the damage it will cause to my marriage.I want to be strong for Kookie, but how can I while I am the one causing her pain? Throughout, I glare at her, wondering if I deserve her, and why the goddess is punishing her for making her end up with someone as worthless as me. She could have had Elias. He loves her, and there has never been a case of another woman with him. He was even ready to take up responsibility for Blue.I do not think I would have done that for a random woman who wasn’t my mate. Maybe the only thing keeping me together with Kookie is the fact she is my mate.“Goddess, please,” I mutter.Kookie’s body moves on the bed, ruffling the sheets
KOOKIE:Amber calls her son out of the room while my dad makes the transfer. I walk up to him calmly while he tries to back away.“I am not going to hurt you,” I say in a small voice, and she frowns.“Back away from my son.”“I am trying to do my job, and the DNA samples won’t collect themselves!” I raise my voice a bit before looking at the boy. “Can you give me a strand of your hair, boy?” I ask, and he nods.Before I can reach for his hair, he plucks one with a wince. Then he chuckles, handing it over to me.“I love doing that,” he says, and I flash him a smile.“Aren’t you a cute little boy?” He blushes for a second before I stand straight, looking at Amber with eyes squinted.I walk up to Levi, plucking a strand of his hair, which makes him wince in the same manner the boy did. Everyone looks shocked, and I know in their hearts they already







