LOGINKOOKIE:
My paws pound relentlessly against the earth as I run through the forest, stretching endlessly before me. I don’t know where I’m going, but I know I am never turning back.
The thought of staying back in that pack means a lifetime of lies, of watching them pretend they never broke me. My baby deserves better than a father like Levi—or even my family. It is my duty to protect her, and I will do so even if it costs me my life.
Exhaustion soon takes over, and the setting sun begins to give way to the moon. I’ve run so far that nothing smells familiar anymore—just the leafy green trees, which remind me of the herbs we practiced with in school.
Finally, my legs give out, and my wolf shifts back against my will, causing me to collapse onto the cold forest floor, gasping for air. I lean against the rough bark of a tree, pressing my trembling hand to my chest.
A sudden crackle splits through the sky, causing me to snap my head up as lightning flashes in the distance, illuminating the forest. A storm is coming, so I force myself to my feet, pushing my sluggish body to search for shelter.
Shortly, the clouds open up, and my skin is met with droplets from the sky. A shiver cracks through my spine as the cold engulfs my body, but I refuse to give up. I keep walking until I see a hole up ahead. I rush towards it, relieved to see that it is a cave. It isn’t much—just a jagged opening in the mountainside, but it will have to do. I crawl inside, wrapping my arms around myself as the storm intensifies. My body aches, and I silently curse Levi for my misfortune. I vow to have my revenge as I grovel in tears and pain, but it doesn’t take long for sleep to take me.
**
A foul stench of rotten meat attacks my nostrils, causing my eyes to flicker open as fear grips my chest. A loud growl echoes outside.
Rogues.
I don’t move as I try to think of a plan to escape, but then the entrance of the cave lights up with three pairs of yellow eyes.
“She smells so nice. Our little meal is waiting to be devoured.” A man says, causing my heart to skip a beat.
A cackle escapes their lips, and I push myself up slowly, my heart hammering against my chest. Before I can react, they shift to human form, and one of them grabs my hand, dragging me out of the cave as my body scrapes against the rocky ground.
I want to question the Moon Goddess for my misfortune, but I am clearly at the bottom of her list of creations that she cares about.
“I want her first,” the man I assume is the leader says, and I shake my head.
“I’m pregnant,” I blurt out, hoping that will remedy my situation. But they are rogues who have lost all sense of humanity, and they let out a heart-wrenching laugh.
“You think that will stop us?” The leader chuckles, reaching for the already torn fabric of my dress.
I kick his face, trying to transform, but he lands a heavy slap on me, sending me crashing to the ground. The pain burns through my cheeks as he pins me down.
“Why take turns when we can all devour her at once?” he asks, and they all agree, hovering around me as he hurriedly unbuckles his pants. I shut my eyes, struggling against him, waiting for the agonizing moment with tears crawling down my face.
Just when I think it’s over, a deafening roar shakes the forest.
The man freezes, his grip on me loosening as a massive wolf appears from nowhere, colliding with the nearest rogue and sending him crashing into the cave wall.
The leader abandons me completely as he transforms.
They all lunge at the wolf, and before me unfolds a brutal fight. The wolf fights like a beast possessed, but the rogues are many. One sinks his teeth into the wolf’s side, another slashes his flank, and he lets out a howl that shakes the forest.
I should run while I have the chance, but guilt anchors my feet to the ground as I watch the wolf defend himself against the three rogues. As the last rogue flees into the woods, the wolf stumbles, collapsing onto the floor. His breathing is labored, blood pooling beneath him.
I rush toward him.
“Go,” he rasps. “They might come back.”
I shake my head because I know I can save him from dying.
“I’m not leaving you, because I’m a doctor, and that would be an insult to my profession.”
My hands tremble as I scan his wounds. I don’t have medical supplies, but I know there are herbs around. So, I set out to gather them. I grind them into a paste using two stones, then rush back to him, pressing the mixture to his wounds.
He winces in pain for a while before it soothes him, and his bleeding stops. I help him onto his back, resting him against the cave wall.
“What’s your name?” he asks, and I hesitate.
“Sage NightMoon,” I blurt out.
With one hand across his injured belly, he stretches out the other. “I’m Elias. Alpha of Moon Candy.”
Moon Candy? What kind of pack bears such a ridiculous name? I question myself.
“It’s like a refugee camp,” he adds, as if sensing my confusion. “For those with nowhere to go. Fugitives and lost souls. People like you and me.” He bores his eyes into mine. “You can come with me because we need a doctor. I know we’re still a growing pack, but in a few years, we will—”
“Take me there,” I cut him off.
I have nothing left, so there’s no point in contemplating a place that will offer me shelter and a new life.
And just like that, Kookie Morningstar died.
KOOKIE:The craziest thing I have heard is Elias waging war against the Diamond Moon Pack. He knows that Moon Candy is one-fourth of the population in Diamond Moon, so why the hell does he think it is a good idea?“If this is about me, then I would like you to withdraw your statement,” I say to him as the doctor checks my vitals.“It is what the pack wants. I was disrespected, and I have been for a very long time. You do not need to feel bad about it.”“Elias, this is crazy!”“I know, but I have made up my mind. I am a man. If I die, then let it be so,” he says, and fear crosses my chest.Levi is quite strong, and I know he will surely kill Elias in an open war. He has never asked for a better opportunity.“Are you fucking insane?” I yell, springing up from the bed, ignoring the reading BP machine fastened to my hand.“Ma’am, please, I need you to be calm to—”“I do not bloody care!” I yell, with my veins popping out.Elias takes a deep breath, sitting on the bed. His hand reaches for
LEVI:The first thing that greets me on the morning of the next day are the elders from the council. They have Amber and her son in the living room waiting for me.“What am I looking at?” I ask with my voice laced with sleep.I know I have to fucking play along, but I cannot stand Amber. Knowing all this is a plan, and I fucking fall for it. Yes, I am a kid, and Kookie tries to make me forgive myself, but, fuck, I cannot. I can never take away the kind of pain and hurt I cause. I wish I could turn back the hands of time, Amber will regret ever knowing me in her lifetime.“We know that the activities of yesterday are stressful, but we conclude that your son should be moved into this house. He will be the next alpha. He is already six, and he needs to begin training,” … says.My brows wrinkle as I glare at him.“He is yet to pick up any skill. Blue can draw, and she will be taking piano lessons soon. That is very fitting for an alpha princess. As a prince, he needs to learn the ways of
KOOKIE:My eyes widen at once as Elias staggers to the ground. Levi grits his teeth, turning to me. He looks at me with his reddened eyes. I do not even know how to begin explaining because my fate is sealed.“If this is what you wanted all along, then you could have fucking said it, Kookie.” His voice cracks. “I hope you are happy with him.”I rush towards Elias, attempting to help him up. He gets to his feet, spitting out blood from his mouth.“You never deserved her, and the fact you chose not to be with her at this crucial moment shows I was right all along. You will forever be her mistake!” He yells, and Levi crushes his hand.I stand between them. The tears I have been holding back come crawling down before I can stop them.“My mistake was allowing my baby to know you in this life. We were happy just the way we were, but you came back, promised everything good to me, and I fucking believed you.” I walk up to him. “I do not fear you, Levi, and I know I can make Moon Candy better.
KOOKIE:There is no telling Levi has dug my grave by admitting my infidelity in front of an elder.“I am not taking meetings, Elder…” Levi says to the man and attempts to leave, but he clears his throat.“If there has been a case of infidelity carried out in the house of the Alpha, then a panel has to be set up to judge the…”“I beg to differ!” Levi says in a loud voice. “What happens in my home remains in my home, and I will treat it the way I like.”My heart remains in my throat, knowing his defiance will not save me this time. Once the man speaks about my infidelity, then it is over. I will face the council and a judge. This is probably the end, and I am fucking pregnant. Tears form in my eyes, but I try to keep it down.“Please, goddess. Do not allow this happen to me,” I mutter a short prayer to the goddess, hoping she will come to my rescue.“You are Alpha, but you cannot override all the rules. The Luna must remain faithful to you, and if she does not, she has defied the throne
KOOKIE:A scream tears through my lips as I open my eyes to find myself on the bed, fucking naked. It wakes Elias up too, and he jumps out of bed to find himself in his underwear. My heart pounds really hard, and my breathing becomes rapid. I try to recall what happened the previous night, but the memory is just blank.I cannot remember getting drunk or high, because I cannot do that while pregnant. It will affect my baby, and…Levi!My eyes widen as he crosses my mind. I jump out of bed, searching for my clothes hurriedly. I do not know what the hell is going on, but if Levi meets me in this condition, then it is about to get fucking worse.Just as I am about to throw on my shirt, the door of the room swings open.“I do not care what Kookie says, Elias, I want you gone…” Levi stops the moment his eyes land on me in my underwear.His body freezes up, and I
KOOKIE:I spend the rest of the afternoon angry. I do not know who I am angry at the most, but the feeling just won’t leave my mind. The number of times I have cried is unhealthy, and it makes me worry I will give birth to an unhealthy baby, but does it really matter?Levi’s actions in the afternoon still baffle me, and I just do not want to believe it is real. Here I am, putting my life on the line for him, just to make sure his mistakes do not catch up with him, and he is angry I got a visit from Elias. If he only got a visit from Amber, then it wouldn’t be this bad. She came with a whole child — one that stands a chance of robbing our baby’s future.I cannot imagine the chaos that would unfold in the future for Blue, and how long can we fucking hide this? One day she will know the truth. She will realize how cruel the world is, and how much her mother has suffered. Thinking of her little smil







