My mom was diagnosed with leukemia the year I got into college. It got worse the year after, and she was admitted to a hospital, so she had to quit her job as a secretary. My Dad was not in the picture. He abandoned us before I was even born, so I may have some unresolved daddy issues– that's probably why I was into that older guy from last night.
During college, I worked several menial jobs to buy her medications and started saving up for her treatment. I just graduated college, I worked at a small cafe downtown, and my salary was barely enough to feed and pay for my mom’s medical bills. I was always in debt, trying to pay off rent and buy the basic necessities. I’ve sent countless emails to companies for jobs, but none of them have given me feedback. Being friends with Lisa had its perks, but I never asked her for me, and now that I think about it, she never even offers! The world was a cruel place to me and my Mom, and we had to fight everyday to survive. She was the only family I had in the world and I would do anything to save her. “So, you’re telling me some hot rich old dude asked you out and you said no?” Kate, my colleague and friend at work said after I told her what happened at the party last night. Kate was the cashier and she was three years older than me. She was a single Mom with a little girl named Kendall. “Not really. I didn’t say no. Lisa called me away before I could even think.” “Who is this guy anyway? He tell you his name?” Kate asked. “Yes,” I nodded, “Eric Ferraro, I think.” I looked at Kate and her mouth was wide open. “Kate. What is it?” I asked her. “Eric freaking Ferraro? Wait, do you know what you’re saying, kiddo?” I paused for a moment, trying to think, “Yes I’m sure, it’s Eric Ferraro.” I said while nodding. Kate reached for her pink furry purse and pulled out her phone. She typed something on it and then showed me a picture of a man. “Is this him?” Kate asked. My heart and tummy flipped in unison as I recognized the person in the picture. It was Eric Ferraro. “Yeah, that's him,” I said and Kate gasped. “Liv!” She grabbed me and hugged me. I was confused, trying to understand what she was doing. “Kate, is everything alright?” “Everything is perfect!” She squealed excitedly and then released me. “Do you not know who Eric Ferraro is?” I looked puzzled. “Oh, Liv! Don’t you watch the news, read magazines or blogs?” Kate asked, groaning. I read blogs but they were all about celebrity gossip and I only watch movies on the TV. “Who is he?” I was anxious to know. “Number five on Forbes 100, Eric Ferraro. CEO of Ferraro Corp! He’s a fucking billionaire! He’s a big deal!” “Oh my God,” I gasped. “And he’s so good looking! Did you really meet him?” Kate asked and I nodded, lost for words. “You just hit a jackpot, Boo,” Kate grinned. “But how? I didn’t accept his request and the possibilities of me meeting such a man again is almost zero,” I told Kate and she laughed. “Liv, if a man like Eric Ferraro wants you, he will get you,” she said, going back to her counter. I spent the whole day thinking about what Kate said and I was pleasantly intrigued. I couldn't focus entirely on it though because the hospital my mom was admitted in was close to my workplace, so after work at night, I went to visit her. On a few occasions, I visited during my breaks too. After I got there and went into my mom's room, my heart broke when I saw her. She saw me as well, and she smiled at me as I went to her. “I’m saving up for your stem cell transplant, Mom. I promise you’ll be fine,” I told her after holding her hands. She looked thinner and paler than she was the last time I visited, and it broke my heart. “Thank you, my dear girl,” she said with a weak smile, squeezing my hand as tears rolled down my cheek. I hated seeing my mother in this condition. I remembered her when she was healthy and happy, my life was pretty great, but now, it's very bleak. Will I ever be happy? I thought sadly to myself. . . . It was a rainy evening the next day. The shop was almost empty and Mr Marcelo, our thirty-year-old Latino Boss who I think has a crush on Kate, asked us to close earlier than usual. “Liv, you’ll have to lock up. I’m going to pick up Kendall from her grandma’s,” Kate said before hugging me goodbye. I was about to turn the open door sign to close when I saw a black limo parked outside. That held my attention; a limo in town and at the cafe? Who is that? I wondered, watching. The driver came out and opened the back door. A man in a neatly pressed white shirt and dark slacks stepped out, towering over the driver with his tall frame. I recognized him the instant he came into view, but my mind was warped and unable to process the fact that Eric Ferraro was in my workplace. I wanted to hide the second I knew it was him, but my feet were glued to the floor and my eyes were fixed on him as he walked into the cafe. I felt literal chills as Eric Ferraro got to the door, three feet away from me and with a grin that made my tummy flutter. I pinched myself to make sure I wasn’t dreaming and that he was actually here. “Hello, Olivia,” he said in his low deep voice, a hard proof that this was not a dream.A Vacation. That was what I needed. Not a father/daughter relationship with a man that abandoned me before my birth and went ahead to have a family elsewhere. He sacrificed my happiness for his and that was honestly not easy to forget or forgive. I’ve refused to see him after the test and didn’t even wait for Eric to book me a flight before booking one with Lisa. I had sent a short text telling him I would be gone for a few days. Lisa had suggested a one week stay in Utah, she had a very rich Aunt who was a fortune teller, she was once married to a prince in Africa but they had no kids, she got all of his inheritance after his death and relocated to Utah. I just needed to get away from the everyday drama. “Isn’t Eric upset you travelled without his knowledge?” Lisa asked as our ride made a turn towards an estate. “He’s not the boss of me.” I sighed, looking out the window. “I know but he’s kind of like your… Daddy.” I squeezed my eyes shut and tried not to cr
“What if I made a mistake?”I asked Lisa as she greedily ate one of my vanilla cupcakes . I just reopened my bakery and was still contemplating on fully moving in with Eric.“About moving to California with that jerk? Nope.”She replied, casually.“I don’t know, Lis, I feel like things might be weird between Eric and I again.”“Things like what, Liv? Do you know how many girls would kill to be with Eric? By the way, you know I’m launching my own show next week so I need Eric as my launch guest.”“Eric doesn’t do things like that. He hates publicity.”I told her.“Oh please, he’d break all the rules for you.”She winked at me and I held back a wide smile.“I’ll think about it.”“Thanks bestie. Now, can I have another of your wonderful cupcakes ?”She asked and I shook my head as I handed her another.“I’m meeting Anson today. Eric wants us to discuss the DNA test.”Lisa looked up from her phone, a bitten cupcake held to her mouth.“Do you want the test done?”She asked
I got a call from Lisa that she was sick and needed me to drive her to the hospital so I hurried over to her place.I was driving towards the city hospital but suddenly, she asked me to pull over at a restaurant to get some food which sounded weird at first but then I had to.“Happy birthday, Olivia!”I was startled by a few familiar faces that greeted me as I entered the restaurant which was decorated in a pink birthday theme.“Oh my God.”I gasped, greatly surprised.It was a surprise party! For me!I had forgotten my own Twenty second birthday!“Kate!”I squealed, excited to see her after weeks. She was present amongst other few friends.She smiled, hurrying towards me and we hugged.Mr Marcelo was present too!“Happy birthday, Olivia.”He told me with one of his gentle smiles. He was really a good man for Kate as they both were glowing together.“Thank you, when did you guys arrive?”“This morning, we stayed at a hotel until Lisa called us here to surprise you!”Ka
I couldn’t reject the sixth date request from Sean plus I was already feeling guilty about how I spoke to him the last time he was here and I couldn’t even pick up his incessant calls or reply his texts. Accepting this date was the best way to apologize to him. “I cannot wait for you to move to California with me, there’s this really nice sea food restaurant around my office, you’ll love it.” Sean told me as we ate lunch together in a nice peaceful restaurant. “When are you moving back there?” I asked him, sipping from my drink. “Uh, couple weeks.” He shrugged. “That’s enough time for you to pack up right?” He asked and I paused for a moment. “I think.” I replied, unsure. “You do want to move to California, right? It’s a really good place for you to start again and I’ll be there to— “Sean, I’m still thinking about it, alright?” I said, quickly as I dropped my cutleries. There was a small scowl on his face before he forced a smile back. “You
The look on Eric’s face was similar to the one he had when I told him about Isabel and her therapist, Edwin. He was super mad, his attractive features all tight and forbidding. He must have gotten the wrong idea of the situation.I opened my mouth to explain but he smashed the bouquet to the ground and spun around, stomping away.“Eric, wait!”I called after him.“What the fuck, Liv!”He shouted, angrily.“Eric, it’s not what you think!”I held his arm, turning him around to look at me.“Who’s he? Your new man? Your new Daddy? You replaced me?”He spluttered, his eyes red and glassy.“Calm down, it’s not like that!”“Fuck!”He muttered, pain painted hardly on his face.“Eric, listen to me, look at me..” I touched his hard face, trying to calm him down.“He’s just a friend, we didn’t have sex, it’s not what it looks like.”I assured him and his eyes slowly softened.“Liv, is everything alright?”I heard Sean ask.“Yes Sean, everything is—I was interrupted by the swi
When I was little, I would draw imaginary pictures of my Dad, wondering what he looked like, if he had blue or green eyes, if his hair was black or brown or blonde. My mother never spoke about him even when I asked, all I ever wanted was to meet him and now, he was right in front of me.“Olivia, you’ve grown so much—“Stop!”I snapped, halting his movements towards me.He could be lying, I’ve never met my Dad, I didn’t know what he looked like and neither should he know what I looked like because he left before I was even born. He shouldn’t even know my name but then, there was this unexplainable familiarity I felt between us.“How do you know my name?”I asked, scowling deeper.“Because I’ve been trying to contact you for months now, I only just met an old friend of your mom’s and I—He stopped, his bright hopeful eyes turned dull with sadness.“She’s dead.”I told him, almost choking on my words.“I know.”He nodded, looking to the ground, his expression regretful.“Wel