THE Point of View of Alessandro
My gaze does not leave her sleeping face. Livia. My servant. I should wake her. Tell her to leave, to go back to her room. This is not her place here. And yet... I lean in slightly, bringing my face closer to hers. Her breathing is calm, deep. Her full lips part slightly with each breath, and a strange warmth settles in the pit of my stomach.
Damn it. I clench my jaw and reach out a hand to her shoulder.
— Livia... I whisper softly.
No reaction. I press my fingers a little more on her arm. Her skin is warm under my fingers, soft. Too soft. She does not move. I stare at her, hesitating. She must be exhausted. She is the one who cleaned my room. It’s for me that she wore herself out until she fell asleep on this carpet. A shiver runs through me. A strange guilt, mixed with something darker, more primal.
I should wake her. But instead, I slowly straighten up, withdrawing my hand as if her skin had burned me. She looks so peaceful. I let her sleep. I turn away, run a hand through my hair, and let out a heavy breath.
My head is on fire, my body tense in a way I do not like. I need to pull myself together. A shower. That’s what I need. Need some freshness.
I grab my suitcase and place it near the wardrobe, without bothering to unpack it. My steps lead me directly to the adjoining bathroom. There, I quickly undress, unbuttoning my shirt with an impatience I don’t understand. My chest is freed from the fabric, and the coolness of the room caresses my burning skin. I look down at my hands. They are trembling slightly.
Shit. Livia.
I push her image out of my mind and slip under the shower. The cold water hits my skin, making me exhale slowly. The thermal shock is brutal but necessary. The tension that had gripped my muscles begins to dissipate under the water's flow. I tilt my head back, letting the water run over my face, chasing away unwelcome thoughts.
She is just a servant. Just a girl who works here. But then...
Why does her image continue to haunt my mind? Why do her body, her breath, her slightly parted lips… refuse to fade away? I close my eyes, frustrated. This stay at home is turning out to be more complicated than expected.
THE POINT OF VIEW OF LIVIA
A dull noise slowly pulls me from my sleep. Water...
I crack my eyes open, my body numb, my cheek resting against the soft carpet. It takes me a few seconds to remember where I am. Then, everything comes rushing back. THE ROOM. The cleaning. And me... asleep on the floor. My heart skips a beat.
Shit!
I sit up in a panic, blinking my eyes to adjust to the dim light of the room. My gaze quickly sweeps the space around me... and there, I see it.
A suitcase. Large. Imposing. Placed near the wardrobe.
I furrow my brows, a wave of confusion washing over me. I do not remember seeing it here when I was cleaning. And then...
The sound of water running in the shower catches my attention. Slowly, very slowly, I turn my head toward the slightly open bathroom door. No...
He is there. Alessandro.
My stomach knots violently. I slept here... in his room... like an idiot. He is going to kill me. No, worse. He is going to fire me! I jump up, feeling my heart pounding wildly in my chest. My legs are still numb, and I nearly trip as I rush toward the door.
Damn sleep! Damn fatigue! Why did this have to happen today?! I need to get out of here before he sees me.
Before—
The bathroom door swings open suddenly. I freeze.
My breath catches.
And he... appears. The shock of steam escapes behind him, enveloping his body in an almost unreal aura. A towel hangs lazily around his neck, but that is not what captures my attention.
It’s him.
His bare chest. His sculpted muscles, perfectly defined, still glistening with droplets of water. His abs hard as marble. And that tattoo. A dragon. Black, menacing, with its head stretching across his left pectoral, while the rest winds along his torso and disappears under the waistband of his underwear.
I swallow hard. Damn... What is this body? You only see physiques like that in action movies. Or in my most secret fantasies.
— Wow... I let slip without even realizing it.
I want to take my words back, but it’s too late. It is at that moment that he finally looks up and our eyes meet. Facing him. His eyes. A deep brown, piercing, intimidating. My stomach twists with apprehension as a sarcastic smile slightly stretches across his well-defined lips.
— Is this your room, perhaps?
His deep voice vibrates in the air. My blood runs cold. I don’t know how to respond. My thoughts are still clouded by the image of his body, but fear takes over.
— I...
— The bed is right there, and yet you preferred the floor?
His tone is calm, almost amused, but his gaze... he scrutinizes me with intensity, as if analyzing every detail of my reaction. I remain silent, unable to say anything.
— Have you lost your tongue? Or am I not talking to you?
His provocation sends a shiver down my spine. I shake my head hurriedly.
— I... I’m sorry, Sir. I don’t know when I fell asleep. I just wanted to... clean. It won’t happen again. I lower my eyes, ashamed and terrified at the same time. He remains silent for a moment, and this wait feels endless.
Then, in a slow and controlled voice, he says:
— You better.
His natural dominance crushes me. I feel my cheeks heat with embarrassment and adrenaline. I remain frozen, hoping he leaves it at that. But he raises an eyebrow, as if waiting for something.
— Are you planning to stay there all night staring at me or are you going to come out?
I blink, realizing how much I am staring at him. Oh no.
I turn on my heels and rush out of the room, nearly tripping over my feet in my haste. The trouble.
In the hallway, my heart is racing. I am ashamed. I am scared. But more than anything... I am troubled. Why did it have to be him?
Why does this man... my boss... exude such a powerful presence? Why did his gaze make me feel so vulnerable? And above all... Why does my body react this way, even though he has been cold, arrogant, and rude to me?
I lean against the wall, trying to catch my breath. This stay is turning out to be way too complicated.
42: his answer, his loveThe silence that settles after my words is unbearable. I put my heart bare before him, exposed my deepest feelings. But Alessandro says nothing. He just looks at me, motionless, his dark and indecipherable gaze. Then, suddenly, he moves. He crosses the distance that separates us from a single step, grabs my face into his hands and forces me to immerse my eyes in his. - Repeat. His voice is hoarse, trembling. As if he dared not believe what he had just heard. I am difficult to swallow. - I love you, Alessandro. He closes his eyes for a moment, letting out a breath loaded with emotion, then reopens them on me. - You don't know how much I waited for these words. His thumbs gently caress my cheeks. - Livia ... Her voice breaks slightly. You are my wife, my son's mother ... and the love of my life. Do you really think I could have let you go? My heart is missing a beat. - But ... the contract ... - The contract?! He laughs gently, a trembling, almost
41: Free… Really? Livia's point of viewThe word resonates in my head as an irrevocable sentence. FREE. That's what he offers me. What he believes to give me. I give my eyes to Leonardo, peacefully asleep in my arms, unconscious of the upheaval that agitates his mother. My son. Our son. The fruit of a love that I have always you. Alessandro speaks, his deep and controlled voice, but I know him too well now. I perceive each flaw behind his words. He believes that is what I want. He thinks he does what he should do. A house. A full account. A comfortable life. Without him. My heart tightens at this thought. He still didn't understand, right? I look at him, and it seems more distant than ever. This same man who watched over me with an almost suffocating possessiveness, who put a hand every night on my belly as if to make sure that his son and I were safe ... This man, today, lets me go. For what ? Because he believes that he owes me nothing more than this contract. Because he th
40:Alessandro's point of viewSilence has become a weight in this house. Before, there was his voice. Its perfume. His benevolent gaze placed on me. Before, there was his advice, even when I did not ask them. His way of putting her hand on mine to remember not to be too hard. Do not forget man under armor. Before, there was my mother. Today, only the void remains. I get up every morning with this strange feeling that something is missing. As if I had forgotten something important, but I couldn't put my finger on it. Then I remember. She is no longer there. I could say that I'm better. That time does its job. That the pain is erased slowly. But it would be a lie. We do not recover from the loss of a mother. We just learn to live with it. I think about it all the time. To the child I was, to the one she raised. To my father, which she never stopped loving, even after her death. I remember dinners with family, her laughter, his looks heavy with reproaches when I was stupid. I al
39: Isabella's last breathD'Alessandro's point of viewI always thought my mother was invincible. Despite the years, despite the tests, despite the disease that gnawed at her slowly, Isabella Ferrari had remained standing, worthy, the piercing and the impenetrable smile of a woman who never showed her weakness. Until today. The incessant beep of medical machines, the pallor of his skin, his short breath ... Everything in this room felt the end. - Mamma ... please, please. My voice was shaking. I didn't remember the last time I begged anyone. But there, I felt pride, pride. I just wanted ... more time. She opened her eyes with difficulty and looked at me. His dark pupils, who had once directed everything with a simple look, were tired, veiled by pain. - Alessandro ... His smile was weak, but present. Livia was a little behind, the baby in her arms. My son. His grandson. My mother gently stretched her hand towards them, and I helped her touch my child's sweet cheek. -You gave
38:Since our return to the villa, Alessandro has changed. Oh, he has always been possessive, authoritarian, and absolute control over everything around him. But since the birth of our son, it's worse. Well worse. Nothing escapes him. He wants to manage everything. The safety of the house has been reinforced, no one is without its authorization. Doctors and nurses who come to see our baby are handpicked. Alessandro checks every detail, each movement, as if the whole world was a threat to our son. I should feel reassured. Admiring, even. Because basically, he does all of this for love. To protect us. To offer us a bubble where nothing and no one could reach us. But this bubble ... begins to weigh me. -You shouldn't wear that, let me do it. -Rest, I'm going to ask someone to bring the baby. - You're tired, go to sleep, I take care of everything. His words, repeated again and again, end up frustrating me. I feel like I am locked up in a too tight cocoon, a place where I am reduce
37: The start of a new lifeDeaf pain woke me up in the middle of the night. First bearable, it quickly became more intense, radiating in my lower abdomen as an uncontrollable wave. My breath accelerated and, instinctively, my hand came to land on my rounded belly. I frowned. Was it time? My heart fell to this thought. A mixture of fear and excitement grabbed me while I turned my head towards Alessandro, deeply asleep by my side. His chest lifted slowly under the rhythm of his peaceful breathing. -Alessandro… I whispered, shaking it slowly. He does not react immediately, then groaned slightly by pleating his eyes. - MMH? -I ... I think it's for today ... I whispered between two contractions. He immediately opened his eyes, his gaze becoming alert in a fraction of a second. - What ? Do you mean that ... now? I grimace by tightening the sheet between my fingers. Damn, it hurt. - Yes ... it's possible. A large smile stretched on her lips. - It's great! he exclaimed with child