LOGINEmma's POV
“Emma!”
I stopped at the door. My heart betrayed me, desperately hoping there was an explanation.
Adrian walked toward me. “You forgot your purse,” he said and handed me the purse
I felt stupid for thinking he was calling to tell me it was a joke, and so the humiliation just got worse.
I looked deep in his eyes for a moment. Scanning through his pupils and iris.
I could see it.
Something was wrong somewhere; I could see the guilt in his eyes, but that didn't stop his attitude.
He smiled coldly.
Adrian leaned closer. “Ask your father what he did to my family.” he paused. “By the way, I'm in love with Olivia, your best friend. She is far better than you in shape and everything a man would ever want.”
I watched as Olivia stood, not saying even a single word.
Before I knew it, tears dripped down my cheek. I didn't say a word.
Adrian turned his back on me and moved to Olivia, held her hand, and entered the restaurant.
I stood, speechless, tears over my face like someone thrown out of her home.
I slipped off my heels to enable me to walk properly on the road.
“She looks like an onion,” I could hear a woman say in a corner, staring at me with a disgusted expression.
Whatever confidence I had in myself disappeared. I couldn't bear the shame any longer, so I boarded a cab and headed straight home.
The thought of Adrian still shatters my mind each time I try to let go and be strong.
I walked slowly to my bed from the shower. I hated the mirror each time my eyes came across it. It reminds me of my full cheeks, round belly, and round head, and also it reminds me of me dressing in front of it to meet Adrian, who had caused me damage.
“Hey darling!” Sarah Bennett, my mum, called out. “You're back!” She said as she knocked on my door.
From her voice, I could imagine how happy she would be, thinking I'd had a successful dinner with my long-time crush.
“Mum, come in,” I said.
Her smile vanished immediately she stepped into the room upon seeing my teary face.
I held my mouth with a towel. “Mummm…” My voice cracked, my eyes squeezed, and my whole body went numb.
“Emmy…” She walked closer, slowly with her arms wide-spread and welcomed me with a warm hug. “Did he hurt you?”
I nodded my head in response.
She rubbed me like she was soothing dough. I moved my arms across her neck and rested in her arms. For a moment I felt the world revolve around me; her hug healed part of my wound.
“Darling, what was that?” She moved her hand to my face, holding my chin. She looked me straight in the eyes; for the first time, I realized the pity on her face. “Huh? Talk to me… I'm your mother.” She said while I just stared at her eyes.
“Why am I like this, Mum?” I asked with tears, my voice broken.
“Howw…?” she simply asked.
“I'm fat, and it's so foolish of me thinking Adrian would love me with this forever,” I answered.
“OH dear, stop talking like someone with a disability. You are beautiful. Jesus! Why are you thinking this way?” she said, caressing my hair.
“Adrian rejected me,” I paused and exhaled the air I've been holding in. “Not only that, but he also humiliated me, and the worst of all is he proposed to Olivia instead of me…” Tears broke out from my eyes again; I couldn't hold it. I held my tears with the towel I was holding, and my mum sat me down.
“You have to rest, dear. The world doesn't come to an end,” she said, looking at me, her face looking pale.
I wiped my tears and looked at her. “Mum…” She turned toward the door.
“What did Adrian mean when he said I should ask Dad what he did to his family?”
Her footsteps stopped.
Slowly, she turned around. The color drained from her face. And for the first time that night, I realized my heartbreak might not be the worst thing that had happened to my family.
“Nothing, dear. Go and sleep. We will talk tomorrow. Just don't think too much. Your dad is busy in his home office.”
I didn't say anything; I didn't want to talk much. But I know something was fishy.
Richard used to be Daniel Bennett, my father's friend, but they have been distant lately, maybe because my father's company went bankrupt and my father has not been able to manage it well.
“Okay,” I nodded and pulled the blanket to cover me while my mum left.
I switched off my light by my side and laid my mind to rest.
The thought of everything couldn't leave me that night.
Then around 11:00pm my phone made a buzzing sound. A message just came through.
I stood up and checked, and it was Alexander's. The blue light from my screen flashed on my face.
“Come to the Blackwoods' mansion tomorrow.” I read it out loud, wondering if it was another round of humiliation.
My mind drifted from the thought of going to the thought of not going. Maybe he wants to apologize on his brother's behalf.
I tried to process everything in my head at once and finally release all the tension in my mind to sleep.
I put down my phone, arranged my pillow, and fell asleep.
The next morning came quickly. The brightness of the sun flashed through my window, piercing my eyes with its sharp light.
I raised my hand to cover my eye, and then I realized I didn't even cover the curtain the previous night, so I left it that way.
I hurriedly went into the bathroom to brush my teeth and take a bath.
I walked out of my room dressed in my normal clothing—inexpensive, oversized, with minimal make-up.
I went to the dining room. “Good morning, Dad,” I greeted, watching my dad covered with a newspaper, wide open.
“Emma, how was your night?” He said, without even looking at me.
“I'm good. Good morning, Mum.” I said, turning to my mother.
“How was your sleep, Emmy?” she responded while making breakfast.
“Fine. I will be in the Blackwoods' mansion,” I said, hurrying with my bag hung over my shoulder.
“At least you will eat, and then we need to talk,” she said.
“No, Mum, I'm in a hurry. You know the Blackwoods don't joke with time. I need to be there before afternoon comes, and I have a lot of things to talk about with you guys.” I said. I didn't even wait for a response; I left hurriedly like I had a job appointment with them.
I went outside to meet up with a cab.
On my way, my phone made a buzzing sound notifying me that a message had just come through.
His name was boldly written on my phone, and his message changed my direction. It was Alexander again.
EmmaDay after day in Manhattan, thinking of my next move, I finally decided to prepare for my trip to London. I was excited, and at the same time, I was scared, but a bit.I packed my luggage again and kept it in one corner of my room. My room was almost empty, but just a few things I needed for the rest of my days in Manhattan were left around.The new year had already arrived, and I was fully ready for whatever life would bring. I read some books and learned a lot. I guess that's the beginning of my comeback.I wasn't even excited about the new year; all I did was call Anna, Vera, and my parents in Brooklyn. They wanted to come and visit me, but I declined. Until I succeed, I won't show myself to anyone! Except Anna, maybe.“Hi,” she said. It was as if I could see her face, that smile, and that laugh.“Hello, Anna,” I said. “Happy New Year.” “Same, Emma. I hope you are enjoying your day.”“Yep, I am.”“I want to tell you something, but I don't know if it's a good idea,” she said;
Adrian's POV Even marrying Olivia still makes me doubt, and I don't know why, but I really wanted that marriage—for my business and reputation as a twenty-seven-year-old that I am.In the office, board members always ask me that question. “Mr. Blackwood, when are you having a son?” “When are you getting married?” “Being married earns more respect.” These are what I hear from everyone, especially the elderly ones. And in my thoughts, they are right. Even my dad was in support, so I've gotten full approval. But the thought of Emma still haunts me, even if I just wanted to forget about her.“Your coffee is ready, Sir,” the chef said as she placed the tray of coffee before me in the boardroom while it was almost time for a meeting.“It's time. Let's begin,” I said as soon as the time reached 8:00am.The meeting began, and in the end I had to leave for my office.While in my office, I placed both of my legs on my mahogany desk before my chair. On a normal day, everyone knocks and gets
EmmaBut I hadn't checked whether she was fine, and I was judging. What if something happened and she was unable to reach me? Or if someone harmed her?I waited for about an hour to call again, and surprisingly she answered “Anna, are you okay?” I asked while I was in simple clothes with my room slippers, in a worried tone.“Emma,” she laughed. “I know what your reaction would be.”Her laughter relieved the tension that had piled up inside me; I breathed.“I know what your reaction would be, and I don't want to hear your ‘thank you’; at least we are friends.” Tears slid down my round cheek as I stood, facing the window. I moved the curtain open and watched the busy city.Anna just gave me hundreds of thousands of dollars, and she wasn't even expecting a ‘thank you’ from me, and I had judged her wrong.“How do I thank you? Anna,” I asked in a slow, gentle tone with tears in my eyes as I sniffed.“Don't start, don't, or else I may block you again,” she laughed.“Thank you,” I said, bl
Emma“What do you mean? You will leave your dad and me for Manhattan for what?” she questioned, “Manhattan is only a few kilometers from here, Mum. I only want to be alone and away from the crowd. The insult is enough.”“Which insult?”I wondered if it was safe to tell her what I faced in Blackwood's mansion. I looked up at her narrowed face, telling it was not a good idea.“I mean, I lost my job, my love, and everything. I need to start fresh,” I cried.“Emma, I understand. Just tell your father, and if he agrees, then I'm with you in this,” she said with a gentle smile.I hadn't expected that. I smiled too. I was happy within.“Thanks, Mum.” I appreciated Soon after the cooking, we were already seated in the dining room. “Dad, I want to tell you something,” I calledMy mum raised her head to look at both of us as I sat opposite them.“I'm leaving for Manhattan to start a fresh life.”He paused. He didn't believe it.“What did you say?”“I'm leaving for Manhattan to start a fresh
EmmaThe tears I've been avoiding by staying away from the people who hurt me almost dropped. Obviously, I still felt inferior because I have no job, nor do I have money. Or come from a powerful family like the Blackwoods.I was already in my room after coming from the Blackwoods mansion. I had already lost my strength to the insult I suffered from Adrian.Adrian insulted me again. But before I knew it, the tears dropped.The bitter stomach I've not had for a long period of time now came back. This time I couldn't call Anna, nor could I tell Vera, even though I knew she wouldn't blame me. But my dad had warned me to avoid the Blackwoods at all costs. But here I am, still respecting their order.I sobbed as the hot tears dripped down my cold cheek. I lay on my bed crying against my pillow while I gripped it tight.But then I don't have to be naive or cry over a man again. Anna's words echoed in my mind: 'Stand up!’ 'Be strong!'I flared from the bed and went to the mirror. I looked a
Adrian POV My mind still battles between the choice I made and what I should have done otherwise.I stood by the window in my room on the second floor of the mansion with my bathrobe and a glass of whiskey with me. I still don't feel whole, but I was happy—not too happy, but at least nobody can ever doubt. I watched the quiet street from the window I was at.I would be having a fashion conference relating to work after the new year, and that too has stuck in my mind.Then I saw her come into the yard through the small gate. I wondered why she was there. I waited to see whom she came for or why. I saw her enter the mansion, and I wondered why she was there.I didn't want to confront her because I'm still considering the life we shared. But that life is gone, and she no longer has to mean anything to me.I put down my empty glass and dashed out of my room. Then I found her in the reception, where different models of my family's car are parked, with my brother, Alex.“What's she doing







