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STELLA
I could feel his eyes on me again, just like every other time. It was like a snake slithering up and down my body, causing me to shiver in response as I shifted from one foot to another.
“That brings us to the end of the meeting. Any questions?” I asked as I glanced around at my colleagues, who were busy writing things down in their books.
“Everyone can leave; the meeting has ended,” James said as he stood up from his chair, and everyone filed out of the office except me.
“What else is on my schedule, Stella? I'm exhausted already.” He muttered as he took off his coat and I took it from him before picking up his things.
“If I'm not mistaken, it's just nine am. Getting tired when it isn't noon yet is very suspicious. What did you do all night?” I asked, even though I knew better than to probe into his private life.
“You wanna know what I did? Sure, I'll tell you. I fucked with a pretty bimbo all night. Her energy was unmatched!” He replied with a grin and I froze in my tracks as he walked past me before he stopped and turned to look at me.
“Don't you think you should stop fucking around? You could get into trouble if the media finds out about this. Sleeping with a different girl every night doesn't make you a better man. You should settle down soon.” I mumbled softly and he observed me for a while before a scoff of amusement escaped his lips.
“Wow. I would give you a round of applause, except I don't remember asking for your advice. You're just my secretary and you should keep your job as that. Moreover, if the media finds out about it, it's your job to deny it, isn't it? Unless… you're jealous and want to sleep with me too.” He said with a smirk on his lips as he walked up to me but I quickly moved past him and walked to the door.
“Sorry, Mr James, but you're not my type,” I mumbled as I walked out of the office, leaving him there with a look of fury and annoyance on his face.
What the hell did I just do? I could lose my job by saying those words to him. But I knew better.
He wanted me too. I couldn't help but feel like he slept with those girls and flirted with them just to get on my nerves.
I could feel it in the way his eyes undressed me all the time. The way he bit his bottom lip whenever I showed up at his office in a tight dress. He wanted me badly but I've never given him the green light.
Not because I didn't want him. No. But because…
“Stella? What are you zoning out for? Your phone has been ringing in your office all day.” My best pal, Shayla, said as she shook me out of my reverie and I raised a brow at her.
“My phone? Who could that be?” I muttered under my breath as I walked to my office which was right beside James’.
He called it the perks of being his secretary. But it felt like hell to have our offices next to each other. Because he could bring in any girl and they'd go on for hours while I had to bear with the sound of the pleasures.
Being on the top floor had its advantages and disadvantages. But the disadvantages were more, given that there were only two offices on this floor: mine and James'.
“Let's talk during break; I have to get something done,” Shayla said, and I nodded in response as I picked up my phone to see that it was James' mother who called.
The phone buzzed again and I quickly swiped on the green button.
“I didn't pay you to work beside my son so that you could ignore my calls!” She yelled in anger the moment I picked the call and I flinched even though she wasn't in front of me.
“I'm sorry, ma'am. I was in the meeting room. Is there anything I can do for you, ma'am?” I asked softly and she let out a heavy sigh.
“Tell James that I'm waiting for him downstairs. It's very important. He won't answer his calls and the security won't let me come upstairs!” Her voice was filled with exasperation as she spoke and I ran a hand through my hair in frustration.
“I'll get him to come to you now, ma'am. My apologies.” I said and she hummed in response before hanging up. This family won't be the death of me.
I returned to James' office where he stood by the window, watching the traffic by the roadside.
“Mr James, your mother wants to speak with you.”
“I don't want to speak to her. Go and tell her that.”
He was such a child sometimes, I just wanted to grab him by the ear and pull him downstairs.
“What are you, a child? Avoiding your mother like you stole a cookie from her jar. If I tell her that, then I'll lose my job and no one would be able to handle your temper like me.” I threatened and he turned to glare at me for a moment before he finally walked out of the office.
At least, he values my presence.
I returned to my office and sat down as I stared at the thin wall that separated my office from James’. I could hear everything that he did in there. Even when he touched himself while calling out my name, I heard everything.
And I knew that he knew that I heard it all.
He was so damn unfiltered that I sometimes wondered what went on in his head.
Minutes passed after he went downstairs and I decided to immerse myself in the paperwork sitting on my desk before it piled up.
My door suddenly barged open and James stepped in, causing me to shoot up from my seat as I glanced at him in confusion.
“What's wrong, Mr James?” I asked and he approached with an expression I couldn't read on his face.
“Do you have a boyfriend? Fiance? Husband?” He asked, but that only fueled my confusion even more as I shook my head, and he smirked in response.
“That's good.” He said as he suddenly placed his hands on my face and pulled me close before kissing me deeply while I stood there frozen in shock.
Stella's POV I was once told by an elderly woman at the bar that the day she got married was the happiest day of her life. Not because she was desperate for a husband, but because she finally found the life partner she had dreamed of since she was a kid. Someone to hold her and cherish her like she was the sun and the moon all in one.I had silently wished on the plain sky then that should I ever get married to a man, it should be someone who loves me and treats me just the way her man treats her.And I got answered.Even now as I arranged my veil nervously, the flowers sitting on my laps as I waited to walk down the aisle to meet the best thing that ever happened to me, I could still not shake off the feeling of fear that settled in my chest.What if I wasn't good enough, what if I ruined it all and we broke up in not less than a month, what if...." Oh goodness me, you look so pretty. You are such a pretty bride!" One woman complimented as she walked down the hall, her eyes filling
James' POV The minute I walked through the store, the cold air hit me. It was a nice calm from the heat waves that permeated the early seasons of summer. Out of reflex, I adjusted my suit, my mind made up. I had to break it up with Natalia today.She on the other hand seemed relaxed, too relaxed.I watched her shoulders sag in relief as she munched on the fried chips, her eyes lighting up the minute she saw me." James! Thank goodness you are finally here, the party planner had to use the bathroom but I'm sure she will be done soon" The party planner...our wedding planner." I see you got here early" I remarked instead, taking my seat." Well, I knew you would be reluctant to show up so I had to make sure you did. You should try their fries, it's so addictive I could not stop chewing on it all day" " I have something to tell you, and I want you to be grounded when I say this okay?" I asked.The light in her eyes dimmed as she pursed her lips." Hey! Finally the man of the hour is
Stella's POV I was still not over the pain. It was the throbbing in my limbs and the pain that seared through my being as I made to get up from the umpteenth time." You should rest, it's been a long week for you" I heard the doctor say even though I was not quite seeing him.My mind flashed back to less than twelve hours ago when I laid helpless on the cold floor. I could still feel the mold and the grime clinging to my clothes like a second skin as I tried to get the blood out of my lungs to breathe.I knew he had come in, the gun shots leaving in rapid fire as he clutched me into his arms.It was not James, but I could hear his mutter over and over." You will be fine, James sent me for you" My eyes were laden and I felt the increasing urge to close them, and when I finally opened them again, I was here..in this white washed room with this doctor that kept poking needles in my arms." You have a visitor though, if you want him to come in"I already knew who it was and even thoug
JamesThe lines between reality blurred as I stared at him wishing it wasn't true.I looked back at my phone, her battered up body and eyes closing as she tried to hold on to life stared back at me, gaping.Shit. " I will kill you. I will make sure you die a very slow and painful death" I said, voice shaking.But he did not care. A small smile pressed on his face as he shrugged." Oh please save me the drama. I am giving you an option am I not? I can tell you where she is right this instant. I will ask them to stop torturing her, I will give her to you. All you have to do, is walk out of this place a loser." James, don't do it. He is playing with you" Adrian whispered to me.I could not think straight, I could see her in my mind's eye, calling for me. Begging me." I can't do this..I have to get her" I said to him.He gave Brad a long look before pulling me aside, raising my head to look at him, the unshed tears that welled behind my eyes confronting him.He sighed." You walking ou
Brad's POVI adjusted the straps on my arms, my eyes blurring as I stared in the mirror.James was nothing.The knock on the door came, followed by the door handle twitching as my assistant let himself In." You called for me sir" he said.I flung the towel over my shoulders, taking off my boxing gloves." You know sometimes when you need something, you have to ruffle a few feathers right?"His eyes peaked.He had worked with me for five years, but somehow, he still did not understand my lines." I don't understand sir" I sighed, taking a sip of my bottle water, the sweat glistening on my chest." I'm talking about the duel coming up with James." " Do you need me to cancel it?".My eyes thinned as I glared at him." No. I want him a little... weak on that day" I knew how that sounded. I hated that I had to admit it but James was stronger. He was better than me and I could not let him win." Sure. I can spike his drink and..." I scoffed." James is a careful bastard. He knows bette
STELLA’S POVI gripped the edge of the rails as I took another step. The physical therapist had already left, and I was supposed to practice walking on my own, but it felt so impossible for me to even move one foot. Even when I pushed myself, it felt like my bones were grinding against each other. It just hurt so badly. My legs trembled and I quickly lowered myself back onto the bed before I collapsed.My chest rose and fell very fast, and God help me, I was not okay. Not even in the slightest.It wasn’t just physical. It was mental, and even emotional.I lay back against the pillow, staring at the ceiling. The room was quiet and my heart wouldn’t stop racing. It felt like I was about to have a panic attack.Today actually made it twelve days since I’ve heard his voice or even seen his face.These past twelve days have been the worst of my entire existence. I keep asking myself what exactly I did wrong, and I couldn’t pinpoint it, but I was ready to apologise because I couldn’t lose h







