ISABELLA POV
I walked into Sapphire Lounge, a famous and expensive bar in New York. The colorful flickering lights and the girls in skimpy clothes dancing seductively, when was the last time I came to a bar?
“ Hey! When you said we’re going clubbing, I thought you meant a regular club,” my best friend, Cario tugged on my gown. “ I thought you said we were going to have fun tonight. Are you having second thoughts now?” I frowned, slightly disappointed. “ I might even snag myself a man for the night,” I laughed eccentrically. “ That’s obviously not it and you want to have a fling? Anyway, my problem here is how are we supposed to afford anything here?” She pointed at the expensive lounge we had entered. “ We’re college students,” she reminded me. “ Have you forgotten that I’m from a wealthy family?” I turned around to look at her. “ How can I not remember? That’s even how we were able to get in to begin with,” she folded her arms. “ I plan on using my allowance tonight so you don’t need to worry. For tonight, I’ll be Isabella Genovese,” I stated as I continued walking, weaving my way through the people around. “ I thought you said you wouldn’t use your dad’s money ever!? Isn’t that why you’ve been working part-time and even got a scholarship?” She followed me behind. I stopped abruptly in my tracks. “ Yes, I said that but I’m really feeling out of it right now. It’s like my heart has been torn into shreds,” tears gathered in my eyes as I expressed. “ Can’t I just let loose for once?” The moment I asked, I felt a hand on my back. “ You don’t have to explain yourself to me, I understand,” she moved her hand from my back to my hair, ruffling it. “ Come on, let’s party till daybreak!” She said enthusiastically. “ You can’t say no to a party, can you?” I laughed. “ You know me too well,” she winked. Grabbing me gently by the wrist, she took me to the counter to sit. “ Two bottles of Smirnoff vodka Red,” she ordered and the bartender stared at us awkwardly. “ Hey! Are you planning on embarrassing us here?” I pulled her hand down and whispered. “ What did I do wrong?” She whispered back, her voice hinting impatience. “ Look around you, we’re at a luxury lounge. We’re going to look like bums here if you order a fifteen dollar drink,” I said in a hushed tone. “ It’s twenty dollars though,” she pouted with folded arms. “ I’m sorry for the misunderstanding. My friend here isn’t all that familiar with the drinks you have,” I laughed awkwardly, scratching the back of my head. “ We’ll have two bottles of Diamond is Forever Martini,” I gave a warm smile, hoping he hadn’t already begun suspecting us. “ If you don’t mind, I’d like to verify who you are,” the bartender said. I knew he was wary of us now. I took out my ID and handed it over to him. “ I’m Isabella Genoveseand I came here to have a good time with my friend,” I said as he looked at it. “ I-I’m sorry for bothering you,” he bowed his head in apology. I guess being a Genovesewasn’t all that bad. “ It’s fine so just get us our drinks,” I waved it off. I just wanted to cry my heart out and everything and everyone keeps ruining the mood to be depressed. He came back in a few minutes with glasses and two bottles of what we ordered. I and Cario started drinking without saying a word to each other. “ What?! He cheated with who?!” Cario raised her voice as I narrated everything to her in my tipsy state. “ I always knew he was nothing but trash,” she spat. I had just been dumped and to make it worse, my boyfriend, Levi, had been cheating on me with my sister. “ I feel like garbage,” I smacked my head against the counter in agony. “ I thought things like this only happen in movies,” Cario clenched her glass. “ To think he’d do that to you after all the years you’ve spent together,” she was angry. Maybe even angrier than I was since she had never liked him. I and Levi had been dating for five years now and even our families were aware of it. Just like I was, Levi was also from a wealthy family and we even promised to get married after we’re done with uni. “ Damn it!” I cussed through grit teeth. I hated how I was feeling. I wish everything that had happened was a lie or at least that it didn’t affect me. “ I always knew something was odd about him. I never liked how he acted,” Cario said.Isabella's POV.The bright lights almost blinded me but I didn't flinch. I heard the low murmur of stylists, the smell of hairspray. It all faded when I stepped onto the runway.My heels hit the stage like they belonged there and my hips swayed with every step I took as I let my gown trail behind me just to make me feel like the star of the season and I felt exactly that way.“That is perfect, Isabella! Hold that pose.” the photographer shouted and I tilted my chin.I let my lips just part open slightly and I exhaled slowly. For those few moments, I wasn't the girl who had cried herself to sleep four years ago. I wasn't the woman who had whispered to two unborn babies in the dark. But instead, I was a star. I was a muse.When the shoot ended. I could hear people clapping for me as my director also clapped his hands.“Bravo Isabella. You outdid yourself again and that is why you are our diamond.” he said.“Thank you so much for your words of compliments.” I said as I bowed my head with
Declan's POV.It was in moments like this that I missed Isabella so much. The way she used to lighten up my day without even trying so hard and the sound of her humming to her favorite music in her head thinking that no one is listening to her.Even her stubborn silences spoke louder than Sabrina's endless talks that never made sense to me. I just feel like you're looking for every opportunity to spend time with me in which I didn't want it to be that way but there was nothing l could do about it.And that was how it happened yesterday after we came back from my grandmother's mansion. Sabrina spoke about our marriage with each other and I told her that it was never going to happen and as if that was not enough she insisted that Ethan wanted to spend time with me.I had no other option than to let them spend the night in my house. Ethan was my son after all so I couldn't deprive him of some things just because I was not on good terms with his mother. I leaned back in the chair. I was
Isabella's POV.FOUR YEARS LATER.Whenever I counted the time. Everything still felt extremely strange to me. It has been four good years since I walked away from the love of my life, Declan. When I walked away from him I was carrying nothing but a broken heart and a secret growing inside of my womb. And also a stubborn determination to survive through my obstacles in life. Atlanta had become my home now but it wasn't where I had planned to be in life. But I had to survive through it all and Atlanta became a place where everything changed for me.When I screamed loudly through pregnancy contractions with no one by my side, except for a nurse who held my hand tightly. Atlanta was the place I whispered two names in the hospital room as I promised them the entire world. Adrian and Aria.My son and my daughter, my twin miracles. They were four years old now and they were loud and messy. They were extremely full of life and Adrian with his endless curiosity always asked me questions abo
Declan's POV.I received a message from my grandmother. She was arranging a family gathering and she wanted me to be around but when I told Sabrina about it, she was persistent on joining me and I also didn't want to argue with her so I just let her do whatever pleases her.Family gatherings in Eleanor Westwood mansion used to feel warm in different ways. But now Sabrina was all a part of it and she made it impossible for me to breathe properly.She had completely left no stone unturned to make herself not look or feel ignored. She was always smiling too brightly, always talking too loudly. And acting as though she had the right to be here in this family gathering. I watched her laugh at jokes that weren't funny and I felt myself getting angrier but it was of no use if I tried to show it because it would still land in a fight between us.My grandmother sat across the table. Her eyes were fixated on us but she didn't speak. She just watched Sabrina quietly and I noticed the way Sabrin
Isabella's POV.The hotel room was too quiet. It was the kind of silence that pressed against my ears until I could hear my own heartbeat pounding so hard in my chest, it was uneven and very heavy. I sat on the edge of the bed as I held the thin blanket in my hands, staring at the wall like it could answer the questions I had in my head.Was I selfish for living? Or was it selfish to stay knowing fully well I was silently breaking apart inside of me? Nothing about the hotel felt like home to me but that was the point? Wasn't it?. I didn't want comfort. I wanted distance. I wanted to disappear. I pressed a hand against my stomach which was still flat. There was still no visible sign of the secret I carried, but I knew about the secrets and that knowledge burned me from inside out.Declan would never know.I raised my knees up to my chest as I rocked my body slightly so that I could try to cheer up my mood but the more I tried. The more the tears flowed down my cheeks in streams that
Declan's POV.It was morning already and I woke up to the sound of silence. At first, it didn't bother me because the room was dim and the curtains were still drawn together.I thought maybe Isabella had woken up before me. Maybe she was making tea to drink, because that is what she loves to drink early in the morning whenever she wakes up. Or maybe she was writing her feelings in that journal that she never let me read.But for some reason I knew that something felt off. The space beside me was cold and untouched. Her pillow still held the faint trace of her perfume, but the bed sheets on her side were still neatly arranged as if she hadn't slept here last night. “Isabella?” I called out her name with a deep voice and there wasn't any response. I sat upright on the bed as I rubbed my eyes and waited for the sound of her footsteps in the hallway. But the house was still so quiet and it was alarming to me. I placed my feet on the floor as I stood up from the bed.I walked to the room