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ELENA
I was lying on the couch like a lazy seal, one hand resting protectively on my stomach, the other clutching the remote like it was my only companion in life. Almost seven months pregnant, swollen in all the wrong places, and apparently the only person awake in the entire mansion past midnight. The only soundtrack in the house was me cackling at stupid commercials. The Pick n Pay “Back to School” sale flashed across the screen, kids smiling way too hard while holding overpriced stationery. And finally, the Nando’s chicken commercial. Flame-grilled wings, that saucy voiceover, and I swear, my stomach growled on cue. I laughed loud, ridiculous, over-the-top because if I didn’t, the silence in this mansion would crush me. “Oh my God, Nando’s, you’re the only man who hasn’t let me down,” I told the TV, patting my belly like we were in on the joke together. Then a kick. A sharp one to my ribs. “Alright, alright,” I grunted, shifting to the side. “Don’t start with me, little warrior. Your legs work fine, I get it.” My belly moved beneath my hand, a visible bulge pressing against my skin. I sighed, looking down at the roundness that housed my entire world. Nearly seven months pregnant, alone on a couch at midnight, waiting for a husband who treated time with me like an optional meeting on his calendar… this was not how I pictured life. I leaned closer to my stomach, stroking the skin lightly. “Daddy’s out taking care of some company business. He’ll be back soon.” Another kick, right to the ribs. Accusatory and brutal. “Wow,” I muttered, wincing. “You didn’t inherit my talent for pretending, did you? Straight to the point like your father. Fantastic.” The truth was, even I didn’t believe my own words. For weeks, a creeping unease had been growing inside me, along with this baby. Damian was different lately. More distance, more late nights, and more unreadable glances that made me feel like I was missing a page from the script of my own marriage. And every time I tried to press him, to demand the truth, all I got was: Don’t think too much, Elena. Don’t think too much? Please. Thinking was all I had time to do. Our marriage wasn’t love, God, not even close. It was signatures on a contract, a neatly packaged deal! Romantic, right? Still, despite knowing better, I loved him. Against all logic, I loved him. And since the pregnancy, he had softened. He studied parenting books, cooked me strange midnight cravings, even bought a ridiculous blue toy car and pushed it across the floor, imagining our child’s laughter. For a while, I thought maybe, just maybe we had a chance. Until recently, until the silence, the cold eyes, the late nights. I shifted again, trying to find a comfortable position when pain stroke, sharp, low, and completely out of place. My stomach clenched, and I froze. No, it wasn’t time. Not yet. Another sharp wave rolled through me, and panic slithered up my throat. I grabbed my phone from the side table, scrolling to Damian’s name. Three rings, four. Finally— “What?!” His voice was a whip of fury through the speaker. I swallowed, gripping my stomach. “Damian... something’s wrong. The baby, I—” “If you feel sick, go to the hospital,” he cut in, his tone icy, impatient. “I’m not a doctor, I’m busy.” “But—” The line went dead. I stared at the phone, the screen glowing, then fading into black, just like that. Just like him. “No,” I whispered, fumbling to call again, but it took me straight to voicemail. Then again, voicemail. Again. Nothing. The pain came sharper this time, tearing through me, and I dragged myself upright. My belly was so heavy I could barely see my feet. I shuffled towards the door, only to catch my foot on something hard. The toy car. Damian had bought it the day we found out we were expecting. He had squatted on the floor like an overgrown child, pushing it back and forth, imagining our daughter laughing with him. That memory gutted me now, because the man who bought that toy wasn’t the same man who had just hung up on me. Fury and grief tangled together, and I kicked the car as hard as I could. It skidded across the marble floor, crashing into the wall with a clatter. My knees buckled, and I slid down with it, clutching my belly as another wave of pain hit. “Mrs. Blackwood?” The voice startled me. Mr. Hensley, our butler, appeared at the bottom of the stairs, his face drawn tight with alarm. He must have heard the crash. I reached for him like a drowning woman reaching for a rope, clutching his sleeve with trembling fingers. “Help me… please… please.” He didn’t hesitate. He wrapped an arm around me, lifting me carefully, guiding me toward the door with a steadiness I clung to like salvation. Another spasm hit, and I gasped, tears stinging my eyes. My last thought before darkness tilted the edges of my vision was bitter and heart breaking: It should be Damian here. Not Mr. Hensley. It should be my husband holding me, not a near-stranger.ELENA Nine months pregnant, and I can officially confirm that pregnancy amnesia is real, because at some point I agreed to do this again.I am enormous. Beautiful, obviously, but enormous.Thirty-eight weeks and five days pregnant, waddling through our bedroom at three in the morning because sleep has abandoned me like a bad investment.Damian stirs as I shift beside the bed.“You okay?” he asks instantly, voice thick with sleep but alert in a second.“I need to pee. Again.”He exhales softly. “That’s the fourth time.”“Are you counting?”“Yes.”“Stop counting.”He sits up anyway, as if I might collapse mid-walk.“I can make it to the bathroom alone.”“I’m accompanying you.”“It’s five steps.”“High-risk zone.”I glare at him and he glares back. We both know he’s not joking.*** Two days later, at exactly 6:14 a.m., I wake up to a sensation that feels… different. It is not the dramatic movie water-breaking scene. Just a deep, low tightening that wraps around my spine and abdomen.I
ELENA Two years later, and my life looks nothing like it did the day I almost lost it. The Golden Star Foundation now has three centers across the state. We’ve expanded education programs, trauma therapy units, and scholarship funds. The walls are brighter, the waiting lists are shorter, and the laughter is louder. I thrive here. Give me children with complicated pasts and stubborn hope; I will build empires out of that. Give me corporate boardrooms, volatile investors, and men who measure worth in quarterly returns; I will develop a migraine. After my recovery, I tried going back to Hart Capital Management. I really did, but sitting at the head of that table again felt like wearing shoes that no longer fit. Every financial dip felt personal, every aggressive investor call reopened wounds I didn’t know I still had, and when clients began pulling out after the instability… it snowballed. The media whispered, the board panicked, annnd competitors circled. I didn’t sleep for weeks, un
DAMIAN I’ve negotiated billion-dollar mergers without breaking a sweat, I’ve stared down men who thought they were untouchable, and I’ve taken bullets and didn’t flinch, but standing at the end of a white floral aisle in my own garden, waiting for Elena... my hands are sweating.This is ridiculous. It’s a small ceremony: intimate and private. No press, no spectacle, just close friends, family, and the people who matter.The garden has been transformed. White roses climb the archway, soft ivory drapes flow gently in the breeze, and rows of elegant chairs line the grass, each tied with silk ribbons. The late afternoon sun filters through the trees like it was personally invited.I adjust my cufflinks for the fifth time.“Relax,” Garrick mutters beside me.I glance at him.He’s dressed sharply, but there’s something softer in his expression today. Protective and proud.“You look like you’re about to go to war,” he adds.“I am,” I reply dryly. “Marriage.”He snorts under his breath.“You
ELENA If you had told me two months ago that I’d be sitting in my glam room, voluntarily curling my own hair for my second wedding to the same man, I would’ve laughed, probably dramatically, but here I am.The room smells like vanilla setting spray and fresh peonies. Soft daylight filters through the sheer curtains, painting everything in a golden glow that feels intentional, like the universe is finally behaving.My wedding dress hangs behind me on a mannequin. Silk, minimal lace, and elegant. No cathedral train this time. The first wedding was a spectacle, but this one is a choice.Angela is downstairs with Marina, wearing a tiny ivory dress that she insisted must “sparkle like Mama’s.” She’s been practising walking down the aisle for three days like it’s a runway show, and today she’s going to watch her parents choose each other.Again.That matters more than the flowers, more than the ring, and more than the guest list.My phone lights up on the vanity. It is from Golden Star Fou
ELENA One month ago, I couldn’t feel my legs, now I’m standing, shaking, sweating, and cursing internally, but standing.The private rehabilitation wing Damian had built into the west side of the house smells faintly of eucalyptus and polished wood. Floor-to-ceiling windows let sunlight spill across the therapy rails like something hopeful and dramatic. Very Damian. If I’m going to relearn how to walk, apparently I’m going to do it with a skyline view.“Chin up, Elena,” my physiotherapist says behind me, her accent warm and firm. “You don’t negotiate with gravity. You tell it who’s boss.”Dr. Naledi Maseko. Flown in from South Africa because my husband does not believe in “second best.”Apparently she’s worked with Olympic athletes, trauma survivors, and once insulted a rugby captain into walking again. I like her, but I also hate her a little.My hands grip the parallel bars tightly. My arms are stronger now. My legs... my legs feel like stubborn strangers.“Weight shift,” she instr
DAMIAN My footsteps echo down the corridor as I walk towards Elena’s room. It is 3 AM, and the guards straighten when they see me. Four of them armed and alert. No one is getting within breathing distance of her again. I nod once and step inside. The room is dim, lit only by the soft blue glow of the monitors and the city lights bleeding in through the window. Machines hum steadily, and the IV drips rhythmically. She looks smaller and that’s the first thing that hits me. Elena has always filled rooms without trying. Presence, fire, and stubborn elegance. Now she’s still and fragile. Her hair spills across the pillow like silk, her skin is pale but no longer as deathly as it was earlier. There’s colour returning. I pull a chair closer and sit beside her bed. For a moment, I just watch her. I’ve faced men with guns pointed at my head, negotiated with criminals who’d gut someone over a misplaced comma, but this? This terrifies me. I lean forward, resting my elbows on my knees. “You
DAMIAN I knew the moment I saw him that this wasn’t a coincidence. Alex Hart stood in my office like he owned the air; tailored charcoal suit, hands relaxed at his sides, posture calm enough to be insulting. No security announcement, no assistant scrambling behind him. He hadn’t asked to be let in
DAMIAN Elena hit the ground so fast that for a second, my brain didn’t process it. One moment, she was clawing at the dirt like a woman possessed, and the next, her body just… folded. Her head dropped forward, arms gave out, and her entire frame slumped into the soil like a marionette with its st
ELENA I didn’t even hesitate. I stepped out the front door barefoot, hair a mess, face still streaked with dried cemetery dirt. If they wanted a fragile, shaken, grieving Elena, they were in for a wake-up call. Both of them turned when they heard me. Cathy looked like she’d seen a ghost. Damian l
ELENAThe grinding roar of the excavation machines had already begun; the final, awful soundtrack to the moment I’d been dreading. I stood there, stiff, trembling, watching the workers prepare to dig up my daughter’s grave. My daughter. God, even thinking the word felt like dragging barbed wire thr







