LOGINERICA
ERICA
The soft, leather smell of my luxury SUV was a stark contrast to the dust and old wood of the bamboo house we had just left behind. Mum sat in the passenger seat beside me, clutching her worn leather handbag tightly against her lap.
When I had mentioned the penthouse, the private security, and the high-end financial district where I lived, she hadn't gasped or marvelled at my wealth. My sweet mother wasn't moved by concrete towers, designer furniture, or high bank balances. She was glad I had succeeded, I could see the quiet, proud warmth in her eyes when she looked at my clean suit and sleek car—but brick and gold meant nothing to a woman who had lived her entire life on pure love and sacrifice.
What moved her was family.
The moment the SUV rolled out of the dusty alleyway and onto the main highway, her face transformed. Her tired eyes lit up with a brilliant, energetic spark, and the questions started pouring out of her mouth like a overflowing river.
"Erica, tell me... how are they?" she asked, leaning toward me, her voice trembling with excitement. "Are they healthy? Do they eat well? God, six years... my babies are six years old already!"
A soft smile touched my lips as I kept my eyes on the road. "They are healthy, Mum. They're very smart, a bit too smart for their own good sometimes. Leo loves reading books on law and science, and Lucas can't stop playing with anything that has wheels or gears."
"Oh, sweet Jesus..." she murmured, pressing her hands together in a quiet prayer. "And who do they look like? Do they have your eyes? Tell me they have your smile!"
"They have my dark eyes," I said gently, though a quiet pang hit my chest as I added, "but as they grew, their faces... their sharp jaws and the way they stare at people... they look just like their father."
Mum gasped softly, her eyes widening. "Have you told them about me, Erica? Do they know they have a grandmother who has been praying for them every single night of their lives?"
"I told them stories about you, Mum," I reassured her, glancing sideways to see her wiping a stray tear from her cheek. "I told them their grandmother is the strongest, kindest woman in the world. They've been waiting to meet you."
She went on and on, asking a hundred questions a minute. What were their favorite meals? Did they sleep well at night? Were they tall for their age? Did they know how to hold a pencil properly? I answered every single one with patience, happy to hear her voice so full of life after six long years of quiet sorrow.
And then, one single question brought an abrupt, suffocating silence into the car.
"Does Andrew, their father, know about them?"
My fingers tightened around the leather steering wheel until my knuckles turned stark white. The gentle warmth in my chest instantly vanished, replaced by a cold, sharp knot in my stomach.
I stared straight ahead at the asphalt highway, my jaw clenching tightly. That question was the one question out of everything she had asked that I didn't want to confront, a question I didn't have a clean, easy answer to.
"Mum, I do not know!" I replied, my voice coming out harsher and sharper than I intended.
I wasn't mad at her. I could never be mad at my mother. But the sheer mention of Andrew's name—and the realization that he had tied his vast fortune to my boys' names while claiming he had searched for me for six years—sent a wave of bitter anger rushing through my veins.
Mum didn't flinch at my tone. She turned her head, looking at me with those soft, deep eyes that held decades of traditional wisdom and quiet grace.
"Erica," she said softly, her voice steady and calm. "He has the right to know about his children."
I bit the inside of my cheek, refusing to look at her.
"He is their father, Erica," she continued gently, her tone carrying the weight of a sermon I had heard a hundred times growing up. "No matter what happened between the two of you, no matter what mistakes were made or what pain was caused, blood is blood. A man has a right to know his own flesh and blood, and children have a right to know the man whose blood runs in their veins. You cannot hide two growing boys from the world forever."
My mum was a kind, traditional woman. She believed in doing what was right according to God and human decency, regardless of how deeply someone had hurt you. To her, honor and family rights transcended personal bitter feelings.
I didn't answer her. I couldn't. I just pressed my lips into a thin line, ignored the rest of her gentle sermons, and drove quietly through the city streets until we reached the underground garage of my private apartment tower.
When the private elevator doors opened directly into the sunlit living room of my penthouse, the silence from the car vanished in an instant.
"Mum!"
Two identical, dark-haired little boys came sprinting across the polished hardwood floor, their dark eyes wide with curiosity and wonder. Leo was holding a heavy hardbound book, while Lucas had a small remote-control car clutched in his hand.
Mum froze near the entryway. Her breath hitched in her throat, her hands dropping to her sides as tears instantly flooded her eyes again.
"My babies..." she whispered, her voice cracking.
The boys stopped a few feet away, looking back and forth between me and the older woman standing beside me. They looked at her silver-streaked hair, her faded cotton dress, and the deep, overflowing love shining in her eyes. They didn't need an introduction. They didn't need to be told who she was. Somewhere deep inside their young souls, the blood connection clicked instantly.
"Grandma?" Lucas asked softly, tilting his head.
Before I could even speak, Mum dropped her handbag onto the floor and dropped straight down to her knees. She opened her arms wide, not caring about her tired joints or her aching back.
"Come here, my sweet boys," she sobbed happily. "Come to your grandmother."
Leo and Lucas didn't hesitate for a single second. They abandoned their toys on the floor and threw themselves right into her arms.
What followed over the next few hours blew my mind. I had grown up knowing my mother as a quiet, serious, and deeply cautious woman—a widow who carried the heavy trauma of my father's violent death on her shoulders. But tonight, watching her with her grandsons, I saw a side of my mother I had never seen before.
I didn't know Mum was this playful.
She was down on the plush living room carpet, crawling on her hands and knees while Lucas pushed his toy cars over her back, giggling uncontrollably. She sat at the dining table with Leo, making funny faces and animated voice effects as she read through his children's storybooks. She chased them around the kitchen island, her tired face flushed with bright, youthful joy, her laughter ringing loudly against the high glass windows of the penthouse.
For six years, she had lived like a ghost in a decaying bamboo house, sitting on untouched billions while her heart withered away in solitude. Now, surrounded by her grandchildren, she looked alive again.
By nine o'clock that evening, the boys were completely exhausted from playing. Mum tucked them into their king-sized bed, singing them a soft, traditional lullaby in her low, soothing voice until their dark eyelashes fluttered shut and their breathing turned heavy and slow.
Later that night, after the penthouse had fallen completely silent, Mum sat on the velvet sofa in the dimly lit living room, resting her feet. I walked over from the kitchen, carrying two hot mugs of herbal tea, and sat down beside her.
"They love you so much already, Mum," I said softly, passing a mug to her.
"They are angels, Erica," she replied, a gentle, contented smile resting on her face as she took a sip. "Pure, beautiful angels."
She set her mug down on the glass coffee table and reached into her cardigan pocket, pulling out her old, basic feature phone.
"Here, Erica," she said, handing the phone to me. "Look at the pictures you took earlier on my phone. Show me how to open that album again so I can look at my boys before I sleep."
I took the small phone from her hands, smiling as I navigated through the simple menu to open the photo gallery. I showed her the photos I had snapped of her, Leo, and Lucas playing on the carpet earlier.
While I was swiping through the screen, showing her how to zoom in on their smiling faces, a loud chime echoed from the device. A text notification banner popped up across the top of the screen.
It was an automated banking alert from her account.
My eyes scanned the text message:
CREDIT ALERT: $2,000,000.00 HAS BEEN DEPOSITED INTO YOUR ACCOUNT FROM LORD ANDREW ESTATE FOUNDATION. CURRENT BALANCE: AVAILABLE.
I froze, the smile instantly dying on my lips.
Mum looked over my shoulder at the screen and let out a soft, knowing sigh.
"Oh, the date is the 20th," Mum said calmly, taking the phone back from my numb fingers. "He sends that on every 20th. He has never missed a single month in six years."
She set the phone down on the table as if it were nothing special, completely unbothered by the two million dollars that had just landed in her account.
I sat there in the quiet room, my heart pounding heavily against my ribs as I stared at the dark screen of the phone.
Two million dollars. Every single month. For six years.
My mind raced into a dark, chaotic spiral. The sheer arrogance of the man angered me, but what sickened me even more was the deep, hypocritical disgust I felt toward him. He was a powerful mafia lord who threw millions of dollars around like pocket change, pretending to play the dutiful protector by sending upkeep money to my mother while willing his multi-billion-dollar empire to my secret sons.
Yet, this was the exact same despicable man who had stooped so low as to sleep with my two best friends—the same man I had caught naked in a raunchy, explicit threesome with Jessica and Annabel six years ago. The same man who had broken my heart, crushed my pride, and made me feel like a disposable, poor girl he could play with and throw away.
I pulled my knees up to my chest on the sofa, resting my chin against them as I stared out the floor-to-ceiling glass windows at the glittering city lights below.
How was I supposed to protect my family from him now? How was I supposed to keep my sons safe and build a wall between us and a man who had already woven his money, his legal power, and his reach so deeply into every corner of our lives?
I wanted to distance myself and my children from Lord Andrew forever. I wanted to wipe his name out of our story and raise my boys far away from his dark, treacherous world.
But as I looked at my mother's calm face, and remembered Andrew's piercing dark eyes standing in my office, a heavy, terrifying truth settled in my gut:
Lord Andrew was already here. And no matter how hard I fought him in court or in my heart, he was never going to let us go.
But he has to go!
ERICAI stared at Andrew standing by my hospital bed. My head was still throbbing, but my heart was hurting even more. Looking at his face only reminded me of Nancy, the open shirt, and the deep shame I felt.Not to mention the threesome with my two friends."Can you please stay away from us?" I asked Andrew politely.I was tired of all of this, and I needed him to stay away. He should go and be with Nancy. I hated it that the town knew about the heartbreak, that I was dumped. That was ridiculous! Everyone in the city was talking about how Erica was foolishly in love with Andrew while he was sleeping with other women. It made me look so small, so weak, and so cheap.It made me want to hate him, even though it was hard to hate those lips. Those sweet, warm lips that had kissed me so gently just hours before I crashed my car.I turned my eyes away from him and looked at my mother, who was sitting quietly on the vinyl chair with tears on her face."Maybe we should leave the city and go t
Andrew got too close but I moved backward. My back hit the cold wall of the big room. Of course he came forward and put his lips on mine and began to kiss me.I let him kiss me.His lips were soft and warm, just like I remembered from many years ago. My eyes closed all by themselves. While kissing, I could tell he wanted to grab my breast like he did many years ago, but he did not know if I will let him. He was a gentle man and so he asked, not with a spoken words but facial expression. He looked down at my chest, then looked into my eyes with a soft, silent question. He asked with his eyes, and I nodded my head!God, what was I thinking?I let Andrew fondle my breasts, and then he opened my shirts and my breasts fell off from the bra, silly thing. My heart was beating so fast inside my chest. Thump, thump, thump. My whole body felt hot, and my knees felt like soft jelly. I was already lost and wanted more when someone opened the door!CLICK!The heavy wooden door swung wide open, and
ERICAThe stranger said I left enemies in my house. Andrew said he saved my sons from the enemies and also that my so-called friends drugged him to have a threesome with him. And now Mum confirmed that Jessica took my sons from the house!My whole head was spinning like a big top. Spin, spin, spin. My brain felt so hot and tired, but I could not sleep. I had to know the truth.I went to Jessica's room to confront her, but the room was empty.I pushed the door open, expecting to see her sitting on her bed or painting her nails. But there was nothing. The bed was made flat, the closet doors were wide open, and all her pretty dresses were gone. Not even a single pair of shoes was left on the floor.Mum stood behind me, holding her mouth with both hands. Mum had no idea she already moved out!"Where... where are her bags?" Mum asked in a tiny, shaking voice. "She told me she was just going to the shop!"The look on Mum's face as the two of us were surprised to meet an empty room with all
ERICA"I will do anything to keep my sons safe," Andrew started, his voice heavy as he looked at me in the dimly lit car."Were you the one that took them from the house and brought them to the court?" I yelled at Andrew. My chest was heaving, tears of anger and panic stinging my eyes. "I don't want that exposure for my kids!" I added, slamming my palm against the leather seat."They are my kids as well!" he returned the yell, his jaw clenching tight as he stared back at me."No, they are not!" I fired back, my voice breaking with all the pain I had buried deep inside for years. "Not after all these years! The threesome with my two best friends, your dad killing my dad, taking all his money and making life miserable for my mum and I! Your family did a lot!"I kept yelling at him, laying out every single piece of dirt and betrayal that had broken my life into pieces. The air inside the car felt heavy, thick, and suffocating.After a minute of silence, Andrew spoke in a low, exhausted t
ERICAI felt like someone was watching me. No, not someone—it felt like a lot of people were watching me from every corner of the dark alley. My skin felt cold and itchy, like tiny bugs were crawling all over my arms.Then slowly, I began to see faces walking out from the shadows and staring at me. They were huge, scary-looking men with big arms, angry eyes, and dark clothes. They stood in a quiet circle around me, just watching every move I made. But I could not see the very man that made me come here. The man in the black jacket was completely gone. My heart went thump, thump, thump inside my chest, but I held my breath and stood my ground.Then a black SUV stopped by my side. The tires made a sharp screeching sound against the wet ground, and the dark window rolled down."Get in and be saved," he said to me. His voice was deep, heavy, and very serious."I don't know who you are and I am here to know how a stranger had access to my sons," I replied. I held my leather bag tightly aga
ERICAI looked at the tall, sharp-faced stranger standing in front of my boys. A cold shiver ran all the way down my spine, freezing the blood in my veins. My hands tightened on my sons' soft shoulders, pulling them firmly behind my back."I have never seen this man in my entire life and now he has access to my sons? Where is my mum?" I asked the strange figure. I asked out of fear, but I had to show courage even though I was scared. I kept my head high and my chin up, refusing to let him see my hands trembling.The man tilted his head slightly. His eyes were dark, hollow, and completely lifeless, like two black stones staring right through me. A small, cruel smile touched the corner of his lips."Her fate will be determined based on how you pass judgment today," he said in a quiet, smooth voice that sent a wave of sheer terror straight to my heart."How dare you?!" I attacked the man, lunging forward with my fist raised, my mind exploding with pure motherly rage. "If you lay a single







