Chapter 42

Sebastian's POV

I'd dashed back home in outrage and fatigue and heartbreak. I couldn't control my thoughts as the only thing that never happened was that I go absurd. That day, I thought tears would rumble. Roll down a vampire's cheek who never sobbed before.

I could never watch my friend die and I had to turn him into a vampire.

I couldn't believe that Alex would be as horrible as that. If Granny Leila who had controlled me, the real mythical vampire, couldn't control him...then, he is a chaste rogue. Poor humans, I don't know how I'd apologize for this...I also couldn't insure their safety either, since I couldn't even stalk his whereabouts. But I do promise, that one day... my profound whiff would get hold of his scent and I wouldn't hesitate to take back the life I'd given to him.

I raced to my door as the uncountable thoughts wander in my head. I kicked the door and broke it down. I flashed to my bathroom and my closet. I shattered the mirror that never reflected my image. I