 Masuk
Masuk(Carter's PV)
Life's a bitch.
One moment I’m just sitting there on my fucking own when a idiot walks up and pours grape juice all over my watch. I sigh as I walk out the school doors, hands twitching to hit something, really hit something.
And all probably for some dare too. Or maybe he wanted to talk to me or some stupid shit like that.
Today's just fucking great! I already left mom and dad fucking in the living room after Mom cheated on him with two of his golf buddies. Two this time, so that'll be twice the argument. By the time I get home I know that they'll be at each other's necks again.
All this before nine am too.
Everyday, I fear they're getting closer and closer to a divorce. I don't want that. I'm so so tired of this, why can't they just. . . stop cheating on each other? I want us to be a family again, happy and in love.
I pull down my glasses and speed out of the school's parking lot.
They really used to be so in love it was almost sickening; always kissing, always going on dates, always doing cute romantic stuff. I would sell my soul to go back to that time.
I vividly remember just before everything went to shit. Dad came home from work and told Mom and I to get ready for a two day trip. It was at the end of that trip they bought me this watch, sprouting corny shit about how this watch was a symbol of the promise that time will only bring us closer together as a family.
Six days later, Dad cheated on Mom.
I pull my car into an electronic repair shop and walk in. I know it's only a year old but the decor is made to internationally give it a rusty feeling. It's quite a small shop, but Keith has his stuff fixed here all the time.
There's an older man sitting in there who immediately stands as I walk in. “Welcome to Sam's and Future Sons,” he announces, beaming like he came up with that name himself. “I’m Timothy. How can I help you?”
So who's Sam? I don't care enough to ask. “I want a watch fixed.”
And what I still don't understand, till this day, is that Dad didn't have some sort of long-standing mistress. It wasn't that he loved this other woman, and is ready to run off with her. No, he threw away our family for a secretary he'd hired three days before the affair.
The largest fight I'd ever seen ensued. I watched as Mom threw lamps, tables, herself even at my dad. Then I attempted to calm them down, to make them stop smashing things, at least. But Mom didn't see me, it was obvious she didn't.
“I can do that. Fun fact, I once fixed a watch—”
I get it out of my pocket. He whistles as he sees it. “That's a fine piece, young man.”
I hand it to him without a word. He gently grabs it and flinches as if it burned him. “Oh, it's sticky. Did you spill something on it?”
“Yes.”
He nods sagely, as if he saw a vision that turned out to be true. “You have to be careful. This piece is fragile. At least it didn't fall, it would have shattered if it fell.”
She threw a vase, Dad jumped out of the way and it hit my head. And I fell, straight into the pile of broken glass.
I woke up with my parents by my hospital bed, my mom hysterically crying. The doctor said I was lucky; nothing was wrong with my brain, neither the fall nor any of the shards had done serious damage. Except for the ones that embedded themselves in my wrist. I'd lost a lot of blood, he said.
Right there they promised they wouldn't fight anymore, that she forgave him, that this would never happen again. Three months and ten days later, Mom slept with the gardener.
I nod perfunctorily. “Can you fix it?”
“Yeah, yeah. No big deal. It’ll be as good as new tomorrow.”
I get in my car, and start it up. I'm not going home, not yet. I don't want to, and besides I have a prior engagement.
It's twenty minutes out of town, and the smallest building in the whole block. I park in front of the boxing ring.
It's pretty straightforward during the day, you can register for classes or you can keep your skill up. That's not why I come here.
Adrian introduced me to it at night. My parents were right, Adrian was a bad influence. They were happy when he got locked up, but they were too busy fighting to notice the damage had already been done.
“Yo, pretty boy,” Keith calls.
I grin. That's what he called me the Monday night I stumbled in here, looking for a fight after my parents were arguing for the third time that week. And he beat my ass until I went home and cried.
When I stumbled back in a few days later, and offered him money to teach me, he said he'd do it for free, if I fought him Monday every week.
And I have, every Monday since. The only difference is that I've gotten better at minimizing and dealing some damage of my own. And soon I'll be able to get in the underground ring, and survive. Keith doesn't take it easy on me, not in the slightest, but I want to see just how far I can go.
I grin and clasp his palm in a single, firm handshake. “You're here early. Eager for your ass whooping, huh?”
I nod, still grinning.
“Come on then.”
As Keith and I circle each other, I forget all that is going on in my life. I focus on the here and now, and I focus on not getting my face smashed in. The adrenaline pumps through my veins as Keith advances.
He cocks his hand back and throws his first punch. I see it and block it but I'm still too slow to stop the second one. His fist smashes into my stomach and I feel the pain echo throughout my whole body, dwarfing the pain in my chest.
This is exactly what I need.

When class ends, I hang back while Mr. LeMonde gathers his papers. Carter is the first one to stalk out of the class. The other students file out quickly too, probably rushing to their next classes or skipping them entirely. I hover near his desk, my nerves taut like a stretched rubber band“Good morning, sir,” I force out as he turns to leave.He looks up. When his eyes meet mine, they seem to twinkle, like this isn't the first time he's seen me. I'm drawn to them. They seem to promise mischief, antics that may get me burned, but yet will enjoy as I stand in the flame. “Good morning, What's your name?”I swallow, felling the familiar weight of shame. I strangely feel both nervous and almost turned on. “I'm Jackson. Ellie . Ellie Jackson,” I stutter.“Yes Ellie , what can I do for you?”“I was wondering if. . . I could change my partner.”He leans back slightly, not looking surprised at all.“Well, it's possible. But that's a lot of stress moving people around to accommodate you so I'
(Ellie 's PoV)The video has gone viral in school. One of the most embarrassing, degrading moments of my life captured in stunning clarity and different angles.Silly me. I thought that maybe it would blow over, that if I just went home, ate something warm, hugged my mom very tight, that it would just . . . disappear.It didn't. Why would it? Shame sticks.I sat awake yesterday, reading through all the comments, watching all the edits already made from the original video until I felt like I was going to throw up in my bed. A lot of them were cruel, some of them were inappropriate, a handful of them blamed me and all of them were deeply hurtful.And now I'm standing in front of these school doors again, the feeling of déjà vu sitting heavily on my shoulders like a boulder. Carter's in there. He’s behind those doors, breathing, walking and talking like he hasn't now become the embodiment of terror I see when I close my eyes. And I'm supposed to go in there too.I hate the fact that he
(Carter's PV)Life's a bitch.One moment I’m just sitting there on my fucking own when a idiot walks up and pours grape juice all over my watch. I sigh as I walk out the school doors, hands twitching to hit something, really hit something.And all probably for some dare too. Or maybe he wanted to talk to me or some stupid shit like that.Today's just fucking great! I already left mom and dad fucking in the living room after Mom cheated on him with two of his golf buddies. Two this time, so that'll be twice the argument. By the time I get home I know that they'll be at each other's necks again.All this before nine am too.Everyday, I fear they're getting closer and closer to a divorce. I don't want that. I'm so so tired of this, why can't they just. . . stop cheating on each other? I want us to be a family again, happy and in love.I pull down my glasses and speed out of the school's parking lot.They really used to be so in love it was almost sickening; always kissing, always going o
I hear my bottle still rolling down the steps, but I don't take my eyes away from the boy. His phone sits broken in a small pool of juice, a step below us, from when he must have dropped it.He calmly moves his head, accessing the damage. His white T-shirt is now stained a light purple. I see him glance at his wrist and stop.I watch as a look of mania clouds his green eyes. He springs to his feet. There's a sense of urgency in his movements as he yanks his watch off. He's breathing hard, frantically wiping it against his shirt. His brows are drawn together, as if pleading as he taps the face of the watch with his finger.I hear people begin to hurriedly climb the stairs. By the time he slides his watch into the pocket of the pair of jeans he's wearing, wet at the crotch and down one leg, a small crowd has gathered around me in a semi-circle.He looks up and his eyes zero in on me. The expression that takes over his face as he advances makes me shrink back; they’re cold, sharp and ful
(Ellie 's Pov)I can't do this.I've been standing in front of my new school for maybe ten minutes, and I only have ten more before my first class, but I can't move. There's a heavy feeling in my gut that's telling me to just turn around and go back home, where it's safe.I stare up at the looming doors of the tall, pristine building, every inch radiating wealth. But it might as well be a fortress guarded by hungry dragons with the way my heart pounds in my chest.I force myself to take a step forward. But a moment later I turn around, putting the building behind me. Would it really be that bad if I don't finish highschool? I mean granted there wouldn't be a lot of—Wait, what am I doing? What am I thinking? This is stupid. I can't believe I'm debating the pros and cons of illiteracy in front of a school my parents are barely affording even with me getting a special admission slot. The thought of potential bullying shouldn't stop me. It won't stop me.Besides, I'm sure I'm overthinkin








