LOGIN(Carter's PV)
Life's a bitch.
One moment I’m just sitting there on my fucking own when a idiot walks up and pours grape juice all over my watch. I sigh as I walk out the school doors, hands twitching to hit something, really hit something.
And all probably for some dare too. Or maybe he wanted to talk to me or some stupid shit like that.
Today's just fucking great! I already left mom and dad fucking in the living room after Mom cheated on him with two of his golf buddies. Two this time, so that'll be twice the argument. By the time I get home I know that they'll be at each other's necks again.
All this before nine am too.
Everyday, I fear they're getting closer and closer to a divorce. I don't want that. I'm so so tired of this, why can't they just. . . stop cheating on each other? I want us to be a family again, happy and in love.
I pull down my glasses and speed out of the school's parking lot.
They really used to be so in love it was almost sickening; always kissing, always going on dates, always doing cute romantic stuff. I would sell my soul to go back to that time.
I vividly remember just before everything went to shit. Dad came home from work and told Mom and I to get ready for a two day trip. It was at the end of that trip they bought me this watch, sprouting corny shit about how this watch was a symbol of the promise that time will only bring us closer together as a family.
Six days later, Dad cheated on Mom.
I pull my car into an electronic repair shop and walk in. I know it's only a year old but the decor is made to internationally give it a rusty feeling. It's quite a small shop, but Keith has his stuff fixed here all the time.
There's an older man sitting in there who immediately stands as I walk in. “Welcome to Sam's and Future Sons,” he announces, beaming like he came up with that name himself. “I’m Timothy. How can I help you?”
So who's Sam? I don't care enough to ask. “I want a watch fixed.”
And what I still don't understand, till this day, is that Dad didn't have some sort of long-standing mistress. It wasn't that he loved this other woman, and is ready to run off with her. No, he threw away our family for a secretary he'd hired three days before the affair.
The largest fight I'd ever seen ensued. I watched as Mom threw lamps, tables, herself even at my dad. Then I attempted to calm them down, to make them stop smashing things, at least. But Mom didn't see me, it was obvious she didn't.
“I can do that. Fun fact, I once fixed a watch—”
I get it out of my pocket. He whistles as he sees it. “That's a fine piece, young man.”
I hand it to him without a word. He gently grabs it and flinches as if it burned him. “Oh, it's sticky. Did you spill something on it?”
“Yes.”
He nods sagely, as if he saw a vision that turned out to be true. “You have to be careful. This piece is fragile. At least it didn't fall, it would have shattered if it fell.”
She threw a vase, Dad jumped out of the way and it hit my head. And I fell, straight into the pile of broken glass.
I woke up with my parents by my hospital bed, my mom hysterically crying. The doctor said I was lucky; nothing was wrong with my brain, neither the fall nor any of the shards had done serious damage. Except for the ones that embedded themselves in my wrist. I'd lost a lot of blood, he said.
Right there they promised they wouldn't fight anymore, that she forgave him, that this would never happen again. Three months and ten days later, Mom slept with the gardener.
I nod perfunctorily. “Can you fix it?”
“Yeah, yeah. No big deal. It’ll be as good as new tomorrow.”
I get in my car, and start it up. I'm not going home, not yet. I don't want to, and besides I have a prior engagement.
It's twenty minutes out of town, and the smallest building in the whole block. I park in front of the boxing ring.
It's pretty straightforward during the day, you can register for classes or you can keep your skill up. That's not why I come here.
Adrian introduced me to it at night. My parents were right, Adrian was a bad influence. They were happy when he got locked up, but they were too busy fighting to notice the damage had already been done.
“Yo, pretty boy,” Keith calls.
I grin. That's what he called me the Monday night I stumbled in here, looking for a fight after my parents were arguing for the third time that week. And he beat my ass until I went home and cried.
When I stumbled back in a few days later, and offered him money to teach me, he said he'd do it for free, if I fought him Monday every week.
And I have, every Monday since. The only difference is that I've gotten better at minimizing and dealing some damage of my own. And soon I'll be able to get in the underground ring, and survive. Keith doesn't take it easy on me, not in the slightest, but I want to see just how far I can go.
I grin and clasp his palm in a single, firm handshake. “You're here early. Eager for your ass whooping, huh?”
I nod, still grinning.
“Come on then.”
As Keith and I circle each other, I forget all that is going on in my life. I focus on the here and now, and I focus on not getting my face smashed in. The adrenaline pumps through my veins as Keith advances.
He cocks his hand back and throws his first punch. I see it and block it but I'm still too slow to stop the second one. His fist smashes into my stomach and I feel the pain echo throughout my whole body, dwarfing the pain in my chest.
This is exactly what I need.
Ellie’s POVIt started small like everything awful doesa whisper in the hallwaya laugh that lasted half a second too longsomeone pretending not to look while absolutely lookingBy second period it had mutatedby lunch it had grown teethApparently Carter and I had a moment in the libraryor so the universe decideda rumor that somehow turned into three versions before the day was even half overIn one version he kissed meIn another I kissed himand the third—my personal favorite—involved a love confession written on the back of my notebook which he supposedly read aloud in dramatic fashionOscar-worthy nonsenseBy the time I reached my locker, I could feel it—the air heavier than usual, like gossip had actual weightA pair of girls leaned near the drinking fountainnot even trying to be discreet“She literally fell on him,” one said,and the other giggled,“Sure, accidentally.”I slammed my locker harder than necessaryBooks rattled. So did my patience.---I told myself to ignore
Ellie’s POVThe universe has a terrible sense of humorbecause the one day I actually consider skipping classMrs. Kent decides to announce a group projectAnd not just any group project—a graded onea long oneworth half the semester’s sanity“Pairs will be assigned,” she says with the kind of joy people usually reserve for revengeand that’s when I know I’m doomedThe room fills with whisperspeople sliding desks closer to their friendsI pray for Bethanyfor literally anyonebut noMrs. Kent clears her throat like she’s about to ruin a life“Ellie... and Carter.”My stomach dropsThe whole class hums like it’s been waiting for this plot twistCarter glances at me, smirkinga predator amused by fate’s generosityI sink lower in my seat“I think the system’s broken,” I mutterbut Mrs. Kent’s already moved onSo that’s thatme and Cartertrapped together in the academic version of hell---After class, I gather my things slow, hoping he’ll leave firsthe doesn’the lingers by the doo
Ellie’s POVBy the time second period rolls around, my brain feels like someone left it on low batteryand my patience is at one percentMrs. Calloway’s voice hums in the background like a broken fanCarter’s sitting two rows over, pretending to read, but mostly just waiting for his next performanceBecause that’s what he does best—make a sceneand I, unfortunately, am his favorite stageI tell myself to focusto keep my head down, to just survive the day without being publicly humiliated for breathing wrongbut when the teacher asks for volunteers to read, I already know my luck’s expired“Ellie,” Mrs. Calloway says, like she’s tossing me into a pit for entertainment“Why don’t you take the next paragraph?”Of courseI open my mouth to start readingbut before I even finish the first line, Carter’s voice cuts inmocking, lazy, too loud“Could you speak up? We can’t all hear your mumbling.”Laughter ripples through the roomthin and sharpI freeze for half a second too long, and that’
Ellie’s POVThe morning starts out suspiciously normaltoo normalwhich in my experience means disaster is lurking somewhere behind the vending machineThe halls smell like cheap deodorant and burnt coffeestudents shuffle past half-asleep, phones glued to facesand for once, Carter isn’t in sightno smirks, no whispers, no reason to keep my shoulders tensed like a bowstringI should’ve known peace this early in the day was an illusionIt happens during third periodHistory, of coursebecause boredom attracts chaos like moths to a flameThe classroom door creaks open mid-lectureand just like that, silence floods inThe kind that only happens when someone new walks into a place where everyone already knows each other’s dramaHe’s tallnot Carter-tall, but enough that the teacher looks up like she’s not sure if she’s supposed to scold or salute himDark hair, messy but on purposeshirt rolled at the sleevestie hanging like it gave up halfway through the morningDante LeMondethe trans
Ellie’s POV******The cafeteria smells like grease and fearor maybe that’s just me projecting againeither way it’s too bright, too loud, too full of eyes pretending not to lookI keep my head downpretend my tray is fascinatingthe mashed potatoes have formed a shape like a frown and honestly I get itBethany sits across from me picking at her fries like they’ve personally offended her“You can’t just keep hiding,” she says finallyher voice is low, tired, like she’s already lost this argument before starting it“I’m not hiding,” I mumblewhich is a lie so bad it deserves a standing ovation“I’m just… adjusting my routes”She lifts a brow“Adjusting your routes? Ellie, you’ve been taking the long way to class like you’re avoiding landmines.”I stab a piece of chicken with my fork, watching the gravy bleed out“Landmines would be easier. At least they don’t smirk at you afterward.”The table goes quiet except for the sound of someone laughing three rows downCarter’s laughsharp, cl
Chapter 9Ellie's pov ************ I got home tired and my mom ignored my greetings as always. At this point I pretended not to care anymore because why not, dad was always away and I'm good as dead to mum. Seriously I think life sucks. Bethany complains about her siblings taking her mango puree and fighting for the remote and I cannot relate because news flash : I'm an only child. Anyways I go up to my room to rest before dinner and I pickup my phone because what else is more peaceful than phone in bed time. As I scroll through I*******m I see a pat from an anonymous account named "Ellie's worst enemy" and the post was "Ellie's a bed wetter, click for details" I threw my phone across the room in rage. WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT ?!!!!!! Like WHYYYYYYY??? hell I started potty training at one. Like what the actual hell?? I took my laptop and FaceTimed Bethany "hey girl wassup" "I'm fine as a horse" I muttered "you don't sound fine though" "I SAID I'M FINE" I screamed at her "now I know







