Se connecterElena’s POV
“You know she was never supposed to be Luna, right?” “Of course. How could someone so weak be our leader?” “Oh, she is just a placeholder until our real luna returns.” “Sloane?” “Oh yes.” By the time I walked through the corridor, the guard was done with his explanation for why Sloane was a million times better than I was. Throughout the day, I had to endure the now-familiar words from the people that should have been my family. That evening, the council dined again in our halls. This time, I was prepared. I made sure the cooks and dining staff set the table. Even after I did all that, I still had to endure scolding from Elaine because she didn’t like the way something was. As the dinner started, I sat beside him – at Trent’s right-hand side. Around me, the elders spoke out loud, about the morning affairs. I tried not to flinch whenever their conversation shifted over to me, but that was useless. That name, Sloane, seemed to chase me around like a curse. I had never met her, yet I was always compared to her, even though she wasn’t there. I still lived in her shadow. As they spoke, I told myself to smile a little harder, to keep mute. I tried to keep my back straighter, because I thought, maybe… just maybe I could make them all think better of me. But throughout the dinner, Trent hardly looked at me and every single time he did, I could see a hollowness within his gaze, as though I was nothing more than a void, filling a space that wasn’t mine. The conversation shifted towards new lands, treaties and an upcoming alliance with a different pack. A pack I had been hearing about all over the news, a pack whose leader was supposed to be one of the most powerful alphas alive. Xander Vine. Whenever his name came up, I tried very hard not to react to it. Because I knew him, and I didn’t just know him, we dated. As the conversation progressed, I nodded politely, even though I wasn’t exactly included and no one addressed me. Suddenly, Trent tapped me on my shoulders, “More wine,” he ordered, his tone both rough and harsh. I stood alert, my eyes flickering as I immediately rushed to bring another goblet of wine to him, He took it from my hands without acknowledging me and turned back to the elders. He poured the wine into his cup and then said, “If Sloane were here, none of this would have been hard.” Those words again, Even though I had heard them speak a lot, anytime I heard her name from his lips, it felt like a dagger had pierced through my heart. He had not even hesitated, just said her name out loud, as though she was the only one that mattered to him. And worse, the elders around the table seemed to agree with him, with some even nodding, like they believed Sloane was somehow the solution to every freaking problem of the pack. I lowered my head, trying, but failing, to hide the sting in my eyes. My hand slipped down under the tablecloth as my fingers began to caress the scars left on my arm by Elaine the last time I had annoyed her. Even as I was abused, I kept silent. Because that was what I always did, because I knew that fighting back against her would only hurt me more. The dinner was wrapped up in cold silence. I was silent, but my hands were twitching as I prepared to begin cleaning up. And then - The bustle around the dining table froze. A hush seemed to sweep through the pack, doors swung open with force, light, elegant footsteps echoed around the hall, and I snapped my head around, confused, only for me to also freeze. It was her. The woman whose face haunted my dreams, Sloane. She was back. She swept into the dining hall like a hurricane on heels. Seemingly not caring that she had just interrupted an official meeting. She was wrapped in a tailored leather coat, her blonde hair flowed behind her, and her radiant smile seemed to be plastered on her face. Even though she wasn’t an alpha, her presence was commanding. Every single wolf that saw her tilted their heads in respect. Even if her face wasn’t plastered around my home, I would have been able to immediately tell who she was. Every rumor and whisper I had once heard and scoffed at. They had not been exaggerated, she was breathtaking. And my mate? Trent didn’t even hesitate. While I was frozen in shock, he had already jumped out of his seat, a large grin plastered on his face as he began walking forward to greet her. His entire body demeanor had changed, he moved like lightning, faster even, faster than I had ever seen him approach anyone, even me. He reached her in moments and, without pausing, wrapped his arms around her as though she was his soul returning from a long voyage. “Sloane.” he spoke softly, his voice barely loud enough for me to hear, but even though I could barely hear him, I could hear the undertones. His voice was reverent, full and alive. It was eerily different to how he sounded when he spoke to me. “You are home.” She laughed softly, her voice elegant as she leaned into him and returned the embrace, as though she had never even left. My lungs refused to expand as I stood up and got on my feet. As I stood frozen, my heart and every semblance of hope I once held tight began breaking into tiny pieces. Around me, the elders all stood up, all smiling as they all cheered for her return. I looked around and realized a raw truth. I wasn’t even a shadow on the wall anymore. To them all, I was nothing now.CHAPTER 41 THE ROAD HOME XANDER’S POV The breach turned out to be nothing. Two rogue wolves, hungry and stupid enough to test our lines during the worst possible week. My warriors put them down in minutes. At this point, it didn't matter anymore because my mind was already three days south, standing in my mother’s kitchen, waiting for an answer I wasn’t sure I wanted. Elena saw me packing a bag by lantern light. “You’re not going alone,” she said. “She asked for me alone.” “I don’t care what she asked.” I zipped the bag shut harder than I needed to. “Elena, Talia’s gone. Isadora’s gone. My camp has a hole in it I can’t find, and you want to leave it wide open while we both ride south?” I turned to face her. The firelight caught reflected on the side of her jaw. “If I lose you on that road,” I said, “I won't come back from it.” “And if I lose you,” she said, “neither do I. So we go together, or neither of us goes, and you explain to your mother why you ignored her.” I di
CHAPTER 40AMONG US XANDER’S POVThe forest was silent.No birds. No wind moving through branches. Nothing but our own boots crunching through snow and the ragged breath of eight warriors trying to keep pace with me.“Alpha.” Marcus’s voice, a bit lower than usual. “This isn’t right.”I already knew. I could feel it in my bones, the same way I felt a storm coming before the first cloud showed itself.“Stop,” I said.Nobody questioned it. The moment the words left my mouth, the trees exploded.An arrow took Dane in the shoulder before he even had time to shout. Silver, judging by the way he screamed. I threw myself sideways, claws already out, and caught the first attacker across the throat before he finished his swing.He didn’t scream when I hit him…didn’t even grunt.They came in pairs, moving the same way I used to drill my own warriors during years of training. Hand signals instead of shouting. Formation instead of chaos. When one fell, two others closed the gap without hesitatio
CHAPTER 39 BLOOD I NEVER CHOSE XANDER’S POV We walked back toward camp in silence, snow still falling around us, Elena’s hand warm in mine despite the cold. She didn’t bring back the question I asked about Corvin. She just let me carry it, walking close enough that I could feel her there without needing to look. Something felt wrong for sure. I could feel it deep down. I could see the camp in clearer view niw but something felt off. Wolves stood in silent clusters. Warriors ringed the clearing, weapons still holstered but bodies coiled tight, like they were waiting for permission to move. “Xander.” Elena’s held onto my hand. “Something happened.” “Stay close,” I said, already moving faster. We broke through the tree line just as two of my warriors dragged a figure into the center of camp, his arms pinned behind him, his knees buckling as he walked. He shifted mid-drag, fur receding into skin, and when his face came showed, my whole body couldn’t move as I kept staring in s
CHAPTER 38 THE THING I DIDN’T SAY XANDER’S POVThe snow kept falling. Elena kept waiting.“Tell me,” she said again.My throat felt off.. I just couldn’t speak, so I looked past her, toward the trees, because it was easier than looking at her face while I said this.“When I hit Trent,” I said. “That first night and when I fought in the valley today. I felt good, Elena. Not just strong but good.She didn’t say anything. She just waited.“I keep telling myself it’s protecting you,” I said. “That’s what I tell everyone. That’s what I tell myself… but there was a second, just a second, where I didn’t want to stop hitting him. Where some part of me wanted an excuse to keep going.”“That’s not the power,” she said quietly. “That’s just anger, Xander. Everyone feels that.”“Not like this.” I shook my head. “This felt like hunger. Like it wanted more than Trent had to give. So when the entity said I was carrying half of what’s in you, I wasn’t scared because it was strange. I was scared be
CHAPTER 37 THE WEIGHT OF KNOWING XANDER'S POV The fire went off a few hours ago but nobody moved to relight it. Marta's body was carried to a tent but her face kept appearing in my memory. The way her eyes stayed open. The silver pendant clutched so hard her knuckles became white. She knew something obviously.. I guess she tried to tell us but now she was gone. Elena sat across from me with her knees pulled to her chest. She didn’t utter a word since we buried Marta at the valley's edge. The others gave us space even her brothers who arrived with just the morning patrol kept their distance though I could feel Caleb's eyes on me. It felt like a hot blade pressed between my shoulders. I’m sure he blames me for this and honestly.. maybe he was right. Something moved in the dark between the trees. I was on my feet before my mind could process what was going on. The shift happened quickly because one minute ago.. I was sitting and now the next I was standing with my claws out and m
CHAPTER 36WHAT THE VALLEY SAW XANDER’S POVThe dead didn’t move toward Elena, instead they moved towards me.Dozens of eyes, moved as one, breaking away from the thing wearing Sloane’s body, and I felt every hair on my arms rise as their attention shifted on me like a weight pressing down from all sides at once.“Xander.” Elena’s voice filled with confusion. “What’s happening?”I didn’t have an answer for that.The thing in Sloane’s body moved slowly, its black endless eyes sweeping past Elena entirely, settling instead on me. And then, impossibly, it lowered its head.A bow.“No,” it said, in that same layered, ancient voice, though the reverence in it now made my skin crawl worse than any threat could have. “Not just her. Both of you.”“What are you talking about?” Elena demanded, stepping toward me instinctively, her hand finding my arm.The pale figures around us shifted closer, their hollow mouths no longer open in that silent scream. They watched me now, patient, curious, the







