Molly:I was not in the mood for it. I did not want to have sex to silence myself or be punished to make me fearful. A normal life was all I yearned for.He took heavy steps towards me, and I sat up, curling backwards.“Get up!” He growled, but I remained motionless and shook my head in disapproval. He stood in front of me, gritting his teeth and furrowing his brows as he stared at me.“I won’t repeat myself, Molly!” He yelled, but I stayed still.This cycle had to end at some point. I was tired of yelling, and he appeared to be more energized than ever.“I am politely asking you to get up, and if you make me repeat myself. I’ll…” He was saying calmly when I cut him off.“Do what you want Farrell, I am fucking tired,” I told him.I did not want to cry in front of him, but my heart was racing and my eyes were welling up.I just wanted to go home and rest or return to Kate. I wanted to go back to the way things were before, but he would not let me.He approached me and sat next to me. Th
Molly:“Get dressed. We are leaving in a minute,” Farrell instructed me. He then yanked a section of the sheet off and wrapped it around his waist.I was still on the bed, my head down. I lifted my head a bit to face him.“What should I wear?” I asked, staring at him.I had never stayed at this hotel before, and I had no clothes with me.“Your bag is in the wardrobe,” he said without looking at me, then walked out.I scoffed and got out of bed. Then I dashed into the bathroom for a quick shower.The chilled water droplets on my shoulders helped to calm my nerves. I had a lot on my mind, but I knew he would never give me the answers I needed. I would have to figure it. But for the time being, all I wanted to do was go home and rest. All I could hope for today was that there would be no drama. I was looking forward to a day free of activities. I just wanted to lie down and read my books while getting kisses from Farrell.I did not want anyone to be killed.When I finished taking a bath,
Molly:Farrell’s voice and what appeared to be a woman’s voice jolted me awake. I stood by the door, listening intently. It was a woman, but it was not Cassie. He had told her off that day, and it would not make sense if she were here. Most of the time, what he did made no sense.This voice sounded softer, happier, and more alive.I waited until they had gone a little further. Then I quietly pushed open the door and followed them, walking gently with my back to the wall and hiding behind the pillars in the hallway.The lady’s hands were cuffed to Farrell’s elbows, and she took every opportunity to graze her body with his. For a while, I tried not to jump to conclusions. When they reached the end of the hallway, I expected them to turn right and descend the stairs, but they turned left. Farrell had warned me not to go down the hallway.I was not supposed to go there, but he had a lady jump up and down around him as they walked to the room.Was I doing something wrong? I questioned mysel
Molly:I swam for a while, and he just sat there staring at me with a dirty look on his face. He seemed to be fascinated by how I moved my body in the water.Was I enticing him? I questioned myself as I looked at him, puzzled. After a while, he threw his body back, using his elbow to support himself on the sunlounger.Suddenly, another thought entered my mind. I swam to the pool’s stairs. As soon as I reached the surface, I squeezed my hair. Then I walked towards him, swaying my hips with each step. I came to a halt in front of him, and he simply stared at me.I started untying my bra, and his eyes immediately widened. He sat up and immediately drew me onto his lap.“What are you doing?” When he asked, I removed my bra. After that, I took his hands in mine and placed them on my left breast. I held his hand and made him stroke them while humping him back and forth.I watched as he threw his head back, closing his eyes and letting me do my thing. I paused for a moment before beginning to
Molly:Last night was the worst combination ever. How could he jerk off right after we had sex? Was I not satisfactory enough? At least he moaned my name.I awoke feeling as if bricks had been thrown at me, only to open my eyes to find Farrell laying on me. He appeared to be sleeping peacefully. Looking down at him, I ran my hands over his perfectly toned back. As I ran my hands across his back, he adjusted, and his grip on my arms tightened slightly.I wished he would trust me.I wanted him to, but he was not ready. I didn’t know what his fears were, and he would never admit it. Underneath the “I am a mafia boss” persona was a soft man who wanted to be loved. I’ve been growing tired of his games lately. Maybe it was the sex, I could not tell, but I wanted more of him. I needed to be let into his enormous space; I thought to myself, unconsciously drawing a square with my index finger.He stood up right away, and I took a deep breath. That is when I realized I had not been breathing pr
Molly:I had just finished a bath and was on my way down to breakfast when I heard muffled groans coming from Farrell’s room. This time, he did not sound like he was jerking off—he was in pain.My heart pounded faster as the groaning continued. I grabbed the doorknob and turned it with trembling hands. When I opened the door, I saw Farrell kneeling on the floor, covered in blood and tiny glass shards. I saw him pull the glass from his fist and then growl in pain.“Farrell!” I screamed with tears in my eyes as I rushed up to him.“Molly, stay away!” He growled, but I didn’t care.I kept walking towards him as his brow furrowed. This man was crazy. How could he bleed profusely and expect me to stand there with my arms folded?“I’m warning you, Molly!” He bawled, but I kept going.I came to a halt in front of him, staring at his bloodied body and knuckle.“Why do you keep doing this to me?” I asked, my eyes welling up with tears.I felt bad seeing him hurt himself. It pierced my heart in
Molly:The rest of the days were spent in silence by Farrell and me. He did not bother talking to me; he just let me be, and boy am I relieved. I ate in my room, and he ate in the dining room or wherever.He gave me permission to go for a morning walk today through Rose. We were on our way back now. Farrell’s car was pulling out as soon as we turned onto our street.He rolled down the window and gave me a blank stare.“Get ready; I will be right back. We are leaving for London today,” he said, winding up the window.After that, his car drove away, and I stood there watching his entourage until it vanished. Killing this man should be on my list because who did he think he was to treat me like garbage?***********I got dressed about an hour later. I dressed in baggy jeans, a mesh top, and a hoodie. While I waited for Farrell, Rose assisted me in packing my belongings. He arrived a few minutes after I had finished getting dressed.“We have to leave right now!” He said it with every inch
Molly:A lady entered the room right away. My brows furrowed as I locked my gaze on her. Allowing women into our room was outrageous, and I was about to lash out at Farrell when she spoke up.“Carlo!” she called out as she walked over to hug him. She buried herself in him, and Farrell remained motionless.“I see you have made it out of rehab prison once more,” he said, his face hardened.Then she drew back and smiled oddly. I lay down and watched them without speaking.“And who is she? Another one of your girly thingies?” She said, pulling away from him and looking at me.Girlie thingy? This infuriated me, and I tried to keep my rage in check.“That is my wife, and you should be careful how you address her,” Farell said, gritting his teeth and holding this lady at arm’s length.I was relieved that he was putting her in her place, but that did not justify her barging into our room. I could not imagine if she had come in two minutes earlier, she would have discovered Farrell’s hands buri