CLARA’S POV
“Is she dead??? Why is her eyes opening and shutting like that??? I told you to leave this girl alone, do you want me to get arrested?!!!” I heard some voices saying as I tried opening my eyes. I tried to open my eyes but with great difficulty. Suddenly water was poured on me as I got back to my senses. I slowly opened my eyes as I saw my step family surrounding me. “Welcome back to the world of the living.” Jerry said. “Be quiet!!!” my step Father yelled. I stood up from the ground as I looked at my body covered in fresh bruises. “Go inside and clean yourself up.” My step Father said as he walked away. I walked back into the storeroom where I was asked to stay and took off my clothes. As I looked at the new bruises forming in my body and down to my stomach, tears dripped down my face as I cursed my fate. I was malnourished and underfed and because of that, I didn’t look my age. My Mother died when I was at the ripe age of seven and although I didn’t understand the full details regarding my mother’s death, I was told by my Father, Rafeal Nivera that she died of a long term illness. A few months after my Mother’s death, my Father remarried and brought into our house his new wife whose name is Seraphina who became my step mother and she also came alongside with her five years old son and my first step brother Julius. At first, she was very nice to me and she treated me like her own daughter but things turned out for the worse when she gave birth to my second step brother Jerry. My stepmother taught her children never to respect me as they were born and naturally the head of the house so even if I was older with age, I wasn’t allowed to be accorded with respect. My father got a better job and because of that, he traveled and had little or no time for me. I was asked to leave my room and stay in the house’s basement just so my step brothers could have their own rooms. From sleeping in the basement, I was deprived of eating good food as I was only given the leftovers most times, I wasn’t allowed to go out or make friends, I dropped out of school because my step mother claimed I wasn’t learning anything useful and that I only did better with chores at home. My father couldn’t do or say anything whenever he came back from his travels due to the fact that my stepmother filled his head with lies about me. From love and care, I gradually saw his hatred and look of disgust whenever he stared at me. He supported my step mother in denying me from going to school as he said females always ended up in a man’s kitchen. I was underweight for a twenty one year old girl and I looked so small that one would assume I was fifteen years old. As I cleaned myself from the blood stains on my body, I saw fresh bruises forming again and the more I cleaned it, the more it stung making me wince in pain. When I was done, as I walked past my father’s room, I overheard him talking to my stepmother. “Why did you yell at me in the presence of my kids??” she asked. “I thought I told you time without number that you should leave Clara alone?? She does everything in this house which includes chores and cooking and yet you want to kill her??” Hearing that, I smiled a little knowing that my Father didn’t hate me completely but the next words that came out of his mouth shocked me. “Don’t you know that if she dies, there won’t be anyone to do all these things anymore?? Or do you want our children to take over??” “Never!!! Why would my children be subjected to doing house chores??? Are they servants??” she asked. “Exactly, so if you want to punish her, you can tell her to kneel down for a while or decide not to give her food for some time and that way, she will learn her lesson.” “You are very right dear, I will do as you have said.” “Good.” “Anyway dear, Jerry’s birthday is coming up soon and I need some money to throw a lavish party for him.” “There is no problem about that…I will send you some money now.” It was like my heart was broken again into pieces as I heard the words that came out of my Father’s mouth. I walked away in sadness and went into the kitchen to make lunch for everyone. Just in the middle of making lunch, Julia walked up to me. “Aunty Clara, are you okay??” she asked. I looked at her and saw pity in her eyes for me. “I am very okay dear.” I said with a smile. “You don’t have to lie to me because I understand everything that has been happening…why don’t you just leave this house and run away somewhere??” Even at her young age, Julia was very intelligent and sensitive and that was one quality I liked about her. “I have nowhere to run to dear….this is my only home.” “Don’t worry, everything will be fine okay??” “I know…thank you so much my Julia.” I said as I stroked her cheeks. “Hey Aunty Clara, stop it…I am not a little girl anymore.” she said smiling. “Oh sorry my big girl.” She giggled and went to the living room to watch tv. After I finished cooking, I set the food on the dinning and called for everyone to eat. They all sat at the table and were about eating when I dished mine into a plate and sat on the floor in the kitchen. Just as I put the first spoon of food into my mouth, the plate was dragged from my hand. “And who gave you the permission to eat my food???”CLARA'S POV “You did what???!!" Ben yelled as I looked around.“Reduce your voice Benjamin." “Since when did you turn into a villain Clara??" Benjamin asked with a smirk on his face.“Since that bastard took my child!!! I can never forgive him Ben..I lost my child!! Mine!!”"I definitely understand your plight sweetie but asking your Ex or somewhat of an Ex to kill his right hand man is absurd…you know deep down that he isn't going to do it…if I have heard every of Arsenio description correctly, then I would tell you that he wouldn't answer to your request.”"I don't actually care!! I just want these people out of here and out of my life.” I bit out."Alright I have a suggestion…what if we hire someone to act like your boyfriend??? Someone who wouldn't get intimidated by Arsenio??" Benjamin asked as I burst into laughter.“What's funny??" “I don't want an innocent person's blood on my hands Ben." “I don't understand..what do you mean by that??" Benjamin asked with a confused expre
CLARA'S POV “Sergio.” I said.I gazed at Arsenio and could see the shock evident in his eyes."What?? You think I have forgotten what he did to me?? You think I have forgotten how he dragged me to that warehouse like a criminal and locked me in there till I almost died!!! Oh no…that memory is still fresh Arsenio and if you have forgotten, I haven't…Sergio was the one who murdered your child.” I bit out in rage."Please stop it Clara…don't say that.." “I shouldn't say what?? The Truth??!! Even if I forgive you Arsenio, I will never forgive that good for nothing side chick of yours…he will pay for what he did to me and my child and you will be the one to make him pay.” I said."I can't murder Sergio!! He's been with me way before you came into my life Clara…he's one if not only my trusted man and killing him is unethical.”“What is unethical is him dragging me like a criminal to that warehouse without finding out the truth!!! What is unethical is him leaving me there to die!!! What is
CLARA'S POV "I am sorry and I miss you.” Arsenio said."Really??” I asked as I rolled my eyes."Yeah…after you left me, my world became extremely dark…” Arsenio said as he hiccuped repeatedly."Your world has always been dark, Arsenio.”"It got darker…you left me without any words or explanation and I thought you were dead…I searched for you everywhere…every fucking where!!! I searched but couldn't find you…I wanted to tell you how sorry I was for losing your child...our child.”As soon as Arsenio mentioned our child, tears gathered in my eyes as I suddenly remembered how much pain I went through.How I had insomnia for more than a year just because I couldn't keep my eyes shut without having nightmares about that faithful day.I couldn't get out of my mind how much I screamed, cried and begged until I had no strength left in me in that locked room.I suddenly pushed him off me as I stood up abruptly.“I made a mistake by coming here…I am leaving.” I said."Clara!! Don't go!! Please
CLARA'S POV “I have nothing to say to you Isabella…. Please focus on your boyfriend.”"Boyfriend?? Who??” She asked."Arsenio..look I am hanging up the call now.”I was about to do that when I heard someone groaning in the background."I miss Clara..I want her…bring my Clara to me." I heard Arsenio groaning through the background of the phone.I was very close to blushing but I wasn't going to fall for his ploy easily.“What's the meaning of this Isabella??""I am not one to do this…never have I been but for the first time ever I am seeing this vulnerable side of Arsenio and it's not a good sight.” She said."And?? What have I got to do with anything??”“It's either you don't care about Arsenio anymore or you're playing hard to get but whatever it is, you need to come right now and make this man calm because I am not doing that!!!”“I should come over to do what??? I wonder who is more delusional between you and him." I said as I burst into laughter.“Is that Clara?? C…Clara.. forgiv
CLARA'S POV “Then let me help you.”“With all due respect ma'am..I don't need your help…I don't need anyone's help..I just want to go.”"Where are you going?? Do you have any family to go to??” She asked."My uncle and his wife stays here in Italy…I'll go back to them and live my miserable life than go back to your son or accept any of your help.”"The last I heard of Rafael is that he got involved with some shady business deals and was killed and his wife and kids had no move away from Italy." “What??!!! Oh goodness!!" I exclaimed as I got weak to my knees.I knew I never liked Rafael for treating me the way he did but death was something I never wished for him.“So dear, you don't have anyone to go to…I am only trying to help you Clara…I know what my son did was wrong so let me help you get back at him..let me help you make him realize his mistakes.”“I don't want that…I just want to be out of his life!! I want to start my own life and be independent!!! I am tired of living in his
CLARA'S POVI saw him again….the one I've tried so hard to forget…the one I had to run away from…the one I hated to love....the one who took my innocence.Arsenio Robert.After I lost my child, I just couldn't stay in that house.That night, I couldn't breath..it felt like the room..the house... was choking me and I needed air.I opened the door and ran out of the house thinking I would feel better but it only grew worse.I didn't know when my feet took me outside the gate and I walked out in the streets barefooted.For the first time in a long time, I lost hope in myself and in life and I wanted to end my life.I wasn't thinking straight anymore as tears flowed down my face while I continued walking and I honestly didn't know where I was going or how long I walked but I was sure that at some point, my feet were getting numb.I only came back to my senses when I unconsciously walked into the middle of the street and was about to be run down by a car but it stopped a few inches to wher