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Chapter 1
Leon was hunched over his desk, the blue glow of his computer reflecting on his sweet filled face.
His room was filled with silence and the only sound slicing through the air was him clicking away at his keyboard. The words he typed didn’t register in his eyes. Instead, they took form, igniting Goosebumps on his skin.
Damian’s long throbbing cock thrust into the boys hole...
The words flashed on the screen. Sweat travelled from his forehead, down to his jaw. Leon could almost smell it. Not his sweat, but the scent of Damian. He imagined he would smell of a masculine musk, with a hint of salty exertion.
His right hand was stained with pre come as he slid it over his erect, pulsing cock, while imagining it was Damian’s palm smoothing over his throbbing skin. His body quivered a stifled moan rumbled through his throat, hands stroking faster.
The comment section right below the writing was in hysteria.
“Just imagining Damian’s cock sliding into my hole is making me go insane!”
“I am freaking hard right now.”
“Author have you slept with Damian before?”
Leon groaned, throwing his head back as his eyelids slid shut. He hadn’t slept with Damian, but that was the fantasy playing out in his head. A moan slipped from his lips as his hand moved faster.
He was the perfect child, the pride of the pastor...his father. To everyone he was the religious devoted son who quotes scriptures and bowed his head when elders praised him. But online, he was someone else .
Behind a pen name, he wrote smut and erotic content. But most of all, he wrote his desires.
The muse behind his writing was none other than Damian, a man he had a huge crush on. Damian in reality was a kind of gentle person. He smiled warmly, and helped freshmen find their classes. His kindness was what drew Leon in. The crush had started small. Leon’s heart would flutter at the sight of Damian.
But now it was a full on obsession.
The Damian in his writing was the complete opposite of how he was. He was a bastard that loved ploughing boy’s asses. That was everything Leon had secretly longer for. The darker he wrote, the more safe he felt. It was like he was expressing his true desires on the screen.
The image of Damian filling up his asshole with his thick cock burned at the back of his eyelids. His pulse hummed in his ear and the air around me grew thin. Pleasure washed over him, and he could feel himself reeling over the edge.
A sudden knock on the door sliced the silence in the air.
“Leon? What are you doing in there?”
His name echoing from behind the door cracked through the air. The sound of the familiar voice was enough to send him in fight or fight mode. It was his father, the pastor who heavily preached against the slavery of falling to your own desires.
Leon had been forced into a position of being his father’s trophy of purity. He wasn’t even allowed to breathe the same air as a girl. His father didn’t know that his son was not only gay, but a lustful degenerate author.
Panic flooded his mind in an instant. Without thinking, he slammed his finger down on the power button. The screen blinked once and went black, plunging the room into darkness. The only light came from the faint streetlight that slipped through the curtains.
No, no, no, no.
The words rang through his mind like a silent prayer as he stuffed his still hard length into his underwear.
The door creaked open without a knock.
His father stood at the doorway, his shadow spilling across the carpet.
“I’m...I’m studying father,” Leon managed to say, his head bowed in an attempt to hide how flushed his cheeks were.
“Is that so?”
His father stepped into room, floorboard creaking as he walked over to Leon. He stood close to him, the heat of his body radiating in the small space between them. His hands rested on the top of the computer and that move sent a jolt of terror running through Leon.
Worst of all, the thin fabric of his pants wasn’t the best at hiding the bulge that was sitting at the top of it.
“What does your body crave my son?”
The question hung in the air between them, making Leon’s throat tighten.
His father’s hand slid away from the computer and rested on the belt that was around his waist. Leon watched as the buckle skid away from the leather, horror filling his mind.
“Kneel,” his voice was like a slap to the face. “Since you cannot control your vile flesh, I will let the pain talk some sense into you.”
Leon obeyed before his mind could protest. It was reflex from years of enduring similar treatment. He slid from bus chair, knees falling to the floor. Leon clasped his hands together, throb bobbing as he swallowed.
His father took a step closer to him. “Your flesh cannot rule over you,” he said. “Today, I will teach you how to control it.”
Leon’s hands trembled but he kept them still. His pulse hummed in his eyes, hands growing clammy. He looked at the leg of his chair, memorising the scratches on it like concentrating on something else would dull the pain he was about to feel.
Leon heard the belt rise, the leather whipping through the air. His eyes snapped shut, muscles tensing as he braced himself for the belt to hit his skin. The belt came down with a loud snap, but pain never came.
He opened his eyes slowly and saw the belt coiled on the floor. His father had whipped the floor beside him, missing him. Leon blinked. His father was not one to be clumsy.
Before Leon could process what had happened, his father stepped back and turned toward the computer.
He knows. He’s onto me.
The thought struck Leon with the force of a physical blow. His heart hammered in his chest. His mind raced with thoughts of the worst-case scenario. If his father powered on the computer and revealed the deranged content he wrote, he would be absolutely ruined. Expelled from school, cast out of the church and probably worse.
The blood in his veins were ice cold now, and he watched his father study the computer for a long, horrifying second. His father placed the belt on the side of the table and his fingers hovered over the power button.
A gasp escaped Leon’s throat. “No, don’t-“
Chapter 159Monday morning came in thin gray light.Pastor Carter woke before the alarm. The bedroom was still dim, Margaret’s breathing slow and even beside him. He lay still for a full minute, staring at the ceiling, feeling the weight of the decision that had settled in him during the night. Silence would not protect him. Waiting would only give Aaron Blake more time to decide the terms. If the boy ever chose to speak—or to show proof—everything would burn. The church. The marriage. Leon’s future. Margaret’s place among the women. His own name. He could not let that happen on someone else’s schedule.He rose quietly, careful not to wake her. The floorboards were cool under his feet. In the bathroom he washed his face with cold water, brushed his teeth, and dressed in the dark trousers and white shirt he wore for weekday work. The charcoal jacket hung ready on the back of the door. He put it on, smoothed the front, and looked at himself in the mirror. The same face the congregation
Chapter 158Pastor Carter sat in the study long after the house had gone quiet.The single desk lamp cast a narrow pool of yellow light across the open Bible and the half-finished notes for midweek study. He had not turned a page in over an hour. The words blurred. His hands rested flat on the polished wood, fingers spread as if he could press the trembling out of them by force of will alone.Aaron Blake.The name sat in his mind like a brand.He could still feel the phantom stretch of the boy’s cock inside him, the way those strong hands had gripped his hips hard enough to leave marks that had only just faded. He could still hear the low, mocking laugh that had followed the removal of the black mask. Surprise, Pastor. The guy who’s been fucking you senseless all this time… is your son’s classmate.Carter closed his eyes and dragged in a slow breath through his nose. The study smelled of old paper, lemon polish, and the faint trace of the cologne he wore every Sunday. Ordinary smells.
CHAPTER 157The house smelled of chicken and rice and the faint lemon polish his mother used on the tables. Ordinary Sunday smells. His mother stood at the sink with her back to him, sleeves rolled up, washing a pot that did not need washing. The radio on the counter played something soft and Christian at low volume. She did not turn when the door closed.“I’m home,” Leon said. His voice sounded almost normal. Almost.“I know.” She kept scrubbing. “Your father’s in the study. He wants you to finish the reading for tomorrow’s youth group before supper.”Leon set his backpack down by the stairs. The apple was gone; he had left it on the library table like evidence he no longer wanted to carry. “Okay.”Silence stretched between them. He watched the careful line of her shoulders. Something had changed—tighter, held too precisely. She had found the dildo and the lubricant. He was almost certain of it now. The way she had not looked at him properly in two days. The way her voice stayed flat
Chapter 156Leon stayed in the stall long after the final message arrived.The fluorescent light hummed overhead. His hands would not stop shaking. He could still feel the stretch of his own fingers, the cold porcelain against the backs of his thighs, the way his breath had caught when he forced himself to look at the camera. The phone sat on the toilet-paper dispenser, screen dark, but the words remained burned behind his eyes.I’ll find you. I’ll bend you over the nearest surface. And I’ll fuck you until you forget how to pretend you’re still pure.He swallowed against the rawness in his throat and wiped his mouth with the back of his wrist even though there was nothing there. Everything felt scraped clean and left open.He stood slowly. His knees protested. He cleaned himself with the thin paper as best he could, movements mechanical and detached—tuck, zip, buckle, smooth the front of his jeans as if fabric could erase what had just happened. At the sink he washed his hands twice,
Chapter 155Leon stared at the message until the words burned into his vision.Anonymous: Well well well. If it isn’t my little mouse.The nickname hit exactly the way it always did—condescending, intimate, and designed to remind him that the person on the other end had been watching longer than Leon liked to admit. He glanced around the second floor of the library. No one was close. The college students near the windows were buried in their laptops. The sleeping man hadn’t moved. Still, Leon angled the phone lower and typed with stiff fingers.Leon: Can you do it or not.The reply came fast.Anonymous: Straight to business. No ‘hello’? No ‘missed me’? I’m wounded, mouse. It’s been months. I was starting to think you’d finally grown a spine and deleted my number.Leon’s jaw tightened.Leon: I need a video taken down. Every copy. Cloud, phones, backups. It’s being used to blackmail me. Can you scrub it or not.Anonymous: Blackmail. How dramatic. Send me what you have. The file, any sti
Chapter 154Leon walked the twelve blocks to the library with the apple untouched in his hand. The skin had already warmed from his palm. He turned it over once, then again, but never brought it to his mouth. Eating felt like something that belonged to a different version of the day—one in which he had not stood in a church hallway while four girls held his future between their phones.The library was half-empty when he arrived. Sunday afternoons always were. A few college students occupied the long tables near the windows. An older man slept upright in one of the armchairs with an open newspaper across his chest. The air smelled of paper and the faint lemon cleaner the staff used on the desks. Leon chose a table in the far corner on the second floor, where the shelves of bound periodicals created a partial wall and the only camera sat too far away to read a phone screen clearly.He set the apple down. He opened his backpack. He took out a textbook he had no intention of reading and p
Chapter 2The computer turned on with soft hum that sounded deafening to Leon’s ears. He squeezed his eyes shut tightly, his nails digging crescent moon shapes into his skin as he braced for impact. He was expecting his father’s voice to thunder in the room. He expected scriptures to tear from his
Chapter 5By the time Leon had walked through the front door of his house, the world began to spin. The fever had not subsided. If anything, it had gotten worse. His face burned as the hallway seemed to titled as he walked through it. The familiar scent of Oakwood drifted through the house, mixing
Chapter 4The entire classroom was plunged into an eerie silence. It didn’t take long for the sound of flesh slapping together to resume. The squelching sounds coming from Aaron sliding his cock in and out of her wet hole filled the air.Leon was a trembling mess. His heart slammed against his ribs
Chapter 3The ice bath had left Leon trembling throughout the night. When morning reached, the cold has turned into a burning fever than clung on to his skin. His head throbbed with a dull ache, and every joint in his body hurt like he had run a marathon race in his sleep.For a moment, he consider







