Chapter 60

In the vision.

She came back to me every night, not omitting any details and becoming more and more intense and disgusting. Never in my life had I been so terrified.No one knew about the "dream*, except Calyxte and Constantin.

Constantin only knew it because he had accidentally entered our room while I was crying on Calyxte’s shoulder. He promised not to say anything to anyone.

I didn't want people to be aware of my situation. I didn't want to tell them what happened in this horrible dream. I didn't have the heart to tell Calyxte that it was a vision; I didn't have the heart to accept that it was a vision in the first place.

I didn't want to let this become a reality.There was no chance that I would let this happen to the people who were dear to me, even if it meant going alone.

I've been in a real crisis lately and everyone has noticed it. My face was white as snow, my hair lost its shine and my eyes lost their shine. I always ate because I should do it for the baby, but it was quit