Chapter 45

CHAPTER 45

DANE_

In all my years of living ,I can proudly say that I am a fool

In fact.. a bàstard; I thought if I could distance myself from Erica, that if I could get her out of my life, my mind and with my soul ,then I'll be doing great

But then I realised I was just kill myself. I was kidding myself, I was f****** with myself and I was being plain stupid

How on Earth could I ever think that I would reject my mate and go scot-free?

Even though she is yet to accept the rejection that doesn't mean that I'm not going to be feeling the pain!

Even if Ericka does accept the rejection that means all my life is great right? and I have anybody to call or mate?

I won't have anybody to keep me warm during the winter, I won't have anybody to tell me how much they love me when I'm being stupid?

I won't have anybody to tell me that you'll be alright? I won't have anybody to hug or cuddle in the cold winter nights?

I'll be alone or die of loneliness and I'll be a lone wolf for the rest