LOGINCHAPTER THREE: A CRIME OR DESTINY
Evelyn’s POV The walk home felt longer than it ever had before. The night air was cool against my skin, but it did nothing to calm the storm inside me. Every step I took felt heavy, like I was walking toward something I didn’t understand, and like something I couldn’t escape. Beside me, Nora was quieter than usual. She kept glancing at me, like she wanted to say something, but didn’t know how. “I’ll come with you tomorrow,” she finally said, breaking the silence. I gave a small nod. “You don’t have to.” “I want to,” she replied quickly. “You shouldn’t face this alone.” That word “Alone” almost made me smile because that was exactly what I had always been, but tonight felt different. It was not better, just.… different. “I don’t even know what I did,” I admitted softly. “Why would he want me there?” Nora frowned. “Maybe Beta Damien was right. Maybe you really do affect him.” I let out a quiet, disbelieving breath. “People like me don’t affect people like him.” She didn’t argue, and somehow, that hurt more because her silence was answer enough. *********** By the time we reached the house, the lights were still on. Of course they were. Aunt Agnes didn’t sleep early, especially not when there was always something to complain about. I hesitated at the door, my hand hovering just above the handle. For a brief moment, I considered not going in, no saying anything, and not changing anything. But that wasn’t an option, It never was. I pushed the door open, and the familiar scent of the house greeted me. It smelled of faint herbs, old wood, and something bitter underneath it all. Aunt Agnes was sitting by the small table, her posture straight, and her expression already sharp. She didn’t even wait for me to settle down before bombarding me with questions. “Well?” she demanded. “Did you enjoy humiliating yourself?” I closed the door behind me slowly. Nora stepped in after me, her presence steady at my side. “I…..” I started, but my voice failed me. How was I supposed to explain this?How was I supposed to make it make sense… when it didn’t even make sense to me? Aunt Agnes scoffed. “Don’t tell me you’re speechless now. I warned you, didn’t I?” Her eyes swept over me, lingering in that familiar, disapproving way. “Let me guess,” she continued. “You stood there while everyone laughed at you.” My fingers tightened slightly at my sides. She wasn’t wrong, but hearing it out loud still stung me. “Something happened,” Nora cut in, her tone firm. Aunt Agnes raised a brow. “Oh? What could possibly be more entertaining than that?” I swallowed hard. “The Alpha…” I began slowly. That immediately got her attention. Her posture shifted, and her eyes narrowed slightly. “What about him?” I hesitated for a second, then forced the words out. “He… ordered me to move into the packhouse.” There was silence. And for a moment, Aunt Agnes just stared at me. Then she burst into laughter. This particular laughter was louder, harsher, and crueler than before. “Stop it,” she said, waving a dismissive hand. “I’m not in the mood for jokes.” “I’m serious,” I said quietly. Her laughter stopped abruptly, then the room felt colder. “You expect me to believe,” she said slowly, her voice dropping into something dangerous, “that the Alpha of Shadowfang Pack singled you out… and asked you to live in the packhouse?” “I didn’t say he asked,” Nora snapped. “It was an order.” Aunt Agnes ignored her, her gaze staying locked on me. Perhaps she was searching for answers, or wanted to judge me. Suddenly, something shifted in her expression. It wasn’t disbelief or amusement, it was something much darker. “You did something,” she said. My chest tightened. “No, I didn’t” “Don’t lie to me!” she snapped, slamming her hand against the table. I flinched as the sound echoed through the room. “You must have embarrassed him,” she continued, her voice rising. “Or offended him. Why else would he drag you into the packhouse like that?” “I didn’t.” I tried again, my voice shaking, but she wasn’t listening. “You foolish girl,” she hissed. “Do you have any idea what you’ve done?” Tears burned at the back of my eyes. “I don’t understand…I didn’t do anything wrong.” “You’ve committed a crime. You’re wolfless remember? It has nothing to do with a mate bond ,” she interrupted sharply. The words hit me like a blow. “A crime?” I whispered. “Yes,” she said coldly. “Do you think Alphas make orders like that for no reason? You’ve involved yourself in something far beyond you.” My heart began to race again, though not like before. This time, it was fear. Real fear. “What if he decides you’re useless?” she went on. “What if he throws you out?” I swallowed hard. The thought hadn’t fully settled in me yet, but now it did. “And when he does,” Agnes added, her voice turning icy, “don’t even think about coming back here.” My breath caught. “You won’t be welcomed,” she continued. “If the Alpha rejects you, then you are nothing. Less than nothing!” Each word felt heavier than the last. “You will go to that packhouse,” she said firmly. “And you will behave yourself you get me?” I nodded slowly, even though my chest felt like it was collapsing. “And you will not cause trouble,” she added. “You will not draw attention. You will do whatever you are told.” “I understand,” I whispered. “Good.” She leaned back slightly, her expression settling into something final. “Because if Alpha Raphael throws you out,” she said, her voice low and cutting, “I will do the same.” Silence filled the room, heavy, unforgiving, and final. I lowered my gaze as there was nothing left to say. ************ Later that night, I sat on the edge of my bed. The same bed I had slept in for years, the same room that had never truly felt like mine. And now, i was leaving it. Not by choice, but because I had nowhere else to go. My eyes felt heavy, but sleep was far away. I now had too many thoughts, too many questions, and too much fear. Slowly, I reached for the small, worn-out bag tucked beneath the bed. It had been there for as long as I could remember. I pulled it out, placing it gently beside me. The fabric was thin, and frayed at the edges just like everything else I owned. I opened it carefully, then paused. What was I even supposed to take? I didn’t have much, only a few dresses, and some old shoes. Small things that held no real value to anyone but me. I picked up one of my dresses, folding it neatly before placing it inside. I found two more, and placed them carefully inside. Each movement felt slow and heavy like I was packing pieces of a life I didn’t know if I would ever return to. A tear slipped down my cheek before I could stop it. I wiped it away quickly. There was no point crying now, this was already happening whether I understood it or not, or whether I wanted it or not. I closed the bag once I was done, my hands lingering on the old fabric. Tomorrow, everything would change, and I didn’t know if it would be for better or worse. But one thing was certain. I was stepping into a world where I didn’t belong, and this time…There would be no corner to hide in.Chapter 24 — fear of warRaphael’s POVThe moment Annabelle stormed out of my office, I lost what little patience I had left.“Get out.”The two warriors standing near the door stiffened instantly.“Alpha…”“I said leave.”They didn’t hesitate a second time.Within moments, the office doors shut heavily behind them, leaving only Damien, Evelyn, and me inside the room.The silence afterward felt suffocating.Annabelle’s accusations still echoed through the office walls. The warriors from Icefall Pack had attacked one of our border patrols.Three were injured, and one dead. Now war sat dangerously close again.My hands tightened behind my back as I stared toward the darkening window.I could already feel the rage building beneath my skin.The fear of instability and pressure.Then softly, I heard a sigh.“I’m sorry.”My chest tightened immediately and I turned. Evelyn stood near the couch looking devastated.Her eyes shimmered with guilt despite the situation having absolutely nothing t
Chapter 24 — Guilt Evelyn’s POVRaphael was absent again.I stared at the empty chair across from me while absentmindedly poking at my breakfast.It was warm toast, eggs, and honey tea.Everything smelled wonderful, yet somehow the dining room still felt strangely cold without him there.It irritated me slightly that I had even noticed.Clare poured more tea into my cup gently. “The Alpha has been in meetings since dawn.”I nodded quietly. That explained the distant shouting and hurried footsteps echoing through the packhouse all morning.Ever since returning from Crimson Snow Pack, the atmosphere inside Shadowfang had changed slightly.It felt tenser and more alert.Warriors moved around more frequently, and guards seemed stationed everywhere now.Even the servants whispered nervously when they thought nobody was listening.I swallowed slowly. Maybe Alpha Kai’s threats were more serious than I initially thought.Still, nobody had explained anything clearly to me. Not even Raphael.E
Chapter 23 — obsession Raphael’s POVI should have stopped it sooner.That thought lingered heavily in my mind long after Annabelle stormed away from the field.From where I stood near the bonfires, I could still see Evelyn laughing softly with Nora beneath one of the lantern-lit trees.And despite myself, my attention remained fixed there.On her. Always her.Damien appeared beside me holding two drinks before handing me one silently.“You nearly killed Annabelle with that look alone.”I took the glass without responding. Truthfully, Annabelle was fortunate Nora intervened first because if that slap had landed, my control would have snapped publicly.And that would have been bad.Very bad.Damien followed my gaze toward Evelyn and Nora.“They’re close.”I remained silent. Nora had surprised me tonight.Most people in this pack either feared Annabelle or avoided confrontation with her entirely.But Nora? She stepped between them without hesitation.Protecting Evelyn like it was insti
Chapter 22 — Nora’s intervention Evelyn’s POVThe excitement around the field only grew louder as wolves began returning from the woods one after another.Some females returned laughing breathlessly while others hid shyly behind the males that had caught them. Music continued playing loudly near the bonfires while drinks flowed endlessly between the tables.But my attention stayed fixed on one thing only.Raphael.He still stood near the edge of the field with Damien, arms folded across his chest while watching the event with unreadable eyes.And strangely, I couldn’t stop feeling relieved that he hadn’t joined the run.Maybe Annabelle lied.The thought comforted me briefly. Then suddenly, a loud growl tore through the field.Everyone turned instantly.A massive brown wolf burst out from the woods at full speed before shifting mid-run near the field’s edge.Gasps erupted around me.It was Annabelle.The moment her feet touched the ground in human form, she stormed directly toward Ra
Chapter 21 —Pack run Evelyn’s POVThe packhouse had never been this lively before.From the moment I woke up, the entire place buzzed with excitement.Servants hurried down the hallways carrying trays of food and bundles of cloth while warriors laughed loudly outside. Music floated faintly through the windows, and every corner of the packhouse seemed brighter somehow.I stood near my window watching the commotion below curiously.“What’s happening?” I asked softly.Clare, who was arranging dresses behind me, looked up with surprise.“You forgot?”I turned toward her blankly. “Forgot what?”“The pack run.”My brows furrowed slightly. I had heard those words before.Back in the village, people spoke about the pack run every year with excitement and embarrassment mixed together.But Aunt Agnes never allowed me near it. She always claimed it was “not for girls like me.”At the time, I assumed she meant because I was wolfless. Now, I wasn’t so sure anymore.“What exactly happens during it
Chapter 20 — I will protect her Evelyn’s POVSomeone was shaking me. It was softly at first, then harder.“Evelyn! ”I groaned tiredly and buried my face deeper into the pillow. “Five more minutes…”“Evelyn!”My eyes snapped open immediately. Clare stood beside my bed looking both excited and panicked at the same time.I blinked sleepily. “What happened?”“You need to get up now.”That woke me up properly. I sat upright quickly.“Is something wrong?”Clare hurried toward the wardrobe before pulling out a dress carefully wrapped in cloth.“You’re accompanying Alpha Raphael to the Alpha Council meeting.”I stared at her blankly. “The what?”“The Council meeting,” she repeated while placing the dress carefully on the bed. “It’s being hosted today at Crimson Snow Pack.”My mind struggled to process the information.“Today?”“Yes.”I rubbed my eyes slowly. “But why am I going?”Clare paused briefly, then she gave me the exact answer I already expected.“To stabilize him.”Of course. Still
Chapter 19 — in too deep Raphael’s POVThe silence in my office felt unbearable.I stood near the balcony with both hands gripping the railing tightly while darkness slowly swallowed the pack grounds outside.Yet no matter how hard I tried to focus, all I could see was Evelyn’s face.Those wounde
Chapter 18 — RegretsEvelyn’s POVBy the third basket of apples, my arms were already beginning to ache.Still, I didn’t complain.Honestly, I was enjoying myself too much to care about pain.The kitchen servants sat beneath the shade under a tree near the courtyard while preparing ingredients for
Chapter 16 — who is to blameEvelyn’s POVRaphael’s eyes burned into mine with frightening intensity.“You looked better covered,” he repeated coldly.I swallowed hard beneath the weight of his stare. The meeting room suddenly felt too small, too warm, and too suffocating.“I didn’t know the dress
Chapter 15 — negotiations over Evelyn’s POVThe atmosphere inside my room felt unusually tense as Clare moved around preparing me for the meeting.For some reason, she looked excited in a way that irritated me.It was strange considering Alpha Raphael had nearly strangled his Beta earlier that mor







