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AN EARLY REGRET

Author: Duchess Pen
last update publish date: 2026-05-21 03:19:29

Chapter 9 — An early regret

Evelyn’s POV

I didn’t stop walking until I reached my room.

Even then, my hands were trembling so badly I struggled to close the door properly behind me.

The moment the lock clicked shut, I leaned heavily against the wood and pressed a shaking hand to my chest.

My heart hurt, it actually hurt so much.

Like someone had reached inside me and squeezed until I couldn’t breathe properly anymore.

I squeezed my eyes shut, but it only made the images return stronger.

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aw that's so sad, but I completely understand the feeling
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