“Are you insane?”
“He is your king Brum, not mine,” I stated as he dragged me out of the dining room.
“Are you hearing yourself?”
“Yes Brum, can I just be bitter in peace please, let me be bitter to the man who is just peeling my heart apart with each day I see him. Can I have that?” I asked turning to stare at him.
“Me being a good luna doesn’t mean I have to kiss his ass.” I pointed out the facts as I turned, walking to the front door. I had not been outside in a long time, I missed it.
“He will kill you.” The beta stated.
“So be it.” I shot back at him.
“This is stupidity.”
“I call it freedom,” I said back with the beta shaking his head.
“What have I done.” He cried out,
“NO,” I said it loud and clear, already taking a step from him.“If I don’t mark you, you will die, your choice.” He spat out with me frozen in place. I closed my eyes to open them, thinking I was suddenly able to dream but it was not a dream, it was real.“This is a mess,” I spoke.“Tell me about it.” Beta Brum answered with me walking, turning, and falling in step with him, my mind deep in thought.“How do we stop the king from killing himself. Why don’t you have the curse?” I questioned.“My father had it but it was not passed onto me since I was not directly liked to the ruling line.” He answered with me nodding my head at him.“I am hoping that, by the time the war ends, something would have happened between you too.” The beta said with me scoffing.&nb
“I won’t take long, I promise,” I begged, pulling Brum by his arm but he was already walking out of the flying machine and dragging me with him. I dug on the floor with my heels, trying to pull him back but to no avail. “Please, please, please, I won’t take even a second, just change out of this dress,” I begged with him pulling me, so I stumbled and ran, knocking his body. “When the king calls, you go straight to him.” He said with me sighing. “He is my mate Brum, I can’t just go looking like this, how will he stop staring at other girls if I come looking like this.” I cried out with Brum already at the door, ready to open it. “Get yourself together.” He warned. There was no way of helping me. I pulled the skirt of my dress, wiping my face and leaving the dress black. I hoped the blood had all been wiped from my face. I could just feel my hair going in all directions.
Why did he care?Yes, we screwed. We kissed and did everything that couples did under the skies when it was cold and dark. He touched me and made me feel things in the caves when I felt as if my hands and feet would fall off. Where was he? Probably screwing his mistress and sleeping in her bed.I just felt so mad I would burst.I wished I could just scream that to his face.He had no right to ask that, not after what he did. He did not even care for me, he hurt me every chance he got so he did not get to play the possessive mate. He was supposed to protect me and look out for me. The realm could all turn and want my head on a stake but he was supposed to be the only person I could trust, the only person I was sure would always be on my side and have my back but ……he was the worst of them all. The world could hate me and it wou
“YOU ARE MINE.”“No.”I did not know where I was taking the courage to speak but the words slipped from my lips nonetheless, be damned with the consequences. He had to know his place in my life, he had to be checked.My body and my mind were in a battle. I knew my mind would lose as I pressed myself on him. My fingers were uncontrolled as they dragged down his back with my nails nearly digging through the fabric so I decided to slip them under it.The feel of his bare skin was too much.I could not help the moan, my body moving on its own, pushing on him and opening up like a flower at the break of dawn.His other hand was fast to grip my right thigh, pulling my other leg up to wrap it around him.My sex was out and wide open for him.So many thoughts going through my head, a huge debate
I could not move, could not breathe with my legs closing after the king had pulled out. My whole body quivered, my eyes closed shut with the aftershocks sending my body jerking now and again.I did not know what that was but I liked it very much and the thing that made it all even greater was the fact that I was doing it with the king, my mate.My eyes peeled open, my darkness filling the room, seeing him straightening up, probably shocked on what was happening so I called my darkness back, leaving the room as clear as before. He looked around then looked down at me and I just shrugged my shoulders, holding in the laugh that wanted to explode out of me. I wanted to just giggle. I wanted to dance and sing and do a lot of things I had never done before. My heart felt so spongy and lucid, my body still tangling.Where was he going? There was so much we had to talk about. There was so much I wanted to tell him and ask him. M
I pulled the first pair of jeans I could find. My hands wrinkled from staying underwater for so long. I pulled on a white T-shirt and slipped it on as my feet slid into the first slides I could find. My hair was pulled into a ponytail, walking out of my bedroom to close it shut after me.My broken heart was aching, worried, and concerned. I knew I would not be alright until I saw that he was okay. I was not alright; I was nowhere being alright but I knew I eventually would be. As of then, I had to make sure the only person who had my back since the first time I met him was okay. I did not know how I would do it but I had to see him.The king was set on driving me to insanity, taking all that made it bearable to wake up and fight another day. He took away my hope, took away everything and how was I supposed to keep my head up after that.The elevator opened with me stepping out.I was afraid to ask be
I still had a lot of hours before dinner. I felt so excited in a way to finally be doing something so important. I rushed, my feet flying over the room to the bathroom, looking for something I could put my flowers in. There was a golden vase just in my closet. I filled it with water and dropped the flowers in. They immediately brightened up the room with my smile untamed as I shook my head and span around, cradling the vase to my chest.I walked out of the closet to the room again.My eyes fell on the messy bed. I had not cleaned after he left. My hands shook but I did not want to dwell on the king. I had other things going for me, I did not want to let him bring me down.I took slow steps, placing the vase on the pedestal next to my bed.My body bent, his smell lingering in the room. It was going to drive me insane I swear.My feet kicked on something, staring down to find a t-s
I could not hear, I could not see, just sitting there, chewing with my teeth grinding on each other. The anger had me piped up, my face inflamed with my hands shaking yet I continued picking one fruit from the other. It took everything in me not to throw it at the girl who suddenly stood up again, walking around the table to take a meat bowl then went back to her seat, sitting down and settling, a smile on her face.She was putting up a show, just spreading my mate’s scent all around. It was so strong I knew she had not taken a shower. My eyes closed to open.He had kissed her with the same lips he used to kiss me. He had touched her the way he had touched me and had licked and sucked the way he had sucked me. With the same lips he had used to make me scream his name. Had he called her his too, had he groaned and claimed her as his too?The room was so silent with literally no one eating besides the king, myself, a