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THE SUMMER I LOST MY ‘V’ CARD
DISCLAIMER
Dearest Lanee Reader,
This is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places, and events are products of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is purely coincidental and unintentional.
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TRIGGER VITAL WARNINGS
Let me be very clear with you before you turn to another page.
This book contains content that some readers may find deeply distressing. I am not writing this warning to scare you away. I am writing it because I respect you enough to be honest about what lives inside these pages. This is not a soft romance. This is not a love story that plays it safe. Dominated by the three Alphas is dark, heavy, and filled with surprises.
Please read the following carefully.
- Strong language
- Explicit sexual contents
- Graphic scenes
- Stalking
- Obsessive and possessive behavior
- Emotional abuse and manipulation
- Coercion and obsessive behavior
- Betrayal
- Forced proximity and captivity
This is a dark LGBTQ romance. The love here is complicated and it is costly. The characters are flawed in ways that will frustrate you, unsettle you, and at certain points make you question everything you thought you wanted from a love story. That is intentional and frankly the point.
Please take care of yourself while reading. It is okay to put the book down, to step away, breathe, and come back only when you are ready. If you choose not to come back at all, I understand. Your mental health and your comfort matter infinitely more than any chapter I have written.
This book is strictly for readers 18 and above. You have been warned, darling. What happens next is up to you.
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POINT OF VIEW
This story is written in dual first-person POV. You will live primarily inside Raven’s head because that is where the real war is fought. The perspective of other characters would appear selectively when their inner worlds deepen the emotional stakes. You will always know whose head you are in. I will never leave you lost or hanging. Trust me.
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AUTHOR'S NOTE
Thank you all genuinely. Out of everything you could be reading right now, you chose this. That is not something I take lightly.
This story asked a lot of me to write and I hope it asks something of you to read. Leave your thoughts in the comments. Every review, every reaction, every message keeps me going on the days the words refuse to come. I read everything and I appreciate every single one of you more than I know how to say.
Now meet Raven Pookies.
With much love,
Ivy Lanee
XOXO 🌹
I’M SORRY, LAURARAVEN POVShe was on the floor looking helpless. Just staring at me “Ma’am are you okay??” The nurses came rushing towards her like she fainted or something.“Why would you do this?”“How could you do that to your lover?” So many background noises yet none spoke to me till..~ ~ ~ ~I couldn’t help it… I just couldn’t. Oh no, what exactly have I done?First I kiss her back now I back off and push her?I’m really one of the devil’s incarnate. No. It’s not my fault. I don’t feel the same way but why is it that I feel so much pain? Why Laura? I held my head in frustration while using my fingers to grab every inch of my hair that my fingers could take.“Can y’all just FUCKING STOP!!!” I dragged my hands down the side of my face. My eyeballs were a mixture of red and white.Suddenly, there was silence. “I’m sorry Laura.” I said and held my spit. Gulped it down like my life depended on it. “I told you once and I guess I’ll have to remind you again.” I sailed calmly.La
NOW OR EVERRAVEN’S POVIt’s either Laura is possessed or she’s probably high. Why is she acting like a confused fowl??I know she was trying to confess her feelings for me. At least, that’s what I could get from the whole mini situation a few minutes ago.I made it known to my heart and to literally everyone close around me that I’ve always liked Nicole.Well, I don’t know if I actually made it that obvious but in all honesty it seems that everyone else can see it except Nicole herself.Oh my.. fuck. Why is it always like that??Why can’t the person we actually like notice that we like them? Yet, everyone around us notices it.Jeez, life is weird as fuck. Oh well, I guess I could either… lead Laura and use her to get more information about Nicole’s personal life or…. Uhmm, hmmm.No, that’s wrong. Laura is my step-sister. Yes, she might have her own flaws and annoying sides. Emphasis on annoying sides.. but she’s still a good soul. I guess I have to turn her down before things get w
YOU DON’T FUCKING MEAN ITLAURA’S POV“I…““Uhm…Rae, calm down. It’s nothing serious. I just wanted to let you know that I love you.”She just stood there and stared at me deeply. Honestly, if she could take my soul from my body, I’m sure she would have done so by now. Everywhere remained calm. The nurses went about their day. The sick patients were rushed to the emergency room…little kids coughing and it was just us. Raven and I. Oh wow, she’s so beautiful.“You love me? I’m so lost right now.” She replied to me with a confused look. Deep down, I knew that was the last thing she wanted to hear at the moment. Regardless, I didn't care but kept talking.“Laura, what the fuck is going on?” She asked again and this time she looked at me dead in the eye.“Raven, I..” she started.“I need to tell you something about the night of the expl—”BEEP. BEEP. BEEP. BEEP.“The fuck?” Raven said. We were both tracing the sound's source. Suddenly, we saw the nurses rushing over to the room where
I HATE YOU MORELAURA’S POV“Hey, get your hands off me. Get your.. ewww. Nurse!!!” I fought my way through the scene. This insane man was touching me in places he wasn’t meant to touch. How can they be that careless to let someone in this condition out?What if he had a syringe or something? “Boy!!! You better get your hands off me or you’ll—““Hold him” a voice yelled out from afar. Thankfully, the insane man was held and I was at peace a bit. Raven just stood there. Urghh, I’m sure if it were Nicole, she wouldn’t let her go through what I just went through. I hate that she sees Nicole and not me. Even though I’m her stepsister…ever since the day we had that moment, I’ve found myself wanting and needing Raven’s touch. I’m glad I finally have some alone time with her. Maybe she can see me and not Nicole. I’ve always hated how Nicole took the spotlight for almost everything. I certainly don’t give a fuck if she’s the firstborn. A few minutes after delivery doesn’t count as shit to
TICK TOCK, BITCHRAVEN POVUh oh, this isn’t how I planned today for fucksake. Jeez.“Ohh, what am I gonna do? How do I even—“ I went in circles with my hand on my head and the nails in my fingers trying to find how to get out of this mess.I had to leave the scenery because my thoughts were scattered and the best thing for anyone right now…is for me to think straight.“Nicole” a scream came from behind and all heads turned ignoring the situation in front. “Fuck” I ran back inside as soon as I saw her. “What the actual fuck?? Who would be sick enough to do this to her?” I felt tears trailing down my cheeks as I saw her. She was lifeless in the middle of the altar. This was not only disrespectful but scary as well.“Wait, that looks fake.” A voice from behind uttered. I looked back to see who spoke and it was the girl who sells coffee in the neighborhood. Our eyes met and instantly I looked forward to God for hope, praying this was all a dream. “Look” she pointed towards the directi
CHAPTER EIGHTTRAUMA BONDUNKNOWN POV“It’s one thing to lie to the world about certain things like this but to lie to me?? After everything I’ve done for you Nicole. You are a worthless good-for-nothing bitch.” I held my phone in anger scrolling past her pictures. “What do you have that I don’t have bitch?” I smashed my phone against the wall in annoyance. “If I stare at her pics again, I might lose it sincerely. Mark my words Nicole, you’ll die a slow, embarrassing, and painful death. I promise you that.Opps!! I forgot I have a funeral to scatter. Hopefully, things go as planned. “No, it would,” I tried convincing myself, trying not to be negative. At the end of the day…someone’s getting hurt and it ain’t me. “Let the fun begin,” I said out loud in a hysterical manner as I rubbed my hands together in unison.RAVEN POVIt’s now or never Rae. Shit can't go down like this. It’s either I go down or no one else suffers.I can’t sit and watch Nicole go down for something she’s been t







