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Trapped, Bored, Beautiful

Author: Krystal Bahmz
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I slept like a rock.

No.... I mean, it’s more like a rock hurled into the middle of a lake, sinking straight to the bottom and never resurfacing.

That was me last night.

After a shower hot enough to boil my regrets, scrubbing every inch of my skin until the scent of lavender finally overpowered the maddening trace of a man who, unfortunately, still lingered...

I stormed into the walk-in closet, slammed the wardrobe door shut, chose a pajama set with the fury of a young widow, and crawled into bed while unleashing the rudest string of curses I knew in three languages.

And still, I slept like a baby.

I woke up this morning yawning wide like a lioness who forgot she’s being kept by the mafia. The blanket was a mess, pillows everywhere, my hair looked like it had been in a gang fight, and one leg was dangling off the bed like a scene from a telenovela.

I stared at the ceiling for a few seconds, groaning internally, weighing whether I should start cursing Zach first thing or wait until aft
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