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CHAPTER 27
She’d seen it so often, Regina wished she could tell him he wasn’t the only one but didn’t want to risk scaring him off by getting too deep. Instead, she settled for something simpler, to help Damien ease up a little.
“You haven’t spent much time in a sickroom.”
His eyes widened slightly before his face resumed an emotionless mask.
“Does it show that much?”
Sighing, Regina sank into her chair on the opposite side of the bed. Why had she thought he would make this easy on either of them? She smiled down at Iris, the woman who’d become a surrogate mother to her before the older woman’s accident. Her heart ached with the guilt of her involvement.
“It’s alright, you know… It’s often hard for family a
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