BIBLE- “It’s gonna be okay!” Harvey slowly caressed my back while I was driving with the dead bodies of people I love. My mother is dead, I have a girlfriend lying over begging for death and I don’t know what to do anymore. If I'm broke, I don’t think I can ever console her, but is it even possible for me to not feel anything while so much has happened? I need to get a grip though, for real. My girl is in pain and I can’t lose myself. “Liza is dead… and so is Theo, Sarah--- s--- I don’t even know what to s… huh, say about her” I knew Harvey knows what happened too, but instead he just kept quiet letting me take my time to process everything. We got off at the cemetery and buried my mother and Theo with all due respect, I didn’t shed a tear, I wanted to but I can’t, not when Sarah is like this. my heart was feeling heavier as I stood near their graves, I could feel my heart bleeding, I finally had a mother, but he took it from me. He played me while I believed him, I believed him
BIBLE- [“Do you want to drive?” I heard Mikael say, he was Bar’s bodyguard and as far as I remember he is thirteen years older than me; we went out to buy something for Bar and he suddenly spoke. “I don’t know how to drive” I spoke while eating my candy floss, I liked sweet things but I was a quiet child hence never objected anyone’s decision. “What’s the harm in trying?” he spoke and I don’t know what was going inside his head at that time, I was young with boiling blood inside my veins hence, didn’t object and grabbed the keys from his hands. A smile passed through his lips as he pulled me out of the car and sat on the driver’s seat, he patted his lap asking me sit on it. Of course, my tiny legs couldn’t reach the breaks. I sat on his lap controlling the steering wheel and we drove off, fear rushed in my veins as what I was doing was dangerous, he couldn’t care less and fastened his seat belt. I kept on driving and after some time I felt like I got the hang of it. I crossed the
SARAH- “Come on, we’re going outside” Tessa barged inside as I was wearing my trousers, my wounds were healing and I knew they would heal but one thing was killing me on the inside. “No, I don’t want to” I replied and got inside my blanket hiding from the world. “I wasn’t asking” she spoke and snatched it from me, the cold breeze made me shiver and I asked her patiently to return it, she wasn’t listening, I was getting angry but didn’t have the energy to shout. I kept on lying without looking at her and she covered me with it having pity on me. “Can you call Bible?” I asked in a low voice, it was killing me on the inside, but I had to ask him, I had to talk no matter what. I know he was hurting but it wasn’t something I could hide forever, they’ll know eventually. “Sure” she replied. “What happened? Are you hurting?” a minute longer he walked inside speedily and sat beside me, I still couldn’t look at him, I didn’t have the courage to do so, I can’t, he held my hand caressing it
BIBLE-“Is something the matter?” I asked the doctor as we got out of the room, when Sarah told me how cruel of a monster Bar is, my eyes went numb and my insides were shivering in terror.So far, I don’t know how I’ve contained myself inside a box with a smile, I cannot live if something happens to Sarah. She’s just too kind for an abortion, I know it, she won’t kill a child who isn’t even born yet, she wouldn’t want an innocent to suffer for the sins he didn’t commit.I lived with that man for years but never saw an animal inside him like this one, he is a devil spirit I want to get rid of, I just want Sarah to get well and then I’ll make that bastard pay for what he’s done, I don’t care if I die from guilt or bullet, if I die, I take him down with me.Still, I haven’t figured out how to tell her that I'm the murderer of her dreams. She has the right to know, she needs to know because I felt the pain of concealing. I lost Liza, I couldn’t even mourn her or look at her, hug her and t
BIBLE-“Uh! Hey, I was t---thinking that we should go out” Sarah got out of the room and strolled in our direction.“Uh! You sure?”“Uh! Yeah!” she spoke“Uh! Okay then”“Uh---” she laughed.“Uh! Are you done? That barbie is gonna take hell of a time to get ready” Harvey spoke interrupting our ‘Uh’ moment. Sarah laughed again and went inside Tessa’s room to inform her about us leaving.“She’s talking now?” Harvey spoke in shock as last night she remained silent; she didn’t laugh even though the genre was comedy so his eyes were pretty widened when he saw her spoke.“Yeah! She even laughed today, even though for a bit, but she did” I spoke proudly making my shoulders broad, I felt like I was in heaven for a while as I saw her smile.“That’s great…” Harvey spoke and I stood up as she walked out of the room. She looked irritated but like she knew what she was getting herself into.“What happened?” I went while speaking in a low voice as she walked up to me.“She’s saying she doesn’t have
SARAH-“You shouldn’t drink” I heard him say as I picked up a glass of wine, Tessa dragged us inside the club and I literally wanted to lose myself for a moment. I wanted to get drunk and forget about everything becoming careless even for a bit.“No, I want to” I replied and gulped a whole glass of vodka instantly, “Ah! It’s bitter” I spoke while looking at Bible who seemed angry. He was just being extra cautious but “Just today…” I spoke making puppy eyes and he peered down in helplessness.I smiled and drank another one, I clunk glasses with Tessa while the boys were looking at us knowing that there’s no stopping us. They gave up and I wanted to get wasted, I was enjoying it being carefree without thinking what would happen next or what had happened until now.“Can you dance?” Tessa stood up, fixing her non-existential bra. My eyes directly went to see where Bible was looking at and he was… just a gentleman who was lost in his own world while I literally saw Harvey’s jaw drop on the
BIBLE-“Harvey come here for a while…” I spoke bringing Harvey to the corner so that the girls cannot listen, I just created a scene at the club and the guy has perhaps lost his hands but I couldn’t care less about his condition he, laid his filthy hands on my girl’s body and I needed to break them. I was taking to him when I noticed a car approaching in Sarah’s direction, someone got down from it and grabbed Sarah. I shouted but she couldn’t respond as it was too late too. I ran after the car and knew who’s behind this.Harvey quickly turned the car and we followed it, I was scared, I was freaking scared for how Sarah might be feeling right now, I don’t know who’s inside but she definitely needs me she can’t handle all that pain again.They started shooting in our direction while I did the same, it was too dark to focus and the bullets flying on our head wasn’t even helping. “Tessa, get down!!” Harvey roared while Tessa hunched down in the corner of the car, we couldn’t take her wit
BIBLE-“Mikael?” I spoke not believing that he could escape Harvey’s bullet, I heard a familiar voice groaning in pain knowing that it was Harvey, I can’t lose any more men of mine especially Harvey, he is just too important for me.“He won’t die… at least for now.” He spoke while walking in my direction, his gun was pointing at my forehead and I raised my hand upwards. “Let her go… I don’t care what you do to me, just let her go”“Oh! I didn’t bring her here to let go, I fucking can’t live without her. Specially after the night we had” Bar spoke but didn’t seem hungry, it was more like he needed her.It’s just another game of the jerk, I can’t be so helpless in front of her. “You step aside or I’ll shoot her” Mikael spoke and I knew this man can’t be trusted.He’s just another monster who serves his Satan, he was the one who made me kill Sarah’s father, I can’t let him be because he really might hurt Sarah, I know wouldn’t kill her because I could sense Bar’s obsession for her even f