CHAPTER 49: Remorse And Regrets

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“It’s gonna be okay!” Harvey slowly caressed my back while I was driving with the dead bodies of people I love. My mother is dead, I have a girlfriend lying over begging for death and I don’t know what to do anymore.

If I'm broke, I don’t think I can ever console her, but is it even possible for me to not feel anything while so much has happened? I need to get a grip though, for real. My girl is in pain and I can’t lose myself.

“Liza is dead… and so is Theo, Sarah--- s--- I don’t even know what to s… huh, say about her” I knew Harvey knows what happened too, but instead he just kept quiet letting me take my time to process everything.

We got off at the cemetery and buried my mother and Theo with all due respect, I didn’t shed a tear, I wanted to but I can’t, not when Sarah is like this. my heart was feeling heavier as I stood near their graves,

I could feel my heart bleeding, I finally had a mother, but he took it from me. He played me while I believed him, I believed him