LOGINPanic seizes my chest the moment I realize where they were taking me.
As we near the gates, my leg starts bouncing and I swallow hard. The smooth driveway and perfectly trimmed hedges give nothing away. Because who would look at something this grand and question what waits behind those double doors? As the van rounds the fountain centered in the driveway, the men exit, slamming the doors shut behind them. They stand for a few minutes, discussing. Meanwhile, I try to placate myself, because this nightmare has just gotten worse. Mr. Bodyguard unlocks my door before offering me a hand. His eyebrows knit together at my reluctance to take it. “Are you okay?” I take a deep breath. “Do I look okay?” I ask pointedly. He closes his eyes, swearing under his breath. “Well, next time I’ll just not ask.” “Good. It’s not your job anyway.” He withdraws his hand, deciding to hold the door instead. I struggle to get out on my own, though I wouldn’t dare admit it by asking for help. After getting out, I don’t waste a second before marching up the stairs to the hellhole I’ve tried escaping for years. Yet I always seem to come back here. I reach for the doorbell at the same time the door flies open, and I’m wrapped in someone’s arms. The life being squeezed out of me. Kaitlyn. I already know by the smell of her perfume. 'What are you doing here?” I manage, taking a step back from her. She cups my face. “I heard what happened. What is going on?” I shake my head, the lie already rolling off my tongue. “I don’t know.” My mind ignores my stomach gnawing at me to reveal the truth. What I found in my closet earlier today but that will only make things worse. Pushing past her, I step over the threshold and into the foyer. Marble floors glisten beneath the chandelier, though it isn’t needed because the massive windows make it so bright my eyes burn. The staircase greets me, and the sight of it resurfaces a terrible memory. My feet are suddenly frozen in place. Kaitlyn holds my shoulder, standing beside me. I turn to look at her. “I can’t be here. You know that..” “It’s for your safety,” Mr. Bodyguard adds. His eyes scan my face, holding eye contact for a beat too long. “Your father says it’s best.” “I don’t care!” I seethe. I promise that I’ve been working on my attitude, but ever since, he keeps testing my boundaries and personal space, the bitch is back. Kaitlyn gasps, hand covering her mouth. He grins. “I didn’t ask.” He then turns and walks away, and oh my goodness, I would take my shoe off if bending didn't make me dizzy. And I would throw it right at the back of his head. “Deep breaths, Serena. You are better than this.” Despite my efforts to calm down, I stalk after him. “You arrogant, infuriating, entitled, unprofessional—” “What?” he says, taking a sharp turn, cocking an eyebrow at me. “Asshole?” “You said it, not me.” “Aw, is the princess afraid to say a curse word?" I get so close that we are mere inches apart. I lift my head in an attempt not to speak to his chest. Before I can do or say anything, Kaitlyn forces us apart. “Hey!” She then turns to me. “Let’s go upstairs.” “I’m not staying here!” “You are!” My father’s voice booms as he exits the living room and walks toward us. “And it’s final.” "Fine! You want me to stay? Then fire him!” I shout, pointing directly at the bodyguard. My father’s lips press into a straight line. “Why?” “He’s unprofessional!” “And you don’t listen,” the bodyguard says plainly. “You can’t always have your own way, Ms. Moretti.” “Princess, what did he do to you?” my father questions again. Beside him, Mr. Bodyguard smirks at the sound of the nickname. My cheeks heat up, “Dad, stop calling me that.” My father pinches the bridge of his nose. “Mr. Lopez, what is the problem here?” “She’s difficult, sir,” he says, meeting my gaze, his eyes twinkling with mischief. "Yes, we already established that she is incredibly difficult.” My mouth falls open at his confession. The bodyguard bites back his smile while Kaitlyn cringes. My father turns to him, clearing his throat. “What I mean to say is… what do you mean she’s difficult?” He stuffs his hands into his pockets. “I can’t protect someone who doesn’t want to be protected, sir.” I throw my hands in the air. “Bingo!” “Do you think this is a joke?” my father snaps, startling both me and Kaitlyn. “Yes, the incident at the party could’ve been a coincidence. But the gun was pointed in our direction! You could’ve died that night, God forbid.” His voice drops lower. “Then your house gets broken into, yet nothing valuable was missing. Someone had a point to prove. So why won’t you let me protect you?” I step toward him, wrapping my arms around him. “I’m sorry, Dad.” “I just can’t—I can’t lose you too." “You won’t,” the bodyguard declares from behind us. “I’ll protect her with my life.” I stare at him for a long moment, eyes searching his and studying his smug expression. I dislike him. My father finally uses his sleeve to wipe his face. “I know you will. So I hope you don’t mind me requesting that you stay with us until the threat is eliminated.” My protest is blocked by the guilt of stressing my dad any further. Kaitlyn locks her arm with mine. I spare him one more glance, and he winks at me. I roll my eyes, turning toward the staircase. I will do this if it means putting Dad’s mind at ease. But that surely doesn’t mean I won’t give Mr. Bodyguard a run for his money.The handle of the door rattles, like a telltale sign of an earthquake. Except I don’t take cover. I brace myself for everything to come crashing down.I sit watching the morning sun glisten on the surface of the water, making the waves glitter as they crash against the shore. I sit, wishing and hoping that I won’t have to leave Miami.Leaving would mean losing more of me. I can’t afford that after one half was already ripped away. Because who am I if not the girl who reads with waves as her white noise? Who appreciates the sensation of wind through her hair and the flavor of salt on her lips following a swim?Who will I become if I am not the girl who wears sundresses and bikini tops with shorts because jeans feel too formal? The girl who loves wearing her hair down while she drinks mimosas, because throwing her head back and rocking her shoulders is a feeling of bliss.How much heat can a flower take before it withers and dries up? How much more can I take before I decide whether I’m
I wince at the sudden burst of pain tearing through my skull as he slams me against the wall. "I found you, didn't I?" he whispers against my ear, the stale scent of liquor on his breath making my stomach turn. His fingertips feel coarse against my skin as they curl around my neck, squeezing. Tighter. Rougher. Until I'm desperately clawing at his hands, my nails digging into his skin. Spots fill my vision as his hard gaze pierces mine. He's not going to kill me, I tell myself the moment my fingers begin to slip and my limbs turn to jelly. I jolt upright with a gasp, heaving as I stare into the dark, fear seizing my bones. My fingers fly to my throat, searching, just to make sure it wasn't real. Even though I'm safe in my own bed, wrapped tightly in my covers, I tremble, feeling as if I've swallowed fire. I can't seem to shake the sensation that he is somewhere in this room. Without thinking, I throw off my covers and race for the light switch, flipping it on. Relief seeps thr
I stand facing the wooden door, my hand raised and fingers folded, ready to knock. Behind the door, I hear shuffling, and I step away, returning my hand to the pocket of my hoodie. All morning. It took all morning to muster the strength and courage to face her after everything. Because I know I have to say goodbye. But I'm not sure I can. If I should. Then the door opens, and there she is with her curls bundled atop her head and dark circles swallowing her eyes. Her grip loosens on the trash bag she's holding as she stumbles back in shock. "Serena," Kaitlyn says, breathless. Her brown eyes are dull and droopy; sweater barely clinging to her tired frame. I instinctively reach for her, but my hand retreats into the safe corners of my pocket, knowing it's not needed. I clear my throat after the silence between us has worn thin, and she is starting to look everywhere but at me. "Hi. Can we talk?" For a moment, her lips part, and then she folds them, giving me a small nod. And wi
I pace around my room, digging my nails into my palms. "You need to calm down," Kaitlyn says, browsing my bookshelf. "He can't possibly be serious," I repeat. "He's allowing a stranger to stay here."Kaitlyn rolls her eyes, slamming a book shut. "Are you serious, Serena?"I pause, turning to look at her. "What?""It's just weird how you're so against this man when you don't know him."I cringe at her rationality. From where she's sitting, the light oozing through my windows makes her eyes appear a lighter shade of brown. "He's unprofessional," I say, stating my case. For the umpteenth time, since no one is listening. I crawl into my bed, the same one I've had since my teenage years, which is still covered with the pink polka-dotted duvet I loved so much. Now my favorite color is yellow, and I now hate the sparkly paint and butterfly wallpaper that covers a corner of my room. The air still smells of peach and pineapple. A bold tropical mist that once defined me. Now I smell of vani
As I descend the stairs, my hand clutches the railing. I try to steady the beat of my heart, pushing back the overwhelming thought to spin around and lock myself in my room forever. I spot my father at the table, his slouched back turned. His side profile comes into view, chin in his palm as he stares at nothing, a sag present between his brows. The sound of me pulling a chair out awakens him. He sits straighter and takes his coffee cup in hand. Lukewarm now, I suppose. Still, he takes a small sip. “Good morning,” I murmur, taking a seat at the dining table, where a stack of pancakes sits drenched in melted butter, accompanied by an array of sides: scrambled eggs, bacon, and bologna. Bread and fresh fruit are set aside along with a jug of orange juice. But I only reach for the container of Cheerios and the milk.Cereal is the only thing I normally eat for breakfast, except when Mom forces me to eat healthy. Now that she isn't here, I don't have to bother. I shift my focus back to
Panic seizes my chest the moment I realize where they were taking me.As we near the gates, my leg starts bouncing and I swallow hard. The smooth driveway and perfectly trimmed hedges give nothing away.Because who would look at something this grand and question what waits behind those double doors?As the van rounds the fountain centered in the driveway, the men exit, slamming the doors shut behind them. They stand for a few minutes, discussing.Meanwhile, I try to placate myself, because this nightmare has just gotten worse. Mr. Bodyguard unlocks my door before offering me a hand.His eyebrows knit together at my reluctance to take it. “Are you okay?”I take a deep breath. “Do I look okay?” I ask pointedly.He closes his eyes, swearing under his breath. “Well, next time I’ll just not ask.”“Good. It’s not your job anyway.”He withdraws his hand, deciding to hold the door instead. I struggle to get out on my own, though I wouldn’t dare admit it by asking for help.After getting out,







