로그인Innessa let out a groan sleepily as her eyes fluttered open and she blinked a couple of times. Instantly taken by awe at the sight of magnificent stars gleaming in the dark, inky sky.
"You're awake," The deep voice, thickly British-accented, had her head snapping to the person sitting three steps from her and her eyes widening in surprise.
She abruptly jerked up in a sitting position only to wince when her head throbbed.
Innessa noticed a coat on her legs, which belonged to him, and just like that, everything came back, which happened a couple of minutes ago, and her heart sank. Stomach twisting up in knots.
Her fingers lingered on her lips, feeling them swollen as her heart constricted in her chest.
He took her first kiss.
Tears pricked the back of her eyes as she tried not to cry and bottled up her emotions. She was scared. Innessa couldn't even describe in words how she felt when he kissed her.
"Innessa?" His voice startled her. Pulling her out of her muddled thoughts.
She had no courage to look him in the eyes as she aggressively fidgeted with her fingers.
"Are you alright?" He asked, rising from the chair enough to drag it closer to her as he sat back on it, peering at her with that dark gaze that made goosebumps rise on her skin.
Alright? He almost killed her with that kiss. She thought she'd die because of a lack of oxygen.
Issac was so scary.
The Issac she witnessed a couple of minutes ago was completely different from the gentleman she knew. The person who pounced on her wasn't a gentleman at all.
He could've simply pecked her lips, but the way he kissed her... Those memories flashed in her head, causing her neck to turn a bright shade of red. It felt like he would eat her alive. Just the thought of it sent shivers down her spine.
"W... Why?" She forced the word out of her parched throat.
"W... Why did you do it?" Her voice was small and shaky. Innessa wanted to hug her knees to her chest and hide away from his burning gaze. It was as if he could see right through her soul.
"I..." A thick silence engulfed them before he sighed.
"I apologize," he said calmly.
Innessa hesitantly peeked at him through her lashes, her face was cast down, with her hair veiling half of her face.
Where she looked so flustered, scared, and in a loop of malfunctioning glitches. Issac sat there calmly, his broad frame taking most of the space as he looked deadly intimidating and casual. As if he didn't just try to eat her alive.
Why did it feel like he wasn't sincere? The apology felt hollow. It was just a feeling she couldn't pinpoint or name.
"I was mad at Henry for stalking me for the last few days. I wanted to drill it in his head that we were dating so he'd leave us alone. It worked, though. I saw him leaving angrily," he said, leaning forward, his fingers intertwined while his elbows rested on his wide-spread thighs.
"But I stepped out of the line. I apologize. I know it was too sudden for you, but this was the best way to make Henry leave you alone," he said calmly.
She expected him to explain more so she could properly understand why he accelerated the kiss and involved the tongues and all those sinful things. But Issac remained silent, peering at her fiercely, which had her fidgeting on her spot as she glared at her lap.
"I... I want to go home," Her small voice filled the silence.
A couple of seconds passed, and for mere seconds it felt like she angered him, but that wasn't the case.
He quietly got to his feet and walked out, leaving her alone.
Innessa blinked at the door cluelessly from where he left.
The girl pulled herself to her feet as she swallowed thickly. Her throat was parched. Innessa grabbed his jacket and ambled to the table. Pouring herself some water, she chugged it down in thirsty gulps.
Her eyes darted to the door. Waiting. Her eyes turned glassy just at the thought of him leaving her at the restaurant alone. She didn't even know where she was and how to get back to the dorms, and the time-
She retrieved her phone and stared at it, horrified. It was past midnight. The dorm must be locked, and they won't let her in. Panic flooded her senses as she tried to remain calm, but the worst possible scenario raked her mind.
She didn't want to be alone with Issac. He... He was scary. What if Henry showed up again, and Issac kissed her again? No. She would not give her second kiss to him or anyone else just to make Henry believe it.
"It'sokayhewassorryhewouldn'tdoitagain-" Her mumbling came to an abrupt halt when the glass doors opened, and Issac showed up.
"You, okay?" He asked, coming to stand in front of her. She didn't meet his gaze before nodding her head lightly. He smelled like cigarettes. He must've gone for a smoke. But he should've told her. She was scared that he would leave her alone.
When he didn't say anything for the longest time, the girl meekly glanced at him only to find his blazing eyes glued to her face, specifically on her lips, which instantly made her skin hot and feverish under his scrutiny.
She felt conscious all of a sudden.
"Let's go," he said, swiveling on his feet as he trekked out of the restaurant, and she quietly followed him, still holding his suit jacket.
The valet pulled over his car. Innessa noted that the whole restaurant was deserted. It was so late. The valet opened the door for her as she politely thanked him and perched on the passenger's seat. Issac took the driver's seat and put the car in drive.
Thick, heavy silence fogged around them as she kept her eyes trained out of the window. The small space, his dominating presence, and that rich scent of his Cologne made her heady.
She was so overwhelmed by what happened today that her emotions were going haywire. The always-composed girl was a mess right now. She just wanted to conceal under the sheets and hide away from the world.
Isaac stopped the car at a red light, and all of a sudden, she could feel his heated gaze on her.
She timidly glanced at him to find him resting the side of his forehead on the wheel while his eyes were dead set on her.
Innessa stiffened when all of a sudden, he leaned over, prompting her to inch back with such speed that the back of her head hit the backrest when his face got dangerously close to her, to the point his hot breath caressed her face. She abruptly covered her lips with her palm, gaping at him with wide, alert eyes.
Haunting stillness clutched her heart when her gaze lingered down to his lips, which were in a thin line before meeting those cognac brown eyes again.
Issac cocked a perfect brow at her and pretended to be surprised as he pulled the seatbelt with ease and secured it in its place. As if her hands could stop him from claiming her lips if he wanted to.
"You forgot to put your seatbelt on," He rasped, looking deeply in her embarrassed gaze as she dropped her eyes. She felt him inhaling deeply before sitting back in his seat properly. The light turned green as he sped down the road.
He had already apologized. Why did she have to act like that? But it wasn't her fault, though; it was her reflex reaction. She thought he'd pounce on her again.
Issac pulled the car right outside the dorms, and to her devastation, the main door was closed. They wouldn't let her in. She broke the rule and wasn't back on time. This could affect her scholarship.
"They locked the door?" He frowned.
"They wouldn't let me in," she said in a small voice, her tone full of apprehension.
"Of course they would." He rumbled, stepping out of his car like a raging bull.
She panicked, thinking he was mad again because of something she said. Innessa put his coat on the back seat. Her eyes darted to the bouquet. She grabbed them because she didn't want to make him feel bad. He was just helping her all along. Issac wasn't gaining anything out of this situation.
But the kiss...
She shoved all those thoughts in the back of her head and stepped out of the car as she hurried after him.
He was standing near the small booth of the watchman, talking to him. Innessa swallowed thickly, noticing the dark look on his face, his thick brows were wrinkled, and his jaw clenched with a vein popping out of his neck. He looked murderous; the poor watchman looked scared of him.
If Issac ever looked at her like that, she might faint. Innessa was brought up with tender love and softness. Even her father never raised his voice at her, so she wasn't accustomed to people showing anger or raising their voices at her.
This was the first time she had seen Issac looking mad, and it was frightening.
She noticed that Issac pulled out a couple of bills from his wallet and tucked them in the watchman's pocket, who smiled, shaking and nodding his head.
Issac turned, and his eyes met hers. His features instantly softened, and she let out the breath she was holding.
When he came to stand in front of her, she said, "I'm sorry. Because of me, you have to bribe the watchman. I'll pay you back-"
"Don't worry about this. And I know you wouldn't have stayed at my place for the night, and I didn't want to make you uncomfortable either, so it was good that the watchman agreed to let you in. Don't worry, he wouldn't tell anyone about it," Issac assured her, and her heart sighed in relief at his gentle gesture.
She liked this side of Issac. The kind gentleman, and she hoped never to see the scary side of him ever again.
"Now go inside and text me when you get to your dorm. I'll leave then," he said.
"You don't have to wait for that. You can go. Don't worry about me," She tried to assure him.
"You're still my fake girlfriend. And I always protect my people," he said as if they were in some sort of war zone and her life was at stake or in danger, but it felt nice to know that he cared.
"Thank you for every-" She stopped abruptly.
Her hold on the flowers tightened as she lowered her gaze.
"Thank you," She whispered as he tipped his head. The girl swiveled on her heels and hurried inside as the watchman let her in. Innessa took the elevator and hurried inside her dorm. She locked the door behind her and sighed.
Retrieving her phone, she toed out of her heels and scurried to the window. True to his words, he was there waiting while staring at his phone.
'I've got into my room without being caught. Thank you.' She sent him the text.
He instantly saw the message, and it showed he was typing.
'Good.'
She stared at the text when another message poppedup on the screen.
'Good night, Innessa.' She stared at the message and watched as he got in his car and left.
She put her phone on the charger and got rid of her dress. The girl stepped under the shower, letting the warm water soothe her tensed muscles.
The kiss kept replaying in her head to the point she felt like crying. The feeling that she lost her first kiss to her fake boyfriend was heavy on her conscience.
She dabbed her body dry when she noticed something on her waist. The girl stepped in front of the mirror in the bathroom and frowned, seeing red finger marks on her waist. She could still feel that rough hold on her waist; the way he squeezed her flesh caused a jolt to run down her spine.
Her eyes darted up to her face, and her eyes widened, seeing a small purplish bruise on her lower lip.
A chill ran down her spine as she tried to control the wild emotions.
It was... It was just an act, and he was so savage. She couldn't help but worry about his future real girlfriend.
Issac was like a feral beast.
She didn't want to see that side of him again.
Innessa must maintain her distance from him from now on.
Henry got his fudging evidence.
There was no need for her to be close to Issac from now on.
She'll stay away from him.
It was better for both of them.
The heat in the indoor pool room had reached a boiling point. The water around them felt warm, but the raw, unadulterated desire burning between their bodies was completely scorching. Serena couldn’t move. She couldn’t think. Her small hands were still locked tightly around Victor’s neck, her fingers digging into his wet skin out of pure survival instinct. She could feel the rapid thudding of his heart against her ribs, matching the wild, frantic rhythm of her own.Victor didn't stop at that. The dark, possessive beast inside him had broken its chains completely, and he was done playing the role of the patient husband. With a low, ragged growl, he gripped her waist tightly and pushed her back against the smooth, tiled ledge of the pool. Before she could even gasp, Victor lifted her completely out of the water, setting her down on the cold edge.The contrast was immediate and shocking. The cool night air hit her wet silk nightgown, sending a violent shiver straight down her spine, whil
The water around them felt warm, but the heat burning between their bodies was completely scorching.Serena couldn’t move. She couldn’t think. Her small hands were still locked tightly around Victor’s neck, her fingers digging into his wet skin. His massive frame completely trapped her; her legs wrapped around his waist out of pure survival instinct. The soaking wet silk of her nightgown was practically invisible now, sticking to her like a second skin, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination.Every single line of her soft curves was crushed against the hard, rigid muscle of his bare chest. She could feel the rapid thudding of his heart against her ribs, matching the wild, erratic rhythm of her own.Victor stared down at her, his breathing heavy and ragged. The water kept them floating, but his grip on her waist was so tight it felt like he was afraid she'd disappear. His blue eyes were no longer ice; they had turned into a dark, stormy sea of pure, unadulterated hunger. The bea
Serena slammed the silver burner phone on the marble floor with a loud, sharp crack. Pieces of plastic and metal scattered across the foyer, right next to the bloody wooden box.Serena didn’t care. She couldn’t breathe. She looked at Victor, her eyes blazing with a mixture of pure terror and hot anger. With a sharp gasp, she jerked her wrist free from his taped hand. The sudden movement caught him by surprise, and his grip slipped.She didn't waste a single second. Serena turned on her heels and ran.She ran as fast as her legs could carry her, her bare feet slamming against the cold stairs. She didn’t look back. She could feel his icy blue gaze burning into her spine, but she kept going, running down the long corridors until she reached the safety of her bedroom. She slammed the heavy wood shut, turned the lock until it clicked, and collapsed.Sliding down the back of the door, she let her knees pull up to her chest. The tears she had been holding back finally broke free, spilling ho
The marble floors of the Volkov estate had never felt colder beneath Serena’s feet.After hours of scrubbing her skin in the bathroom, trying to wash away both the physical memory of Victor’s body and the invisible, toxic sludge of Roberto’s words, she felt completely hollow. Her stomach was raw from throwing up, her throat burning. She sat at her vanity, her hands trembling so violently that the concealer brush rattled in her grip as she painted over the dark purple bruises on her neck.Victor ordered the attack.The words repeated in her head over and over. It made a scary kind of sense. In the mafia world, power was all about lies. What better way for the dangerous Pakhan to control her than to pretend to be her hero? He could scare her into obeying him, destroy her pride, and start a war with her father while looking innocent. He had looked so beautiful when he saved her, his blue eyes full of a protective anger that felt so real. But a monster was a monster, no matter how tightl
The harsh sunlight filtered into the room through the space between the curtains. Serena always liked to sleep in complete darkness, and every night before sleeping, she made sure that the curtains were properly drawn.All of a sudden, she stiffened, feeling something heavy draped over her waist. She looked down, her hand reaching the thing faster than her eyes, and she went rigid, feeling a warm hand, her eyes doubled in size, seeing an arm draped over her waist, and she was held tightly.As if that shock wasn't enough, she felt hot breathing hitting the nape of her neck, but that wasn't it, no... Not at all closer.Her heart almost leapt to her mouth when she felt something long and hard nestled like a cuddled stuffed toy between her ass cheeks.Her face flushed a bright shade of red as everything came back. She wasn't in her home at the Morreti state, so the curtains drawn like this made sense.She opened her mouth only to wince; her jaw and cheek ached, she could barely open her mo
The world went completely quiet. For a man who lived by cold logic and brutal strategy, the soft pressure of Serena’s lips against his was a shock. Victor Volkov, the unshakeable leader of the Russian underworld, froze. His mind emptied completely. All he could feel was her scent, the heat of her skin, and the unbelievable reality that she was kissing him.The shock lasted for only a second.Then, a raw, primal hunger took over. A low growl rumbled deep in his chest, a sound from the darkest part of his soul that had almost watched her die tonight.His control broke completely.Victor’s massive hands moved fast, gripping her waist. He lifted her easily, pulling her flush against his bare chest. The contact was electric. His skin against hers sent a jolt down his spine. He leaned into her, tilting his head to deepen the kiss, his lips parting hers with a fierce, burning hunger.It wasn't a gentle kiss. It was a breathless collision of two people trying to survive a storm.Serena gasped
Victor's Book...PrologueDarkness was a sanctuary for those who found peace in it. The type of darkness that not only hides your scars but would conceal your sins, your ugliest truths. There was always depth to it for those who wanted to reside in it.The dark, rosy clouds spread across the inky s
Issac grabbed her throat to keep her in place as he broke the kiss before sucking on her lips.She gasped at the sudden bite of his on her lower lip as he kissed her like he would eat her alive.Innessa didn't even get the chance to respond as he again kissed her wildly. His hand that was on her wai
Innessa stared at her reflection in the mirror. She looked beautiful. The light, natural makeup looked so good on her. Her long hair cascaded down her back in waves as she donned a gorgeous white gown that made her look like a princess from a fairytale.The door was knocked twice before it was open
Innessa inhaled deeply a couple of times to calm her nerves down. Her heart was jackhammering in her ears and she rubbed her palms on her jeans to relieve the sweatiness. Innessa felt a big warm hand snaking on the small of her back as Issac leaned closer, pressing a soft kiss on her cheek. "Easy,







