LOGINOLIVIA
A loud gasp echoed over my shoulder. Widened eyes stared at me when I turned, and the older gentleman was looking around as though to catch someone he could snitch to as he clutched his damn pearls. What a child.
Nathaniel shot his hand out, resting it on the man’s chest.
”Just a joke,” he turned to me. ”Isn’t that right, Olivia?”
If I were killed here tonight for offending the man-child Alpha, my mother would stand no chance. She would be next, pay the price for my thoughtless actions.
”Of course,” I said, quite believably, if I may say so.
The older man hurried away with his date, but not before drilling a hole into my head with his piercing gaze.
Looking around the room, I caught Charity’s glance, wary as she tried to make conversation with the man in front of her. Fuck…
”Natha-”
”You hate me,” Nathaniel turned, leaning over me as the tabletop pressed into my back. ”Why?”
Huh?
Did he seriously ask that?
It was clear that the Lockhearts had no remorse or any shred of humanity, but at the very least, I thought they would have a few more brain cells.
”Tell me about yourself,” I said when I felt the heated glances from those around us. There were eyes and ears everywhere. One slip-up would cost me my life.
”I’m a monster,” stating the obvious, I see.
Just as he parted his lips to say another word, someone else came up to our table.
”I believe it’s my turn with the lady. I’ve heard far too many lovely things about Olivia Sav not to make an appearance.” Somewhat shorter than the others, this one had a smile that softened the waves crashing inside of me.
With hair the color of sand, it fell in front of his eyes— curly and thick.
”It’s a pleasure to meet you,” I said through a smile.
Looking past him as we shook hands, Charity raised her glass in a salute, sending me a wink as she stood by her empty table. She sent me her suitor.
Nathaniel didn’t make a motion to leave us, but as luck would have it, a pair of crystal blue eyes looked up at him, a hand on his shoulder, eyelashes batting behind the mask.
”May I have a moment, Alpha Lockheart?” a warm, sweet voice. Even I almost melted.
Turning with a proud grin, Nathaniel averted his attention from me to her. Had I not had any self-restraint; I would’ve kissed her.
The man in front of me introduced himself as Olaf, a prestigious doctor. I recognized his name, but I couldn’t put my finger on it.
”It’s killing me, not seeing you without the mask. Judging by your eyes, you’re breathtaking.” Oh, stop it, you. All these compliments were inflating my ego, kickstarting my heart in a way that had never happened before this ball.
Champagne flowed, glasses raised, and loud laughs filled the many conversations.
”Ladies and gentlemen, and of course our Red Sparrows, may I have your attention, please!” Lady Lockheart stood tall, straight as a tree, as though she had a stick tied along her spine, clutching her fingers softly around the crystal glass in her hands.
Behind her, an elder stood with a gavel-looking thing in his hand. After the passing silence, three loud gongs rang out over their heads.
”It is now time to make a choice that might lead to forever happiness,” she said.
One after the other, the males were asked to approach the one they wished to wed. One after the other, the girls squealed in joy. The sixth girl got no offers; my heart broke for her at first. But then a bloke in the back stepped forth, hand slightly shaking, sweat forming on his temples when he trapsed up to her.
The girl was shaking like a leaf, but when asked the question, she fell into his arms. Soft. Loving. They smiled.
That’s what it should be like.
”Now, this one is special to me, as I’m sure you can all understand,” I gulped, dreading the next words about to be spoken. ”Nathaniel Lockheart, son, who will be the woman leading alongside you? Who will be the Luna of the country's largest pack and cherished addition to our family?”
OLIVIAThe rain tapped against the window, lulling me awake with a gentle breeze pulling in through the cracked windows. I could hear it swish through the trees, making the branches dance and force the leaves to the ground.God, I love the sound of crunching leaves under my feet. I dragged my eyes over the naked walls, over to the dresser, when a knock on the door made me groan and bury my head in the pillow.“You awake in there, honey?”“Yeah, Mom, I’m awake,” I called back, my voice muffled but coherent enough to not warrant her walking in. Yet she did. But when I spotted the cup of steaming hot coffee in her hand, my annoyance slowly simmered, and I inhaled the aroma.“I can see that.” She grinned and took a seat on my bedside, handing me the cup. A comfort I was much used to caressed my skin and sent warmth throughout when Mom put a lock of my hair behind my ear as I pushed myself up on my arm. “You know I’m proud of you, right?”I could feel my brows furrowing, a crease deepenin
NATHANIELThat fucking harp had been at every Trial since before I was born. Playing the chosen participant into their doom when they walked out onto the open floor with guests planted in the oval rows to behold the spectacle of torture.Olivia walked out behind me, dragging her feet when she bent her neck to take in the socialite sitting above. Sitting in a throne-like seat, centered in the room, was my father, a smile of contempt resting on his lips. Poor girl had no idea what awaited, and I had no fucking idea how to stop it.I’d been beating my head against the wall for days, trying to make my family see clearly, but for every attempt I made to clear her name, something gnawed at me to stop. There was evidence that she was, in fact, a Grace, none that my family knew of other than minor defiance here and there. They didn’t know about her ability to fight back, to kneel upon order, or the strength I felt surging through her at the rebel camp. She might not have known about the stren
OLIVIAAlphas and leaders, those highest in societal rank, had gathered. Some with scowls; not every leader liked the Lockhearts. They knew the family was responsible for the deaths and misery of their people, but nobody declined an invitation from them unless they were suicidal.Dragging my eyes over the many heads around me, I finally spotted Colton, my previous Alpha from back home. His scowl was wider than anyone else’s; dismay was written across his face in bold letters.Unhooking my arm from Nathaniel, who had been pulled into conversation with an elderly couple, I made my way to Colton. The second he saw me, the wrinkle between his brows deepened.“Olivia,”We shook hands. How formidable of us.“How have you been?” I asked, desperate to ask about my mother and my friends, but there were ears everywhere around us, and I needed to play the social game before I got my answers.“It’s been better.” He spoke monotonously.I smiled, nodded, did everything I was supposed to.“The pack,
OLIVIAWe fucked. Again.I was pulling on my pants, replaying Nathaniel’s apology and wondering what the fuck he meant.“I’m sorry” About what?I hadn’t asked. In true Olivia fashion, I decided to speculate on my own before voicing my concern. Maybe he was sorry about sleeping with me again. Or maybe it had to do with the fact that he killed my friends. Dear god, I slept with the man responsible for the deaths of my friends. Even though he said he didn’t, shame slithered its way through me nonetheless, curdling my blood until I wished he’d kill me then and there.Nathaniel lifted my arms while I was busy wallowing in how pathetic I was, and the next thing I knew, I felt the soft cotton of his shirt slide down my arms.“I have to take care of a few things. I’ll come and get you tonight for the Emerald Ball,” he searched my eyes like there was more he wanted to say. When he was about to leave, I reached out, my hand hovering in the air. Nathaniel turned, his face contorted in something
OLIVIAWaking up in Nathaniel’s bedroom, our bedroom, was not on my bingo card for this year. Something told me the second I ran out into that clearing, bruising his men, I’d be leaving in a body bag.Yet here I was, mostly unscathed except for a throbbing headache from where my head slammed against something hard before I passed out, and a few different scrapes and bruises courtesy of his mercenaries.The sun was setting when I left the room to take a stroll in the garden. To my surprise, they’d left the door unlocked for the first time. Either they were starting to trust me— doubt it— or they no longer saw me as a threat.Heading down the paved road, crossing the cobblestone to wander further out among the flowers the gardener had taken precious care of, I thought about Isla’s key she used to unlock the door last night.She said that Nathaniel had given it to her. It didn’t feel like some mundane gesture. A key to not only your place, but your bedroom, was something you gave to a pe
NATHANIELSo I guess in the question of how fast everything could implode on itself in a myriad of fuckups, the answer was mere hours. The rustling of feet around me turned faint, nearly inaudible when I watched my firecracker unconscious on the ground. At my hands.Why couldn’t she just have stood down?Charity was kneeling on the ground. A quiet sob, leaning into hiccups when staring at the dead guy in front of her. What was his name again? It was something dumb.Everett was behind her, on his feet, staring at her head like it was already severed. He hadn’t gotten a kill tonight, which had never happened before, so I wasn’t sure what to expect, but judging by the agitation wrinkling his face into a raisin, I’d say it wasn’t good.“Why did you tell her not to do it?” I asked, crouching before her.I’d seen looks of hate before; it wasn’t new, nor did it affect me, but what I saw in Charity’s eyes was more. More than hate. More than loss. It was a void where even hate dared not enter.
4 Years Later.OLIVIAWhen nightfall came, everyone gathered at the waterfall on the edge of the pack. It was said that this arcane lake hosted powers bestowed upon us by the moon goddess. Every ten years, under the blood moon, women in our pack would gather at the lake as an initiation, welcoming
OLIVIAIn the middle of rubble, under a bridge that barely stood, with cracks in the foundation, dust rising around the entrance, which added to the ambiance, a few of my friends had founded a club. That might’ve been a stretch— it was a shack with boarded-up windows and a craggy speaker blasting s
OLIVIAThe girls straightened up, some more than others. My girls looked at each other, a deep-seated disgust piercing each glare.One step was all it took for my heart to stop.Don’t come here, go to the siren…please. A pair of blue eyes that would’ve pulled any man under the surface of the water
OLIVIABeing a Red Sparrow did come with many perks. You were treated as royalty. Black, sleek cars drove up the border of our pack. Gathering outside the shriveled-down church, men dressed in all black stepped out, threw nasty glances around the state of our village, to which their leaders were re







