Ulo
I daubed at my eyes, hoping that no one would be able to see the height of my humiliation. Crying? Seriously? I wished I could punch the living daylights out of my own body. "Yo, bud. You're okay?" Jamil came rushing over. "I'm fine." I snapped not feeling up to the task of dealing with Mr perfect at the moment. "Let's go." I continued, still daubing at my eyes and hoping it would be gone before we reached the palace. It would be really embarrassing to appear before the council looking all weepy. The entire way to the palace, I kept thinking of all the ways in which I could start up a conversation with Blaire and clear the air within us but it all ended up starting and ending within me. Then there was Jamil too who was only trying to help while I kept shutting him down. All of these were really starting to give me a headache so I was relieved when we appeared before the council and were asked to give our reports. We reported what we had seen and then watched as the council exchanged glances. "Who do you think this is?" Elder Beta asked his other companions. Today, the full council was in attendance. Seven people in total. People who I was supposed to know but of course do not know. The council started to speak in low tones. "You think they were sent by the Light Crest Claws Pack? They have a grudge against us." An elderly woman with long white hair suggested. "They are not the only ones. It could have been anyone. We can't simply point fingers or we might very well be inviting war with our own hands." Another of the elders, a man replied. "But Light Crest Claws Pack has it out for us the most. The man referred to Beta Green not being a good leader, no offense." The woman replied. "As a matter of fact, I have been thinking about that." The Beta started, stroking his jaw like he usually did when he was deep in thought. "The boy is of age, isn't he? It is about time..." He paused, looking toward our direction like he suddenly recalled that we had not been dismissed just yet. Then he did just that. "You are dismissed." As we left the palace, I thought about what we had heard. It wasn't much but what we had heard was enough to know that the pack was about to undergo a change in leadership. But the Beta had mentioned he? I wondered if he was referring to Indrik or Leon. I hated it but I couldn't shake the feeling that he had not been thinking about Indrik when he had been speaking. Speaking of the two, I wondered where they had gone off to. I hadn't seen either of them in what seemed like ages now. While there was no love lost between me and Leon, it was still strange to spend a single day without running into him not to speak of days on end. "When did you last see Indrik?" I asked, without looking thinking that Jamil had been walking beside me but I was terrified to see that I had just spoken to Blaire. I half expected her to give me a rude reply but instead she smiled weakly. I noted that she looked much better than she had this morning. "I haven't seen him since last evening." I had heard that news about three times now and was certain that she was already growing tired of repeating herself but I was still glad that she answered me. And because I was not a person who was inclined to expressions, I took that as an apology and we were as good as new in my books. Strange? Yeah! That is my department. "You heard what Beta Green said about the boy being of age?" Jamil asked to which the both of us nodded as we looked toward him. "Anyone think he was referring to Indrik?" None of us replied but the answer was pretty evident in our expressions. I figured they shared my sentiment about Leon being leader. He would totally suck at being a leader. The mere thought of having to address Leon as Alpha was enough to make me recoil. "It would be unfair for them to skip over Indrik. He is still the first son of the Alpha." Blaire blurted. While we all agreed on that, we also knew that fair had never really been a word in Indrik's book. All his life, he had only ever been dealt unfair cards so it would be ridiculous to start clamouring for a fair card now. "I think we really should stop jumping to conclusions. Who knows, maybe they were referring to something else, like Ulo becoming the next Beta." Jamil winked at me while I glared at him. I couldn't even imagine that. Oh, the horrors. "Leon would be a terrible leader." Blaire cried. "Definitely. He would burn down this pack in a day and a half." Jamil agreed. "And probably send all of us packing in the remaining half of the second day." Jamil and Blaire stared at me incredulously like I had suddenly transformed into Leon. I blushed as I realized what I had done. I had just actively participated in a conversation. That went against two of my most prominent nonbreakable rules which read: 1) Ulo must remain quiet at all times. 2) Never should Ulo call attention to himself. "Is there anything we can do to avert this calamity?" Blaire asked, looking from me to Jamil. I didn't think there was much we could do but I was definitely glad to once again not be the center of attention. "Not sure we have much power but Indrik might. You think we should tell him?" That was Jamil. "No!" Blaire shook her head emphatically. "Where is Indrik by the way?" Jamil asked then seemed to realize that he had made a mistake as he bit his lip. But really though, where was Indrik?Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag