Blaire's Pov
"You have to understand that rules are created for a reason. To keep us safe from harm. No one, not even Indrik can be allowed to break the rules." My mother had continued to speak when she realized I was not going to speak to her. "But mother, we both know Indrik's condition. He will not survive the dungeon. Could the council not have found something that was less likely to kill him?" I asked, my heart burning with indignation as I thought about how Indrik must be doing in that place. Don't be fooled by Indrik's show of bravery before the council. I wonder what must have gotten into him to have made him make that decision. All his life, he has been pushed to the back because he was powerless. A wolfless wolf in one of the strongest packs? You get the picture of what life must have been for him. But that also meant he was sheltered. Being a weak wolf, he could not be exposed to the conditions which wolves normally had to bear. Definitely not a dungeon. As a matter of fact, I don't remember him having ever been punished by anyone and now he was suddenly being tortured and imprisoned? That is tantamount to throwing a fish on dry land. My mother sighed as she dropped her quill and turned toward me. I hurriedly hid my prize in the folds of my dress, my teeth clamping together tightly as I hear a tiny clang which she missed, quite luckily. "I know how you must be feeling about all of these but believe me, this is the best for him. If there were any other way, I would have done everything to ensure he did not have to endure this but sadly, there is no other way." She sounded sad, like she really meant it which only served to make me more mad. "So, you mean that you would watch him die? Why are you all so cruel?" My voice broke as I spoke. Even now, I still could not get the memory of his bleeding back out of my head. "There are somethings you don't understand Blaire. One day perhaps, you will understand that all that we do, we do for the greater good. It is late now. You should go get some rest." And with that, she turned her back to me and focused her attention on the scrolls before her. My eyes must have been blazing with the amount of fury that washed through me. From experience, I knew that she wasn't going to accommodate any more of my questions. Great thing that I was not here to ask any questions. Turning my attention to the stuff, I had 'borrowed', I held it more securely in mg gown before dashing out. I could only hope she would not notice its absence till I could return it. As I ran, Jamil and Ulo's warnings rang in my head but I shook my head, dispelling the uninvited thoughts. When I finally reached my room, I took out my borrowed equipment and dropped it in the bed. It landed heavily on the bed, leaving a dent on the newly made bed. There on my bed was a heavy bunch of keys that belonged to my mother. Each and every key opened a place within the palace but there was only one place that I was interested in opening. I took a look at my bed and immediately set to work gathering the different packages that were spread in the room. All day, I had been busy gathering food and drugs. Because I couldn't exactly walk up to the cooks and tell them I was stocking food up, the storage had affected the amount of food I ate but the thought of his smile was enough to keep me going. Finally, I was done but even though I was tensing to move, I had to slow down because the palace was still alive with guards, workers and others. I had to wait till much later but I had already waited this long. A little more waiting wouldn't kill. Or atleast that is what I thought until I realized that a little waiting could infact kill. Maybe not in the way that gets you choking on your spit and whizzing for air but in a way that gets you trying to keep busy while avoiding the urge to doze off. The day had been pretty tiring for me so the urge to doze off was really strong. To avoid dozing off, I got busy with other things like taking a shower, applying new makeup, picking a black dress that I'd once heard would help blend into the night and a whole lot of other things. All of these and I still came back to find that time seemed to have been bribed to torture me tonight. When I couldn't bear it anymore, I sneaked out of my room and used the backdoor but I had hardly taken a few steps when I was accosted by a guard. I bolted back to my room, the whole time cursing under my breath. How was this ever going to work? The place I was going to was under the palace and to reach there, I had to go through the palace which meant I had to be extra careful or I would be the next one standing in court and awaiting a judgement. Mine would probably be beheading. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity and a half, the surrounding finally grew quiet. Just to be sure, I crept to the window and looked out. The moon was a crescent in the night aiding the flames in making the view a beautiful one but there was nobody in sight which was the most beautiful of all the sights. I rose to my feet and cracked my fingers. It was about time to go commit some crimes of my own.Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag