POV: Adams
The sheets clung to my hips like they knew what was coming. Moonlight poured through the window in thick ribbons, painting his bare chest in molten silver. The silence in the room had weight - like the air was holding its breath. And when fingers trailed down my spine, I didn’t jump, I wasn’t startled. I probably should have. But the touch was steady, confident. Familiar. As if the touch had always been there, like muscle memory my body remembered but my mind was yet to catch up to. Like someone who knew the shape of me, the tension in my shoulders, the way I breathed when anticipation curled in my belly. I turned my head slowly. A figure stood beside the bed, caught half in shadow. Tall. Bare. The shape of a man, but somehow more. Eyes glowing softly in the dark, not human, not quite. Something ancient stared back at him, something untamed, unbridled. “You”, I whispered, though I didn’t know why when I could just speak out. But the word seemed to come with reverence like I’ve waited all my life to say it. My heart slammed against my ribs in excitement for the first time in a long time. Fear buzzed just beneath the surface - but above it, heat bloomed faster. Deeper. I didn’t speak again. Neither did the lover. Instead, he moved with the quiet, slipping into the space beside me. A hand cupped my face, his. Thumb brushed across my cheek like a promise. Then came the kiss—deep, possessive, anchoring. Then commanding. I arched into him, gasping when warm skin met mine. The scent of earth and rain filled his lungs. I didn’t know this man, but somehow… I just do. Every part of me responded like I’d been waiting, craving, starving for this. Our bodies tangled. Hands mapped territory over ribs, over thighs. My teeth grazed my neck. A mouth worshipped the space beneath my jaw, then lowered it it gently covered my nipple. My thoughts scattered. Pleasure burned through me - raw and wild - until I couldn’t tell where I ended and my lover began. It was too much. Too perfect. Too And then his body shifted just as I arched and surrendered to the peak of his touch. He shivered but not the human kind. A ripple, bones cracking, muscles snapping and twisting beneath the skin like smoke bending. Flesh rippled. Hands shrank. Nails thickened into claws. He jerked forward and the thickest fur started to spread over flesh. I just... Froze. He looked like something let loose from hell. “What in the..!” I gasped, choking on my own breath. I closed and opened my eyes - and found himself looking into the amber gaze of a dog. I jolted upright in bed, heart in my throat. Breathing hard, I scanned the room. No moonlight. Just the dull grey haze of early dawn pressing at the window. Sweat clung to my skin. The sheets, twisted around my legs. At the foot of the bed, Alex – my new dog - was sitting perfectly still, eyeing me. The Shiba Inu stared up at me, head tilted. Quiet. Watching. Deja vu. Or overthinking. My pulse skidded sideways. The dream clung to me like wet silk. I rubbed my face. “Jesus.” Alex didn’t move. ** Later that morning, I pulled on jeans, still shaken from the dream. The air felt off-charged like the world was still humming with something I couldn’t name. Alex trotted behind me, tail swaying like nothing had happened. Like he hadn’t just starred in the most erotic, confusing dream of my life. “You’re giving weird,” I said as I clamped the leash on. “Weirder than normal. Disturbing” Alex just wagged his tail and nudged my hand with his snout, before rubbing up against my leg twice and strutting ass I walked him. The park was quiet, mostly empty save for a few joggers. Mist still clung to the grass. Then I let Alex off the leash and watched him bound ahead, golden fur catching the morning light. He seemed fine - normal, even. Just a dog. So why did I feel like I was being watched the entire time? Like I’d burst if I stayed in alone with Alex for another minute. Why did my skin still burn where the dream man touched me? Alex circled back and pressed against my leg like he knew something. His eyes - always too soulful - felt even more so today. Deep. Aware. “You aren’t secretly some cursed prince or something waiting for true love’s kiss, right?” I muttered, ruffling his ears. Alex licked my hand. He didn’t chase squirrels as is usual for dogs. He just circled the bench slowly, then curled at my feet. Staring again. “Okay, seriously,” I said, glancing down. “What is your deal?” The dog tilted his head. Adam laughed softly, brushing his hair back. “What, you got something to say?” Alex blinked. Then - no bark, no growl - he stood up, padded a few feet away, and howled. I sat bolt upright. “Okay. That’s not creepy at all.” I shook his head, laughing it off. The dream was just that—a dream. My imagination running wild. Nothing more. ** That night, I couldn’t sleep. I tossed. Turned. The sheets felt wrong. The air felt heavy again. Like the moon was watching through the glass. Like someone was still waiting, watching. Eventually, I drifted off, and the image of golden eyes burned into the back of my skull. The sound of birds pulled him awake. I groaned, rubbing my eyes. My back ached. Sunlight painted long stripes across the floor. It was late - later than he meant to sleep in. Yawning, I padded out of the bedroom, barefooted. And stopped. There, curled up on the couch - Alex’s couch, the one he insisted on having all to himself - was a man. Naked. Asleep. Curled exactly like a dog might, arms tucked close, legs pulled in. I stared, throat tightening. The man was beautiful. Hair the same soft gold as Alex’s fur. Skin tanned, marked with faint scars like shadows of past lives. He looked peaceful. Human. But most of all, like the lover from my dream! I didn’t move. Didn’t breathe. Because something in me already knew what I didn’t want to accept My dream had followed me into the waking world. And now it was sitting naked on my damn dog’s couch.POV: KehanI followed Adams into the kitchen after putting on the clothes he gave me. I had seen him do that many times before so it was easy. The quiet familiarity of the space somehow comforting. I was still so new to this human life, this body but the kitchen, the rhythm of cooking, seemed to settle something inside me. It felt right, even if I wasn’t entirely sure why.Adams gave me a once over, nodded his agreement with the fit, then moved around the kitchen with practiced ease, his back to me as he opened cabinets and pulled out ingredients. I hovered just behind him, unsure of what to do, but feeling an urge to contribute. I scanned the kitchen, the jars, the bags of groceries - and his senses sharpened. He could smell everything—the earthy scent of potatoes, the sweet tang of onions. The urge was there again, like something pulling me forward. I stepped closer, bare feet padding softly against the cold tile. I reached up to one of the high shelves, fingers brushing against a
POV: KehanThe couch creaked beneath me again. Softer than stone, softer than anything I’d ever known, actually, but it didn’t feel like safety. Not necessarily. Just unfamiliar.I curled into myself, arms crossed over my chest, trying to conserve warmth. It was gone. The fur. The coat that had once protected me like armor. Now there was only this skin - thin, naked, fragile. Cold.My back ached from the shift, bones still settling, nerves too raw. I wanted to sleep. Not because I was tired but because waking was harder. Every second awake brought more awareness, and awareness meant remembering.Or trying to.But my memories came in flickers, like distant stars through the fog.A gate.Fire.Screaming.Running - No, falling.I tensed at the sound of footsteps. Not heavy. Hesitant. Paused near the doorway.Him.I could feel and smell him before I heard the breath catch in his throat. That human.Adams.He stood there, staring. I kept still, evened my breath. Let my body lie for me. Ma
POV: AdamsThe sheets clung to my hips like they knew what was coming. Moonlight poured through the window in thick ribbons, painting his bare chest in molten silver. The silence in the room had weight - like the air was holding its breath.And when fingers trailed down my spine, I didn’t jump, I wasn’t startled. I probably should have. But the touch was steady, confident. Familiar. As if the touch had always been there, like muscle memory my body remembered but my mind was yet to catch up to. Like someone who knew the shape of me, the tension in my shoulders, the way I breathed when anticipation curled in my belly. I turned my head slowly.A figure stood beside the bed, caught half in shadow. Tall. Bare. The shape of a man, but somehow more. Eyes glowing softly in the dark, not human, not quite. Something ancient stared back at him, something untamed, unbridled. “You”, I whispered, though I didn’t know why when I could just speak out. But the word seemed to come with reverence lik
POV: Kehan (Alex)They called me Alex.That isn’t my name, that much I know. But I don’t remember the real one.Sometimes, when the air hums with certain sounds like the lazy buzz at midnight or the slow turning of moonlight on water, I almost feel it. Like it’s buried just beneath my ribs, waiting to be pulled out. But it slips away again. Always.All I know is that the name Alex came from the man who took me home.Adams.Adams Martin, with his quiet voice and haunted eyes. He smelled like salt and sleeplessness. Reeks of anxiety and something more. Like the edge of something raw and unraveling. He didn’t look at me the way others did in that strange cage-house.I don’t blame him. I saw my reflection as we got in, too. He called me a dirty shiba inu to that flat rectangle he always seemed to hold to his ear. He didn’t smile. Didn’t call me “buddy” or “good boy.” He just stared, like he was waiting for me to crack open.I almost did.Not that I remember how. When he signed the pape
POV: AdamsOnce upon a time, I really wished one could put an end to dreaming.Besides getting your anxiety up or giving Dutch excitement, dreams—or nightmares, in my case—don’t do much.You’d think that after three years of having nightmares almost every day, I’d have built a tolerance by now. Maybe found some kind of clever coping mechanism.But no.The human brain is an awful, persistent jailer when it’s trying to punish you.I woke up with a start at 5:23, like clockwork. I don’t even remember most of them anymore. Just flashes: sweat sticking to my chest, my hands clawing at sheets, the slow suffocation of a hospital room too quiet to be real life. Then I’d wake up, throat tight, heart racing, and pretend none of it meant anything. That I hadn’t spent the night drowning in memories I didn’t ask to keep.This morning was no different.I rolled out of bed, taking off still tangled in a damp shirt and clinging to a headache that had taken up permanent residence somewhere behind my r