The last time he beat me up so badly, I ended up at the hospital and it took a month for me to heal.
If it were not for my wolf powers, I would have ended up in the hospital for half a year. “Father was the one that invited me to come to the ceremony. It wasn’t my request." I quickly replied, swallowing up my emotions. “And you couldn’t tell him I said you should stay in the clan and not come to the ceremony.” He roared. “I’m sorry," I shortly apologized. “You needed aid, as you are my husband. I’m supposed to go assist you. That’s what my father said to me." I quickly responded. He laughed hysterically and then he glared at me, walked up to me and held my shoulders with his sharp piercing claws, digging into them. With a pale look draining down my face, sucking up to my pain, I could feel my blood dripping slowly down my arms. “Please, Ragnulf. You are hurting me. I only attended the ceremony because my father instructed me to come.” Of course, the ceremony was all about alphas having a good time with their mates and showing off their influence and wealth. And since my father had a meeting with the Lycan King, he didn’t receive an invitation to the ceremony. He wanted to show off how good, powerful and special he was, so alphas could talk about him by sending me to go with Ragnulf. He also knew Ragnulf wouldn’t take me to the ceremony, but choose to go alone with his sluts gathered around him instead. I didn’t care. Yet, my father threatened my life to go with him if I didn’t want to get kicked out of the clan for not being useful. And besides, I have nowhere to go if my father kicks me out of the clan. I had no choice but to go to him and I’m the one taking the receiving end for this bastard. “Don’t mess with me.” His dark expression was scary as I shut my eyes and turned my eyes away from him. He tightened his grip on my sore shoulders to cause me more pain. “Please, it hurts." I pleaded with him with a cry. “That’s a lesson for you to stay away from me when I say so. Do as you are told and stay put if you don’t want me to kick your butt out myself. Don’t get carried away because you are married to me. You only got a title on your head and nothing else. Believe me, don’t mess with me." He pushed me as I fell to the ground and the tears I was trying so hard to hold in rushed down my cheeks. “I’m sorry," I shivered, hoping my apology would melt his heart so he would leave me alone. He was my worst nightmare. “Do you think I want your clumsy ass excuse as sorry? I don’t want it from you. You are a stupid bitch that doesn’t deserve to be with me. If it weren’t for your father’s influence, you would’ve rotted out in the gutters.” He shouted. I kept explaining myself repeatedly to him to let me go. “I’m sorry. I came because Father wanted me to come until I saw you with those women surrounding you…” “Are you jealous?’ he scoffed. I went mute. No matter how jealous I am, nothing changes. It’s only going to make my life worse. I was just obeying my stupid father’s instructions, not because I care about him. Who the fuck cares if he sleeps with different alphas, omegas, and betas every night? That’s on him, not me. I do not give a damn about him at all. If it were not for my father who pushed me to get married to this monster, I would have been long gone. He laughed mockingly and chuckled. “Whether I’m surrounded by the world, it’s none of your business. You are a disgusting piece of trash. You deserve to be in the slum, Raava. Without my influence on your life. Even without your father’s support. You are my property. Your father sold you to me, so I can do with you as I please, you hear me?” He yelled by pulling up my collar, clenching my neck as he forcefully dragged me up the floor after he pushed me down to fall on my butt. “You are nothing without me," He snarled. “If you want to live and don’t want to be burnt by the pack, you better behave yourself or face the consequences. If you ever interrupt my moment again, I will deal with you. Don’t push me, Raava, because the next thing I will do is to cut off every connection with you and withdraw from the pack. I think you already know what that means.” I struggled for him to leave my neck alone with both hands. “You will regret it, so behave.” He dragged me down to the floor once again. I coughed so bitterly and tried as much as possible to take a breath. My neck was burning so badly, I was panting and coughing terribly. “Raava.” Elsa came running towards us and immediately stopped when she saw our expressions and what was happening. Especially seeing her father dealing with me. I could feel her fear and how nervous she was as soon as she came close and realized what had just transpired. There was no escape now. Ragnulf has trapped Elsa. “And?" he rudely questioned. “What are you doing here, Elsa?” “I…I came to see…to…to…” she stuttered before Ragnulf, anxiously fidgeting with her fingers while holding a book and her eyes were welling up because she knew her father was a beast. “Cat got your tongue. Is that what your lesson teachers have been teaching you, how to stammer before your father.” He said with sarcasm. 'No,’ she shook her head. “Then why are you here? Wanna watch me beat up Raava?” “No. I came to see Raava, she said…” Her hands were trembling as she spoke. “She said she was going to teach me my homework today, and help with my studies.”For a few seconds, Uriel was silent. I wonder what he thought of me and why he was quiet. He must think I am a slut and feel disgusted with me. Why did he have to see me in such a helpless state?“Uriel.” I called out to him and he hesitated for a few seconds before he held my hand and asked. “He slept with you, didn’t he?” His voice seemed composed and frightening.I didn’t want to recall what Clyde did back there. The flashback of how he forced himself on me after injecting me made me burst into tears.Even though Uriel wasn’t seeing me, I covered my face with both hands in shame. How could I have let an Alpha take advantage of me?After what I’ve been through, I let him rape me. What kind of life does fate have in store for me to make sure I never get to be happy?“I’m sorry, Uriel. I should never have let it happen. I’m so sorry.” “Did he release inside you?” He questioned, and his voice got a little deeper.What does he want to do? I to
This bastard is delusional. He always tells lies and I don’t want to believe anything that comes out of this bastard’s mouth. “I know nothing about him?” He pointed at himself. “Are you talking about me, Raava?” “I don’t care.” I yelled. “Let me out of here.” I will have to talk with Uriel later on. I don’t want to listen to anything he has to say if it’s not from Uriel himself. “You don’t listen when you are being talked to, don't you? You think Uriel is behind you. The bastard wants to send you away from his home.” “I don’t believe you. Let me out of here.” He sighed and rested his hands inside his pockets, leaving a smug look on his face. “You know what, Raava,” he leaned closer to me. “You are still mine. Now that I’ve seen Uriel hasn’t touched you. You belong to me.” “Get away from me.” He grabbed my shoulders, and I slapped him across his cheek. His eyes widened when I slapped him. His gaze fell on me.“You dare slap me?”“Let me g
“You are still not making sense to me, Nolak. I want to be alone. I want to send her away. Each passing day, when I see her, I go insane. My alpha instincts want her, but I don’t. I’m not like the other alphas she has met. I can’t be her mate because I would fail her. Don’t have my powers anymore. Neither am I the strongest alpha I used to be. I’m just an alpha with power and wealth, but I can’t shapeshift willingly. When I shapeshift, I go out of control and hurt the people around me and force out my powers on them.” I slightly looked back. “I don’t want Raava around. Have my reasons. I don’t want to do those papers. It is better for Clyde to do them. He is not blind like me. She doesn’t need someone as helpless as me. It’s time she walks on her path.”“You could have asked me for help.” “I didn’t want to ask you.” “Uriel, Clyde is…is Raava’s ex boyfriend. He wants her back.”“Her ex-boyfriend?”“Yes, and he was her first mate. The alpha who took advantage
~ URIEL~ I heard the sounds of her steps coming out of her room. The sound of her heels, the scent of her perfume clouding the entire hallway told me she was going to meet him. I didn’t want to see her off, and I don’t want to.It is not an obligation for me to see her off. I wonder who she is to him. I wanted to investigate the sort of relationship they have, but I feel like I will mingle too much.It’s her personal life to deal with. I don’t have to get involved. He just said he wanted to see her, and I allowed it. I know he is dangerous, but he said they had something important to do together which was relating to the Frostbite clan. Should I have sent her to him without investigation? I don’t know. I just don’t want to get involved. I have enough on my plate to deal with than worry about someone else. When he was talking to me, I didn’t pay attention to the words he was saying because I was a little drunk and exhausted when he met me. Did I make the wrong decision?
“What kind of trouble?” I faced his back and my heart was close to my throat. I don’t know why, but his words were making me emotional and recalling some dark parts of my life that I don’t want to remember.“He says an alpha claimed you. And that I took a marked Omega under my roof? Then, I wondered, if a certain alpha claimed you, why did he let you in, why did he get married to you and sleep with you? Perceiving another alpha's pheromones on an Omega irks alphas when they want to take over that Omega. There’s no way he would have tolerated it. Was it because he wasn’t able to or he didn’t want to do it with you?” He glared at me, and my heart skipped a beat. ‘Or is it because you barely have an Omega scent?’“What…what are you talking about?” My hands were shaking, including my heart pounding. “A marked Omega can't sleep with another alpha? It is impossible. Unless that Omega is not marked by an alpha. What are you, Raava? Are you an Omega or a Beta?” “What
His determination and how he acts sometimes makes me forget he is blind at all.I smiled as I thought about what happened a month ago and came across a beautiful pool. “Wow! Can I swim in this pool? It looks like magic and it is wide, too.” I exclaimed and ran to the location when I saw Uriel standing inside the pool. His white robe hugged his body as he stood inside the water with his upper body out in the open. His long blonde hair, cascaded down at the back of his waist, touched the water.His hair looked silky and wet on him. His green eyes glittered like a drop of water on a green beautiful leaf touching the sunlight. He was in deep thoughts as he stood inside the water. I don’t know, but I found him seductive and smutty when he glanced up at the bright lights above him and his hair moved backwards. His neck, how slender, strong, fetishistic it was, made me want to roll my tongue on it. What am I thinking? I slapped my forehead to get rid of any stupid thoughts. He is n