Chapter 16

I have them all under control. I am not going to allow what I birthed control me. I refuse!

In case anyone is wondering, I am referring to my emotions.

In my effort to get closer to Delroy, I might have started feeling some type of way. And I foolishly let that show. It is absolutely okay to show interest in a man you are pursuing, it makes them feel valued and appreciated which makes things easier, but do not be a fool and show your raw interest. The more you show it, the more you emotions spiral out of control and you end up blushing and giggling like a teenager. Ew and not cool.

"Are you alright?" Delroy asked as we walked to our office, silence looming over us.

Silence seems to be a tradition between him and I now.

"I'm fine." I continued facing straight ahead.

"If you say so but you were awfully quite in the car."

"I was gathering my thoughts Mr Zwide." I opened the office door and headed straight to my desk.

I need to gather my balance once again. But how do I approach without