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III - Memento Vivere

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[ Belladonna's Point of View ]

Living in isolation is quite lovely. I would rather live alone than live with abusive, negligent people who don't even care about me.

Now I'm all alone. All I have to do in this life is to live.

Memento vivere, Belladonna.

I never had anyone by my side. Even my parents abandoned me. My aunt tried to kill me. I guess I'm not deserving to be loved.

I'm fully aware that I'm mature for my age. Being a seven-year-old kid but having a mind of an adult is exhausting, I must admit.

I never experienced playing with friends or at a playground or even running around fields.

I'm always at home reading books while my parents create chaos in this mansion.

I am also aware that I don't, or I can't feel any emotions. My feelings are numb.

I don't know why I'm not like any other person, but I guess my past has significantly impacted who I am today
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