FAZER LOGINThe leather interior of Mike Weller's sports car still smelled faintly of the copper-scented first-aid ointment I had smeared onto his split jaw a week ago.
I kept my forehead pressed against the cool passenger window, watching the manicured, iron-gated properties of Oakridge blur into a continuous wall of old-money privacy. My fingers tightly gripped the canvas straps of my thrifted duffel bag, the faded fabric a stark contrast to the pristine, stitched leather beneath me. "You're going to burn a hole through the glass if you keep staring at it like that," a low, gravelly voice cut through the hum of the engine. I didn't turn my head. I didn't need to. I could see his reflection in the window—the sharp, arrogant line of his jawline, now marred by a faint, fading purple bruise from the industrial warehouse brawl. Michael "Mike" Weller. Nineteen years old, standing at a towering six-foot-three, with a mop of golden blonde hair that looked effortlessly styled even when he'd just rolled out of bed. He wore a simple white heavy-cotton tee that made his broad, varsity-trained shoulders look impossibly wide, and his piercing blue eyes were fixed lazily on the winding road. He was acting like nothing had happened. Like a week ago, in the dim, humid shadows of the warehouse district, his fingers hadn't lingered against the skin of my jaw. Like he hadn't tucked a wild strand of my ginger hair behind my ear and looked at me with an intensity that made my cynical, thick-skinned defense mechanics completely lock up. It was just adrenaline, I reminded myself, my hazel eyes narrowing at my own reflection. He had just taken a pipe to the shoulder and a fist to the face protecting his team. He was high on a victory and heavy lighting. "I'm just calculating how much it's going to cost me to buy my soul back from your parents," I replied, my voice dripping with my trademark, dry sarcasm. I finally pulled away from the glass, crossing my arms defensively. "My mother is a saint for keeping your family's prize stallions from getting colic, but moving my entire life into your backyard feels like a highly elaborate corporate trap." Mike's lips twitched, the corner of his mouth tugging upward into that untouchable, arrogant smirk that usually made me want to throw an arena rake at his head. "Relax, Gilbert. The guest house is entirely detached. You won't have to see my face unless you want to." "And what if I never want to?" "Then you'll have to find a very creative way to return my car keys every morning," Mike said smoothly, glancing over at me for a split second, his blue eyes holding a dangerous, amused glint. "Because as far as the summer contract goes, you still owe me three weeks of labor." We pulled through the massive stone pillars of the Weller estate, the tires crunching over pristine white gravel. The main house was a colonial-style mansion, but Mike steered the car down a long, weeping-willow-lined side path that led to a beautiful, two-story brick cottage. It was supposed to be a "guest house," but it was larger than any home I had ever lived in. Before the engine could even cut out, the heavy oak front door of the main house slammed open. "Look who finally decided to bring the hostage!" a loud, booming voice echoed across the lawn. Jacob "Jake" Bill lounged on the porch railing, a half-eaten green apple in one hand and a basketball spinning effortlessly on the index finger of his other. Jake was nineteen, six-foot-one, with a messy, sun-bleached brown crew cut and sharp green eyes that always looked like they were searching for the nearest source of entertainment. He was Mike's childhood shadow—wherever Mike went, Jake was usually raiding the fridge or causing a scene close behind. Behind him, leaning heavily against the doorframe with a thick black compression sleeve wrapping his injured shoulder, was Chad Miller. Nineteen, six-foot-two, with dark, closely cropped hair and hard, gray eyes, Chad looked less like a high school senior and more like a heavy-duty bouncer. He was the varsity team's enforcer, still scowling from the medical restrictions the warehouse fight had put on his senior season. "Don't start, Bill," Mike muttered, swinging his long legs out of the sports car. He didn't offer to carry my bag—maintaining that cool, detached distance now that his friends were watching—but he deliberately stood between Jake's prying eyes and the passenger side. "I'm just saying, the compound just got seventy percent more interesting," Jake chuckled, tossing the apple core into a nearby bush and catching the basketball seamlessly. He jogged down the steps, his athletic frame moving with an easy, unbothered grace. He stopped right in front of me as I stepped out of the car, offering me a mock, sweeping bow. "Welcome to the Weller Asylum, Eloise. If Chad gets too moody because of his shoulder, just throw water at him. He hates it." Chad let out a low, gravelly grunt from the porch, his gray eyes tracking me with a protective, suspicious evaluation. "Ignore him. Glad you made it, Gilbert." "Thanks, Chad," I said, giving him a small, genuine nod. I actually respected Chad; he was loud and aggressive on the court, but he didn't pretend to be a high-society prince like the rest of the Oakridge elite. I spent the next three hours unpacking my life into the guest house bedroom. The room was beautiful—hardwood floors, a massive window overlooking the stables in the distance, and a desk that felt too expensive for me to even rest my laptop on. By the time my sister was settled into the adjacent room and my mother had called from the road to ensure we hadn't burned the place down, night had fallen over Oakridge. The estate was dead silent. The kind of silence that only wealth could buy. I sat at the heavy mahogany desk, the glow of my laptop screen illuminating the sharp angles of my face. The first day of senior year at Oakridge High was less than twelve hours away. The thought made a cold, familiar knot form in my stomach. Out there, in those hallways, the protective, strange summer vacuum I had shared with Mike Weller wouldn't exist. He would go back to his throne as the varsity golden boy, flanked by Allie Grace and the rest of the country-club royalty. And I would go back to being the invisible ghost who cleaned up after their horses. I opened a blank document on my computer, my fingers hovering over the keys. I didn't write essays when I was stressed; I wrote lyrics. Raw, unfiltered, cynical poetry that I never intended for anyone else to hear. Tonight, the keys clicked with a rhythmic, furious pace. But the words that spilled out weren't about my anxiety over the school hallways. They were about him. Golden paint on a cracked foundation, You hold the room like an obligation. Ice-blue eyes looking right through the crowd, Speaking in whispers when the world is too loud. You pull me into the shadow of your name, Then walk away like it's part of the game. Arrogant smile, but your knuckles are torn, A cardboard king wearing a crown of thorns. You tell me I'm seen, but tomorrow we're blind, Leaving the ghost in the wreckage behind. I stared at the text on the screen, my heart drumming a steady, heavy beat against my ribs. It wasn't a love song. It was an indictment. It was a map of the frustrating, confusing puzzle that was Michael Weller—a boy who could bleed for his friends in a gritty warehouse fight one day, and look right through me the next. I saved the file under a generic name, English_Composition_Draft_1.docx. Completely exhausted, my mind slipped into a heavy sleep as I shut my laptop, unaware of the quiet storm brewing just across the lawn.ELOISEI sat still in front of the vanity mirror as the makeup artist delicately dusted highlighter across my cheekbones.Looking at my reflection, I could barely recognize the girl staring back at me. I was wearing an exquisite, custom-tailored lace gown that fit like a second skin, floating around me like a dream. But more than the dress, it was the peace in my eyes.Today was my wedding day.I was officially twenty-four years old, getting ready to marry Mike Miller—the man of my dreams. The same boy I had been hopelessly, fiercely in love with since I was seventeen.It was crazy to think about everything that had happened over the last three months. Right after that chaotic, iconic confession dinner in Chicago, Mike and I packed up and moved to New York together. We got a stunning townhouse, adopted a golden retriever puppy, and built a life that felt entirely ours. Mike had officially retired from illegal street racing for good, channeling all his passion into expanding his h
ELOISE The dining room table was set to absolute perfection. Silverware polished, crystal glasses gleaming under the warm chandelier light, and a spread of food that looked like it belonged in a magazine spread. On the outside, we looked like the picture of elite Chicago high society—classy, sophisticated, and utterly poised. On the inside, we were a room full of loaded weapons waiting for someone to pull the trigger. "So, wait," Mike said, taking a slow sip of his wine as he looked across the table at Kenji and Tasha. "You two are actually going through with dropping Vanguard completely?" "Effective immediately," Tasha smiled, resting her hand over Kenji's on the tablecloth. "And Eloise is coming in as a major partner with her father's estate funds. We're launching our own firm." "Can you two please stop pretending like you're rival corporate moguls for five minutes?" I teased lightly, pouring more water into my glass. "We're celebrating new beginnings tonight." Jax reach
DEREK The past few nights in LA had been a complete, chaotic blur. One night had turned into two, and two had turned into three—an intoxicating storm of late-night liquor, intense conversations, and mind-numbing heat between the sheets. But as the morning sun flooded through the floor-to-ceiling windows of Jax's estate, reality slammed into my chest like a ton of bricks. My stomach was tied in knots. Guilt was eating me alive. Eloise. She was my best friend. She was the person who sent me out here in the first place, trusting me to have her back. And here I was, stabbing her squarely in the spine with her own boyfriend. To make matters worse, my head was spiraling. Did I even actually love Jax? Or was I just intoxicated by the dangerous fantasy of him? Did Jax even love me, or was he just emotionally attached because I was the first guy he'd ever truly opened up to about being gay? Jax walked into the bedroom, pulling a fresh white T-shirt over his chest, looking completel
ELOISEThe flight back to Chicago was completely surreal.Before I left New York, Mike and I had come to a quiet, unspoken agreement: whatever had happened between us—and whatever was still pulling us together—would stay entirely secret until I properly dealt with Jax. Which meant that, for all intents and purposes, I was officially having an affair with Mike while still technically dating his brother.The second I opened the door to the apartment and saw Tasha standing in the living room, a massive wave of relief washed over me. I dropped my bags onto the floor and ran over, throwing my arms around her in the tightest hug possible.This was the first time we were seeing each other face-to-face since our huge blow-up over my father’s funeral, and having her here felt like finally breathing fresh air after drowning."I missed you so much," I whispered, holding on tighter. "I missed you so, so much.""I missed you too, El," Tasha squeezed back tightly, her voice thick with emotion
JAX The second my lips pulled away from his, Derek froze, stumbling backward so fast he almost tripped over the barstool. His eyes were wide, staring at me in complete, unadulterated shock. "Whoa... whoa, whoa, whoa," Derek stammered, his hands raised in front of his chest. "Oh my God. Oh my God... Jax... you're gay?!" I stood there, letting out a long, heavy breath as the weight of the truth finally lifted off my chest. "Yeah... I just found out." "You're dating El!" Derek shouted in a hushed, panicked whisper, pacing back and forth across the kitchen floor. "Why didn't you tell her?! When did you find out?! What is actually going on here, Jax?!" "I found out a few months ago, okay?!" I blurted out, running both hands over my face in frustration. "I couldn't tell El because I love her! I didn't know how to explain to her that I suddenly haven't been able to be attracted to any female—just guys!" Derek stopped pacing, staring at me like I had grown two heads. "I've slept
TASHA I pulled up to Julian's apartment complex in a hailed rideshare, my stomach twisting into a familiar knot as the driver idling near the curb waited for me to go up and grab my things. Fortunately, I still had my key fob. I rode the private elevator up in total silence, praying the penthouse would be empty—and to my relief, it was. Julian was still at Vanguard. I didn't waste a single second. I rushed into the guest room, throwing all my clothes, shoes, and toiletries into my bags as fast as my hands could move. Within fifteen minutes, I had everything zipped up and packed. Carrying my luggage down to the foyer, I pressed the button for the elevator, eager to get out before he had any reason to show up. The elevator doors chimed open—and my heart completely stopped. Julian was standing inside, his coat draped over his arm, looking straight at me and the bags at my feet. He stepped out slowly, blocking my path as I tried to move past him. "Tasha, stop." Without sayin







